* MARTYR / SURVIVOR

indie oc selective & private penned by lazarus

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[chcrribcmb]

so I know I kind of dropped off the face of the earth for a little while there, but between work and school and personal life, things got a little hectic. I’m graduating in a couple of weeks, so I’ve been pretty occupied. but I will be returning here, and I will hopefully be getting more active again.

xoxo, lazarus

[chcrribcmb]

poisonedpegasus‌:

Taking a long drag, the smoke fills his lungs. The Killjoy exhales slowly as if the smoke would take his worries along with it. It was his way of life, but Party did feel guilty about going missing in action.

The distance between them closes and he welcomes her embrace with open arms. Cherry smells like flowers and sunshine and it’s a nostalgic scent that he hadn’t realized he’s been missing.

                    “I’ve missed you too.”

      she doesn’t know what makes the ire subside and her shoulders slump, what makes her forgive his disappearing act from her life for so long. maybe it was just her feelings getting the better of her, or maybe it was a dull, longing ache for the wild and unpredictable void he filled in her life. this world was all fast and flashy, that these soft blips on the radar reminded her what she was fighting for.

      “i know what you mean to these zones, party,” she says quietly. “and i know you know that i’m not your keeper but... witch above, don’t scare me like that.”

[chcrribcmb]

sliiiiides in here

like this for a starter?

[paternum]

hey y’all i know i ain’t been here much lately BUT i created a discord server for writers working on individual/independent projects (novels. short stories, novellas, even fan fiction) to hang out with other writers, play games/challenges to increase word count, and be able to get help/advice/feedback from other writers.

here’s the link if you’re interested

[fairglenned-deactivated20240616]

Iconic Lines From Modern Media That Are Raw As Fuck

“ Bold of you to assume I still have a soul. ”

“ I am a monument to all your sins. “

“ I’ll do whatever you want. ”

“ Then perish. ”

“ Violence for violence is the rule of beasts. ”

“ To become god is the loneliest achievement of all. ”

“ I survived because the fire inside me burned brighter than the fire around me. ”

“ If the world chooses to become my enemy, I will fight like I always have. ”

“ I will face god and walk backwards into hell. ”

“ Everything that we know and love is reducible to the absurd acts of chemicals. ”

“ There is therefore no intrinsic value in this material universe. ”

“ All knowledge is ultimately based on that which we cannot prove. ”

“ Will you fight? Or will you perish like a dog? ”

“ Do you think God stays in heaven because he too, lives in fear of what he created? ”

“ Tell me the name of God. ”

“ Can you feel your heart burning? ”

“ Can you feel the struggle within? ”

“ The fear within me in beyond anything your soul can make. ”

“ You cannot kill me in any way that matters. ”

“ You kneel before my throne unaware that it was born of lies. ”

“ Violence in an art. Your body, the Louvre. ”

“ Even the godless end up worshiping something. ”

“ God wishes he were me. ”

“ One day, you will be face to face with whatever saw fit to let you exist in the universe, and you will have to justify the space you’ve filled. ”

“ Take this gift, for the gods surely won’t. ”

“ Impudent of you to assume I will meet a mortal end. ”

“ This is hell’s territory and I am beholden to no gods. ”

“ Bury me shallow, I’ll be back. ”

“ There are no gods here. ”

“ Do I look like the kind of person who dies? ”

“ God’s dead and soon we will be too. ”

“ I thought there were no heroes left in this world. ”

“ I’ve been through hell and came out singing. ”

“ Pick a god and pray. ”

“ Too many people have opinions of things they know nothing about. ”

“ Too many people have opinions of things they know nothing about. The more ignorant they are, the more opinions they have. ”

“ The more ignorant they are, the more opinions they have. ”

“ What is better? To be born good, or to overcome your evil nature through great effort? ”

“ Bold of you to assume I can die. “

[valtsv]

i said, NOTHING fucks with my baby *chainsaw revving sound*

[lisbon]

[chcrribcmb]

carvenarcher‌:

              “   despite the circumstances, i’m ‘appy t’be ‘ome at last,   ” the young lord breathes in the fresh winter’s air, beaming as the snow embeds itself in the thick of his hair and tickles his nose.   the world is far too harsh for such a bright soul.   forearm comes to settle upon the pommel of his sword, “   i’ve missed the snow —— as daft as it sounds,   ”        / open got starter ! 

      a smile tugs at the corners of her lips, hand resting against the reigns of her horse at her waist. warm brown eyes stare down at the other before she slides from the beast below, boots crunching in the snow below. ‘ s’not daft at all--- - snow’s alright, jus’ sad we don’t ‘ave the time t’really savor the beauty of it. ’

[chcrribcmb]

no resurrections this time . :)

      jaw sets, hand finding cameron’s own as they linger just a few steps from his grave. it was almost sacred to cameron, a shrine in and of itself to honor the boy he’d been before his own death. his voice is calm, despite the topic at hand. carter knows how much it means to him, and she knows that he never wants to be in the situation he was in before. but on the other, and the world could call her selfish for the very thought, she doesn’t want to lose cameron so quickly.

      their lifestyle was dangerous, risky, and they were in constant danger of death. she could lose him at any moment. but she understands, somewhat, from her own experiences. nobody wants to be in that situation. she’d tear the city to shreds if he were ever put back in that place, or if she herself were. carter squeezes his hand, lifting her gaze to meet cameron’s.

      ‘ … alright. no resurrections this time. what happens, happens, and we respect it. ’

[evolutte]

 *   AVENGERS   :   INFINITY   WAR   SENTENCE   STARTERS   .

 warning   !   this   post   contains   quotes   from   the   movie   &.   thus   contains   spoilers   !   don’t   reblog   if   you   haven’t   seen   it   &.   don’t   want   it   spoiled   .   (   feel   free   to   change   pronouns   ,   etc   .   this   is   not   in   chronological   order   )   .

did you do it ?

what did it cost ?

what exactly is it that they do ?

oh , screw you , i’ll do it myself !

you will never be a god .

what did you imagine ?

this does put a smile on my face .

what’s the matter with you , kids ? you’ve never seen a spaceship before ?

oh , we’re using our made-up names ? in that case , i’m _____ .

let’s talk about this plan of yours . i think it’s good , except it sucks .

i swore off dairy , but then ben & jerry’s named a flavor after me .

evacuate the city ! engage all defenses !

you should have gone for the head .

i assure you , the sun will shine on us again .

in time , you will know what it’s like to lose .

dread it . run from it . destiny still arrives .

i’m sorry … i’m sorry .

you’re invited to my wedding .

don’t forget this might be dangerous , so let’s put on our mean faces .

death follows him like a shadow .

you have my respect . 

i hope they remember you .

you kill and torture and you call it mercy .

you failed .

did we just lose ?

who the hell are you guys ?

today we don’t fight for any life … we fight for all of them .

so this is it ? it’s all been leading to this .

it’s alright .

you could never hurt me .

no resurrections this time .

how is it you know this place so well ?

i do have a bit of experience in that arena .

i lost more than you could know .

but now is no time to mourn .

wake him up .

you really are the worst .

i saved you .

what master do you serve ?

what master do i serve ? what am i supposed to say , jesus ?

dude , you’re embarrassing me in front of wizards .

i don’t want another single pop culture reference out of you for the rest of the trip . you understand ?

all this , just for a drop of blood .

where’s your other friend ?

you will have nothing but dust , and blood .

we have blood to spare .

i should’ve stayed on the bus !

congratulations , you’re a prophet .

i’m a survivor .

you’re trespassing in this city and on this planet .

it means get lost squidward !

i got you . i got you .

he did it .

what is this ? what the hell is happening ?

i will take it off your corpse .

he’ll die alone , as will you .

i  need you to create a diversion .

we’re all gonna die !

i thought you might be hungry .

you were supposed to protect us .

what did you do ?

you’re a total d-hole .

i know what it’s like to lose .

you should have killed me !

i don’t want to go , please , i don’t want to go .

this is no place to die .

i told you … that you would die for that .

we’re in the endgame now .

it was the only way .

motherf-

[monsieur-j]

Chloé Norgaard - Ashish - Fall 2014

[liveyourlifelikeacrazy]

Chloe Norgaard by Tim Barber

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[chcrribcmb]

olvrcharles‌:

             he slings an arm around carter’s shoulders, nose burrowing into her hair, losing himself in her warmth.   she is a goddess walking upon his world and he glady worships the very bones of her.   she’s the sunshine and the thunderstorm embodied.   oliver - charles adores her.   they’re alone in his flat, lounging on the couch and basking in the comfortable silence.   “   so, a’know some amazin’ chinese places we could drop by, or there’s this small mexican place me n’me sister go to —— or we could just order in.   ‘ave a takeout and netflix night, you ‘ave been travellin’ a lot after all,   ” he trails off, arching his brows at her, “   and m’ramblin’ again so i’m gonna shut me mouth now,   ” he giggles as he ruffles his hair nervously.          / @chcrribcmb liked for a starter !      

      it’s a welcomed change from her usual norms. he seeks her warmth, and she gladly accommodates him, arm winding around his torso to tug him ever so slightly closer. it’’s been far too long since she’s felt truly happy, and there’s something about the very presence of oliver-charles himself that radiates peace for her. eyes flutter closed and she leans into the other, settling and accepting the quiet between them until ollie finally speaks. ‘ eating in sounds lovely--- - think i’m still a little jet lagged from the flight in. ’  carter mumbles her response, smiling against the curve of a bicep. ‘ forgot how cute y’were when you got all nervous. it’s adorable. ’

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