Not mad, just extremely enthusiastic about punching.

Independent multimuse RP and drabble blog for TMNT - penned by Som

[chaoticxbeast]

Independent, selective, mostly humorous but trying-to-be-more-serious drabble and RP blog. OWN interpretation. Not affiliated with nickelodeon.

NOTE POSSIBLE TRIGGERING TOPICS WRITTEN BY SOM,   18+.   they/them ESTABLISHED SINCE 2024

[chaoticxbeast]

Casey, did your dad ever change? And do you have any advice for someone else in a similar situation?

"Phhft my dad? Change? No. He still explodes and yells at me if I bring anything that he doesn't wanna think about. He doesn't want to take any responsibility of how he hurt others, or for any dumb stuff he did or how he twisted the way my sister and I saw the world and the people around us.

As long as he doesn't want to be accountable, he just...won't change. He just... got all these stories about how he's the victim. And when he's the victim, and he's yelling at me, for you know... bringing up bad memories of the ways he failed us, he feels like he can yell at me for it. Like I'm the bad guy. Because I dunno, maybe it hurts him to think of the ways he failed. As for advice? I don't know...Cause, he's not like one of the villains I fight together with the guys. He's just a dude who had some real awful parents yo... He's getting better. But... I dunno. I think it's just good to not feel like you have to do what they say. If they yell or get mad at you for bringing up something you wanna talk about, or if they are upset at you for not just forgetting what they did...just know its okay to have your own timeline for healing. Nobody can rush someone into letting go. Nobody has the right to tell you how to feel or what to do, or who to talk to, or not to talk to. Cause that's not okay. My dad didn't teach me to talk accountability when I messed up. I had to learn on my own. And when me and my sister were kids, If I teased her, or shut her out from my room... I couldn't just not say sorry. I had to talk to her. And what else? Well... if someone is in the situation I was in with my dad, it helped to move out. And maybe focus on the things that you like do to. Things that make you laugh. And pay attention to how people make you feel, not the words they say. And don't let em try to get you do behave the same way. Take accountability because... in the long run, that is the way to be a good person.

[chaoticxbeast]

To Raph. Apparently, the tea is that you are too much as a person. Asking too many questions, being too sensitive and being too demanding and disruptive for others to deal with. 

"Ah. I guess I am sensitive sometimes. But it's not a bad thing to feel things. It's not healthy to not talk about your feelings, or ignore em. And if I have a question, I'll ask. I hope people ask me stuff too, if they need to. I don't ever want anyone to feel like they can't approach me about stuff. I want my friends to say how they feel. Always. Even if it means, it's something I did wrong. I'd never get mad about that...I'd like to know. Cause...I'd like to say sorry, even if it means you don't wanna talk to me no more. At least I'd feel peace in my heart saying sorry."

[najd-social-club]

my toxic trait is i expect people to have common sense and i get mad when they don’t.

[chaoticxbeast]

Splinter, can I have an advice please? Some people are saying some hurtful things behind my back. What can I do to feel okay?

"Oh. I see. Come and sit with me child." The tall rat furrowed his brows, gesturing for you to come sit at the very place his students would sit. On the mat, in the middle of the room. He turned away and walked over to the little shrine located in the back of the room. The one with the daruma dolls, good luck charms, candles, the pictures of his family. When he returned, he kneeled down and placed a candle before you. "See this flame, my child?" He says, his hand curving around it as if to feel its warmth, as if to protect it against any draft. "This is you. And you shine bright no matter what someone says about your flame. They may mock it. They may say it is not what it is. But the truth is, it's real. It may flicker, or be extinguished for a short period of time. But when it does, all it needs is tender care. With a little help and support from a friend and it will burn brightly yet again. "My child, my advice is to see your worth and potential and how you burn bright on your own. We can't control what other people say and do. When we try to do that, we overextend ourselves, we can burn out, and lose sight of what is important. And people might not see the beauty of their own flame. They just see yours. Welcome new friends who will appreciate you for the way your flame burns. Good friends will respect your light. They would nurture it, instead of criticizing it or trying to change it." "My second advice is, to understand that it is what it is. Speak your truth. Communicate boundaries. But even when we do, we can't control what people do or say. Things might not change. In fact, it might get worse if we engage. Sometimes, the best we can do, is to step away. Try to sit with the feeling of disappointment until you are ready to move on. Disappointment and sadness is not a good feeling no? But it's necessary. Sometimes we have to be upset, so that we can become angry, and then feel empowered to make a change to protect our own flame. And then, when we let go of the painful experience, let go with a sense of appreciation of the lesson that helped you grow."

[swampedyeva]

If 2012 TMNT was rebooted Id have loved to see more close friendship between April and the boys. It was kinda never touched much, but she is their first friend, and I think boys would value that very much.

She's their 5th yellow-banded turtle uvu

[chaoticxbeast]

Are you mutuals only or is anybody welcome to start an potential rp thread regardless of mutual following or not?

I usually RP on discord and my activity on here is mostly sporadic. But Yes you can reblog any of my opens even if we are not mutuals. Come join my server though if you like tmnt and role-play! <3

[chaoticxbeast]

You rejected me so I got everyone to reject you too just so you would know how it felt.

"Buh buhhh whyyyyyyyyyy"

[chaoticxbeast]

Do u have a rules and muse page we can check out?

I believe I do...? huh...But it seems like I can no longer see my blog the way I originally set it up. I will create a post with the rules and all my muses.

[chaoticxbeast]

The drawings so far. @carppet drew the Leo. Love it. ^^

[chaoticxbeast]

Hey Mikey, what's your advice on how to feel better and to look after your own well being?

"I'm gonna ask Dr Feelings to hold a mini seminar, just for you. Ahem! Take a seat, and I'll get the projector going." He whips out a long metal pointer and whacks the screen, directing your attention to some images; a lovely little picture of a journal, a person hold a hand over their heart while someone else is yelling in the background, and then, something that looks like a big city. A community full of people. "First thing and most important is, feel your feelings. Make a journal and put all your feely feelings in it. Perhaps they're little drawings? Or perhaps little poems! Draw them out the way you want. And soon, the lil book will be a precious little treasure describing your inner world...A lovely little secret you can share with the ones your trust. And second, when someone else is being grumpy and making you feel anxious and sweaty and icky, take a moment and say hey hey hey! I need a lil' break. Don't allow peoples storms to knock out over. Look out for you, just like... a protective best friend. Cause that's when you start loving you baby! And at last. You're a work in progress. But you're not a lonely turtle on a turtle island, we are a community! The people allll around you are there to help you and support you. And if you feel overwhelmed, let someone help you split all your tasks into something easier to manage. Simplify your goals, and you get where you wanna go easier and faster!"

[chaoticxbeast]

Okay! I'm gonna be trying to doodle a lil. Join in if you want! https://magma.com/d/8Qw8AU0mYP

[mkthedingus]

First two to die in the apocalypse btw

[chaoticxbeast]

Don't worry Casey, I'm sure your old team don't give a crap about you by now

"Do you wanna fight or something?? Who cares, Raph. I got you guys now. I can tell it's you by the way. "

[chaoticxbeast]

"Well the dude who got me kicked out from my old team had a pretty rigid personality, and I heard he pressured people to not talk to me. I bet he had lots of logical ultimatums and reasons for me to be shut out. I know, cause he's like that. But, I know he did it for his own sake. Maybe to look after his own interest and reputation, you know? He wanted to be the big shot. He didn't want me around for the sake of competition. And now? I just hope the other guys don't feel bad about how it went down, or what they did. Cause... I know they were manipulated and pressured.

[chaoticxbeast]

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[chaoticxbeast]

"Raph. It's all Raphs fault. He told me everything."