[chaoticjoke]

I could listen to you 𝖘𝖈𝖗𝖊𝖆𝖒 Pretty 𝕄𝕌𝕊𝕀ℂ to my ears I could listen to it all day If you want me to : )

INDEPENDENT SELECTIVE ROLEPLAYING BLOG FOR THE NOLANVERSE JOKER. Written by Natalie. Read the rules before interacting. 

CARRD #1 | INTEREST TRACKER | CARRD #2 (CHAOTIC WISHLIST) | MEMES | HEADCANONS | OPEN STARTERS

currently: actively searching for a 💜 jeannie napier 💜 to write, ship and do all the thingsssss with ;)

[nerdbrazil]

[chaoticjoke]

SEVEN DEADLY SINS : CHARACTERISTICS.BOLD whatever applies | ITALICS what sometimes applies | STRIKETHROUGH what doesn't apply &&.tag people.REPOST ; don’t reblog!

Lust: desire for connection, pursuit of pleasure, emotional intelligence, obsessive, lovesick, one-night stand, seductive encounter, flirtatious conversation, erotic party, seductive attire, revealing clothing, passionate gaze, provocative makeup, sensual expressions, suggestive gestures, flirtatious smiles, lingerie, love letters, perfumes, provocative behavior, love poems, erotic art

Gluttony: indulgence in experiences, savoring moments, hospitality, generosity, hedonism, culinary expertise, wine tasting, excessive snacking, overloaded plates, excessive portions, bloated stomachs, messy eating, greasy fingers, full tables, indulgent spreads, overflowing cups, satisfied expressions, wine bottles, can't get enough, fast food wrappers

Envy: motivation, competitive spirit, strategic planning, observational skills, bitter, rivalry contest, envious gossip, resentment-filled argument, social media jealousy, furrowed brows, clenched jaws, side-eye looks, pursed lips, tense posture, whispering behind backs, crossed arms, gossip magazines, keeping up with the Joneses, the grass is always greener, feeling inadequate

Greed: resourcefulness, entrepreneurial spirit, negotiation, materialistic, aggressive investment, lavish spending spree, resource hoarding, get-rich-quick scheme, auction bidding war, property acquisition, piles of money, overflowing wallets, luxury items, locked safes, penny-pinching, rare collectibles, selfishness, unwillingness to share

Sloth: calmness, stress management, nonchalance, relaxation techniques, lethargic, apathetic, inactive, lazy weekend, binge-watching marathon, neglected chores, skipped workout, long nap, lounging on the couch, missed deadline, unkempt appearance, messy hair, pajamas, blankets, slippers, procrastination station, self-care routines

Pride: confidence, self-assurance, self-respect, dignity, public speaking, self-promotion, arrogant, conceited, egotistical, self-important, vain, boastful speech, puffed chest, raised chin, smug smiles, spotlight, tooting your own horn, showing off, refusing to admit mistakes, feeling entitled, personal branding, leadership development

Wrath: assertiveness, decisiveness, strength, intensity, boundary setting, courage, indignant, heated argument, road rage incident, physical altercation, angry outburst, clenched fists, glaring eyes, tense muscles, raised voices, reddened faces, aggressive gestures, stormy demeanor, intense frowns, destructive actions, broken objects, punching bag, out for blood, fists, simmering anger

tagged by: @godresembled (ty!)

tagging: whoever wants to do this

[scholarofgloom]

[chaoticjoke]

Answer to following questions and tag people you wanna know better!

tagged by @homelander-rp-blog (see, i'm catching up on these thingssss)

tagging: @godresembled @homicidalqueeen

roleplayer name: Natalie

roleplayer's pronounce: hehe/haha

preferred communication: initially dm's, then maaaybe we'll move to discord. oh and filling in joker's interest tracker is a must

experience: well, it all started as a joke in 2015 where i would reply IC to some asks i was getting on my personal and people were confused whether that was an rp blog or not, so i decided to make this blog in 2016 (very bold move tbh), now you do the math !

preferred roleplay type: a thread we're both invested in and enthusiastic about like crazy, it's rare but when that kind of chemistry happens - it's absolutely precious... yet i'm not a fan of thoroughly-plotted scenarios because: a) those don't always live up to expectations and leave both sides unsatisfied and discouraged and b) it's the joker we're talking about, i.e. he never acts according to the plan plot. angsty threads are the best, i really enjoy writing joker's pov and how he sees things, that's why i will always prefer and choose multi-para replies over one-liners.

deal breakers: oh, where do i begin? i rarely, almost never drop threads, yes, it takes me forever to reply but i eventually will. however. i quickly lose interest to a thread where joker isn't treated like a villain. like, if we look at things realistically, in 99% cases, he would most likely kill your muse or even worse... it's also a big turn-off to receive a response that doesn't much effort whether it's measured in wordcount or language used. additionally, it's hard to write when the plot doesn't move forward or you're the only one to act and the other muse only reacts.

plots or meme: both! you never know which one will give a start for a fruitful and multi-layered thread or maybe even a ship

best time to write: evening-night, preferably when i'm not exhausted from work or whenever the muse strikes

are you like your muse? not at all, though it would be cool to learn to read people like he does

[nerdbrazil]

[wordfather]

*covered in blood* I'm literally fine guys. im still funny. Would you like to hear a joke Im going to tell you a joke

[mancato]

[f0r-evxr-haunt3d]

: )

-happyface

[hitku]

by Francis Bacon

[hal1uzinogene]

A knife? Are you flirting with me?

[calledannabella]

the masochist

[chaoticjoke]

𝕳𝖔𝖜 𝖉𝖔𝖊𝖘 𝖞𝖔𝖚𝖗 𝖒𝖚𝖘𝖊 𝖈𝖆𝖗𝖗𝖞 𝖊𝖒𝖔𝖙𝖎𝖔𝖓?

𝕳𝖆𝖕𝖕𝖎𝖓𝖊𝖘𝖘: being unable to stop smiling. laughter. bear hugs. happy tears. waving arms around. dancing. contently sighing. eyes twinkling. laughter lines. childlike playfulness. skipping. talking more. affection. cracking more jokes than usual. gesturing more when talking. higher pitched voice. squealing. jumping around. clapping.

𝕾𝖆𝖉𝖓𝖊𝖘𝖘: tearing up. self-hugging. one-arm cross. an aching chest. scratchy throat. a runny nose. turning away. deep breaths. quivery smiles. crying. infantile sobbing. hands gripping each other or an object. covering mouth. puffy eyes. eyes appear red. voice breaking. a distant or empty stare. monotone voice. asking for comfort. faking a smile. crumbling. shaking. whimpering. depression. abusing an unhealthy habit. withdrawing from others. big teary eyes. doing something even if it could hurt them.

𝕬𝖓𝖌𝖊𝖗: furrowed brows. baring teeth. passive-aggressive comments. avoiding eye contact. sarcasm. headache. sore muscles. hiding clenched fists. irritability. jumping to conclusions. raising voice. going silent. demanding immediate action. keeping it all in until exploding. body tensing. making risky decisions. middle finger.

𝕱𝖊𝖆𝖗: wanting to flee or hide. what-ifs. images of what-could-be flashing in mind. uncontrollable trembling. rapid breathing. screaming. a skewed sense of time. irritability. keeping silent. denying fear. turning away from the cause. pretending to be brave. nail-biting. lip-biting. scratching skin. a joking tone but a voice that cracks. fainting. insomnia. panic attacks. exhaustion. substance abuse. tics. rushing adrenaline. face draining of color. hair lifting on the back of the neck. feeling rooted to the spot. making body as small as possible. staring but not seeing. crying. a shrill voice. whispering. gripping something or someone. stuttering. flinching at noises. pleading.

𝕰𝖝𝖍𝖆𝖚𝖘𝖙𝖎𝖔𝖓: constantly yawning. blurring words together. dark circles or lines under eyes. mood swings. hallucinations. calling people by the wrong name. dizziness. denying they’re tired. slow blinking. trouble concentrating. stumbling. leaning on a doorframe for support. sluggish movements. falling asleep someplace that isn’t a bed. becoming irritated by the smallest things. “i’m awake, i’m fine.” shaking so bad they spill their drink. falling asleep in their clothes. laying their head on the table because they’re so tired. passing out.

𝖙𝖆𝖌𝖌𝖊𝖉 𝖇𝖞 : @gothpeng

[gut-you-like-a-fish3-deactivate]

[chaoticjoke]

what kind of catharsis do you need?

a warm meal

You've been holding it all in for so long, haven't you? It seems like there's no time, no space to fall apart. But you don't have to pretend to not be hurting. The tide of pain in you is cresting. Let it out. There's no judgement here.

Tagged by: @hexsreality (mwah!) Tagging: @godresembled @homelander-rp-blog @sheldoney and whoever wants to do this

[chaoticjoke]

IT'S COMFORT LIST

Comfort food(s): pizza, shawarma

Comfort drink(s): lemon tea

Comfort movie(s): the dark knight, candy, home alone, american psycho

Comfort show(s): skins uk, the end of the f***ing world, wayne, better call saul, vikings, gotham, btas

Comfort clothing: plush blanket hoodie

Comfort song(s): jesus of suburbia by green day

Comfort book(s): the man who laughs (1869) by victor hugo, fight club (1996) by chuck palahniuk

Comfort game(s): viking rise that's addictive af ugh

tagged by: the presh @godresembled tagging: whoever's still on this site

[raisedbetter-blog]

         I’m something DANGEROUS;                                   with  g u n p o w d e r  in my VEINS                                                              and DAGGERS in my g a z e

         I’m a  l i v i n g  WEAPON —                                    a  t i c k i n g  TIMEBOMB                                                           — and you can’t DISARM me