announcement
i’m sorry to come to you guys like this with no warning or anything, but it’s something that i have been thinking about for a long time and definitely needs to be done.
there has been a lot weighing on my mind and a lot i’ve had to deal with mentally, and i feel like i cannot continue on and try to heal/manage it until i close this account.
truthfully, i am a minor. i’m not 20, but am actually 17. i downloaded this app at 15 and started writing again when i was 16 with no mind for the fact that was incredibly harmful to have done so. i acknowledge how wrong it was and am not only beside myself but incredibly sorry and guilty for intruding on adult spaces. i did so seeking a creative outlet without any barriers and to fully be myself without anyone knowing me. i realize there are way safer ways to go about this and truly wish i had just done it the better way.
with this, it’s safe to say i will no longer use mejaemin. i will make a new account (that i won’t share, unless it is found naturally. i also will not mention this account there) and transfer my non nsfw works to it. those that are explicit will be archived, and what happens to them is up to my 18yo self.
i apologize to everyone who has read anything i put out, and to all my mutuals especially. i lied to all of you, and i can’t imagine how violated you feel knowing you potentially felt vulnerable and had some form of trust in me.
that being said, i will leave this post up and this account until june 3-4 to allow for people to process this and also message me if there is anything you may want closure on. i will be deleting this account and cheers2hani after that time.
again, thank you for the time on this account and i’m sorry. block me, unfollow me, yell at me, anything. i understand and fully deserve it.
and if you are my age or under, please let this be a lesson to never do something like this. you are actively harming yourself and adults by forcing your way into spaces you are too young to be in. not only are they in danger by unknowingly sharing adult content to you, but you’re harming your own mind by absorbing it. please, just wait those few years until you’re of age.