Merry Christmas, everyone! I know these might not be the best conditions to celebrate in, but everyone deserves some happiness, even in these times. I wish everyone the best, and stay strong out there. We can get through this.
It's been a relatively calm day today... well, as calm as it can get now. It's almost odd.. But I really hope that I can just finally rest for today, at least. Is that too much to ask for?..
- π§
Rest.. a fleeting thing, isn't it? Do you think the world will grant such a thing so easily? Enjoy it while you can.. it will not last.
I.. I was curious, do you have any advice on how to survive in this.. how should I even call it? That is, if you know better than I do... I hope you're doing well
I'm growing more paranoid by the day, I want to protect the ones close to me from all of this, but yet, I have this bad feeling that one day I might fail to. I just... I can't bear losing them. I'm sorry if this seems sudden, but... I could really use some help. I am not asking to come in your house, however... we are currently taking refuge in my own. You don't have to deal with feeding more people, so don't worry
I.. also wouldn't trust everything they say on the news. They can be deceiving, even if it starts from something true- I've seen it firsthand, sadly. Still, I do agree that it's better to be safe than sorry. My advice is not to judge people too easily, however- mistakes in a situation like this might not be repairable
I hope I wasn't too much of a bother- I wish you the best, and I hope things are going well for you
- π§ Cheese Anon
Survivors.
He still wasnβt used to the idea that other people were out there β and talking to him, no less.
β¦Nice to see survivors? Hm. If you say so.
First of all, good news: you say youβre not bringing anyone to my house. Great. Really takes the pressure off.
People are exhausting. One is already too many.
Anyway. Advice.
If youβre already paranoid? Good. Stay like that. Paranoiaβs justβ¦ survival with extra steps.
But donβt let it eat you alive. If youβre so scared of losing people that you freeze up, then youβve already lost.
You canβt protect everyone from everything. Trust me, Iβve tried protecting myself from everyone ,, and even that is a full-time job.
As for the newsβ yeah, no kidding. Half of itβs fake, the other half is too real. Best you can do is pay attention and trust what you see with your own eyes.
And donβt worry about bothering me. If I didnβt want to answer, I wouldnβt have.
β¦Just keep your doors locked, donβt trust smiles, and donβt hesitate if someone feels wrong. Thatβs the only real advice anyone can give in this mess.
Good luck out there, Cheese, Donβt die.
β¦And preferably donβt come knocking, either..-
But I suppose you're right.. freezing up won't help either. I know they're also capable of defending themselves, but I still worry.. if anything happened to them, I would blame myself forever.
And- glad to know that. I guess I just needed to share my thoughts with someone.. you're more than welcome to tell me anything as well, if you'd like. But- obviously, you're not forced to.
I'll try my best not to. I can't really make any promises... as everything is pretty unstable now- but I honestly rather not think about it. It's not really the idea of death itself that frightens me... but moreso of the pain that comes before it. And the absence of people I used to care about..
Don't worry about that, by the way. As of now, I see no reason to leave my house. I have some valuable things here.. I'm not just going to leave it all behind
Wanna interact with the Homeowner? Roleplay? Ask him why heβs letting in these people who doesn't pay bills into his home? congratulationsβ you found it. I made this blog out of boredom. My friend is partly to blame. Most replies come straight from the Homeownerβs mouth, when itβs me, the mun, speaking, youβll see the difference. Probably.
I MIGHT update this later. When? I dont know,, when the sun explodes..maybe...,,
β DOs
β Do interact IC or OOC
Iβm fine with both. Just tag which one youβre doing so I know the tone.
β Do send asks
Anything from serious lore questions to crack asks, horror-themed asks, dark humor, etc. The Homeowner reacts to all kinds of weirdness.
β Do follow for interactions even if we donβt know each other
Iβm open to new mutuals, horror fandom folks, and crossover RPers.
β Be Patient
Replies may take time; this blog is run for fun, not obligation.
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β DONβTs
β Donβt force romance
The Homeowner is not a romantic character. Flirting is allowed IC but donβt push for ships unless discussed.
β Donβt godmod
Do not control my character, write his reactions, or put words in his mouth, or do, it'd be funny to me actually.
β Donβt trauma-dump OOC
Heavy personal trauma sent to my inbox will be ignored or deleted. This blog is not for emotional therapy.
β Donβt be weird with or about minors in the game
Any asks or RPs involving children characters must be appropriate and non-harmful.
β Donβt misuse NINAH themes
This is a fictional horror setting. Donβt use it to justify real-world bigotry, violence, or harmful ideology.
β Donβt send hate to me or other blogs
Discourse, drama, and anon harassment will be blocked on sight.
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π Extra Notes
Responses may be slow, because the Homeowner gets βdistractedβ (in lore and IRL).
Mun β Muse. The Homeowner is not a reflection of me personally, donβt assume Homeownerβs behavior reflects the blogger.
If something makes you uncomfortable, feel free to soft-block or unfollow without explanation.
Wanna interact with the Homeowner? Roleplay? Ask him why heβs letting in these people who doesn't pay bills into his home? congratulationsβ you found it. I made this blog out of boredom. My friend is partly to blame. Most replies come straight from the Homeownerβs mouth, when itβs me, the mun, speaking, youβll see the difference. Probably.
I MIGHT update this later. When? I dont know,, when the sun explodes..maybe...,,
β DOs
β Do interact IC or OOC
Iβm fine with both. Just tag which one youβre doing so I know the tone.
β Do send asks
Anything from serious lore questions to crack asks, horror-themed asks, dark humor, etc. The Homeowner reacts to all kinds of weirdness.
β Do follow for interactions even if we donβt know each other
Iβm open to new mutuals, horror fandom folks, and crossover RPers.
β Be Patient
Replies may take time; this blog is run for fun, not obligation.
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β DONβTs
β Donβt force romance
The Homeowner is not a romantic character. Flirting is allowed IC but donβt push for ships unless discussed.
β Donβt godmod
Do not control my character, write his reactions, or put words in his mouth, or do, it'd be funny to me actually.
β Donβt trauma-dump OOC
Heavy personal trauma sent to my inbox will be ignored or deleted. This blog is not for emotional therapy.
β Donβt be weird with or about minors in the game
Any asks or RPs involving children characters must be appropriate and non-harmful.
β Donβt misuse NINAH themes
This is a fictional horror setting. Donβt use it to justify real-world bigotry, violence, or harmful ideology.
β Donβt send hate to me or other blogs
Discourse, drama, and anon harassment will be blocked on sight.
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π Extra Notes
Responses may be slow, because the Homeowner gets βdistractedβ (in lore and IRL).
Mun β Muse. The Homeowner is not a reflection of me personally, donβt assume Homeownerβs behavior reflects the blogger.
If something makes you uncomfortable, feel free to soft-block or unfollow without explanation.
Hey! Just looking around, it's nice to meet other survivors. Hope you're doing well, and I wish you the best of luck!
...do you have any favorite hobbies? Anything you like to do to distract yourself? I personally like drawing, I guess. It's kinda relaxing.. even though it still doesn't fully ease the dread. Hope you're holding up better than I am..
- π§ Cheese Anon
"I used to play guitar. My father broke it when I was 19 though."
Oh, I also have a guitar! I've always been drawn to music myself, but never got encouraged in that direction, so I didn't have the chance until later, learning to draw instead. I used to hate it at first, but then I began liking it, and now it's something I love doing!
I also am still pretty much an amateur at playing the guitar, any app I use requires a subscription after a while... and YouTube videos can be helpful, but not very interactive- and looking for a mentor now would be useless.
Also, I'm really sorry that happened... was it an accident? And did you manage to get a new one or get the old one fixed?