healing.hooling

"woh sach hi toh kehta thaa humesha der kardi maine"

[chaoticlalala]

Hi guys, wanted to keep my blog page aesthetic but I can't fake it here. I will shit post.

[chaoticlalala]

migraine thik krne ke tips?

Sur ko shareer se alag kardena

ghare jake sutti babu

Remaining time: 6 days 13 hours

[festeredhearts]

nonchalant is boring my native tongue is yearn

[manincaffeine]

I meet so many people every day,

Talk, laugh, and hide what I can't say.

But when the sun goes down, I feel so small,

Alone in a world, with no one to call.

I search for a place where I can be free,

Where someone listens, where someone sees me.

But here I am, trapped in my mind,

With heavy thoughts I can't leave behind.

It's hard to share what I feel inside,

So I smile outside, while my heart wants to hide.

Maybe this loop is where I'll always stay,

Waiting for someone to take the pain away.

[petaltexturedskies]

୭ৎ

[chaoticlalala]

Tumblr has changed so muchh bhaisahabbbb. Its not the same yaar. I mean why are there stupid ads?!!?!? It was not there 2-3 yrs back😭😭. There is something missing too:(

[chaoticlalala]

Haa haa act normal and shit but "ye dukh khatam kahe nahi hota be"

[chaoticlalala]

Entry 02

It's a warm Sunday night

I am lying next to you

Your tired hands are holding me tightly

Asking me to sleep but

Your sleepy voice still drives me crazy

I turn my face towards you

You pull me closer

And your warm breath feels like a breeze

Everything feels so perfect

When I am next to you

Your heartbeat feels like a lullaby

I look at your lips with love

Remembering the times when it was on mine

You open your eyes slightly

And I close mine haphazardly

Before I could open my eyes to stare at you

Your lips gently brush against mine

Hearing the thunder

I opened my eyes only to find

Ur wedding pictures lying beside me

U are smiling at her

And with a deep sigh

I accepted u were never mine

The doors of hope

I have closed them forever now

But I cry Remembering you

While praying about you

My hands start trembling

Seeing your hands holding her tightly

I have accepted one thing

Even after 933 days

I still dream of being by your side

[chaoticlalala]

I have written something finalllyyyyy

[chaoticlalala]

Ooo God, I miss my shit posting era and my tumblr mutuals.😭

[chaoticlalala]

There is so much to express yet nothing can be put into words. Itssss scaryyyyyy. Out of all the things I don't wanna loose my ability to write. Tf.

[chaoticlalala]

Entry 01

Its sad to not know you any longer, its even sadder to not know about your achievements and its the saddest to not know how sad you must feel certain days when you wanted a shoulder to lean on or a lap to cry on. I could have been the safe space for you, I even imagine patting your head while you cry your heart out on my lap.

[chaoticlalala]

"right people, wrong timing??"

But gulzar said:

"mai tha, waqt tha, tu nahi

tu thi, waqt tha, mai nahi

mai tha, tu thi, waqt nahi

waqt rahega, mai nahi, tu nahi"