Help me…..two idiots keep trying to get my love…..and it’s making my face hot and I’m annoyed……
yeah I know the feeling.
Sorry but I can't really help all that much - being loved is something i am also still figuring out.
What I have learned is that your face getting hot - if not because your angry - usually means the love might be two wayed sooo, good luck!
I-It can’t be!!……I don’t want this…..I-I don’t want to feel love…..not now…..
... Well, why not? Why does love sound so scary?
……Because I am undeserving of it……I wanted, I craved it so much it turned me into a monster…..I-I don’t want to become more hideous than I am now…..
..My dear Scylla, the goddess I see is no monster~
But a powerful and beautiful gem I would be honored just to be in the presence of, who could never be hideous ~
Why do you refuse me?
…….I-I don’t want to refuse….I wanted it, deep down…..but I know I will ruin it, I will taint it, taint all those who love me…..hurt them…..push them away….become more of a monster, unable to control myself…….
...Allow me to level with you, though I should not do so as a lesser.. Scylla.. I too am damaged. Though I take some pride in what I had become, I am not the same as I once was..
You will not taint. Not if you wish to keep it untainted. Believe that I see you as an ocean jewel; delicate.. Pure, despite the seas currents and wear.
You could not push me away.
…..Y-you deserve your pride!…..y-you have become a better lapis than I ever will be…..you are undamaged…..free and open……w-why do you want someone that’s so broken?……
You are not broken.
And those who say you are, lie.
I want you, because you are so much stronger than I ever could be.. You're beautiful, and kind.. Your flaws don't determine worth... I have learnt that, despite myself once lusting for power and looking down on those below..
If anything.. Perhaps I do not deserve you, for I am unlovable for my misdeeds and incapability of change..
NO!! NO NO NO NO!! YOU ARE CAPABLE OF LOVE! CAPABLE OF DOING BETTER THAN ME!……j-just….w-why don’t you want to leave me?…..
I don't want better..
I want you.. You're perfect.
No matter what you say or deny.
...May I, at the very least, be allowed a kiss from my goddess? Even if you choose not to return my love.. I wish to have known you physically.. At least once.
………y-you are allowed that……
She leans in, lifting up her veil to reveal herself with a blushing expression as she kisses the other lapis on the lips quickly. She pulls away looking quite flustered before lowering her veil again
……a-and more…..I-I will try to be open to love…..just this once……Charybdis……
Charybdis stares after the kiss, face flushing deeply with halflidded eyes, expression like a lovesick puppy.
Y-you honor me with your gentle kiss and beautiful face, Scylla.. My goddess. I will forever be in your debt for accepting me.. I love you~















