* goodnight moon !

YOU'VE BEEN MY M U S E FOR A LONG TIME. YOU GET ME THROUGH EVERY DARK NIGHT. I'M ALWAYS GONE, OUT ON THE GO, I'M ON THE R U N AND YOU'RE HOME ALONE. I'M TOO CONSUMED WITH MY OWN LIFE ! ARE WE TOO YOUNG FOR THIS? FEELS LIKE I CAN'T MOVE...HEART IT'S T E A R I N G ME APART BUT I KNOW I'D ( MISS ) YOU, BABY, WHAT IF I LEFT RIGHT NOW. DOING WHAT I CAN, TRYNA BE A MAN.

[charlesmeltonx]

barbieisims‌:

i hope so too. solid point, yes. the more you know.

my point. so, besides killing the modeling industries, what else are you doing?

[awgzkrth]

SPONTANEOUS - CHARLES & ALEX

                             — Alex did not plan on spending his first night back in Los Angeles with someone. He had his pajamas already on, and he was prepared to waste away the night by watching Hulu, eating a bunch of crud, and relaxing in his pajamas. But, when Charles offered to take Alex out to dinner and a movie, the Briton was quick to oblige. A charming, sensual, and not to mention downright attractive man asking him out on a spontaneous date? Alex would be foolish to refuse. He threw on a simple leather jacket - skinny jean combo before heading out the door to drive himself to the club. It was a club in downtown LA he had spent many of nights drinking and dancing his boredom away. Thankfully, tonight, he would spending his night getting to know Charles in a few more ways than just verbal. 

                                     Alex pulled up to the club where he stepped inside without anyone giving him a problem. he was a regular, so of course, he was able to traverse right in without the bouncer IDing him or forcing him to wait in line with the other less significant guests. Alex peered over the club to find the male, but when he noticed he had not arrived yet, Alex took it upon himself to hop onto a bar stool and just order himself a drink. He was patient; this man would surely be worth the wait. ( @charlesmeltonx )

[charlesmeltonx]

Being the flirt he had always been, Charles found himself in a situation he hadn’t been in in quite sometime. The more intense point of that conversation being the fact that he had sworn off men mere months ago, promised himself he wouldn’t go down that road after the fact that he had been hurt by another of the same sex more than he had in his lifetime. That’s why he became this way, complete tense and high strung on relationships that only focused on sex. This was the same thing except the fact that it was happening with a man who he was always the biggest fan of.

Making his way to the club dressed in all black besides his red shirt which stuck out effortlessly. Charles arrived within the time frame as promised, a few fan faces already freaking out once he stepped to the bouncer which allowed him instant access. As he entered the unfamiliar place, his eyes scanned the crowded place, Charles attempted to spot Alex. It was easy, the male looking at everyone’s hair until he found the one that was undoubtedly Alex. Walking over slowly, he joined the male at the bar, the waitress eyes already on him as he asked for a vodka with cranberry. Turning to Alex with a smirk,  the male let out a deep breath, “Hey, I know you!” He grinned, bearing his dimples as his fingers tapped against the bar top.

[mcggiiies]

SNAP FROM: MAGGIE!

[charlesmeltonx]

mcggiiies‌:

maggie: i was hoping the people would come to me maggie: i like to describe me more as..knowing what i want maggie: you’re a real one. i knew i could count on you maggie: have you ever looked in the mirror at night and seen a face over yours? word is it’s a spirit begging you to let them out.

charles: the people?? that’s your way of telling me to expect other dudes at your doorstep? charles: that’s fine. strong minded and goal oriented. you just became hotter. charles: obviously, i think i told you i’m trustworthy. charles: that hasn’t happened to me and i’m so glad that hasn’t or else i’d spend countless nights awake.

[charlesmeltonx]

ncths‌:

nath: still wouldn’t scare me less! nath: yes charles, i am a weak bitch. i am the weakest of bitches.

charles: wow! charles: seems like i’m going to have to start protecting you. charles: you reckon you need night security? i’m pretty cheap.

[bronwynn]

[charlesmeltonx]

awgzkrth‌:

                                — That is what I like to hear; no reason, of course… He really fucking is. He has way too much of a commitment to drinking and partying, so I do not think a long-term relationship will ever be in his future. I am in California as well. Why don’t we meet up at that club in town? They have great apps and booze, and we can get to know each other a little bit better. 

you sure about that? oh yeah, without a doubt he isn’t ready to settle down. he seems to be like me, like when i try to date it doesn’t last for very long, but you know we’re still young, no need to rush. i’m down, a club is definitely my type of vibe, especially on a friday night. what do you say? in a hour and a half sounds good?

[charlesmeltonx]

barbieisims‌:

true. i just want them to know you don’t have to be stick thin to be beautiful. oh really now? i had no idea i had so much influence. 

and i believe that message is undoubtedly coming across. oh yeah, definitely, you don’t know anything until you’ve asked about it, right?

[charlesmeltonx]

barbieisims‌:

i wish sometimes that it were that easy but, sadly it’s a pretty difficult task. hopefully i can make some sort of positive impact that way, even if it’s for a normal girl worried about her weight. i’d be happy even then.

it’s only difficult if you let it remain that way in your head. yeah, i think it’s more than likely possible. i mean, i’ve put on a few pounds graciously because of you.

[charlesmeltonx]

awgzkrth‌:

                              — You used to be a freak? Damn, we have a lot more in common than I thought. Shame your freak side is back in the closet because mine still lingers in my shadows. My best friend blew the first dates for one of them, but the other two failed a few weeks into the relationship - still because of him, of course. Well, if you are in the states tonight, let’s make this happen. Late night dinner and movie sounds a lot more interesting than me in pajamas, binge-watching Hulu.

i didn’t say it completely vanished, i said it has calmed down. at one point i just realized i was doing too much, that i can do less and have just as much fun. oof, your best friend just seems like a shit significant other. i’m kidding. not everyone is a match, that all it is. i can guarantee you it will be, a night out is definitely more appealing than that duo. i’m in california, where are you?

[charlesmeltonx]

barbieisims‌:

i wish there was an easy way to tell too, like some sort of filtering system. i guess i just strive to be healthy you know? not sickly and too thin, just right. but thank you, i appreciate it.

maybe we should move all the good people to mars while all the bad people stay on earth and continue to pollute it or vice versa. i get it, not many models can come to that conclusion but this is the start of it, take my word for it.

[charlesmeltonx]

awgzkrth‌:

                              — I think I am scared to know about those stories, man. You are making it sound pretty gnarly. I said it is a fault of mine; I did not say it was good. Three times I have set my best friend up with some girl, and it blew up right in my damn face. I do not have much credibility under my belt. Hey, if you are being serious, I will surely take you up on this offer. You will be able to make that tackle-dream come true. 

some of them are, they were great experiences, definitely memorable shit that has made me calm down the freak in me because it was way too much. you’re right, you didn’t, what happened that it blew up in your face? i am being serious, and don’t worry, i’ll make sure i’m extra careful with you.

[charlesmeltonx]

barbieisims‌:

not going to lie, that is a pretty interesting concept. but hey, those people online are just bitter about something anyway. neither am i, even though i aspire to be. or never starting?

true! wish there was a place for genuine people. online can be so crummy because of the haters. you can be, you’ve gotten thicker but to be honest, it looks super good on you. you’re starting a wave for models who aren’t stick thin but aren’t plus size. i love it.

[charlesmeltonx]

awgzkrth‌:

                               — Groupies are the much, much worse. They are horrifying. Eh, not really; I like playing matchmaker, though. It is a fault of mine. It seems like you want to take me out more than the girls you are hanging out with with how enthusiastic you were to meet me. 

true! but they’re the freakiest girls you meet. i can’t begin to tell you the stories of what i’ve done with groupies. oh yeah? that’s cool. it isn’t for me, i know i’d be a shit matchmaker. oh without a doubt. if you’re up for it, i’d be down for dinner and a movie.

[charlesmeltonx]

barbieisims‌:

anytime, and trust me i know, but i have nothing but positive reviews for you. sorry, i keep forgetting about your years in the industry. my bad. i wish i could say you were wrong, but you’re pretty spot on.

oh, maybe you can rate me on one of those websites, let others know how great i am? that’d be cool if they had celebrity rates for when you’ve met them in person. it’s okay, i guess it’s understandable, i’m no naomi campbell. yeah, or even the best protection...quitting!

[charlesmeltonx]

barbieisims‌:

oh please, that can’t be true. you’re a nice person charles. you don’t even want to know the amount of blisters and bruises that come with the job. and really all you can do is stick on some band-aids and hope for the best.

i really appreciate the compliments, and i am, but you know people have their comments. i’m a model, are you forgetting? i know this. usually band-aids or certain kinds of wraps work really well.

[charlesmeltonx]

barbieisims‌:

you’re too kind. ha, yeah, having strong calves really is and should be in the job description. these girls with not as much experience have no idea what they’re in for.

that’s a first. thank you. true, i’ve always had strong calves so i don’t see a difference but you know, new people? in for the biggest treats! their feets will literally be swelled for weeks.

[charlesmeltonx]

awgzkrth‌:

                              — Trust me, I have had fans do much worse than tackle me to the ground. At least they are nice enough to apologize! It is a pleasure to meet you, man. Next time you use my show as a date, let me know. I always carry loose VIP badges around for occasions like those. 

is that so? what’s much worst? the pleasure is all mine, bro. oh yeah? you carry em’ around to steal people girls because i’m sure that’s exactly what will happen if any of the girls i take out meets you.