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@charmedsnake-blog
also he just abruptly went offline again and now we're even more worried
i think we should probably go to bed ourself though...? maybe we could try staying up all night if anyones around that wouldnt mind talking to us or if we can find something else to distract ourself w/ but it wouldnt do any good to just sit here getting ourself worked up fretting over riley unable to actually do anything so. yeah idk
also its really late/early but we're not that tired
hmm
#tmi/personal (fetishised violence, alcohol, drunkenness)
rileys a bit inebriated again tonight and it doesnt seem to be the sad kind of drunk this time it just seems to be the
inhibition-loosening drunk
ahhhh we got onto sex things earlier and that led onto him saying a lot of. really nice things to us, things about wanting to own us, wanting to hurt us and for us to like it, and to be particular a little while back he said "but you're mine
you belong to me
and if anyone hurts you i'll kill them"
and im fucking swooning jesus christ. just!!! this guy. i love him so much and i love when he feels he can say stuff like that without being so nervous ahh but we're still worried i wish he didnt drinkn but also its nice when he loosens up like this but also it always seems like it ends up with him sad again one way or another and i think hes sad again now and
hhhh i feel like its our fault like we encourage him to drink or something just by enjoying it from time to time when it goes well even though we always always say to him hey i think you should stop drinking or go to bed now or whatever!!! when we start worrying
but i just. i wish i didnt sometimes like it when he was like this i feel so gross and almost SLEAZY for it ugh fuck what do
ghhfjfh oh no we made someone really important to us uncomfortable asking them about something and now we feel horrible :( i mean they said it was ok so long as we didnt keep talking about the discomforting thing in question but god we're still really ashamed of ourself right now
ahh why cant we be a better friend, a better partner, a better US just BETTER
fuck
ok deleted that post already
just in case
they should be getting home from school soon i think and we rrreally didnt want to risk them actually seeing that before we had a chance to say anything 2 them directly lmao oops
we just either had to vent then or melt into a gross overloaded puddle of nerves i guess!!! dang
we just made an Identity Post on our main all by ourself without even needing any cheerleading omg
and we dont even feel that nervous now!!!! BABY STEPS
ok going to bed now bbs!!!! see you all tomorrow chu chu
sleep well and have a good night everyone <333
masegaki replied to your post: [#mortality #skeletons/bones #SOIUTH PARK ANIMES]
me n u im death
entirely acceptable, continue
bones bones boner bones
#tmi/personal
supersonikko replied to your post: WE MEANT TO WATCH SOME SOUTH PARK BUT INSTEAD WE...
SOUTH PARK FANDOM: SURE IS A THING, MROE AT 11
CHRSTIE SIS PLS HELP WE FOUJND THE SOUTH PARK PORNO THAT WE WERE ORIGINALLY LOOKING FOR HERE (YES WE HAD A PARTICULAR ONE IN MIND IT WAS ONE WE USED TO HAVE SAVED AGES AGO AND IT WAS REALLY GOOD AND THEN WE LOST IT OK AND JUST THEN WE WERE LOOKING FOR IT AGAIN OK THATS IT DONT JUDGE US) AND UPON SEEING IT AGAIN OUR FIRST THOUGHT WAS JSUT
"WOW, DANG, DARN, WE DONT ACTUALLY JERK IT, BUT IF WE DID WE PROBABLY COULD TO THIS"
HELP I THINK WE GOT LOST INTHE SOUTH APRK FANDOM LABYRINTYH I THINK WE'RE HERE FOR LIFE NOW I DONT KNOW HOW IT CAME TO THIS
WE MEANT TO WATCH SOME SOUTH PARK BUT INSTEAD WE WATCHED FIVE MINUTES OF ONE EPISODE OF IT AND THEN GOT DISTRACTED LOOKING UP FANART ON GELBOORU??? SOUTH PARK FANART???? ON GELBOORU?????? ITS ALL SO ANIME AND
SOUTH PARK
FUKC
THIS ISNT WHERE WE WANTED OUR LIFE TO GO OYU KNOW I NEVER ASKED FOR THIS
anyway point is it went well -- also consider this our first official post on the matter
we jsut told riley for the first time about thinking we may be
non-singular (im not saying multiple yet it doesnt really feel like ours to use)
its hard to describe because we dont really understand it yet. but i guess it feels like being infinity like how we said stream-of-consciousness things on our main earlier today about having all these sort of half-spiritual experiences thinking about the mind being endless and feeling so miserably small even just by the size of our thoughts the depth of them immeasurable and unquantifiable
feeling like being made up more of words and thought-fragments than an actual defined single person contained in one place
its scary but thats how it is i guess -- not the whole truth but the rest is really quite unclear so for now that'll do
im not anybody!!! im noah and im nobody. noah nothing-nobody living nowhere. it's not self-deprecation, its not self-pity, its just what it is. we think maybe its even a positive way of seeing ourself... let's pretend we dont exist, lets pretend we're in antartica, all that stuff! im made of stray stardust and whispers of the dead
truly im a free spirit \m/
[#necrophilia - talk of]
earlier we were thinking about dead things as you do
and we felt a
very abrupt quite clear sense of... attraction
thought about bones and felt really infatuated with them. i want to hold skeletons what do you do with that? i want to fuck skeletons. we guess that's the truth of it. it's really troubling!! this can't be ok i'm afraid of our own grossness
sighs
OH MY GOD ONEECHAN WHAT TH EFUCK
IM LAUGHING SO AHRD RN JESUS FHCIRST
(source?)
god i wish we hadnt lost all our guro in having to change laptops. our collection now is so pitiful...!!! THE SHAME
we used to such a terribel weeaboo oh god the MEMORIES
oh nnoooo we happened upon some bleach stuff in a few threads and
now memories of all our terrible ships from that are coming back...
helpppPPP OH MY GOD NO I THINK WE STILL WANT TO FUCK GRIMMJOW. NO THATS TERRIBLE ITS BEEN YEARS WHY DO WE STILL WNAT TO TOUCH GRIMMJOWS JUNK I THOUGHT THAT TIME IN OUR LIFE WAS LONG OVER
WHY
we just saw cliscias art in a yugioh thread on gurochan and now im frowning w/ v severe disdain
get outta here cliscia you fucker
@ennis
youll probably have this but either way we were browsing gurochan and saw it and thought of you :')
