Mindi

If you are a fitblr find me on www.runningslow-losing60.tumblr.com Just a disabled mom trying to figure out who I am

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My lil gummy bear

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Here's an update Tumblr

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I always forget this app exists.  

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Mishka is 13 today 😻

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Mac turned 9 yesterday and this was his birthday present. We spent the day at the mall at Build a Bear and McDonald's (his choice). He loves Stitch so much. I cannot believe he is 9 already. He's such a sweet kid. He gets a bad rap because of his ADHD. He's all over the place and never stops when he's unmedicated. Some people struggle with his energy. But he's smart and kind, helpful and funny. He gives great hugs and protects his little brother.

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Kids are sick Finn shared his germs with us. It's not a fun 4th.

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Finn seems to be better today. Finally! Sick kids are no fun but sick Finn terrifies me. I'm running on 2 hours sleep but it's okay. Maybe ill take a nap in the sun while they swim.

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It's 2 AM and I'm on diabetes duty. 🤪 he's laying g in bed with me and I've got the light on so I don't fall asleep before he gets back in range.

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Finn feels better today I made it through the night with him. It was a lot of micromanagement. I'll need a nap today.

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Finn is sick today. Throwing up, refusing to eat, and sleeping a lot. The problem with this is Finn needs to eat to get insulin to keep him out of DKA. So I have a 15 minute timer set and every time it goes off I either give him a drink or sprite if hes awake or some of his applesauce pouch if he's asleep. I hate stomach bugs so much with him.

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I'm going to just reintroduce myself because it's been forever since I was regular. I'm Mindi. I'm 35 years old. My husband and I have been together for 18 years. Together we have one NB 17 year old named Chloe, a 16 year old daughter named Nevaeh, a 12 year old boy named Jeffrey, an 11 year old boy named Maddox, an 8 year old boy named Maxin and a 6 year old boy named Finn.

Chloe, Nevaeh, and Maxin all have ADHD. Maxin has a growth hormone deficiency he gets shots for every night. Jeffrey is autistic. Chloe is suspected to have bipolar but they are just observing for now. Nevaeh has depression. And Finn is a type 1 diabetic. I am disabled. My diagnosis are: BPD, Bipolar 1, ADHD, anxiety disorder and PTSD.

Since my precious time on tumblr I've done a lot of self work through therapy. I'm not here to argue or engage in bullshit. I'm here because I need a place to brain dump.

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My toxic trait is feeling unwanted and removing myself first so I don’t feel rejected.

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Left top wisdom tooth is out. I didn't get put to sleep or anything I just got gas and Valium. I'm not in pain yet but the numbing is wearing off. I didn't get any pain killers but Jeff has 4 from a previous surgery so I might take one if it gets too bad.

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