tw: ed sheeran

active december '21 grace ❀ 21 ❀ she/they ❀ vent acc

[mifooodlog]

does anyone else go through phases where they’re like “food is fuel!” 🏃‍♀️ and eat a ton of good, healthy food for a few weeks but then they gain weight and are like “nope. time to starve myself”

[tooth-is-going-mental]

me rn

[chapstick-eater]

shoutout to being on the medical field and learning something so terrifying about the human body you just sit in silence and try to process

why the fuck do uric acid crystals grow in your joints

that shouldn't be allowed

[calellon]

life really is like. you wake up. you go insane. you go to sleep. rinse & repeat.

[chapstick-eater]

my mom and i made baked ziti and garlic bread for dinner and i'm gonna eat a whole portion of each and NOT feel bad about it

[th3-saddest-angel]

I crack like a glowstick when I move

[polypharmaci]

was anyone gonna tell me that ~20% of anorexics are autistic and how that comorbidity is associated with much worse outcomes for eating disorder recovery in general, or was I supposed to just find these studies online myself?

[th3-saddest-angel]

My parents really traumatized me then be complaining that I'm traumatized 🥴🥴

[finn-is-ill]

yo moss only has 5 calories 😩😩😩

[matchasmaller-deactivated202312]

been seeing bunch of toxic bullshit about calories & invalidating ppl for eating more than like half a grape per day, so a reminder

800-1500kcal is considered low restriction by normal ppl standards. it’s actually not high restriction like this ed bubble we are in makes it seem

[chapstick-eater]

the only things keeping me going are caffeine and spite

[starvingangelxx-deactivated2022]

you ever just.

*says it’s a metabolism day every-time you binge for the fifth consecutive day this week*

[plumslices]

mutuals im giving u hand cream

🧴

[chapstick-eater]

the tension between me and the entire tub of cookies and cream ice cream sitting in my freezer is unmatched

[bpd-darling]

me (cleaning up): holds knife

intrusive thoughts: what if-

me: ok edgelord we get it what if i slit my wrists right now can we please just focus

[clusterb-itch]

[miserable-wrech-deactivated2021]

The fact that i cannot lose 40 lbs in one day? Homophobic

[fwizard]

I haven't seen anyone starting with that '2022 is gonna be my year' thing which is. so absolutely fair. we're all just a little nervous huh