Currently freaking out over a midterm tmr which is causing my leg and arm to go numb. Thinking about if I fail this class then I won’t graduate college at all cause I won’t be willing to stay an extra at least two years since I’ll have to change majors. This is the second time I’m taking this class and I’m still sucking at it. I lost my passion for this subject halfway through college and I had to stick with it to the end. Feeling like a failure. I can’t keep a relationship together or my life intact. I have no one to talk to who understands how I’m feeling right now and I don’t know how to fix it. I keep trying to stay positive but it’s hard to when life isn’t going the way it should. I just want to sleep but my relatives cook and watch tv until odd hours of the night and I’m such a light sleeper. Wish me luck tomorrow
