my rantyard

unfiltered

[cheesymargherita]

i need to become a better person, i believe i'm not as humane as i should be, which is why i've got no real friendships

the problem really is me

[cheesymargherita]

i messed up, and i realised it too late

shouldn't have left that engineering degree for microbiology

[minzapinza]

[cheesymargherita]

i'm so touch- starved that i freeze with the slightest bit of human contact; when someone accidentally brushes past me, when someone grazes my fingertips unintentionally, when someone sits close to me- just the feeling of that whisper of a human contact makes me spiral; it freezes me for a few moments leaving my brain into a mush.

[brainsanalysis-deactivated20210]

Hello please reblog this if you’re okay with people sending you random asks to get to know you better

[ceaseless-rambler]

Actually I bet tumblr would love the agar art competitions. Every year the American Society for Microbiology runs a competition for art made with microbes (bacteria and yeast, usually) in petri dishes. People's choice voting opens November 14th and the theme this year is space.

Look at these. This is all done with microbes. You can't really see what you're drawing because you're swiping the agar and then letting it culture. It's so cool

[cheesymargherita]

omgggg! this is so cool fr

[liones-s]

a big lesson for me was learning that most things are not as fragile as I’d believed. missing a class, or turning in a bad assignment, won’t instantly destroy your professor’s opinion of you. accidentally saying something harsh won’t make your friend want to end the friendship. it takes work to repair these things - it takes effort and research and sometimes a sincere apology - but you can do that because they’re not irreparably broken. what you’ve worked to build, in academia and in relationships and in life, is stronger and more enduring that your mind may teach you to believe. don’t let imagined fragility lead you to giving up

[cheesymargherita]

don't let imagined fragility lead you to giving up

[thegiirlwhogotaway]

yes fantasizing about your crush is fun, yes scrolling through your phone is fun. But do you know what actual fun is ? It is getting the grades you want, it is getting the university you can't stop dreaming about, it is getting the course you put hours working on. And the only way to get them is by studying hard. No you don't have to be extreme and lost sleep, all you need is dedication and discipline. So get the fuck up and start working for it.

[cheesymargherita]

where do i get a nice apartment or a rental home in Delhi?

[cheesymargherita]

AAAAAA I WANT TO DO SO MANY THINGSSS

[mindfulstudyquest]

your competition isn't other people.

it's your procrastination, your ego, the unhealthy food you're consuming, the knowledge you neglect, the negative behavior you're nurturing and your lack of creativity.

compete against that.

[mindfulstudyquest]

discipline is self care

self care isn't just face masks and bubble baths, it's also doing your assignment in advance so you won't pull an all nighter before the deadline, cooking at home instead of ordering out; discipline is an act of self love and care

[cheesymargherita]

how do you actually study in college? i'm about to complete another academic year, but, i still feel like i don't do it right. lmao

[cheesymargherita]

i've never been to a public place to study (like a cafe/ public library), i want to try it some day

[memeuplift]

[cheesymargherita]

where do i study biochem from?? i literally have no idea about it

[cheesymargherita]

whoa hello guys, long time no blring

[cheesymargherita]

what's uppp

(i missed you)