keep me sane

Matt;   Spent my whole damn life trying to get things right, and for every one of my mistakes, you gave me all these chances.

[aliosn]

Oh my god, you scared the hell out of me. I’m so sorry.

[letgomatt]

Fuck Alison -- stop being so scared all the time.

[letgomatt]

Is there anything I can do to help?

Take my mind off of it.

[letgomatt]

In order to do that you’re going to have to stop thinking back to that time and not think that you belong in there because you don’t. 

I’ll try my best, I promise.

[shteleanor]

Either you order something or I’m gonna have to ask you to leave and stop wasting my time.

[letgomatt]

I need your opinion. What do you like the most?

[letgomatt]

So what, you’re gonna hand yourself in now because you feel like you deserve to be in there?

I’m not gonna hand myself in. I’m just gonna try and live my life again.

[letgomatt]

Jail? Care to explain?

Will you make me explain it to you?

[letgomatt]

Are you not happy to be out of jail and done with that crap?

To be honest, being in jail made me feel like I actually fit in there. I know it sounds weird and strange but I’ve done so many illegal things over the years that it just felt right.

[letgomatt]

So have you learned your lesson?

Why does everyone keep referring it to a lesson that has to be learned?

[haleykthompson]

Because when you make a mistake you need to learn from it.

[letgomatt]

Because when you make a mistake you need to learn from it.

Who said it’s a mistake?

[letgomatt]

>You can’t do it at the same time, obviously. But you can make money with a job and there’s tons of way to relieve yourself of anger. Exercise, talking to a therapist, listening to music.

First of all, I already have a job, don’t forget that I own a bar in the city. I do exercise but when I’m angry this is the last thing I actually think about.

[letgomatt]

So if you knew it wasn’t smart why would you do it? There are other, smarter ways to make money and get your anger out.

Give me one way in which you can both get money and get your anger out.

[letgomatt]

So have you learned your lesson?

Why does everyone keep referring it to a lesson that has to be learned?

[letgomatt]

Participating in illegal fights sounds like such a smart idea. The fact that it’s illegal is just – such a good idea. I can’t believe I never thought of doing that.

I never said it was smart. It was an easy way to make money and it sure helped me take out some anger.

[letgomatt]

No doubt it was an adventure but I’m glad I don’t have to worry about finding you beat up ever again. 

At least one of us is quite happy.

[letgomatt]

Oh that’s right — the fights I told you to stop because you would eventually get in trouble.

 Yeah, pretty much. 

[letgomatt]

Why were you in jail?

I was involved in an illegal fight. Or should I said in multiple illegal fights.

[letgomatt]

Jail? How did you end up in jail?

I’ve been participating illegal fights for a while now and on my last fight the police caught us in the middle of the fight.

[letgomatt]

I hope getting your ass thrown in jail has taught you once for all not to continue with this crap. 

It actually did teach  me to not get involved in illegal fight. But it sure was a great adventure.