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Please read if you're thinking of doing supplements for LD.
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Thanks to this lovely person above, we had a chat and decided it's NEEDED to be posted.
I didn't like to post it for a very long time, since the moment I saw it, but it's something I need it to be addressed, I used to love charm a lot to the point I wouldn't care about fake stories, but until I saw one post of her promoting these, it failed me so bad.
Do not, under any fucking circumstances, take any "meds" or "drug" or "supplements" to get lucid dreams, it's so fucking risky, I'm a med student and even though I haven't finished, I can certainly say THIS much supplements and drug all at once is very, VERY dangerous.
This is from charm's success story idk, but for the love of fucking god this is wrong, wrong to post about it when people DONT need it, the crazy thing is, it's not about "oh it's supplemental it's not dangerous!" No, the problem is how much they used it all at once, and ADDING IT with galantamine, which is a DRUG used for Alzheimer's patients.
Dyk that galantamine is a drug and it should be prescribed by a doctor? Why would you please promote it when you KNOW 3/4 of the community are minors and live in areas where the pharmacy is unrestricted?
Here is all the actual risks:
If all combined, whether minor or adult = If this much drug or supplements is taken all at once, it has such a high risk of cholinergic toxicity, nausea, sleep paralysis and low blood pressure, and if it's a minor? It's MUCH more dangerous to the point it is LETHAL, it can cause the nervous system to overflow and shut itself bro
Galantamine = EXTREMELY dangerous, especially minors, it slows the heart rate and it produces extreme sleep disturbance, hallucinations and such.
Choline bitartrate = combined with galantamine, it gives excessive sweating, nausea again and once more low blood pressure, this is dangerous.
P5P = in high doses or if combined, it can cause nerve damage for minors, numbness, loss of feelings in limbs.
All the others I haven't mentioned, are generally somewhat safe for a normal minor or adult to take UNDER SUPERVISION, everything else I've mentioned is UNSAFE.
do not take it, in minors it can slow the neurological path of the mind.
I hope I helped, please stay safe.
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Since sm people can't read apparently, I'm saying the stacking is dangerous, did I stutter on the fact itself? The combination of the medicine itself is dangerous.
You quoted my post, claiming galantamine is strictly a prescription drug for Alzheimer's and that I'm promoting it to minors. Wrong. while there is a high-dose prescription version for Alzheimer's, galantamine is naturally derived from plant extracts and is legally sold over-the-counter as a low-dose dietary supplement. Conflating the two shows a complete lack of pharmacological understanding. Wrong. Not only did you ignore the warnings I already gave, but you gave high school-level Google searches to back up your claims, and then proceeded to post literal AI-generated counterpoints that are also factually wrong.
The problem is you are implying that my advice could cause people to die, which is so far from the truth. Common sense will tell anyone-unless they’re four years old and certainly shouldn't be on Tumblr that an overdose is possible with literally anything, including something like bananas. As I said, if you're not familiar with your body or the research, always talk to a doctor. But taking 4mg to 8mg of a supplement occasionally doesn't even come close to the threshold for toxicity.
I do not appreciate the implication of death you said I could basically cause. I put a lot of effort into my posts to help people, and my writing is based on actual, peer-reviewed clinical research. That is not what you did; you just did a Google search. It’s not even just about the post anymore, but the severe implications you made, which I don't appreciate. Since I majored in law and chemistry, let me remind you: in the real world, baselessly accusing someone of causing deaths and spreading defamatory BS based on a Google screenshot gets you into deep shit.
Assuming you have an audience, you’re setting a bad example. Not everything needs your attention, especially when you are just spreading lies to impressionable people that doesn't help anyone. I appreciate the 'attempt' to help, but this is clearly just dopamine-rush activity for you to get your clicks and attention. Please grow up. I’m not into this, and I don’t have time for it anymore.
There is a bunch of other missing context and quick AI misinformation in your post that I don’t even care to address, simply because you clearly didn't even put the time or effort into genuinely researching something you claim to care so much about. I’ll thank you for not doubling down, but you are still not taking accountability for the blatant misinformation and the lies you spread about me and my post. Like I said, I'm barely on here. I don't want to be a part of whatever BS you guys create just to get your dopamine rush.
You don’t know everything, and I don't know everything either. But I only speak on things I am 99% sure of. I don’t address every question or every post because I know my limits. You’re young, I’m sure, but you need to set better standards for yourself and your blog. I don't know you or your blog, but you should do better for yourself and the people you’re claiming to help. Being a blogger is a big responsibility, and sometimes silence is golden. If you don’t know what the hell you’re talking about, it’s better to just say that.
Also, don’t lie and say you were just giving a warning that warning was already on my post. You were directly addressing me and my 'attempt' to basically kill people, which is so melodramatic considering we're talking about a supplement that even teens take daily, so I don’t appreciate that.
Like I said in the original post already ()do your own research. I wouldn't even recommend anything that could harm people, let alone my own followers ranging from teens to adults. So please, do your research, and as I said before, if you're under 18, consult a doctor or a parent if you want to use these supplements more for your journey but are unsure of things like allergies and sensitivities! Happy shifting 💟
PEOPLE! Do not take supplements or prescription drugs to help you lucid dream and shift realities. DO NOT DO IT! Your health is so important! Please do NOT!
That is extremely dangerous, and the wrong amount can seriously mess you up.
A user by the name: charmedreincarnation has been promoting her followers to take “galantamine” which is an Alzheimer’s drug.
Even if this does work, it can potentially fuck your system up and kill you. This is a very dangerous thing to be playing around with. Even if you do have much more vivid dreams and even lucid dream, it is NOT worth it. Why?
This drug acts by increasing acetylcholine in the brain, which in non-patients can lead to cramping, sweatiness, and potential hallucinations! If you are not a dementia/alzheimer’s patient, then you do not need this. You are messing with your brain function.
“Acetylcholine is a neurotransmitter in both the central and peripheral nervous systems that enables muscle contraction, cognitive function, and parasympathetic nervous system activity. It is essential for learning, memory, attention, and regulating involuntary functions like heart rate and glandular secretion.”
But what happens if you take galantamine as a non-patient?!
Higher doses or sensitivity can cause more serious problems:
Slower heart rate (bradycardia)
Fainting
Low blood pressure
Severe vomiting or dehydration
Possible interactions with other medications! Do NOT take it just cause you really want to shift!
People with heart conditions, asthma, ulcers, or seizure disorders may be at higher risk!
I understand so many of you users want to shift, lucid dream and go into the void state but it is not worth messing up your health for this. A lot of people could be getting serious side effects or even end up dying! Medical drugs are not some little thing to take!
You guys do NOT have Alzheimer’s or dementia clearly!! Do not be taking random drugs cause someone says so!
Thank you to @h1biscusgal for bringing this to my attention🩷🩷🩷
Thanks for the concern. Like I said, do your own research. This is my field of study, and if you did actual research instead of Googling for two seconds, you would learn that this is mostly only true if you’re giving prescription doses to Alzheimer’s patients. In those cases, the doses are almost four times what anyone using it for memory or lucid dreaming would take, and they are taken daily. :)
If you actually understood the pharmacology or bothered to look at the long-term clinical data, you would know that galantamine is remarkably safe and well-tolerated. It is literally just a reversible acetylcholinesterase inhibitor (AChEI). It does not permanently alter brain chemistry or cause neurotoxicity
In fact, multiple long-term clinical trials tracking daily use over 1 to 2 years such as the GAL-INT extension studies published in peer-reviewed journals consistently show no systemic toxicity, no hepatotoxicity (liver damage), and no long-term damage to the brain. The primary side effects observed in these multi-year studies are just mild gastrointestinal upset like nausea when patients first start taking it.
https://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC5402999/#:~:text=The%20reported%20events%20generally%20corresponded,with%20galantamine%20was%20generally%20safe.
Long-term maintenance of cognitive function is an important goal of treatment for Alzheimer’s disease (AD), but evidence about the long-term
When it comes to vitamins and supplements, it’s not good to take them every day because your body will build a tolerance, and too much of anything will make you sick. As I said, if you're not familiar with your body or the research, always talk to a doctor especially if you’re under 18, as I said ;)
Just a general info dump: research does not equal Google! That’s not how you do research. I don’t appreciate the fear-mongering when I majored in law and chemistry and am very familiar with what I'm talking about.
All supplements and vitamins have side effects, and these will be found in any supplement you take even something as simple as Vitamin B. I’m sure you’ve seen the funny ads. You will not die, as galantamine simply interacts with acetylcholine, a neurotransmitter our body already produces naturally!
Is it toxic if you take a massive, unregulated overdose? Yes, obviously. Overdosing on any AChEI leads to a cholinergic crisis (SLUDGE syndrome). But taking 4mg to 8mg occasionally for lucid dreaming or memory doesn't even come close to the threshold for toxicity. You have a higher chance of poisoning yourself by taking too much Tylenol than you do taking a low dose of galantamine. So again, please do actual research instead of fear-mongerin
Please do better research. If you have any sort of educational background, you’d know how to find and read actual peer-reviewed studies. Here is some actual clinical literature proving that galantamine is highly effective for memory and lucid dreaming at low, safe doses
Pre-sleep treatment with galantamine stimulates lucid dreaming: A double-blind, placebo-controlled, crossover study - PubMed https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/30089135/
for those who don’t like to read: This was a double-blind, placebo-controlled study (the gold standard of research) published in PLOS One. It explicitly proved that taking low doses of galantamine (4mg or 8mg) safely and significantly increases lucid dreaming, dream recall, and cognitive clarity. Note: 4mg–8mg dose is much lower than the 16mg–24mg daily doses given to Alzheimer's patients.
Lucid dreaming is a remarkable state of consciousness in which one is aware of the fact that one is dreaming while continuing to dream. Base
Furthermore, if you actually look at the long-term clinical data, galantamine has a well-established safety profile. Studies tracking its use over several years prove it is well-tolerated and not inherently toxic or 'bad for you.' And remember, those long-term safety profiles are based on people taking it daily. When used occasionally and responsibly for lucid dreaming or memory which avoids the tolerance buildup I already mentioned therefore the long-term risks are minimal, as any other vitamin. Fear monger to yourself but don’t spread lies!
thank you and happy shifting!
Hi Charm! So I manifested my dream life! I read your ask and the book you recommended because, honestly, nothing else has worked for me. I’ve been trying a lot of methods for the past year, and I’m lazy but logical, so most of them didn’t resonate with me, but this one did.
I did some additional research and followed your advice, plus a few other things.
All day, I listened to luck and lucid dreaming subliminals in the background so I wouldn’t overthink it. At night, I took 5-HTP bc this helps suppress REM sleep initially and gives you a REM rebound that makes the later stages of sleep stronger. It also helps so that if you use the WBTB method, you aren’t tired in the morning
During WBTB aka Wake Back to Bed), I took 12 mg of Galantamine and Alpha-GPC. Now, this is higher than what was recommended in the book, but I read that dementia patients take 18–24 mg, so I didn’t think it would be unsafe.
Anyways, I randomly woke up in a hypnagogic state (or the other one, I forgot the name), but everything was a weird color. I saw sleep paralysis shadows, but I could actually move. I was terrified at first, but then I remembered I could enter the void. So, I counted backward from 100 and affirmed, “I am in the void, I am a master of the void state” for about a minute. Suddenly, I had a falling sensation, kind of like being on a roller coaster, and then I just felt completely calm!!!!
I had a list prepared, and boy, was I prepared. I revised my whole life. I’m not trying to write an essay, so I’ll simplify my list:
•Being able to shift and enter the void whenever, so I never have to use a method or “try” to get anything.
•Being an “LA POS” but living in Monaco because I’ve always wanted to live there. Having yacht access, going luxury shopping, sunny terraces, going to glamorous parties, all of it.
•Having a friend group who loves F1 and are all nepo babies, so we jet around Europe for races, have insane fashion sense, fun energy but super loyal, spontaneous weekend trips, and inside jokes no one else would get.
•Having feminist family, friends, and partners. Seriously, WTF are the people in this reality, and why is it so misogynistic? I’m never seeing or dealing with that ever again.
•Being so beautiful and snatched, causing gender envy in everyone (men and women). Having perfect bone structure, clear skin, body on point, effortlessly chic, magnetic aura. Being obviously charismatic, witty, sassy, and playful just being hot with an insane personality.
•Finishing my degree on a pre-med track because I want to be a girlboss, but I don’t actually want to do any work lol, getting top grades naturally, networking falling into place, having prestige without stress.
Plus so much more!!
Just to make it easier for you guys, these are the links I’m talking about:
https://www.tumblr.com/charmedreincarnation/809284222235869184/maya-i-know-youre-not-active-but-please-create
https://www.tumblr.com/charmedreincarnation/787356555322507264/lucid-dreaming-challenge-simple-low-effort
I also read Pink’s doubt posts. These were the two bloggers I trusted the most, so whenever I spiraled, I would come back to them.
https://www.tumblr.com/gorgeouslypink/710749646282227712/doubts
Sub links:
https://youtu.be/IYQ-VYQVf9E?si=YdXtV9QrkaNrPnMb
https://youtu.be/IYQ-VYQVf9E?si=YdXtV9QrkaNrPnMb
Hope this helps!
Omg, I'm so happy for you! I swear by this method and I recommend it to anyone who asks. It makes things a lot easier, especially if you've struggled in the past 💟
AOT story time
This is a draft I’ve been holding onto, but it’s time to post it. These are some stories and facts from my AOT DR one of the first places I ever shifted to in no particular order :-)
Childhood in Shiganshina District
I live in this pretty estate in Shiganshina, but to my dad, it is a hovel in the mud, that’s what he’s always call it. Anyways he would commute to the Interior for work because he is a pharmaceutical magnate and a philanthropist who funds hospitals in the Interior. He would complain daily about the smell of the outer district, but my mother finds peace in the simplicity of the frontier.
I lived with my mother, father (who traveled for work often), and my uncle! My uncle spent his days teaching me to read music, playing the piano for my mother, and tending to the estate’s rose gardens. He is known in Shiganshina as the kind man who fixes the neighborhood kids’ toys. We had a cellar filled with my father’s medical supplies, and an attic where my mother kept her weaving loom and heirlooms. I remember my house vividly smelled like medicinal herbs and fresh-baked bread and while my dad was away in Wall Sina, my mom would turn the estate into a community hub and would sell hand-woven clothes and garden vegetables for cheap so she is viewed as the community mom.
The Sunset Rules
Since there is no formal public school system in the Outer Districts, as a kid you could do whatever you want tbh. Something I forgot about is as kids you have so much energy and you’re so much lighter, hahaha. Every morning at 9:00 AM, the district bells would ring and that would be my sign to go find Mikasa, Armin, and Eren.
Armin is always there first, and would be holding a book. Mikasa usually arrived next, by dragging Eren by his scarf because he got into a fight on the way. Our sanctuary is the massive oak tree on the hill overlooking the district. Since I am the only one with private tutors, I become their teacher. I would bring my textbooks and teach Armin about geography and history (though he usually knows more than the books). I would teach Eren and Mikasa how to write in cursive, and trace letters in the dirt with sticks. Mikasa is very good at this and Eren sucked, so she would help him.
We play a bunch of games like the ocean game where we would lie on the grass and stare at the clouds. Armin would read descriptions of the “Ocean” from his grandfather’s illegal book and we would close our eyes and pretend the wind blowing through the grass is the sound of the waves. We would also play a game called “Titan Tag.” One person is the “Titan” (usually Eren, ironically), and the rest of us are Scouts.
Most people inside the Walls don’t know how to swim because the rivers are fast and dangerous, so on hot days, we would go to a secluded bend in the river. I would teach the trio how to tread water. Eren would splash around and sink like a rock. Mikasa is naturally good at it. Armin is afraid of the current, so I would hold his hands and pull him through the water until he laughs. It is one of the few times we are truly, purely happy.
We would stay out until the sky turns violet, which was the sunset rule. We would also always walk each other home. First Armin, then the Yeagers. Before we part ways at the street corner, we would do a special hand shake thing and say that no matter what happens tomorrow, the four of us will face it together. We’d always wish for something to happen (😭😭😭😭😭 not the manifestation lmfao), but obviously, nothing happening was the biggest luxury there was.
Visiting Homes
Going to Eren’s house felt like a warm hug and I remember it so vividly because it is small, but it always smelled like timber, yeast, and Carla’s vegetable stew. Carla is constantly yelling at Eren to wash his stinky feet, (💀)but she is the neighborhood mom.She treated me like her own daughter, and would brush my hair and compliment how soft it is compared to the rough soap used in the district. We would help Carla chop vegetables or carry firewood. Dr. Yeager sometimes lets us sit in his study. He shows us medical diagrams, and I would impress him by naming all the bones in the hand. Dinner there was always this simple, brown bread and soup, but it was good!
We rarely went to my home because if Thomas is home, we have to be invisible. We would sneak past his study on tiptoes, holding our breath. If he catches us, he looks at Eren and Armin with disdain, calling them street urchins (he’s racist, but as in classist, racism wasn’t really a thing in AoT because we didn’t know what races were, we only knew human and titan, so when I say racism I’m referring to class). Anyways, he would always order me to go to my room to study. When my dad was at work, my mom feeds them things they have never had, like white fluffy bread, sugar cubes, dried meat, and sweet tea. Eren eats like a starving wolf, Armin would savors every bite of the sugar and Mikasa tries to save half of hers to take home to her parents, but my mother always packs her a separate bag so she can eat her fill. looking back Mikasa was always doing things like this and it’s kinda annoying because there was always enough for everyone so idk why she does that..
Armin lives with his grandfather in a small, drafty cottage near the canal and it smelled like old parchment, dried herbs, and earth. Armin is physically smaller than the rest of us, so we go over twice a week to do the heavy lifting for his grandfather. While Eren struggled with one bundle, Mikasa and I turn it into a competition. I can carry three bundles of heavy oak logs without breaking a sweat duhh. Armin would watch in awe, and call me “Super [my name].” We would also help cultivate their small garden and I always get dirt on my clothes, but I found it very fun for some reason.
My mom, knows Armin’s family struggles to put food on the table. Every time I visit, she would pack a heavy basket covered in a checkered cloth, with cured meats, blocks of butter, jars of honey, and fresh cheese, luxuries commoners rarely see. When we leave, I would give the basket to Armin’s grandfather and he would always tries to refuse out of pride (literally every week bro just take it), but I always say, My mom made too much again, she’ll be offended if you don’t take it. and then he was always so grateful for it. Anyways, the real reason we go is for his cellar. When his grandfather is napping, Armin would pull a loose floorboard and reveals The Book he is always reading so we huddle under a blanket with a single candle and read his books. this was epssilly fun during rainy days.
Daily Life & Class Divides in the Walls
The food you eat depends entirely on which side of the wall you are standing on. In Shiganshina, meals are simple and focused on survival so the staples are root vegetables, potatoes, carrots, onions, and turnips, because they grow easily and store well through winter. Bread is baked daily but it’s coarse, dense, and made of rye or barley. Meat is a rare luxury, usually just small game like rabbit, or a bit of cured pork to flavor a massive pot of cabbage stew. Apples are the most common fruit, and almost the only one people in the outer districts see year-round. In the late summer, kids might forage for wild tart berries in the woods.
For regular kids like Eren and Armin, sweets basically don’t exist. Refined sugar is incredibly expensive. A “treat” for them would be a piece of bread drizzled with a tiny bit of local honey, or a hard boiled-sugar drop bought at a festival.
Inside my house, we have access to Wall Sina imports so we had the good stuff like fluffy white wheat bread, real butter, heavily spiced roasted meats, and imported teas. We also had access to exotic greenhouse fruits like oranges and grapes, and we had actual sweets like chocolates, spun sugar pastries, and bowls of sugar cubes (which Armin liked a lot).
There are no sit-down restaurants with menus and waiters in the outer district, but there are taverns and pubs which are loud, crowded, and smell like stale ale and woodsmoke. Garrison soldiers drink there, and workers stop by for whatever the “stew of the day” is. For quick food, people rely on street vendors in the market square selling steamed meat buns or roasted potatoes. Once a week, the four of us would walk through the Shiganshina marketplace. Since I have an allowance from my family, I would buy things for the group that they can’t afford. I would buy steamed meat buns for everyone. Eren always burns his tongue. If the local bullies (John, etc.) try to steal Armin’s food, I would just threaten to tell my dad and they’d stop.
When I would go to the Interior, dining out is actually a massive, formal affair. The capital has high-end dining halls with private rooms, and multi-course meals. People dress up, eat tiny portions of rich food, and talk about politics over expensive wine.
Plumbing and Living Conditions
There is no indoor plumbing. Bathrooms are outhouses located in the back garden or alleyway. At night, especially during the freezing winters, people use ceramic chamber pots kept under the bed, which are emptied in the morning. To take a bath, people had to pump water from the neighborhood well, carry it inside, and heat it over the hearth fire to fill a wooden tub. It takes hours, so baths are usually a once-a-week event, using harsh, unscented lye soap, unless you had access to the inner wall material, which we did.
Evacuation Drills
We had these drills kinda like fire drills here. You always knew a drill was happening when the bells changed sounds. so Merchants had to leave their stalls, farmers dropped their tools, and everyone had to stop what they were doing etc. You weren’t allowed to pack bags or run home for valuables. The Garrison soldiers would come to the streets, and blow these annoying loud whistles and scream at everyone to move toward the massive inner gate that connected Shiganshina to the safety of Wall Maria proper.
The riverboats were immediately commandeered, but only priority citizens, which included the elderly, the injured, and, conveniently, wealthy nobles, were allowed on the boats to bypass the foot traffic.
The most terrifying part of the drill was the sound of the inner gate’s gears turning. The Garrison would slowly start lowering the massive gate to simulate how much time we had before a Titan breached the outer wall. If you didn’t make it past the gate before it touched the ground, you “failed” the drill.
One time when I got there, and I found Armin looking absolutely terrified and Mikasa gripping her empty hands, and Eren was gone. Armin was shaking and said that Eren refused to run away like cattle again. Eren had decided this was his perfect chance to sneak past the distracted Garrison soldiers and climb the Wall scaffolding to see the cannons. He wanted to see how they actually fought the Titans. Long story short, we got him and we had to run faster than we ever had in our lives. i had to carry Armin and Mikasa ran on Eren’s other side, making sure he didn’t trip over his own feet and we, of course, made it in time, and Hannes was standing right there with a clipboard, looking so completely pale. He started screaming at us for being reckless idiots, but he quickly checked our names off the evacuation list anyway so we wouldn’t get reported to the higher-ups. Eren was covered in dirt, Armin was out of breath, and Mikasa had a scrape on her cheek, and then everyone started laughing.
The Harvest Festival
Late autumn was the one time of year Shiganshina truly was the focal point of the districts for once!!! The Harvest Festival was the biggest event in the district, because it marked the end of the farming season before the winter set in.
The festival was my time to completely spoil my friends. Meat was incredibly rare and expensive for normal families, but during the harvest, the stalls were packed with thick beef skewers and roasted pork buns. I would buy an embarrassing amount of food. Eren would eat so fast he would choke, and always say it’s the best thing he had ever tasted which he said she everything btw . Armin would take tiny, happy bites of a honey-baked apple, his favorite treat, and we would listen to local musicians playing fast-paced folk songs. Mikasa would politely accept whatever I handed her, but she always made sure Eren and Armin had enough before she finished hers.
The best part of the festival was the games. The Garrison soldiers set up throwing booths where you could knock over wooden blocks to win little carved wooden figures or extra rations of sweets. Eren, being ridiculously competitive, would spend half an hour trying to knock down a heavy block and failing miserably. He would get so angry, yelling that the game was rigged, so Mikasa would do it instead so he could get the prizes.
Life as a Cadet in the 104th
Ok, now I’ll talk about life as a cadet. This isn’t going to be organized, but I have character stories and things that I just want to share in no particular order.
Chores were gross and smelly
•Latrine Duty: This was the worst punishment (shadis used chores for punishment a lot). The latrines were outdoors, cold, and smelled absolutely vile. When Jean or Connie got assigned latrine duty, they would complain for hours.
•Firewood and Water Hauling: We went through a massive amount of firewood just to keep the mess hall and cabins above freezing. Because I was tying for first place in our class rankings alongside Mikasa, I was constantly given the heaviest physical chores to test my limits. I would carry stacks of heavy oak logs on my shoulders and sometimes, I would carry Armin’s share of the firewood too so he could save his energy for the evening written exams.
•Mess Hall Prep and Potato Peeling: This was actually the best chore to get. We would sit on wooden stools in the back kitchen for hours, peeling mountains of root vegetables for the evening stew. I always made sure to sit next to Sasha. While everyone else was complaining about cramped hands, I would distract the head cook while Sasha slipped raw potatoes into her jacket pockets.
•ODM Gear Maintenance: This was not a punishment but a strict daily requirement. The leather harnesses got completely soaked with sweat, rain, and mud during training. Every single night, we had to meticulously scrub the leather straps, oil the buckles, and sharpen our spare blades. If Shadis found a single speck of rust on your gear during morning inspection, you were running laps until you threw up.
•Uniform and Boot Maintenance: Uniform maintenance was the most stressful part of the week. Our knee-high leather boots had to be polished to a mirror shine. We spent hours sitting on our bunks with dirty rags and cheap boot blacking, scrubbing until our fingers were completely stained. Shadis had a terrible habit of sneaking through the barracks at random hours to check our footlockers, which was annoying.
•Laundry: This is something no one thinks about until they are elbow-deep in freezing water. We had to wash our own heavy uniform jackets and trousers by hand using wooden washboards. Wet wool smells terrible, like a wet dog, and it weighs an absolute ton when soaked. The smaller cadets like Armin, Christa, and Mina really struggled to wring the freezing water out of the thick fabric. If you did not wring it out perfectly, it would freeze solid on the clothesline overnight. Every Sunday, I would just walk down the line of washing tubs, taking the soaking clothes from my friends and Eren always tried to compete with me to see who could wring a shirt out faster, but he never even came close.
Academics and Classroom Sessions
People always seem to forget that we didn’t just swing around in the mud all day. We actually had mandatory, hours-long classroom sessions, and sometimes sitting still was worse than the physical training. We had to study Titan anatomy, ODM gear physics, supply chain logistics, and the “history” of the Walls.
The history lessons were physically painful to sit through. Listening to the instructors drone on about the royal government being the “saviors of humanity” while I vividly remembered huddled under a blanket reading Armin’s forbidden books took everything in me not to roll my eyes into the back of my head. Armin and I would just exchange these funny glances across the room.
One of the harshest realities of the cadet corps that the anime skips over is that almost half the recruits from the outer districts and Wall Maria couldn’t read or write. They were farmhands and laborers. Expecting them to suddenly calculate ODM gas pressure and trajectory angles was insane. For example, Elara was a tiny girl from a rural logging village who sat next to me. The first time the instructor handed out a written exam, she just stared at the blank paper, completely paralyzed. She had never even held a piece of chalk before joining the military.
•Sasha and Connie struggle was always fighting for their lives to stay awake. Connie would literally fall asleep with his eyes open, and Sasha would constantly get caught chewing on stale bread she had hidden in her uniform pocket.
•Jean and Eren could not even sit in a classroom without starting something. They would aggressively kick each other under the desks or throw crumpled-up paper the exact second the instructor turned to the chalkboard. Mikasa usually sat right between them, staring dead ahead.
•Marco and Armin we’re the only ones taking meticulous notes. But Marco would get so anxious about the supply logistics exams that his hands would shake. Since the material was easy for me, I would let Marco double-check with my work for errors.
•Annie sat in the far corner and never took a single note. She would just rest her chin in her hand and stare out the window for three hours straight. The crazy thing is, whenever the instructor tried to call on her to catch her off guard, she would recite the exact answer perfectly without even looking away from the window. It drove Jean insane.
•Every class has that one person, and ours was Gordon. He was a merchant’s son from the Trost District who was absolutely desperate to get into the military police, but he sucked at physical combat. So, he tried to compensate by being the biggest kiss-ass in the academic sessions.
•Since Vance had failed his final exams the year prior and was forced to repeat training, he had already sat through all these exact lectures. He was always completely checked out. Instead of taking notes on Titan anatomy, he used his charcoal pencil to draw highly detailed, incredibly insulting caricatures of Commander Shadis and the other instructors on the wooden desks 😭
Dorm Life & The Black Market
The girls’ cabin was never quiet.
Sasha was a chronic sleepwalker and sleep talker, constantly mumbling about roasted meat and fresh bread. More than once, I had to physically catch her by the collar before she wandered right out the front door into the snow. She was also a chronic hoarder. She had a loose floorboard under her bunk where she hid stolen potatoes and hardtack. Ymir was constantly threatening to throw her out the window because the crumbs kept attracting field mice, but Christa would always intervene and help Sasha hide her “stash” in a tin box instead.
Christa Had a natural talent for doing hair. On Sunday mornings before inspection, she would sit on the edge of her bunk and we would line up. She would aggressively detangle Sasha’s hair (which always had leaves in it), and she would do these beautiful, tight French braids for me so my hair wouldn’t get caught in the ODM gear.
Mikasa had her scarf routine (YES SHE WASHES IT) and it was incredibly methodical. While the rest of us were chatting, she would sit cross-legged on her bed, meticulously hand-washing and brushing out that red scarf. It was almost a meditative state for her. I would sometimes pass her a bit of lavender oil just to make it smell like something other than dust.
Clara was this girl who slept two bunks down from me in the girls’ cabin. She wasn’t physically strong, so her entire survival strategy was information. She knew literally everything about everyone. If two cadets were secretly hooking up, if someone was stealing rations, or if Shadis was planning a surprise inspection, Clara knew.
Mina was genuinely one of the sweetest people in the 104th, and she was one of the few cadets who actually felt like a normal teenage girl. While Mikasa was intensely focused on Eren and Annie was a brick wall, Mina just wanted to talk about normal things. Mina was terrible at hand-to-hand combat, but she was amazing at mending clothes. Sometimes, when the cabin was tense, she would sit on my bunk and fix the frayed edges of my ODM straps.
There was a massive, unspoken black market economy inside the training camp. For literally everything too like bread rolls, chore shifts, and boot polish were our currency. Because I tied for first place in our class rankings with Mikasa, I had a lot of social pull. If Nac or Mylius tried to overcharge Armin for a shift cover, claiming he owed them three bread rolls instead of one, I would just step right behind Armin, cross my arms, and stare at them and would ask if there was a problem with the exchange rate. And of course, there was never a problem.
We also had a squad tradition. If you got the highest score on a weekly ODM test, the rest of your squad had to donate one piece of their dinner to you. When I won, I would happily collect my massive pile of extra food, let Jean compliment me on my victory, and then secretly slide the entire pile right onto Sasha and Eren’s plates.
characters and case stories
some other people i particular remember that most people don’t talk about.
Bertholdt: okay ppl always assume Bertholdt was just the tall, nervous guy who followed Reiner around, but he was actually incredibly deep. The thing about Bertholdt was that he was completely incapable of small talk. If you asked him about the weather or how training went, he would literally just sweat, stare at the floor, and give you a one-word answer and yes it was painfully awkward. But if you caught him late at night in the mess hall and brought up philosophy, he would read these incredibly dense, heavy books about morality, determinism, and the concept of “necessary evils.” Looking back on it now, knowing he was the Colossal Titan carrying the guilt of a mass murderer, those philosophical debates about “fate” and “duty” make so much sense.
Connie gets written off as the resident idiot, and logically, yeah, he could barely read a tactical map to save his life. But what people didn’t realize was that Connie had the highest emotional intelligence in the entire boys’ cabin.
Marco was the absolute sweetheart and the peacemaker, but he harbored massive impostor syndrome. Because he wasn’t naturally gifted in combat like Mikasa, Reiner, Annie, or myself, he compensated by pushing his brain to the absolute limit. Marco barely slept. He was always the last one awake, endlessly reviewing supply route logistics, Titan anatomy charts, and squad formations. He was terrified of letting anyone down and it was kinda sad.
Hannah and Franz wait sorry rip but if you thought Hannah and Franz were annoying on screen, living with them was a thousand times worse. They were constantly in their own little world, acting like a married couple while the rest of us were literally fighting for our lives in the mud. I acted like I absolutely hated them, but honestly their delusion was kind of a protective bubble. Once, Commander Shadis was going to assign them to opposite ends of the camp for stable duty so I traded my premium interior rations with the squad leader to manipulate the chore roster so they could stay together.
Daz was easily the most cowardly cadet in our year. He was constantly complaining, always shaking, and had zero pain tolerance. During our winter survival marches, he was an absolute liability.
There was a cadet named Thomas Wagner, which was incredibly awkward because that is my father’s exact name. I would call him dad as a joke, and he hated it lol.
Johanna was this incredibly tall, silent girl from a tiny farming village. She was terrified of hand-to-hand combat and was always near the bottom of our class in ODM gear maneuvering, but she had a supernatural way with the military horses.
Vance as i mentioned before was older than the rest of us by about two years. He was a “holdback,” so someone who had failed the final exams the previous year and was forced to repeat the entire training cycle. Because of that, Commander Shadis treated him like absolute garbage to make an example of him. Vance was deeply cynical and had zero filter. I remember Jean was constantly bragging about the Military Police and Vance was the one who would sit by the fire and bluntly tell everyone how corrupt the Interior actually was.
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There is one specific memory that always stands out because it was genuinely the only close moment we ever shared with Annie. It was the middle of winter, and our rations had been temporarily cut, and Sasha was literally dying with hunger. She woke me up at 2:00 AM, begging me to help her sneak out into the training woods to hunt. Mikasa, who was always a ridiculously light sleeper, woke up too and slipped out of bed to come with us mostly just to make sure we didn’t get ourselves killed.
As we were leaving, someone was waiting for us and we thought we were cooked, but it was Annie. She flat-out threatened to snitch to Commander Shadis and get us thrown in the guardhouse, unless we brought her with us. Mikasa immediately said no and they just stared each other down in the dark. But of course, we had no real choice. If Annie yelled, we were all scrubbing the stables for a month, or worse. So we had to let her come.
It was the most bizarre quartet imaginable. Annie didn’t talk much while we cooked it, and Mikasa kept a very close, distrustful eye on her. But when Sasha handed Annie a piece of the roasted meat on a stick, her entire demeanor shifted. We sat there in the freezing dirt, the four of us huddled around this tiny flame, eating in absolute silence. When we snuck back into the cabin an hour later, Annie gave me this tiny, almost imperceptible nod ig before getting back into bed. It was the most human I ever saw her. I still don’t know why she wanted to come, but it was fun I guess.
another story:
Nac Tias and Mylius Zeramus were two guys who always hung around our squad, usually trying to act tougher than they were. During a really bad rainy day of ODM gear maintenance, we were all stuck in the supply shed cleaning rust off our blades. Daz was there too, sitting in the corner and shivering because he was absolutely terrified of the upcoming cliff drop exercise. Nac and Mylius were teasing Daz, and calling him a coward. I didn’t like bullies, especially because of growing up with Armin, so I made a bet with Nac and Mylius and told them if I could beat both of their times during the cliff drop using only half my gas, they had to do Daz’s latrine duty for an entire month. I absolutely destroyed their time DUHHH, and Daz was almost crying with gratitude, and Nac and Mylius spent the next four weeks scrubbing the camp toilets.
Leave & Mail Day
Once every few months, cadets in good standing got a half-day of leave to visit the nearby Trost District. It was supposed to be a relaxing day, but it usually ended in madness because everyone is pretty much a strong personality. During one trip, Sasha was on a mission to find a specific local meat vendor she had heard about and we found the stall, but two corrupt Garrison guards were harassing the merchant, demanding a massive bribe and threatening to confiscate his food. Eren immediately wanted to fight them and Mikasa ofc was already reaching for her blades to back him up. Anyways, it was resolved but it was funny.
Mail day was always the hardest day of the month for the Shiganshina kids bc people from Wall Rose and Wall Sina would get letters and care packages from their families, while a lot of us had absolutely nothing to look forward to since our hometown was gone. It broke my heart seeing Armin try to look happy for the others. So, I secretly order bulk supplies through a fake name. The next mail day, a massive unmarked military surplus wagon arrived at the camp. I made sure it looked like a random military donation so no one felt like a charity case. I remember that night Armin pulled his new wool blanket over his shoulders, looked at me, and gave me the warmest, most knowing smile, so of course he knew bc he knows everything.
Downtime and Recruitment
We only got one afternoon off every week. Most cadets used it to collapse into their bunks and sleep like the dead. Eren usually spent his downtime aggressively repairing his gear, while Mikasa sat close by just watching him. Armin would find a quiet patch of grass to re-read his old, battered books. I would usually split my time between them. so I would help Armin study the military maps, then go sit with Marco and Jean on the cabin steps. Jean would try to act incredibly cool and casual while carving little wooden figures (which he was very good at)with his pocket knife, secretly hoping I would notice his handiwork.
Also a lot of people who haven’t shifted think the regiments only pitched to us on graduation day, but that is a huge misconception. They actually came out to the training grounds every couple of months. It was basically an ongoing psychological recruitment campaign to secure our loyalty early on, like the military comes to high school and does the same in this reality lmfao. Every few months, our regular training would stop, we’d line up in the dusty courtyard, and the representatives from all three branches would try to sell us our own futures. It was fascinating to watch the shifting tactics over our three years there. The nights after these visits were always the worst. The barracks would be dead quiet because the reality of our choices was constantly being refreshed in our minds.
There were a lot more people and stuff about it, but I don’t want to make this too long, and it’s hard to pinpoint what’s interesting becaus it’s pretty normal once you have been there a whole tbh most days were boring and repetitive, as outside the fall i did not want anything too traumatic! Oh wait I forgot to explain what post- fall was like, i’ll just add that here real fast.
•The sudden influx of refugees from Wall Maria completely overwhelmed the local Wall Rose districts as you can imagine. we spent spent most nights huddled together, sleeping in freezing storehouses, muddy alleys, or makeshift refugee camps. The government strictly rationed food, meaning you spent hours standing in line just for a single, rock-hard loaf of coarse bread or a meager bowl of watery soup to split among the four of us
•To earn those tiny rations, refugees were forced to work the "reconstruction lands" which were essentially barren wastelands. It meant back-breaking agricultural work from sunrise to sunset, clearing rocks and tilling hard, frozen soil so basically slavery. due to this as seen in the show The royal government realized they couldn't feed everyone, so they forced 20% of the population (250,000 refugees) on a fake "Reclamation Mission.”
•Official rations were never enough, so a massive underground bartering system formed in the camps. Since Wall Rose locals often overcharged refugees out of spite, you had to learn how to negotiate fast.
•The anime brushes past this, but the local Wall Rose kids absolutely hated the Wall Maria refugees for taking up their space and food. Eren was constantly getting into brutal street fights with older local boys who insulted the survivors. We all had to scavenge for oversized, scratchy wool cast-offs from charity carts so when Eren inevitably tore his shirts in fights, me and Mikasa had to learn how to stitch them back together using crude bone needles and cheap thread.
•Overcrowded storehouses with no plumbing meant disease spread like wildfire during the winter. When the seasonal flu hit the camps, Armin was always the first to catch it so I would have had to pull double shifts in the work fields just to trade for medicinal herbs
and so much more stuff but most days very boring and repetitive tbh
Maya, I know you’re not active, but please create a challenge or something because I fell for another Kira. I know you’re going to clown me, but this girl said she’d get into the void for us, and basically, as expected, she was just here for clout and attention. I even went as far as want my name photos of myself idk what to do anymore i feel so stupid for falling for this i want to cry. I don't know what to do after this Milinia drama. I just really want advice tbh I'm spiraling. I never believed you were Pink or Elle, and we all hope you come back, and i hope you can give us advice. pls respond
I’m so sorry you're spiraling over this. I don't know who Milinia is, but please don't beat yourself up too much. Even though we should truly all be more careful by now, I hope this is a lesson for you to really take some accountability and have some agency in your life, because I cannot do it for you.
The method I advocate for the most is lucid dreaming. I recommend doing research on galantamine and African dream root, and reading this supplement book by Thomas Yuschak:
I’ve always talked about galantamine, and as outlined in this book, combining galantamine with Alpha GPC or another choline source is really effective. I'm also familiar with African dream root through my own family, as it gives you spiritual dreams, and it's common in my culture to make it into a drink. As per usual, do your own research, but I definitely recommend making that investment!
A few people have asked for help, I recommended that book, and they've had success stories. I'm just not posting them because I'm not active, and honestly, how many success stories and challenges have I posted before? A success story won’t change your life lol only you can. I could post a million of them, and it won’t change anything if you don’t put in the effort.
Anyway, practicing lucid dreaming is good because even if you don't actually lucid dream, you'll learn to be aware during sleep paralysis and hypnagogic/hypnopompic states, whether on purpose or by accident. It doesn't matter; you can use all those states to manifest, astral project, get into the void, shift, etc.!
I recommend investing in the research, reading the book, taking a break from social media, and really locking in, guys. It's 2026; I've been on this app since 2022, and I'm only here once every 3 to 6 months. It gets to a point where we have to take the reins of our own lives. I know you can’t help being scammed, but I want you to remember how powerful you are on your own. You don't need a savior to get you to the void!
As for being Pink and Elle, I've been accused of being various bloggers since 2022, most notably Pink. People are going as far as making up random DMs to accuse Pink of being me, saying shit about me, among other crazy things. It’s gotten very parasocial and weird, guys!!!
I have graduated and I'm traveling more often, even doing law school part-time, so I don’t have the time to babysit and micromanage people anymore. But that's honestly because I know you are all fully capable of doing this yourselves! Everything you need is on my page plus there are millions of FREE resources online !!! Please be kind to yourselves, find what works for you, really take the time to do so, and stick with it. It’s your life and your journey, and I'm rooting for you 💟
21+ success story. i’m not playing, close this if you’re not ready for real shit
sooo maya remember when u told me to message your friend for advice and she deadass said “girl maybe do shrooms”?? life was so bad back then i couldn’t even cry anymore, just numb rotting in bed scrolling tiktoks like a zombie every day as a neet. anyway i actually did it. ordered the shrooms. first time ever touching anything stronger than weed. my fucking heart was beating so hard when the package came i thought i was getting raided by the cops 😭
first trip i did 3.5 g straight out the gate bc i’m insane apparently. beach themed subliminal looping, scripted “i’m in my desired reality” like a psycho for like 20 mins, laid down and affirmed hard. it was actual heaven. my mind finally shut the fuck up for once. i was on that beach fr, could feel the warm sand, the sun, everything. i was like oh shit it’s working i’m god i’m shifting for real this is real.
then my stupid ass forgot i set an alarm and it went EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE and the universe said SIKE. instant hell trip. ego death but make it demonic. i actually died. saw myself burning, heard neville goddard laughing saying “no one ever dies it’s just the story beginning” like bro leave me alone?? i was crying and begging to escape the hell, every trauma i ever had stood there pointing at me. saw the arranged marriage waiting back home like a death sentence. thought i was stuck forever in this world that felt so real… cried so hard no tears came out just noises. 10/10 worst day ever.
after that i was empty. like actually hollow but… clean?? old me was gone fr. still i was scared i’d be stuck in that hell world somehow so i stayed away from shrooms and shifting for months.
three months later my deadline for the forced arranged marriage was basically here and even though i was terrified of the last experience i was more terrified of being a slave to a man i don’t want. i almost shifted the first time so i knew i could do it. i don’t half-ass shit so i said fuck it round 2. bought another 8th (4 g this time bc why not), waited till everyone was GONE gone, listened to a safe trip subliminal and meditated first, unplugged the fridge, removed every clock, dulled every light, ate them dry like a savage, laid down and counted backwards from 100 like the void girlies say. at 87 the room started breathing, at 60 my name didn’t feel like mine anymore, at 30 i wasn’t even a person, then nothing. pure black nothing. no thoughts no fear no me just aware. and then i remembered. not imagined, REMEMBERED. exactly how the tumblr void girlies describe it. i just thought about my desired reality and boom. my seoul apartment with the big windows, his paint on my thighs from last night, the cat we got that only likes me, the dream bookstore job i start next month, being polyglot, the way he says my name when he’s half asleep, millions of dollars in crypto, no-contact with my toxic family. freedom I have yearned for since childhood.
look idk if the void is real. idk if shrooms just broke my brain right and i’m still tripping rn but idc. idk if i just went fully delusional and won but i wake up every day now and this life is perfect.
tldr: i shifted with shrooms and i’m never coming back lol. manifested my entire desired reality, revised every single bit of suffering out of existence like it never happened. people always say “shrooms change people” – i straight-up used them to change realities lmao.
quick tips if anyone is actually insane enough to try this: never do a high dose first time (i was stupid), test your shrooms, have a trip sitter if you can, kill every sound/light/clock/alarm one beep can ruin everything, have a safe trip subliminal ready just in case, go in with zero fear the second time because fear feeds the bad trip, counting backwards from 100 actually works, do NOT do this if you’re not mentally ready because it can break you, this is not medical advice i’m just a girl who got desperate.
i’m not telling anyone to do shrooms. it’s a real drug. it can genuinely fuck your entire life up, i’m not playing. first trip almost sent me to the psych ward. i just got lucky the second time (or maybe i finally stopped being scared). this is just what happened to me, my messy truth. now i wake up happy every day. i feel immortal. that’s the tea. good luck if you’re still fighting out there
This is a wild story, but I’m genuinely glad it worked out!Thank you for sharing it. I haven’t seen anything like this before. I’m happy for you, and I’ll look into it further, since I’ve heard of similar experiences involving altered states of mind and have some personal experience with that as well. I will be disabling reposts since it contains mentions of Psychedelics but congrats :)
My Void + Master Manifestation Success Story! (Finally!!) TLDR: Check my pinned ♡
Hi everyone! After YEARS of trying to shift, enter the void, and manifest my dream reality, I can finally say I DID IT. I’m living my desired life right now and I’ve never been happier. Here’s exactly how it happened:
1. The mindset shift that changed everything On October 2025 I watched this video and it completely obliterated my limiting beliefs: https://youtu.be/3NwDAz68hcA?si=xPO4OnlKfWCxfl6U That was the day I decided to fully lock in.
2.The WizLiz Method (original credit: wizlizbelle3, passed on by @/Charmedsquirell) This is the technique that cleared ALL resistance: • Let every negative or limiting thought be heard (don’t argue or push it away). • When you hear “I won’t enter the void,” “I can’t shift,” etc., reply calmly: “Okay, I won’t. And?” • Keep repeating “And?” until the thought has nothing left to say. • Once your mind is completely quiet and clear, affirm ONLY for your desire. • Any new doubt pops up later? “Okay, and?” again. This method worked crazy fast for me, not just for the void, but literally everything.
3. Charmedreincarnation Lucid dreaming challenge . I combined the WizLiz method with lucid dreaming (big inspiration from @Charmedsquirell and @charmedreincarnation’s LD challenges).
Supplements I took to help (all memory/choline-based,): • Galantamine (the main trigger for vivid dreams) • P5P (active B6, prevents tolerance buildup) • Choline bitartrate (feeds the acetylcholine boost) • Magnesium glycinate (relaxation + deeper sleep) • Vitamin D (mood + hormone support) Even if they didn’t always give me a lucid dream, they kept my brain sharp and protected me from burnout after years of wasting energy on methods and techniques that never resonated, plus they helped with school because my memory was cooked!
I skipped the subliminal part or charmedreincarnation’s challenge(they don’t work for me) and I instead used SSILD cycles instead basically just:
Lie down comfortably, do 4–6 fast cycles: focus on sight (behind closed eyes) for 10–15 sec, hearing for 10–15 sec, body sensations for 10–15 sec. Then 4–6 slow cycles (30+ sec each). Roll over and fall asleep. That’s it. Insanely effective for lucidity.
4.I could only seriously attempt on weekends because of life circumstances and last night I used SSILD, became lucid instantly, opened a portal in the dream, stepped straight into the void state, and manifested EVERYTHING on the spot: • My full desired reality • Unlimited money & pretty privilege • High IQ + genius-level intellect • Revised family & friends (perfect relationships) • Completely removed depression, anxiety, and all chronic health issues • Master shifting abilities • Master lucid dreaming skills • Instant void entry whenever I want • Literally everything else I ever wanted, the whole works
My deadline was December 1st. I made it early. My Obsession + discipline + refusing to entertain the old story = results.
Final tips I wish I knew years ago (stop wasting energy!): • Use THIS reality to help you. Lucid dreaming alone (even without shifting) is life-changing and heals you on every level. Enjoy the ride. • Set intentions before bed: “I wake up naturally after 4–6 hours feeling alert and ready,” “I notice I’m dreaming instantly,” “My supplements work perfectly tonight.” • sleep on your back for the first part of the night, keep your room cold, use white/pink noise if it’s loud, intend to remember every dream the second you wake up. • Stop forcing methods that feel off. If something drains you, drop it immediately. Your intuition knows. • Faith > effort. Decide it’s already done and move like the version of you who wakes up in their DR every day.
If I can go from years of “failing” and wasted energy to this, so can you. Keep going. Your success is inevitable ♡
Happy holidays. I’m really happy for you for finding what actually works for you, and I’m genuinely glad you met your deadline. It makes me so happy to see it come together like that :)!!!!!! I hope you enjoy Black Friday (if you’re American) spending on all you desire
Hi girlie!!!! I have a question and I hope u see this ask because I’ve pondered about this since I’ve know about conscious manifesting.
Do u ever think about living forever and constantly shifting realities over and over again? Because when I enter the void state I’m gonna manifest that I never die or get close to death and that I’ll always shift my reality once I get very old my current one. Do u think about never dying too? Or is this just me.
That’s exactly what I’m doing, love. I don’t see death as the end. consciousness never truly dies. i have a WR, and if you want you could use one to also be a bridge or middle ground between different realities, so you have flexibility in how you experience them.
Anyways,I’ve always believed in reincarnation, so that outcome was always inevitable, but now I have the ability to consciously choose and you do too, so go crazy and have fun
I can’t stop laughing tbh
Hello, Charm.
Sorry for bothering, but I would like to get your advice if it is possible. When you have time.
I've tried to get to the void for two weeks. Maybe it is not too much, in comparison to people who were attempting to have their dream life for years, but for me.. I am just tired to live in everything I have now. Okay, partly, I am unfair. I manifested a wonderful person, to have relationships with (but he is from another country, and I am from Belarus and I am from lgbt group. which is not good here). My situation with my mother became a bit better, she is not bothering me so much as it was previously (but she doesn't want to accept who I am and never done anything for me) and I have better life with my work, with money and health.
.. and of course, there is still a "but". I've never had enough money, to but something I dreamed of, to travel or to move to "this" country. I work doing not what I wanted to do. I prefer to leave this country and forget about all these people (not planning to change anything about them).
Since I decided to use the void state (I discovered it few years ago, but it always seemed "too hard" to do), but I only got some symptoms. I've tried some subliminals, some meditations, yoga nidra videos, I started to use gateway tapes, I tried to do it without anything, I set intention to wake up in the void. But.. yes, I didn't move past floating/light dizziness/partly silent environment/sleep paralysis. At some moments I was doubting if it is even real. Like yes, I read a lot of methods and success stories, but.. the voice in my head was telling this is me, who cannot enter the void state. Like they can and .. no idea why, but it is locked for me. Like something inside doesn't want me to experience that. I used meditations to ensure I am the master of the void, but.. I keep falling asleep when trying to wake up in the void and the same results with entering being conscious. I've got some advice like "understand the void is a part of you" (yes, I know, for me "entering the void state" means entering a state when the noise disappears and you are in a "god state"). Or "there is nothing to do, understand it and you will enter immediately" (well, okay, I was trying to just lie down and do nothing, I fell asleep, or maybe I should do it every night, until it happens?).
Please, if you can tell me something, it will be awesome. I saw a lot of success stories people have written to you. So, I hope you can say something to me too.
My advice is not special. Sometimes a method simply does not resonate with you, and that is perfectly fine. Sometimes it is not even the method itself that makes the difference, but the person who shares it, the story they tell, or the timing of when it reaches you. Receptivity depends as much on circumstance as on technique.
I created a success masterlist (Although I have not updated it recently),it contains a wide range of experiences and approaches. Go through it on my page and see whether anyone’s success aligns with you, or whether their circumstances mirror something timely in your own life. Explore other people’s pages as well. Also consider that sometimes the most change comes from doing nothing more than setting a clear intention and allowing it to happen.
Reflect on what has worked best for you so far. Consider what has brought you the most joy, what has felt the most natural, and what makes the most sense for your life right now. That is where your focus belongs.
If it brings you comfort. I have a friend with who faced circumstances similar to yours. She was a LGBT who lived in a Middle Eastern country where her rights were being stripped away, and her education was forced into pause (she manifested moving elsewhere and money). I sympathize deeply with situations like this. In moments, I recommend leaning on subtler practices like subliminals or lucid dreaming because those are methods that can be pursued quietly no matter what or where you are
how do u get into the void state even when I'm sleeping with noise or other people?
You will regardless! perhaps attempt to wake up in it instead, or even better just wake up with your desires if you really are worrying about it :)
hi mayaa i hope you're well! how are you?
I wanted to give you a small update on my journey so far.
Firstly, i had to (more like forced to) take a break due to health reasons which made me stop focusing on manifestation in general for the summer but i'm finally back and ready to end this journey.
i started your ssild challenge for a week but mainly used it to prep my mind to lucid dream again after the biggest lucidity dryspell i have had. So far, i had 4 back to back lucid dreams this august (used WLD by affirming that 'i'm aware that i'm dreaming' as i was falling asleep after wbtb).
I did notice something in common during them all, i was always somehow being chased non-stop by my dream characters, falling from large heights into a dark abyss, or getting stopped by characters telling me that i shouldn't enter the void yet because i'm not ready.
So i want an opinion what i should do next time i become lucid:
Manifest a pill or a candy from my dream to my waking life that will induce the void instantly
Or should i continue with stabilizing my dreams and making them less 'fast paced and chaotic'?
Or any other suggestion that you have
thank you for being there to support me all these years (i remember our first conversation wayyy back in 2022 😭🫶🏾) you're literally the reason why i haven't said 'fuck it' and given up.
lots of love
-vami
Hi my love.
Manifesting a pill or candy as a trigger can work in lucid dreaming because your expectations shape the dream. But I’d treat it as a second step after you feel comfortable holding lucidity in calmer dreams. That way, you enter the void with focus instead of being pulled in chaotically.
This is just a subconscious thing so if you’re doing WILD, Before sleeping, set an intention that you’ll remember you’re safe no matter what you encounter. I don’t know what you’re afraid of? maybe it’s just the fear of the unknown, or maybe it’s even fear of success. I think you know you can do it. You know you can so focus on feeling safe and reminding yourself that you can trust yourself. You’ve already made it this far, and it’s your own head. Nothing can hurt you
CHARM!! MAYAAA!! LISTENNNNN 😭😭😭😭 I HAVE A HUGE “I CAN’T BELIEVE THIS ACTUALLY HAPPENED” LAW STORY TO SHARE WITH YOUUUUU!!!!
So as I told you earlier i was practicing the law again right? and after manifesting all these amazing things in my daily life, I thought okay maybe it's time to test it on something bigger? First I thought maybe I should try revising my name or df but then I decided not to do that just now as I'll end up putting alot focus on it so I decided to do something that’ll immediately prove the law to me and also something I wouldn’t even put too much focus on. So over a two weeks ago, I was having a random conversation with my besties and we somehow started talking about my bestfriend I had from middle school the one who left school after 6th grade. And ofc even tho getting her back wasn't on my list or something but okay definitely i missed her after the reminder then I thought that maybe I’ll just try to manifest getting back in contact with her (and no I didn’t have her number or any way to reach her because it had been over six years, like I'm already out of highschool now) I just wanted to see if this would work
So next thing that happened is we have this old dead WhatsApp group (most people had left it), and we decided to make a new group adding all our classmates from school since we were planning to meet before we all leave for college this year. And then out of nowhere one of my classmates added HER. 😭😭(not some background here : their dad's both worked in co operate sectors, the classmate that added her and my bestfriend were connected for a long time but I had no idea because I was not close with the classmate that much?) I had no idea who was being added at first because obviously I didn’t have her number. And when she introduced herself in the group I legit just froze. I was like, wait… UMM WAIT WAIT??? 😭 I honestly thought I was lucid dreaming or something because I could not believe it
of course my brain tried to convince me it was just a coincidence but noooooo, it was NOT. Even though I tried telling myself maybe it’s just random deep down I knew it was I actually proved the law to myself??!!!! 🤓🤓🤓🤓🤓so then we talked, we caught up and it felt so real like I still can’t process it all 😭😭😭. I mean, THE LAW IS SO FREAKING REAL CHARM. I’m shookkkkkkk.
also I want to mention some loa bloggers I started following again after restarting my law of assumption journey!!! @shradsmanifestt @sexydreamgirl @etherealkissed88 @piercedblunt
and ofc you charm, I love you so so much and thank you for being here so grateful :) <3
I'll also start applying this to my other desires as well as my main thing, that is shifting!!!!
❤️
I’m not really asking for anything here but I just felt like I needed to hear something from you
I’m going through a tough time, but I’m trying to enter the void through lucid dreaming. It’s been hard, but I’ve dealt with this kind of pain all my life I guess I have just gotten used to it.
My family is dysfunctional. Everyone turns on each other, and I always get scapegoated. My sisters say really hurtful things, and I’m constantly fighting with them.
They’re considered attractive and I’m ugly, so they make fun of me and treat me like I don’t belong. Honestly, I’d rather be around my friends they at least treat me like a human being and are way nicer.
Even small arguments with my family make me cry, but I keep pushing, knowing I’ll reach the void one day.
I can’t wait to leave, build a new life, a new family I can create myself.
(Obviously not trying to reaffirm the negative story but just letting my emotions out to you as I cry)
you’ve given me so much hope 💛
Family problems hit the hardest because no one in this world is guaranteed to love you so when the people who should have given you unconditional love treat you like you’re beneath them, it cuts deeper than anything else.
I was never fully in this type situation, but I grew up in a very traditional, strict African household where you’re not seen as an individual you’re seen as an extension of your parents, basically like a servant. They’re rude, they bully you, they verbally abuse you, they don’t let you express yourself or do anything freely, and they hold you to impossibly high standards. And it’s all considered normal in the culture.
I didn’t even realize how not normal it was until I started building friendships outside my culture. That’s when it really hit me how much I had normalized dysfunction and abuse.
You’ve probably heard all the typical advice “Don’t react to the 3D,” “you deserve better” “EIYOP” all that blah blah blah. But when you’re in the thick of it, dealing with people who’ve hurt you for years, that kind of talk can start to feel worthless. So let me say it plainly:
I revised my parents into the kind of loving, emotionally available people I used to only see on TV. The type that hugs you for no reason, listens without judgment, and actually says “I’m proud of you.” They are kind, my best friends, I am so lucky I am in house so filled of love and empathy, I barely remembermy past abuse.
But not everyone wants that. And that’s okay. Maybe you don’t want to fix it. Maybe you just want out. Maybe your peace looks like never speaking to them again, living in your own space, creating your own family! I’ve wanted both one point so whatever you decide is valid!
You’re not stuck. You can revise your relationship with them or You can replace them entirely in your reality. Or you can build a life so stable and self-sufficient, you don’t need them at all. Either way, you’re allowed to want more. You’re allowed to want love that feels safe. You’re allowed to choose peace, even if it means walking away.
And don’t stress about “affirming the old story” just because you’re venting lol that’s not how that works. You’re allowed to express yourself, and complain. Whatever method or mindset brings you the most peace or joy while you being your awareness to it, That’s the right one for you. Just keep in mind: the reality you want is always one quantum shift away and really embrace your new reality it’s right there.
After taking some time off, I finally did it again c: Like, I actually did it. For context, I had shifted into my better reality where money was better, life was easier, and I was just vibing. After that, though, I couldn’t shift again for sum off reason. But honestly, it was still a win. I didn’t have to work, I had my dream body, and life was chef’s kiss.
Then I stumbled back onto Tumblr, saw your post, and got hit with the reminder that Einstein, my fave brainiac, was all about the power of the mind. So I thought, why not. I gave the arm method another go and boom, I actually got into the void.
I used the arm method and let me tell you, for the first few days it scared me so much I stayed wide awake. But after a few days, I cracked the code. Back in 2023, I remembered when the void method was the shit so I got into that using the state the arm method took me in manifested the ability to shift on command, rewrote my entire life to be even better, and sprinkled in all the boujee, luxurious things I could think of. So ty again !! 🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳
I’ll make a post abt how I manifested the first time I thought I made a post but I drafted it hahahahahah I’ll also post some advice I again wanted to post a year ago but forgot hahahab :D
Sorry I just saw this but congrats my love for both the 1st time and second :) I hope you have eveyrhing you want and more ❤️
Watching KATSEYE at Lollapalooza live and fangirlling like I’m not part of the group and didn’t perform the exact same set in a different reality.