Prince consort!Geto Suguru x Princess!reader, platonic Crown Prince!Gojo Satoru x Cousin!reader
Summary: Unloved princess is on the verge of death by the hands of her beloved husband and friend with whom she once shared the vision of a great nation, to which she is a threat now that her ideals have changed.
Word count: 6.2k
Tags & Warnings: angst, unrequited love, infidelity, neglectful husband, brief mentions of m*scarriage, major character(s) death
Not proofread :P
The kimono was gifted to you by Suguru the day after your marriage, a white robe with intricate red camellia embroidery. Unfortunately, the blood drops you coughed up on your lap are slowly spreading among the crimson flowers. For the past year you had been suffering alone from pain, inflicted by none other than your beloved husband.Â
There had been an ever growing numbness you had in your chest ever since you found out your husband's life purpose was to annihilate you and your loved ones. They had long departed from you, now it's you against the vultures keenly calculating the moment you will take your final breath.
The quack of a physician has been reading your pulse for quite some time now. You were told by Shoko a month ago that your lungsâ airways are almost completely damaged due to the poison that has been slowly eating you away. Either the quack right in front of you is not being able to identify it or he is willingly overlooking it. The chest pain and bouts of bloodied cough is increasing in frequency. This is the first time people were to see the height of your condition. Well, it doesn't matter anymore. You have been aware of the rate at which death is approaching you. You are well aware of what is left for you.
You look around the conference room full of men feigning concern. There is however Suguru staring past your shoulder with a face mirroring something akin to an internal turmoil. How you wish to travel inside his mind and at least know your enigmatic partner's sentimentsâŚ
You slowly separate your wrist from the physicianâs grasp and motion your maid to stay away as she tries to help you stand up. As proud and elegant as ever you stand up with your cane on your own and wipe your mouth with a napkin. You hear Satoru, your cousin scoffing through his smirk and slowly walking towards you. âPrincess, it's a shame we have to end this meeting here. I pray for your speedy recovery and wellbeing. We'll continue this conversation later in the evening during the new year festivities.â You raised your head to look at the unrecognisable aquamarine eyes filled with unadulterated disgust. How you miss the mischief and adoration they had when you were both young. He is no longer the boy you once shared your precious childhood and grand aspirations with. He grabbed your shoulder and bent down to your level âBy then.. be a good girl and hand over the ledger today if you wanna die a less agonizing deathâ he faux whispers, loud enough for everyone to hear.Â
You gently bow to him âI hope you are satisfied with your stay here, your highness. Please send his majesty my well wishes.â You hear him mutter âstuck up bitchâ which earns snickers from his entourage of underlings as they make their exit.
That leaves Suguru and the palace staff. He looks at you as if he wants to say something but he turns around to leave you behind as usual. âGeto sama, can I ask for something?â you ask as loud as you can muster. The slight jerk of his shoulder doesn't miss you as he stops in his tracks. For years it's been Suguru for you, but now you don't have it in yourself to call him that. It had been a while since you requested something from him since you stopped being the lovesick girl he once knew.
âI would like to go to the garden⌠please. There is something Iâd like to give youâ you are hiding how difficult it is to take breaths.
When you see him nod to you ever so slightly you slowly start walking. The weather was quite chilly despite the afternoon sun. You walk towards the giant greenhouse full of camellias where your little brothers rest near your father's memorial. Suguru stopped at the entrance as you entered the place. Why would he pay respect to the man who took away everyone he loved?
The duke's mangled dead body was put on display to accumulate already growing public interest by Satoru when he killed him. You had sat there crying at his feet for a whole day becoming the new public enemy. Your father was a villain to everyone in the nation. mass murderer, a cold blooded war criminal. Power hungry underling of the great king, his older brother. Â
To you however, he was the most miserable person in this whole world, but never a monster. His crime was that he put his little family before the whole nation. Just like how every time he failed in the shogi matches with you, he was not cut out for affairs of the state. He didn't deserve all those sufferings.
The greenhouse was built in memory of your mother and was the only thing you had to remember her by. She wanted one for so long to spend her free time painting flowers but your father never had the time until she was no more. Your mother used to call him a muscle head when she was upset. A hunk of man who was a bit too sensitive. He had met your mother when he went to the neighbouring archipelago nation as a foreign envoy. The wise princess who single handedly handled the state finance and trade shadowing her brothers in calibre earning their ire and jealousy. The respectful Mainland prince who had so much admiration for the ingenious princess. It was their first love for both of them.Â
Your father would often tell you their story with a bit of exaggeration and you would listen to it everytime. Had she not been taken away from him too early, he could have turned everything around with her guidance, she was his light in his lonely world.
Clearing the vines and dead leaves over the tomb was a bit hectic with fatigue taking over your body. You mentally apologised to the boys for slacking in maintaining the place. You gathered white camellias to put it on the tiny graves of the twins and started cleaning the urn on your fatherâs memorial. You had engraved a heartfelt eulogy for him since you never were able to give him a proper farewell. Satoru once laughed for a whole while when he found how you described him in your message. It was a bit too much for you then. Satoru was beloved by your father.
You could find solace in the thought that you are going to be with them and no longer have to live among people who would rather celebrate if you were to die in front of them. Once you finish paying respects, you start feeling light headed and fall on your knees. Yesterday night you were terrified at the thought of dying right there in the bed before being able to pay respect to your family. You weren't able to visit them since your condition worsened. You were more than grateful to be there with your family one more time.
âIs it worth it?! Staying here in this weather and tormenting yourself?â Suguru grinded his teeth in anger. As if he didn't poison you and your little brothers. How laughable! As you turned around he was approaching you with large strides. So much for not wanting to be around your father.
For some reason, these days you catch yourself staring at Suguru a bit too long. There's some silver gray on his hair that seems to be increasing day by day. The creases under his eyes are getting more and more noticeable. He doesn't even bother to dress warm in this weather. Everything is going the way you wanted Suguru, but why do you look like you might drop dead at any moment?
âI was thinking yesterday, Geto sama⌠We are such an ill fated pair. My father took your family from you, you believe I had taken away the girl you cherished the mostââÂ
âYou did! You took away Fumiko because of your obsession for meâ Suguru interjected. âHad it not been for you and your father I would not have been so miserable. Yet you cry for that man and never condemn him and wallow in self pity. You don't deserve to act this wayââÂ
âYou!â you croak raising your hands to shut him âyou... can believe what you wantâ you can feel another bout of cough incoming, this isn't how you wanted this conversation to go. This isn't how you wanted to spend your final moments with him. You two hadn't spoken a single word to each other for so long. Why is that the timing is always the worst whenever it's you and your husband?
âI called you here because of your precious ledger. You killed⌠two innocent children for it. Don't act so noble in front of me! They were my rock in this wretched world.â Suguru is looking at you as if you are being unfair to him, this is getting ridiculous.
When you stood up clinging on to your cane, Suguru couldn't take his eyes off your frail frame. The kimono is looking too big on you. You have grown quite thin. When he had gifted you the robe two years ago, you were so happy telling him how much you love red camellias. You twirled around and showed it off for him asking non stop if you looked pretty, you were full of life.
You slid the urn around to reveal a giant socket. You tried taking the books out but the ledger was too heavy for you. You motioned Suguru to take it but he was too stunned to move. âTake it out, this what you and friend have been looking for so long. There are two of them, you need both to fit the puzzle, and the other one is entrusted to Lord Nanami. I have instructed him to hand it over to the crown prince during the festivalâ you sigh.
âWhy⌠why now?!â He is growing more and more distressed every second. You look down on the ground. Both your shoe prints scattered around like you were dancing. âI⌠thought this might be the ideal time for moving forward with the coup. I want to bargain this for you to promise me⌠you will bury me with them.â You know you will have the same fate as your father, scorned even after death but you have to try begging him. You are losing your composure. âI can't bear to be without them any longer, please!â he is still frozen when he sees tears falling down from your eyes endlessly. You place a tiny book on his hand, making him tear his eyes from your face. âThis is marked to be my father's message to Satoru, please tell him to read this before the ledger.âÂ
Suguru slowly mumbled your name as if he is not allowed to do so. His hair falls down touching his cheek. His gorgeous nose is red from the chill, he always gets cold easily. In that moment you are reminded of the boy you met nine years ago in the forest on that winter afternoon, when you had nowhere to take refuge. His face was blushing, condensed breath escaping his slightly parted pouty lips. Even through his indifferent expression you could see the warmth flickering in his eyes back then. So much was taken away from him. When you are gone, when they have successfully overthrown the king, will he be finally at peace?Â
âSuguru-â the crack in your voice doesn't go unnoticed by him, âI have never apologized for the agony my father had inflicted on you... I hope you forgive him someday and move on with a lighter heartââ your husband starts laughing maniacally which startles you. âForget about me! Your coward of a father had to leave your dead mother to slave traders and never speak about her again just to be compliant to the king and yet you speak for that man. You are beyond redemption!â He throws his hands upward in disbelief. His frantic expression implying he has a lot more insults threatening to slip for his tongue.
There goes your hope of amending things with him for one last time. A yellow flicker in the corner of your vision makes your head turn towards the mansion. The lanterns are being lightened up for the evening festival since the sun is about to set. âI will return in a while. You can leave with the ledger.â You sigh averting your gaze as you turn back to the tomb.
While walking back with the ledger Suguru he turns around to see you one last time standing there as firm as you can, but he thinks he has never seen you this fragile. He is overcome with a sense of dread with whatever happened there in the garden with you. Had he controlled his anger and listened to what you tried to say through laboured breaths could he have been feeling less anxious?
Satoru is impatient when he sees the ledger. Not bothering to read your father's message to him in any way. What could be possibly there other than a foolish attempt to white wash his crimes? He might have been able to get his daughter on his side with those lies but not him.Â
This whole situation is resulting to be very pyrrhic for Suguru now that they have reached the final part of this decade long plan. The frantic expression while shifting back and forth between pages is not something he had seen on his friend before.
Suguru is growing impatient. He needs to go back to you right now. His heart is writhing in his chest due to anxiety.Â
âIt's time we gave her the antidote Satoru. She is growing unnaturally weak, there is something else affecting her conditionâ he says which makes white haired man look up to him.Â
âWe did give her the antidote if you remember Suguru, but she chose to be paranoid and not take it. She chose her own death! Even if she is to survive, her extremism and her loyalty to her father is going to be a liability to our mission. She is no longer the girl we once knew, our dear friend had left us long ago. Now she is just a shell of a human whom you should leave behind!â he says furiously which earns a punch in the face from Suguru.
All Satoru could see was desperation and agony on his friend's face. âAnd how different does this make us from her father and your father? We caused the death of her brothers even if unknowingly. Now we are killing her just so she won't be able to get her revenge that we can have ours! We are as sick and vile-âÂ
They are interrupted with a knock on the door âLord Nanami is here, your highnessâ the knight announces.
âGreetings, your highness. Pardon my intrusion but this is a very urgent matter. This ledger was entrusted to me to be passed on to you by the princess.â Nanami placed it on the table before bewildered Satoru. âHis majesty, the king's and the grand duke's war crimes had been recorded in these to ledgers by the latter for the princess, his daughter and your majesty. I request the presence of the princess to commence the auditing procedure.âÂ
âWhat is the meaning of all this Lord Nanami! Whatever do you mean she entrusted you with all this?!â Suguru is grabbing Nanami by his collar but the blonde remains steadfast. âYour highness prince consort, it appears the princess had been hiding the truth about the massacre that the rest of the nation was unaware of. Yes, the Duke is responsible for his crimes but everything in these ledgers imply he was an unwilling participant the whole time and his personal logs show that his family had to go through an ordeal the rest of the world was oblivious to. The princess wanted me, the minister of justice, to oversee this procedure so that the subsequent coup won't be seen blatantly as an act of treason and tyranny.â
There is a beat of silence when Nanami finishes reasoning with both of them. Suguru's arms fall limb on his sides. This isn't how they wanted this to play out.Â
Pulse on Suguruâs ear getting louder despite trying to snap out of his disorientation. He needs to see you right now or he'll lose it. âSatoru I-â he looks at his friend wide eyed, scared shitless, âI will get her in a moment, please wait.â With that the raven haired man left the room like a storm.
Satoru slowly sat back in his disoriented state. The last conversation you both had playing in his mind like a broken record. This can't be happening. âWhy?! Why didn't she tell anyone about this sooner? Why wait all this time?â Satoru asks the minister with his hands in the air.
âThe princess had approached me a year ago with ledgers when she discovered them to see how to proceed legally. The court was in shambles then due to the duke's passing so she wasn't able to contact your highness or prince consort. When her younger brothers passed away around the same time, she asked me to halt the case indefinitely and left me one of the ledgers so that she can't completely back down from revealing this. The political landscape was adverse so I decided to agree with the princess. Two days ago she informed me it was time to move forward and I started my journey as soon as possible.â Nanami earnestly explained calculating the level of miscommunication that could have been going on among the three of you.
Satoru reaches for the diary his uncle had left for him. How much of an imbecile was he this whole time?
Your highness Crown Prince,
I have never been a great writer so please pardon me for any mistake or possible offense I could make. My wife used to reprimand me for my poor penmanship, you see.
This letter is my plea to spare my children as they don't have any part in my sins. I have gathered two ledgers of proof of the war crimes I committed on behalf of the king for you that could aid the dethronement of the tyrant as a bargain for the life of my children. I can see the vision you have for the future of the country. I hope my princess can aid you in your mission with her wisdom. I have a message I would like you to convey to the prince consort since he will respect your words. Please tell him to be kind to my child. She loves him more than anyone in this world. I had known about his plan to marry my child to access my records and despite knowing my child's affection he was committing adultery blatantly wounding her. Let him know that I was the one who sent the girl Fumiko away, not the princess so that he would chase after her and leave the princess alone. She is alive and well and working as a maid in Kamo estate. Had I known my girl would suffer due to that I wouldn't have done so. Please tell him to look after my boys since they look up to him. I am more than happy to receive my due punishment from your hands. Be kind and just as you have always been my dear Satoru. You will make a fine king.
Sincerely,
Hiroshi.
Satoru sits there with tears falling down on the pages.
Suguru had been frantically running towards your annex, parting the heavy crowd watching fireworks all the way. Evening festivities were commencing full fledged. When he reached your room the doors were wide open. It's been almost a year since he had been there. The blood drops on the way to your futon makes his heart beat even faster.Â
His fearful thoughts reach a blood chilling halt when he finds you lying lifeless with eyes on the ceiling and blood and phlegm coming out of your nose. Weak on his knees your husband falls down next to you.Â
Carefully lifting your warm hand he checks your pulse but is unable to find any. âMy princess-â a sob rips through his throat. Has he ever called you so longingly other than to convey his deceitful affection? He scoops you from the futon onto his lap. âPrincess⌠please wake up, I beg you!â
His cries attracted the maids and the physician into the room. Everyone is scattering trying to aid you. Satoru enters the room with a loud bang. Eyes widening in despair at the sight.Â
âShe choked on her phlegm and blood, your highness. Body temperature implies it couldn't have been more than five minutes since she passed away,â the physician reports bowing down.
Now that they have wiped away the fluids from your face he can see how much you suffered in your final moments with the way your eyes and mouth have opened. Suguru gently closed them. He cradles you closer to his body. You are so small in his arms. Still so warm.
The next day Suguru and Satoru held a proper funeral in the garden next to your family with your favourite camellias surrounding you. Though you liked red camellias the most, he never gave you the love and devotion it implied. Instead he left a bouquet of white flowers since you were the pure and innocent friend he overlooked and manipulated, blinded by his revenge.
Satoru held his friend close as if he wasn't any far from falling down from exhaustion. They laid you to rest adjacent to your brothers. Snowfall was heavy when they left the greenhouse.
The audit was continued throughout the next week in your absence. Each revelation they made gave them a lump in the throat. The numbers and receipts were recorded with utter precision. The personal logs found from the duke's memorial were passed on to both of them.
Your mother was the king's first target when he realised Duke won't take a heed and go through with his plan with her by his side. The envoy including you and your mother were attacked on the way back from her home country by slave traders. Women of the island like her and you were fetishized by men of the mainland countries. When an attempt to escape with you failed, she had to sacrifice her own life for your freedom.
Suguru realised that it was right before he met you for the first time in the forest, cold, alone and starving. You weren't able to speak from the shock for days when his family was nursing you back to health. How scared were you back then? You were just fifteen.Â
You stuck like a glue onto him since then, there wasn't a day you stopped loving him. He shamelessly went ahead and manipulated you with the unwavering trust and gratitude you had for him. When his clan was annihilated by the Duke, he decided it was only fair for him to lose what he wanted to protect so desperately.
Duke had to cover up the cause of his wife's death and proceed with the king's brutal plans in an agreement in exchange for the safety of his children. He was the only one to care for his children. The king had support from your maternal uncles in orchestrating the abduction plan for him. There was no point in looking for some help. The cover up of your mother's suffering naturally broke your relationship with him. Making it easier for your husband to separate you from your father.
All these sacrifices from your parents only for their children to get killed by Suguru and Satoru.
The coup was a success with the backing of a majority of court members and solid evidence that the stability of the kingdom was restored overnight. Satoru exceeded everyone's expectations and became a fine king, just like his uncle hoped for. The king was executed by commoners with stone pelting into the pit he was in. Ever since your passing Suguru and Satoru didn't speak much with each other. It was like they had cloth shoved down their throats. They just wanted to finish what they started and be done with it. Now that Suguru had achieved everything he wanted, it was time for him to go back to what once was home, he wanted to go back to you. Funny because all he had for you was pity or hatred. Why is he longing for your presence now?
Suguru never loved you the way you loved him. No, he never loved you. He had boundless lust for you, twisted by this need to break you. Even since the earliest day of your friendship he expected you to be like your father someday. Always seeing you as a liability but keeping you close to scare your father, show him what he could do to you with your trusting and lovesick self at his disposal.Â
Satoru was a friend to you, he thought Suguru was too when he wasn't. Suguru needed Satoru for the fruition of his revenge. How he manipulated both of you into thinking you had something precious among you. Despite knowing your strong distaste for war and your tensions with your father he always kept you at an arm's distance. Your grand plans for the future of the nation weren't fully seen as genuine due to your soft spot you had for your father.
Though it was clear to you he never harboured the same feelings you had for him, he noticed how that never wavered you in showing your devotion to him. Your little family of you and your brothers were growing on him. He liked it when you'd get all happy whenever you and him and the boys were all together like a small family. He thought he might humour you a little. Let you relish in your fantasy of you having some meaning in his life. Scaring your old man to no end. How he loved playing with him.
When your father arranged your betrothal to Lord Nanami as an attempt to save you from him despite your protest, Suguru knew he needed to swoop in and take the place. You were over the moon when he proposed to you. He told himself it's all for his revenge. It certainly would make his plans easier. He'd be lying if he said he wasn't indulging in your beauty. He touched you where you wanted him to. Told you all the sweet lies you wanted to hear. Oh how gullible you looked when you thought he loved you too. You were right within his palm, at his disposal.
Then one day, without any warning he ran into the love of his life. The person he thought was no more. His Fumiko. He was in love all over again. It was like he was given back a chunk of what was taken from him. Someone who reminded him of home, someone with whom he didn't have to wear his mask with. She helped him finally breathe for a while, his mind was drifting off his vengeance for the duke.Â
He can never erase the hurt he saw in your eyes when you discovered them all cozy in his bed. It dawned upon you how it was all a big joke he played on you but you hid your mortification well behind your graceful smile. Your regal confidence. He almost felt bad for you.Â
When his Fumiko was killed, or so he thought, it didn't take him much time to trace the culprit back to your estate. You didn't make the slightest attempt to prove yourself innocent at all. So stubborn and unyielding. Going on and on about how he belongs to you and no else. Everything went back to square one.
He later did in fact find something enough to put your father, the man of his calibre behind the bars or enough to hang him. Gradually, he noticed it when you didn't hold contempt towards your father anymore. As if he didn't abandon your mother, as if he didn't commit gruesome crimes. You slowly slipped away from your shared beliefs and started white washing your father when his trial started. Talking about how, you should have been a dutiful daughter when he died. Mourning for him in public. Hollering at his feet about how you had so much you wanted to tell him.Â
Suguru was right after all. You were your father's daughter.Â
You had become closed off since then. Deranged with your obsession to prove how your father was the one who was wronged. Your extremism knew no bounds.
Then he decided you had to go too. It was an easy conclusion for him to make. His indifference surprised Satoru. The thinnest compassion they had for you was long gone. Suguru wanted you to drown in the same mud with your father. How dare you nullify the deaths and sufferings of thousands of people including his own. Why don't you care about their pain and sufferings? You were sick in your head. Satoru couldn't agree more with him, always the most rational one. He saw the world in black and white. The crown prince thought it was justice. Both their doubts of you being a liability were proven right. All for the greater good. They decided.
The decision was to poison you. Suguru decided to leave the job to his aid in your estate while he was in court dealing with the emergency. They both had hatched plans on how to secure the ledger after your death. Your death will mean nothing to him anymore. He was convinced. Just like how all those deaths meant nothing to you. When he returned to your annex that evening, the sight in front of gave him a blood curdling realisation of how vile and disastrous his decision was. He was never able to get the image out of his mind, eating away his sleep and peace from then on.
The unbearable grief in your cries twisted his gut. âSuguru⌠What should I do? They aren't waking up!â You had coughed blood onto your clothes, your skin pale, it was almost blue. You were finally locking eyes with him, since forever. Your eight years old twin brothers, your everything, hanging lifeless on both your arms and heads lolling to your chest. Suguruâs blood had run cold at the helpless sight. The sob that broke out of your mouth was still fresh in his memory. âAaagh my babies!! Not them too! Suguru please do something I beg you please⌠I'm scared-â before you could finish, your eyeballs roll back until they disappear and you fall back on to your futon.
The adrenaline that overcame him then was way beyond anything that he had been on. His screams woke up the whole palace. When the physician hurriedly came in and stated the death of the children, it slowly came crashing to him how cruel and vile he was with his decision.Â
Through his haze he stood there like a boulder watching the maids tend to you. The plan was to poison your dinner that you usually had by yourself. The possibility of twins coming in to join you was completely out of their mind. The line between who's right and who's wrong was no longer there.
Satoru was there with you and Suguru when you buried them in the garden next to your father. His usual pride and disgust was missing from his face. The tomb was overflowing with all the white camellias you could pluck. You simply couldn't stop peppering kisses on their cheeks until both of the men had to physically separate them from you. The burial couldn't have been delayed any longer. Suguru vividly remembers all the sharp insults and faint punches that were thrown at him that evening. âOh my god! I have nothing left in this world anymore! Why would you do this to us Suguru? Whatever crime did the children ever commit?! You monsters!â he remembers how you wailed on and on till you couldn't. That was the last time you called him by his name before you did on the day you passed.
âThe new budget is going to be presented at the court tomorrow. It's a shame you won't be thereâ Satoru said, trying to make contact with Suguru's gaze. âIt is originally her project you know, she had it all well planned in her journal. I guess she gets it from the Duchess.â The way he talked about you as if you were still here made him realise Satoru was losing it just like he is.Â
Suguru took his hand in his and smiled and shook it like the three of you did all those years, your secret greeting. âI think I can't go any further, Satoru. I'm sure you'll make a spectacular ruler even without me by your side, Your highness.â Satoru slowly had the dreadful realisation of what he meant. The wind carried cherry blossoms around the garden with grace and Suguru's hunched back slowly disappeared into the exit as Satoru stood there staring at the door for a long time.
Your room was all dark by the time Suguru reached the annex. Each candle he lit brought the room back to its vitality. He had once come to your room fews weeks before after a violent nightmare then started sleeping here altogether. As he slowly spread the futon and rested his body that was slowly turning heavier by moments, he noticed a small book under the mirror table. Fighting back the bloody coughs he reached the old diary. Raising the book to eye level as laid down, he started reading. It was a diary from years ago, skimming through it only magnified one name; Suguru, my Suguru. A folded paper came falling out of it as he flipped the pages.
It was a letter, a letter from your final days, he realised. Your usual flawless penmanship was absent. Through the haze taking over his vision, he started reading.
Dearest Suguru,
I am sorry. I couldn't help but call you that, you know? These days intense anxiety of death takes over me at night. I terribly wish you were here, because there are a million things I want to talk to you about, grieve to you about, apologise to you about. That's why I am forcing myself to see through the end of this letter. I can't go before telling you this. Because I hope someday you can move past the grief my father and I caused you. I've been noticing how your hair is graying and exhaustion is building in your body. I don't want you to look like how my father used to look.
These days I lie here all day imagining you living with your family in your estate. I remember how sweet they were when they treated my wounds from the forest. I'd imagine Fumiko and you walking around hands joined the pine forest that you fondly used to talk about. And I, running around the garden with the boys with wooden swords and my mother painting the scenery with my father sitting on the swing enamoured by each stroke on the canvas.
I hope you believe me when I say I don't know what happened to Fumiko, but I sincerely hope you'll meet her someday. I understand your anger as have I hated you and Satoru for taking away my innocent brothers, even knowing how much you both cherished the boys. The day after burying the boys, I had a miscarriage. It was two months old. When Shoko came over to tend to me she told me that it was not a person at that stage and wouldn't feel pain. That made me relieved. Even if it were to survive the poison it wouldn't survive my lungs disease. Maybe it was a blessing it didn't have to go through the same pain you and I have to go through. I know it was all an accident.
Suguru, we are one ill fated pair, as much I love you, these days I wish we never crossed paths. You were a prisoner of my love and I never received the affection I yearned for. I hope if we are given one more chance at life, we'll be able to protect what was once ours and live a life not knowing each other.
Your friend
Tears streamed down to his ears as let his arm fall down to his side. How could he wish upon not knowing you like you did? When he had wronged you so much. How can he let you know he that would do anything he should to not let anything happen to you if there was one more chance? If there was another chance at life he wishes you to live safe and happy with your family, away from all the dangers. Away from him.Â
As his chest bloomed with pain for one last time, he wished you were here lying over him, with weight pressing him down, grounding him.Â
As his vision was finally muddled with darkness he could hear you calling, Suguru, my Suguru.
Prince consort!Geto Suguru x Princess!reader, platonic Crown Prince!Gojo Satoru x Cousin!reader
Summary: Unloved princess is on the verge of death by the hands of her beloved husband and dear cousin with whom she once shared the vision of a great nation, to which she is a threat now that her ideals have changed.
Word count: 6.2k
Tags & Warnings: angst, unrequited love, infidelity, neglectful husband, brief mentions of m*scarriage, major character(s) death
Not proofread :P
The kimono was gifted to you by Suguru the day after your marriage, a white robe with intricate red camellia embroidery. Unfortunately, the blood drops you coughed up on your lap are slowly spreading among the crimson flowers. For the past year you had been suffering alone from pain, inflicted by none other than your beloved husband.Â
There had been an ever growing numbness you had in your chest ever since you found out your husband's life purpose was to annihilate you and your loved ones. They had long departed from you, now it's you against the vultures keenly calculating the moment you will take your final breath.
The quack of a physician has been reading your pulse for quite some time now. You were told by Shoko a month ago that your lungsâ airways are almost completely damaged due to the poison that has been slowly eating you away. Either the quack right in front of you is not being able to identify it or he is willingly overlooking it. The chest pain and bouts of bloodied cough is increasing in frequency. This is the first time people were to see the height of your condition. Well, it doesn't matter anymore. You have been aware of the rate at which death is approaching you. You are well aware of what is left for you.
You look around the conference room full of men feigning concern. There is however Suguru staring past your shoulder with a face mirroring something akin to an internal turmoil. How you wish to travel inside his mind and at least know your enigmatic partner's sentimentsâŚ
You slowly separate your wrist from the physicianâs grasp and motion your maid to stay away as she tries to help you stand up. As proud and elegant as ever you stand up with your cane on your own and wipe your mouth with a napkin. You hear Satoru, your cousin scoffing through his smirk and slowly walking towards you. âPrincess, it's a shame we have to end this meeting here. I pray for your speedy recovery and wellbeing. We'll continue this conversation later in the evening during the new year festivities.â You raised your head to look at the unrecognisable aquamarine eyes filled with unadulterated disgust. How you miss the mischief and adoration they had when you were both young. He is no longer the boy you once shared your precious childhood and grand aspirations with. He grabbed your shoulder and bent down to your level âBy then.. be a good girl and hand over the ledger today if you wanna die a less agonizing deathâ he faux whispers, loud enough for everyone to hear.Â
You gently bow to him âI hope you are satisfied with your stay here, your highness. Please send his majesty my well wishes.â You hear him mutter âstuck up bitchâ which earns snickers from his entourage of underlings as they make their exit.
That leaves Suguru and the palace staff. He looks at you as if he wants to say something but he turns around to leave you behind as usual. âGeto sama, can I ask for something?â you ask as loud as you can muster. The slight jerk of his shoulder doesn't miss you as he stops in his tracks. For years it's been Suguru for you, but now you don't have it in yourself to call him that. It had been a while since you requested something from him since you stopped being the lovesick girl he once knew.
âI would like to go to the garden⌠please. There is something Iâd like to give youâ you are hiding how difficult it is to take breaths.
When you see him nod to you ever so slightly you slowly start walking. The weather was quite chilly despite the afternoon sun. You walk towards the giant greenhouse full of camellias where your little brothers rest near your father's memorial. Suguru stopped at the entrance as you entered the place. Why would he pay respect to the man who took away everyone he loved?
The duke's mangled dead body was put on display to accumulate already growing public interest by Satoru when he killed him. You had sat there crying at his feet for a whole day becoming the new public enemy. Your father was a villain to everyone in the nation. mass murderer, a cold blooded war criminal. Power hungry underling of the great king, his older brother. Â
To you however, he was the most miserable person in this whole world, but never a monster. His crime was that he put his little family before the whole nation. Just like how every time he failed in the shogi matches with you, he was not cut out for affairs of the state. He didn't deserve all those sufferings.
The greenhouse was built in memory of your mother and was the only thing you had to remember her by. She wanted one for so long to spend her free time painting flowers but your father never had the time until she was no more. Your mother used to call him a muscle head when she was upset. A hunk of man who was a bit too sensitive. He had met your mother when he went to the neighbouring archipelago nation as a foreign envoy. The wise princess who single handedly handled the state finance and trade shadowing her brothers in calibre earning their ire and jealousy. The respectful Mainland prince who had so much admiration for the ingenious princess. It was their first love for both of them.Â
Your father would often tell you their story with a bit of exaggeration and you would listen to it everytime. Had she not been taken away from him too early, he could have turned everything around with her guidance, she was his light in his lonely world.
Clearing the vines and dead leaves over the tomb was a bit hectic with fatigue taking over your body. You mentally apologised to the boys for slacking in maintaining the place. You gathered white camellias to put it on the tiny graves of the twins and started cleaning the urn on your fatherâs memorial. You had engraved a heartfelt eulogy for him since you never were able to give him a proper farewell. Satoru once laughed for a whole while when he found how you described him in your message. It was a bit too much for you then. Satoru was beloved by your father.
You could find solace in the thought that you are going to be with them and no longer have to live among people who would rather celebrate if you were to die in front of them. Once you finish paying respects, you start feeling light headed and fall on your knees. Yesterday night you were terrified at the thought of dying right there in the bed before being able to pay respect to your family. You weren't able to visit them since your condition worsened. You were more than grateful to be there with your family one more time.
âIs it worth it?! Staying here in this weather and tormenting yourself?â Suguru grinded his teeth in anger. As if he didn't poison you and your little brothers. How laughable! As you turned around he was approaching you with large strides. So much for not wanting to be around your father.
For some reason, these days you catch yourself staring at Suguru a bit too long. There's some silver gray on his hair that seems to be increasing day by day. The creases under his eyes are getting more and more noticeable. He doesn't even bother to dress warm in this weather. Everything is going the way you wanted Suguru, but why do you look like you might drop dead at any moment?
âI was thinking yesterday, Geto sama⌠We are such an ill fated pair. My father took your family from you, you believe I had taken away the girl you cherished the mostââÂ
âYou did! You took away Fumiko because of your obsession for meâ Suguru interjected. âHad it not been for you and your father I would not have been so miserable. Yet you cry for that man and never condemn him and wallow in self pity. You don't deserve to act this wayââÂ
âYou!â you croak raising your hands to shut him âyou... can believe what you wantâ you can feel another bout of cough incoming, this isn't how you wanted this conversation to go. This isn't how you wanted to spend your final moments with him. You two hadn't spoken a single word to each other for so long. Why is that the timing is always the worst whenever it's you and your husband?
âI called you here because of your precious ledger. You killed⌠two innocent children for it. Don't act so noble in front of me! They were my rock in this wretched world.â Suguru is looking at you as if you are being unfair to him, this is getting ridiculous.
When you stood up clinging on to your cane, Suguru couldn't take his eyes off your frail frame. The kimono is looking too big on you. You have grown quite thin. When he had gifted you the robe two years ago, you were so happy telling him how much you love red camellias. You twirled around and showed it off for him asking non stop if you looked pretty, you were full of life.
You slid the urn around to reveal a giant socket. You tried taking the books out but the ledger was too heavy for you. You motioned Suguru to take it but he was too stunned to move. âTake it out, this what you and friend have been looking for so long. There are two of them, you need both to fit the puzzle, and the other one is entrusted to Lord Nanami. I have instructed him to hand it over to the crown prince during the festivalâ you sigh.
âWhy⌠why now?!â He is growing more and more distressed every second. You look down on the ground. Both your shoe prints scattered around like you were dancing. âI⌠thought this might be the ideal time for moving forward with the coup. I want to bargain this for you to promise me⌠you will bury me with them.â You know you will have the same fate as your father, scorned even after death but you have to try begging him. You are losing your composure. âI can't bear to be without them any longer, please!â he is still frozen when he sees tears falling down from your eyes endlessly. You place a tiny book on his hand, making him tear his eyes from your face. âThis is marked to be my father's message to Satoru, please tell him to read this before the ledger.âÂ
Suguru slowly mumbled your name as if he is not allowed to do so. His hair falls down touching his cheek. His gorgeous nose is red from the chill, he always gets cold easily. In that moment you are reminded of the boy you met nine years ago in the forest on that winter afternoon, when you had nowhere to take refuge. His face was blushing, condensed breath escaping his slightly parted pouty lips. Even through his indifferent expression you could see the warmth flickering in his eyes back then. So much was taken away from him. When you are gone, when they have successfully overthrown the king, will he be finally at peace?Â
âSuguru-â the crack in your voice doesn't go unnoticed by him, âI have never apologized for the agony my father had inflicted on you... I hope you forgive him someday and move on with a lighter heartââ your husband starts laughing maniacally which startles you. âForget about me! Your coward of a father had to leave your dead mother to slave traders and never speak about her again just to be compliant to the king and yet you speak for that man. You are beyond redemption!â He throws his hands upward in disbelief. His frantic expression implying he has a lot more insults threatening to slip for his tongue.
There goes your hope of amending things with him for one last time. A yellow flicker in the corner of your vision makes your head turn towards the mansion. The lanterns are being lightened up for the evening festival since the sun is about to set. âI will return in a while. You can leave with the ledger.â You sigh averting your gaze as you turn back to the tomb.
While walking back with the ledger Suguru he turns around to see you one last time standing there as firm as you can, but he thinks he has never seen you this fragile. He is overcome with a sense of dread with whatever happened there in the garden with you. Had he controlled his anger and listened to what you tried to say through laboured breaths could he have been feeling less anxious?
Satoru is impatient when he sees the ledger. Not bothering to read your father's message to him in any way. What could be possibly there other than a foolish attempt to white wash his crimes? He might have been able to get his daughter on his side with those lies but not him.Â
This whole situation is resulting to be very pyrrhic for Suguru now that they have reached the final part of this decade long plan. The frantic expression while shifting back and forth between pages is not something he had seen on his friend before.
Suguru is growing impatient. He needs to go back to you right now. His heart is writhing in his chest due to anxiety.Â
âIt's time we gave her the antidote Satoru. She is growing unnaturally weak, there is something else affecting her conditionâ he says which makes white haired man look up to him.Â
âWe did give her the antidote if you remember Suguru, but she chose to be paranoid and not take it. She chose her own death! Even if she is to survive, her extremism and her loyalty to her father is going to be a liability to our mission. She is no longer the girl we once knew, our dear friend had left us long ago. Now she is just a shell of a human whom you should leave behind!â he says furiously which earns a punch in the face from Suguru.
All Satoru could see was desperation and agony on his friend's face. âAnd how different does this make us from her father and your father? We caused the death of her brothers even if unknowingly. Now we are killing her just so she won't be able to get her revenge that we can have ours! We are as sick and vile-âÂ
They are interrupted with a knock on the door âLord Nanami is here, your highnessâ the knight announces.
âGreetings, your highness. Pardon my intrusion but this is a very urgent matter. This ledger was entrusted to me to be passed on to you by the princess.â Nanami placed it on the table before bewildered Satoru. âHis majesty, the king's and the grand duke's war crimes had been recorded in these to ledgers by the latter for the princess, his daughter and your majesty. I request the presence of the princess to commence the auditing procedure.âÂ
âWhat is the meaning of all this Lord Nanami! Whatever do you mean she entrusted you with all this?!â Suguru is grabbing Nanami by his collar but the blonde remains steadfast. âYour highness prince consort, it appears the princess had been hiding the truth about the massacre that the rest of the nation was unaware of. Yes, the Duke is responsible for his crimes but everything in these ledgers imply he was an unwilling participant the whole time and his personal logs show that his family had to go through an ordeal the rest of the world was oblivious to. The princess wanted me, the minister of justice, to oversee this procedure so that the subsequent coup won't be seen blatantly as an act of treason and tyranny.â
There is a beat of silence when Nanami finishes reasoning with both of them. Suguru's arms fall limb on his sides. This isn't how they wanted this to play out.Â
Pulse on Suguruâs ear getting louder despite trying to snap out of his disorientation. He needs to see you right now or he'll lose it. âSatoru I-â he looks at his friend wide eyed, scared shitless, âI will get her in a moment, please wait.â With that the raven haired man left the room like a storm.
Satoru slowly sat back in his disoriented state. The last conversation you both had playing in his mind like a broken record. This can't be happening. âWhy?! Why didn't she tell anyone about this sooner? Why wait all this time?â Satoru asks the minister with his hands in the air.
âThe princess had approached me a year ago with ledgers when she discovered them to see how to proceed legally. The court was in shambles then due to the duke's passing so she wasn't able to contact your highness or prince consort. When her younger brothers passed away around the same time, she asked me to halt the case indefinitely and left me one of the ledgers so that she can't completely back down from revealing this. The political landscape was adverse so I decided to agree with the princess. Two days ago she informed me it was time to move forward and I started my journey as soon as possible.â Nanami earnestly explained calculating the level of miscommunication that could have been going on among the three of you.
Satoru reaches for the diary his uncle had left for him. How much of an imbecile was he this whole time?
Your highness Crown Prince,
I have never been a great writer so please pardon me for any mistake or possible offense I could make. My wife used to reprimand me for my poor penmanship, you see.
This letter is my plea to spare my children as they don't have any part in my sins. I have gathered two ledgers of proof of the war crimes I committed on behalf of the king for you that could aid the dethronement of the tyrant as a bargain for the life of my children. I can see the vision you have for the future of the country. I hope my princess can aid you in your mission with her wisdom. I have a message I would like you to convey to the prince consort since he will respect your words. Please tell him to be kind to my child. She loves him more than anyone in this world. I had known about his plan to marry my child to access my records and despite knowing my child's affection he was committing adultery blatantly wounding her. Let him know that I was the one who sent the girl Fumiko away, not the princess so that he would chase after her and leave the princess alone. She is alive and well and working as a maid in Kamo estate. Had I known my girl would suffer due to that I wouldn't have done so. Please tell him to look after my boys since they look up to him. I am more than happy to receive my due punishment from your hands. Be kind and just as you have always been my dear Satoru. You will make a fine king.
Sincerely,
Hiroshi.
Satoru sits there with tears falling down on the pages.
Suguru had been frantically running towards your annex, parting the heavy crowd watching fireworks all the way. Evening festivities were commencing full fledged. When he reached your room the doors were wide open. It's been almost a year since he had been there. The blood drops on the way to your futon makes his heart beat even faster.Â
His fearful thoughts reach a blood chilling halt when he finds you lying lifeless with eyes on the ceiling and blood and phlegm coming out of your nose. Weak on his knees your husband falls down next to you.Â
Carefully lifting your warm hand he checks your pulse but is unable to find any. âMy princess-â a sob rips through his throat. Has he ever called you so longingly other than to convey his deceitful affection? He scoops you from the futon onto his lap. âPrincess⌠please wake up, I beg you!â
His cries attracted the maids and the physician into the room. Everyone is scattering trying to aid you. Satoru enters the room with a loud bang. Eyes widening in despair at the sight.Â
âShe choked on her phlegm and blood, your highness. Body temperature implies it couldn't have been more than five minutes since she passed away,â the physician reports bowing down.
Now that they have wiped away the fluids from your face he can see how much you suffered in your final moments with the way your eyes and mouth have opened. Suguru gently closed them. He cradles you closer to his body. You are so small in his arms. Still so warm.
The next day Suguru and Satoru held a proper funeral in the garden next to your family with your favourite camellias surrounding you. Though you liked red camellias the most, he never gave you the love and devotion it implied. Instead he left a bouquet of white flowers since you were the pure and innocent friend he overlooked and manipulated, blinded by his revenge.
Satoru held his friend close as if he wasn't any far from falling down from exhaustion. They laid you to rest adjacent to your brothers. Snowfall was heavy when they left the greenhouse.
The audit was continued throughout the next week in your absence. Each revelation they made gave them a lump in the throat. The numbers and receipts were recorded with utter precision. The personal logs found from the duke's memorial were passed on to both of them.
Your mother was the king's first target when he realised Duke won't take a heed and go through with his plan with her by his side. The envoy including you and your mother were attacked on the way back from her home country by slave traders. Women of the island like her and you were fetishized by men of the mainland countries. When an attempt to escape with you failed, she had to sacrifice her own life for your freedom.
Suguru realised that it was right before he met you for the first time in the forest, cold, alone and starving. You weren't able to speak from the shock for days when his family was nursing you back to health. How scared were you back then? You were just fifteen.Â
You stuck like a glue onto him since then, there wasn't a day you stopped loving him. He shamelessly went ahead and manipulated you with the unwavering trust and gratitude you had for him. When his clan was annihilated by the Duke, he decided it was only fair for him to lose what he wanted to protect so desperately.
Duke had to cover up the cause of his wife's death and proceed with the king's brutal plans in an agreement in exchange for the safety of his children. He was the only one to care for his children. The king had support from your maternal uncles in orchestrating the abduction plan for him. There was no point in looking for some help. The cover up of your mother's suffering naturally broke your relationship with him. Making it easier for your husband to separate you from your father.
All these sacrifices from your parents only for their children to get killed by Suguru and Satoru.
The coup was a success with the backing of a majority of court members and solid evidence that the stability of the kingdom was restored overnight. Satoru exceeded everyone's expectations and became a fine king, just like his uncle hoped for. The king was executed by commoners with stone pelting into the pit he was in. Ever since your passing Suguru and Satoru didn't speak much with each other. It was like they had cloth shoved down their throats. They just wanted to finish what they started and be done with it. Now that Suguru had achieved everything he wanted, it was time for him to go back to what once was home, he wanted to go back to you. Funny because all he had for you was pity or hatred. Why is he longing for your presence now?
Suguru never loved you the way you loved him. No, he never loved you. He had boundless lust for you, twisted by this need to break you. Even since the earliest day of your friendship he expected you to be like your father someday. Always seeing you as a liability but keeping you close to scare your father, show him what he could do to you with your trusting and lovesick self at his disposal.Â
Satoru was a friend to you, he thought Suguru was too when he wasn't. Suguru needed Satoru for the fruition of his revenge. How he manipulated both of you into thinking you had something precious among you. Despite knowing your strong distaste for war and your tensions with your father he always kept you at an arm's distance. Your grand plans for the future of the nation weren't fully seen as genuine due to your soft spot you had for your father.
Though it was clear to you he never harboured the same feelings you had for him, he noticed how that never wavered you in showing your devotion to him. Your little family of you and your brothers were growing on him. He liked it when you'd get all happy whenever you and him and the boys were all together like a small family. He thought he might humour you a little. Let you relish in your fantasy of you having some meaning in his life. Scaring your old man to no end. How he loved playing with him.
When your father arranged your betrothal to Lord Nanami as an attempt to save you from him despite your protest, Suguru knew he needed to swoop in and take the place. You were over the moon when he proposed to you. He told himself it's all for his revenge. It certainly would make his plans easier. He'd be lying if he said he wasn't indulging in your beauty. He touched you where you wanted him to. Told you all the sweet lies you wanted to hear. Oh how gullible you looked when you thought he loved you too. You were right within his palm, at his disposal.
Then one day, without any warning he ran into the love of his life. The person he thought was no more. His Fumiko. He was in love all over again. It was like he was given back a chunk of what was taken from him. Someone who reminded him of home, someone with whom he didn't have to wear his mask with. She helped him finally breathe for a while, his mind was drifting off his vengeance for the duke.Â
He can never erase the hurt he saw in your eyes when you discovered them all cozy in his bed. It dawned upon you how it was all a big joke he played on you but you hid your mortification well behind your graceful smile. Your regal confidence. He almost felt bad for you.Â
When his Fumiko was killed, or so he thought, it didn't take him much time to trace the culprit back to your estate. You didn't make the slightest attempt to prove yourself innocent at all. So stubborn and unyielding. Going on and on about how he belongs to you and no else. Everything went back to square one.
He later did in fact find something enough to put your father, the man of his calibre behind the bars or enough to hang him. Gradually, he noticed it when you didn't hold contempt towards your father anymore. As if he didn't abandon your mother, as if he didn't commit gruesome crimes. You slowly slipped away from your shared beliefs and started white washing your father when his trial started. Talking about how, you should have been a dutiful daughter when he died. Mourning for him in public. Hollering at his feet about how you had so much you wanted to tell him.Â
Suguru was right after all. You were your father's daughter.Â
You had become closed off since then. Deranged with your obsession to prove how your father was the one who was wronged. Your extremism knew no bounds.
Then he decided you had to go too. It was an easy conclusion for him to make. His indifference surprised Satoru. The thinnest compassion they had for you was long gone. Suguru wanted you to drown in the same mud with your father. How dare you nullify the deaths and sufferings of thousands of people including his own. Why don't you care about their pain and sufferings? You were sick in your head. Satoru couldn't agree more with him, always the most rational one. He saw the world in black and white. The crown prince thought it was justice. Both their doubts of you being a liability were proven right. All for the greater good. They decided.
The decision was to poison you. Suguru decided to leave the job to his aid in your estate while he was in court dealing with the emergency. They both had hatched plans on how to secure the ledger after your death. Your death will mean nothing to him anymore. He was convinced. Just like how all those deaths meant nothing to you. When he returned to your annex that evening, the sight in front of gave him a blood curdling realisation of how vile and disastrous his decision was. He was never able to get the image out of his mind, eating away his sleep and peace from then on.
The unbearable grief in your cries twisted his gut. âSuguru⌠What should I do? They aren't waking up!â You had coughed blood onto your clothes, your skin pale, it was almost blue. You were finally locking eyes with him, since forever. Your eight years old twin brothers, your everything, hanging lifeless on both your arms and heads lolling to your chest. Suguruâs blood had run cold at the helpless sight. The sob that broke out of your mouth was still fresh in his memory. âAaagh my babies!! Not them too! Suguru please do something I beg you please⌠I'm scared-â before you could finish, your eyeballs roll back until they disappear and you fall back on to your futon.
The adrenaline that overcame him then was way beyond anything that he had been on. His screams woke up the whole palace. When the physician hurriedly came in and stated the death of the children, it slowly came crashing to him how cruel and vile he was with his decision.Â
Through his haze he stood there like a boulder watching the maids tend to you. The plan was to poison your dinner that you usually had by yourself. The possibility of twins coming in to join you was completely out of their mind. The line between who's right and who's wrong was no longer there.
Satoru was there with you and Suguru when you buried them in the garden next to your father. His usual pride and disgust was missing from his face. The tomb was overflowing with all the white camellias you could pluck. You simply couldn't stop peppering kisses on their cheeks until both of the men had to physically separate them from you. The burial couldn't have been delayed any longer. Suguru vividly remembers all the sharp insults and faint punches that were thrown at him that evening. âOh my god! I have nothing left in this world anymore! Why would you do this to us Suguru? Whatever crime did the children ever commit?! You monsters!â he remembers how you wailed on and on till you couldn't. That was the last time you called him by his name before you did on the day you passed.
âThe new budget is going to be presented at the court tomorrow. It's a shame you won't be thereâ Satoru said, trying to make contact with Suguru's gaze. âIt is originally her project you know, she had it all well planned in her journal. I guess she gets it from the Duchess.â The way he talked about you as if you were still here made him realise Satoru was losing it just like he is.Â
Suguru took his hand in his and smiled and shook it like the three of you did all those years, your secret greeting. âI think I can't go any further, Satoru. I'm sure you'll make a spectacular ruler even without me by your side, Your highness.â Satoru slowly had the dreadful realisation of what he meant. The wind carried cherry blossoms around the garden with grace and Suguru's hunched back slowly disappeared into the exit as Satoru stood there staring at the door for a long time.
Your room was all dark by the time Suguru reached the annex. Each candle he lit brought the room back to its vitality. He had once come to your room fews weeks before after a violent nightmare then started sleeping here altogether. As he slowly spread the futon and rested his body that was slowly turning heavier by moments, he noticed a small book under the mirror table. Fighting back the bloody coughs he reached the old diary. Raising the book to eye level as laid down, he started reading. It was a diary from years ago, skimming through it only magnified one name; Suguru, my Suguru. A folded paper came falling out of it as he flipped the pages.
It was a letter, a letter from your final days, he realised. Your usual flawless penmanship was absent. Through the haze taking over his vision, he started reading.
Dearest Suguru,
I am sorry. I couldn't help but call you that, you know? These days intense anxiety of death takes over me at night. I terribly wish you were here, because there are a million things I want to talk to you about, grieve to you about, apologise to you about. That's why I am forcing myself to see through the end of this letter. I can't go before telling you this. Because I hope someday you can move past the grief my father and I caused you. I've been noticing how your hair is graying and exhaustion is building in your body. I don't want you to look like how my father used to look.
These days I lie here all day imagining you living with your family in your estate. I remember how sweet they were when they treated my wounds from the forest. I'd imagine Fumiko and you walking around hands joined the pine forest that you fondly used to talk about. And I, running around the garden with the boys with wooden swords and my mother painting the scenery with my father sitting on the swing enamoured by each stroke on the canvas.
I hope you believe me when I say I don't know what happened to Fumiko, but I sincerely hope you'll meet her someday. I understand your anger as have I hated you and Satoru for taking away my innocent brothers, even knowing how much you both cherished the boys. The day after burying the boys, I had a miscarriage. It was two months old. When Shoko came over to tend to me she told me that it was not a person at that stage and wouldn't feel pain. That made me relieved. Even if it were to survive the poison it wouldn't survive my lungs disease. Maybe it was a blessing it didn't have to go through the same pain you and I have to go through. I know it was all an accident.
Suguru, we are one ill fated pair, as much I love you, these days I wish we never crossed paths. You were a prisoner of my love and I never received the affection I yearned for. I hope if we are given one more chance at life, we'll be able to protect what was once ours and live a life not knowing each other.
Your friend
Tears streamed down to his ears as let his arm fall down to his side. How could he wish upon not knowing you like you did? When he had wronged you so much. How can he let you know he that would do anything he should to not let anything happen to you if there was one more chance? If there was another chance at life he wishes you to live safe and happy with your family, away from all the dangers. Away from him.Â
As his chest bloomed with pain for one last time, he wished you were here lying over him, with weight pressing him down, grounding him.Â
As his vision was finally muddled with darkness he could hear you calling, Suguru, my Suguru.
đ¸âąđ¸ synopsis: you were a star under stadium lights, gojo satoru a savior in sterile halls. now, the world rots, and survival is your only stage. amid the relentless dead and the horrors of the living, an unsteady bond formsâbut trust is as fragile as life itself. in the shadows of ruin, love and death walk hand in hand. which will claim you first?
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âAnd nooooow, everyone put your hands together for our lovely girls in orange and black!âÂ
The announcer's voice over the stadium causes a roar of applause and shouts to erupt, most of course being male. Stepping onto the cleared out baseball field are a group of lively young women. Wearing small black skirts with black safety shorts underneath, their jerseys that read âGIANTSâ in the center in black, patched lettering are tied at the bottom; showing off their midsections. Wearing long, black socks and with the Pom-Poms to finish the job off, their smiles are the brightest thing.Â
The girls take their places on the field, their synchronized movements and high-energy smiles lighting up the crowd. Among them is you, standing in the middle of the formation, the natural leader of the group. You glance toward the stands, where a sea of orange and black waves back at you. For a moment, youâre lost in the energy of the game day atmosphereâthe cheers, the crack of a bat, the announcerâs voice booming through the stadium.
âAfter a brief hiatus, we finally have our star back on the field with us. Another round of applause for the beautiful Y/N L/N!!!â
You chuckle to yourself at the heightened tone of cheers that are directed solely to your presence. You give a few waves, seeing the people in the front rows of the stadium excitedly wave back, shouting things you canât really hear. You can only assume they go along the lines of how much they love you and miss you, and of course, how they wish you would give them a single chance.Â
Itâs moments like these that make everything worth it. The endless rehearsals, the physical exhaustion, even the occasional jeers from rowdy fans.
The music soon starts, a familiar upbeat track that gets the crowd clapping in rhythm. The routine begins, and you lose yourself in the movements. You all cheerleaders spring into action. Your body responds instinctivelyâjumps, spins, high kicksâall in perfect unison with your squad. Your Pom-Poms catch the sunlight as they move in perfect unison.
Youâre at the center of the formation the entire time. As the group's captain your eyes constantly dart around in quick motion, ensuring that every movement is sharp and precise. A high kick flows seamlessly into a spin, your Pom-Poms arching over your head as you beam at the crowd. Your heart pounds, not from nerves, but from the sheer adrenaline of performing in front of tens of thousands of people.
It's from the fact that youâre finally back out here, shining in the spotlight. Oh, how you missed it so much.Â
Yui, on your right, flips her hair dramatically before breaking into the next move, her grin as radiant as ever. âYouâre killing it out there, Y/N,â she says during a brief pause in the routine, her voice barely audible over the crowd.
âSo are you,â you reply, breathless but smiling.
The routine shifts, the squad breaking into smaller groups for a series of flips and stunts. The girls lift a smaller woman into the air; one of the newer girls on the team. Her petite frame soaring gracefully as she executes a flawless toe touch. However, she lands a little off point, which wouldnât be noticeable to the crowd, but to youâŚit is. She stumbles to her right for a second before swiftly regaining her footing once more, getting back into her required position.Â
Your smile stays constant on your face, but your eyes and the look you send her tells an entirely different story. Moving behind her, you deliver a nudge to her back that borders the line of a shove.Â
Finally, the crowd roars as the squad transitions into its finale. You leap into the air for a perfectly timed toe-touch split jump, the audienceâs cheers fueling your energy. As your feet hit the ground, you and your squad strike your final pose, arms extended high, Pom-Poms shimmering in the sunlight.
The announcerâs voice booms again, barely audible over the deafening applause. âLetâs hear it for the Tokyo Yomiuri Giants Cheer Squad!â
You all stay in position for a few seconds for the photos, before finally waving at the large stadium. When you steal a glance at the dugout, where a few of the baseball players are clapping along with the crowd, you notice a particular someone staring longer than necessary. Ren Yamamoto, the teamâs star pitcher, gives you a wink from his spot on the bench. Your smile falters for a split second before you quickly look away, focusing on Yui as she nudges you with her elbow.
âHeâs been watching you all day,â she says, her voice teasing.
âFocus,â you mutter, but the heat rising to your cheeks betrays you.
The squad retreats off the field, giggling and chatting as the next act takes the stage. The roar of the crowd fades behind you as you make your way to the locker room, the adrenaline still coursing through your veins.
Some of the team takes this moment to sigh in exhaustion and relief now that itâs over, wiping away remnants of sweat on their foreheads. Setting the Pom-Poms down and touching up their makeup, while others take the liberty for some water and a rest.Â
The girl from before exhales quietly to herself, rolling her shoulders in and out. Sipping on her water bottle.Â
âNice job out there, Sayo!â Her teammate congratulates her with a smile and a side hug. âYouâre getting better. Youâll be the best in no time!â
Sayo smiles sheepishly, rubbing the back of the back with a shy chuckle. âThank you, I worked really hardâŚâ
Another girl perks up next to Sayo. âI think we can all see that. Youâre progressing faster than we all did when we were in your shoes.â
âMaybe,â the first girl leans into Sayoâs ear, whispering. âYouâll even be like Y/N, probably better.â
Sayoâ eyes widen a bit but calm when she notices the two girls laughing. She joins in, feeling at ease for her prior mistake. Looking down at her hands with a soft gaze. âDo you really think sââ
âGiving her false hope, huh? How cruel.â
Sayo and the two girlsâ expressions change quickly, whirling around as they come face to face with you. Standing there with a raised eyebrow, a tilted head and crossed arms. Your sight hyper focused on the new girl. âYou know, I expected more from you. Do you just have it in your genes to consistently disappoint people around you?â
The two girls who were just praising Sayo step back, muttering small apologies to you. Their quickness to back off reminds Sayo that everyone here is a sneaky bitch, that she can really trust no one. Not when everyone practically cowers under your gaze like a bunch of sheep.Â
Sayo stands frozen for a moment, her wide eyes not meeting yours. The silence hangs in the air, thick with the tension youâve so effortlessly created. You keep your arms crossed, your gaze unyielding, watching the way the two girls seem to shrink back, unsure of whether to speak up or stay quiet. Sayoâs heart races, her breath catching in her throat as you approach them, your eyes narrowing with a cold intensity. She could feel the tension rise in the room, thick enough to cut through. The playful atmosphere from earlier now feels like a distant memory, replaced by something more ominous.
âY/N, Iââ Sayo begins, her voice shaky, but you cut her off with a cold laugh.
âDonât start with your excuses,â you say, voice smooth and dismissive. âYou donât belong here if you canât keep your feet straight. This isnât some playground, Sayo. Didnât we already practice this a thousand times? And you still canât do it.â You let out a condescending scoff.Â
Sayoâs throat tightens, and the small voice inside her, the one that once told her she could be something great, starts to waver. The praise from the others had felt so nice, and for a moment, she allowed herself to believe it. But now, it seems that belief was fragile. You had shattered it in an instant.
One of the girls behind her mutters a low âOuch,â but doesnât dare speak up. They know better than to challenge you.
Sayo nods slowly, not trusting her own voice to speak, and her gaze flickers to the ground. She canât bring herself to look at you anymore. You always had a way of making her feel small, and now itâs like youâve stripped away every ounce of confidence sheâd managed to build in herself. For the briefest moment, she considers quitting, but then she remembers how badly she wants to prove herself.
âIâŚI didnât think it was that big of a deal, I covered it up pretty good, didnât I?â She asks with hopefulness in her tone, eyes practically pleading with you silently.Â
Your jaw clenches in response. âSo mistakes are okay as long as you cover them up? How pathetic.â You step closer, pushing her back by her shoulder. She lets out a tiny gasp, stumbling back a few inches. âOne bad move on you is a bad one on all of us. Havenât you understood by now that you represent the team? You represent what I teach you.â
Sayoâs eyes blow wide in shock, her breath catching as your words hit her like a slap. She tries to steady herself, but her legs feel weak, her heart pounding in her chest. She looks down at the floor, trying to escape the intensity of your gaze, but your words keep cutting through her, each one a fresh wound.
âIâI didnât mean to mess up,â Sayo stammers, her voice trembling with uncertainty. âI was just trying to keep up. IâI thought I could fix it without anyone noticing.â She raises her head, her eyes searching for any sign of mercy, but your face is cold, unwavering.
âDonât you dare give me that excuse,â you snap, your voice sharp and unforgiving. âNo one here cares about how well you cover up your mistakes. What matters is that you did make them. And thatâs something you canât hide from. Itâs a reflection of you, and itâs a reflection of the entire squad.â
Sayo bites her lip, her thoughts racing. She feels her hands shaking, the reality of the situation settling in like a weight on her chest. This wasnât just about one misstepâit was about the pressure of constantly being under your thumb, of never being good enough, of always being measured against your impossible standards.
âYou represent me, Sayo,â you continue, your voice now lowering, but still carrying the weight of authority. âYou represent us. Every move you make, every breath you take, itâs not just for you anymore. Youâve crossed that line. You chose to be here, and that means you carry the burden of what comes with it.â
The room is silent, the tension suffocating. Even the other girls, who had been watching quietly from the sidelines, now seem to shrink away, their faces uncertain. No one dares to speak, not with you in the room. Not when youâre in this kind of mood.
Sayo feels the sting of your words deep in her gut. She wants to defend herself, to explain that she didnât mean for it to happen, but the words feel stuck in her throat. Her head swims with doubts, and she wonders if sheâll ever be able to live up to your expectations, or if sheâs destined to fail every time.
âGet it together, Sayo,â you murmur, the threat hanging behind your words. âThe next time I catch you slipping like that, I wonât be so nice.â
With a final glance at the two girls, who are now avoiding eye contact with you, you turn and walk away. Your shoes click against the hard floor, each step a reminder that in this world, thereâs no room for weakness. Youâve clawed your way to the top, and anyone who doesnât keep up will get left behind.
Sayo watches you walk away, a sick feeling in her stomach. The girls who had once tried to offer her encouragement remain silent now, the weight of your words still heavy in the air. Sheâs not sure if itâs fear of you, or fear of failure, but she suddenly feels more isolated than she ever has before. And before she knows it, sheâs chosen her own fate. Â
âW-well...at least my mistakes donât break apart families.â
That single sentence causes hushed gasps to sound out through the room, you freeze in your tracks. The room falls utterly still, like a vacuum has sucked out all the air, leaving nothing but the crushing weight of silence. Sayoâs breath hitches, and the girls around her instinctively take a few steps back, almost as if trying to distance themselves from whatâs about to unfold.
Immediately after, Sayo realizes she said the worst thing known to man. She wishes she could go back in time a few seconds and stop her stupid mouth from opening, from speaking such a cursed sentence. It was like an unwritten, unspoken rule that everyone knew.Â
Donât bring the scandal up.Â
Oh, Iâm really in for it now, Sayo thinks to herself. Almost audibly whimpering in fear when you turn back around. Itâs like your eyes have gotten darkerâif that was even possible. But the smile on your face juxtaposes the anger you wave off. In some way, it feels more dangerous than any frown could ever be.Â
You turn on your heel with a slow, deliberate motion, taking calculated steps back toward Sayo. Each click of your heels against the floor sounds like a ticking clock, counting down the seconds until she realizes just how badly sheâs fucked up.
âExcuse me?â Your voice is calm, too calm, and it sends a shiver down Sayoâs spine.
âIâIâI didnâtâŚâ Her voice is shaky, barely even getting a stable word out. Hands trembling in front of her. Her eyes dart aroundâa silent plea for help. But nothing, every girl there is looking anywhere but her. The other girls step back even further, all too aware of the volatile atmosphere. No one dares to step in, no one dares to speak. They all know how this ends.
You hum in faux thought. âYour mistakeâŚâ you utter, your voice lowâalmost amused, âis that you have no idea who youâre dealing with.â You take another step closer, forcing Sayo to look up at you. âYou think just because youâve been here for a few months, you know enough to throw a comment like that around?â
Sayoâs face pales. She wants to apologize, to take back the words that slipped from her mouth, but she canât. Sheâs paralyzed, caught in the web of her own stupid mistake. And worse, she can feel the heat of your anger radiating off you, and it scares her more than sheâs willing to admit. âIâIâm sorry! I didnât mean it, Y/N, I sweaââ
You push her back again, softly laughing. Another push, one more, and another and sheâs fallen back on her ass. Head tilting down at her in a way that makes her want to shrivel up and die. âStill clumsy with your feet, arenât you? Weâll have to do something about that.â
You bend down in front of Sayo, your eyes cold and calculating. The slight tremble in her voice only fuels your frustration, but you canât afford to show weakness now. You grab her by the collar of her jersey, pulling her up to meet your gaze, your fingers tightening around the fabric with a force that makes her breath hitch.
âApologizing wonât change anything,â you murmur, the threat in your voice clear. âBut since you think you can talk back, letâs see how well you handle a little correction.â
You give her a harsh shove, making her stumble to her feet again. As she regains her balance, you bring her over to the nearby wall. âSince you have issues with stability, weâll start easy. Squat and hold your arms up.â
Sayoâs heart hammers in her chest as her legs shake under the pressure of your command. She wants to fight back, to argue, but the fear in your eyes and the coldness of your tone make her freeze in place. She canât seem to find her voice, her mind scrambled by the confrontation. The air between you two is heavy with the tension, suffocating, and she can almost feel the weight of every single moment sheâs ever disappointed you. âNow,â you press, your voice sharp, âsquat. And hold your arms up like I said.â
Sayo gulps, her breath shaky as she lowers herself into a squat, her muscles trembling with the effort. She raises her arms above her head, trembling beneath the strain. Her body protests with every second, but she doesnât dare stop. The last thing she wants is to show any more weakness. You watch her with an icy expression, your gaze unwavering. The seconds stretch into an eternity as she holds the position, your eyes never leaving her. The sound of her breathing, soft but desperate, fills the silence.
âPathetic,â you mutter, your tone dripping with disdain. âIs this really the best you can do? I thought you were supposed to be better than this.â
Sayo bites her lip to hold back the tears, the weight of your words pressing down on her like a boulder. She tries to push through the pain in her legs, but itâs getting harder, the burn intensifying with every passing moment.
âDonât make me repeat myself,â you warn, your voice now sharp with annoyance. âHold it. You wanted to challenge me, so deal with the consequences. And maybe next time, think before you speak.â
The room feels insanely colder now, the lights above casting a harsh, unforgiving glow on the scene. Sayo wonders if sheâll ever recover from thisâif sheâll ever be able to stand in front of you again without feeling like sheâs on the edge of a breakdown.
You lean closer to her. âYou want to talk about breaking families?â you ask, your voice dangerously quiet. âLet me remind you of something. That scandal youâre so eager to bring up? Itâs not a mistake. Itâs not a slip-up. Itâs the reason youâre standing here, in this locker room, with a team that barely tolerates you. If I were here, I wouldâve never accepted someone of your caliber. And yet, you think itâs something you can just toss into conversation? Like itâs some kind of joke?â
She doesnât respond, barely holding eye contact with you before focusing down at her feet.Â
And then, after what feels like way too long, you step back, nodding with a cold satisfaction. âGood enough. For now. But donât expect me to be so lenient next time.â
Sayo collapses to the floor as soon as you turn away, her body shaking from the effort, the adrenaline, the sheer humiliation of it all. She can still feel the sting of your words like theyâre etched into her skin, a constant reminder that one mistake could unravel everything, unravel you.Â
You donât look back as you leave the room, your footsteps echoing in the silence left behind. And as Sayo breathes heavily on the floor, she wonders just how much more she can take before she completely breaks.
As soon as the door closes behind you, you realize just how heavily youâre breathing; just how hard your nails are digging into your palms. Gritting your teeth so hard you can hear your jaw creaking. Your feet carry you to a certain room, opening it and stepping inâdespite the surprised shriek.Â
âThat bitch.â You snarl, plopping down onto the small sofa.Â
âHey! Lock the door!â Yui exclaims, climbing off the manâs lap and doing it herself. Sheâs topless, the man who she was just on top of has his belt unbuckled. With a look at you, she can tell something just happened while she was in here messing around with the baseball teamâs manager. âWhat happened?â She asks, finding her cropped jersey and putting it back on.Â
You lean back on the couch, closing your eyes for a moment to steady yourself, trying to shake off the wave of anger that still lingers in your chest. Exhaling sharply, the frustration bubbling over as you run a hand through your hair.
A frustrated breath falls from your lips, the anger still simmering beneath your skin. "Sayo happened. That little brat thinks she can talk back to me," you mutter, running a hand through your hair. The thought of her words still gnawing at you, twisting in your gut like a thorn.
Yui raises an eyebrow, her gaze flickering to the man in the room who seems to be trying to salvage his dignity, pulling his belt back into place. "You went off on her, huh?" She sits back down on the sofa next to you, her tone light but with an undertone of amusement. "Whatâd she say?"
You can feel the tightness in your chest, the anger still pulsing through your veins. "She said something stupid about...about me breaking apart families." You glance at her, your eyes narrowing, as if the words themselves are still fresh in your mind. "It was a low blow."
Yui's face changes, a flicker of something like sympathy crossing her features. "Well, that's a dumb thing to say. I guess she doesnât know the rules." She takes a moment, her eyes flicking to the man for a second. "If she doesn't know when to shut her mouth, she deserves what she gets."
You shake your head, leaning back into the couch. "Iâve put everything into this team, and sheâ" You cut yourself off, exhaling sharply. "Itâs not even just about her anymore. Itâs about respect. She doesn't get it."
Yui leans back, her arm stretching over your shoulders to bring you in. "Youâre letting her get to you. Thatâs your problem. Youâre too damn invested in making everyone respect you. Maybe itâs time to start thinking about what you actually want, for yourself. Or youâll burn out, and itâll be for nothing."
You meet her gaze, a flicker of doubt creeping into your mind. But you push it away, clenching your fists. "I donât have the luxury of burning out. Not yet."Â
The silence that follows is thick, heavy with the weight of everything youâve said. Yuiâs lips curl into a smile, the kind that says sheâs not quite convinced by your words but is willing to let you believe them for now.
"Do you need me to handle it?â Tatsuo asks, his gruff voice making your peer at him.Â
With a small scowl, you scoff out. âYouâve handled enough, thanks.â
âHey, itâs not my fault. I introduced you to Ren, sure. But Iâm the only one who spent thousands cleaning up after the mess, wasnât I?â
You stand, arms crossing at the older man. âI donât care for how much money you spent.â
Tatsuo raises an eyebrow at your sharp tone, clearly unfazed. âYeah, I can tell,â he mutters, leaning back against the doorframe. âBut you care when the mess threatens everything youâve worked for. Believe me, Y/N, Iâm the one who saw this shit from the start. You think Renâs got your back? Heâs too busy screwing around with his own agenda to even notice whatâs going on most of the time.â
Your eyes narrow at his insinuation. Tatsuo may not be wrong, but hearing it from him only makes your skin crawl. âDonât start. I can handle that son of a bitch. Iâve got this under control.â You step toward him, your voice low but firm. âYou donât need to clean up my mess anymore.â
Tatsuo chuckles, shaking his head. âKeep telling yourself that. Iâm just saying, youâve got a lot more to lose than you think. And when it all falls apart, donât come running to me.â
You freeze for a moment, the burden of his words settling on you like a dark cloud. But you wonât show any weakness. Not here, not now. âI donât need anyoneâs help. Iâll clean it up myself.â
Tatsuo shrugs, turning to leave. âFine. Just remember, Iâm the one who warned you. Donât say I didnât have a hand in this.â The door clicks shut behind him, and youâre left in the silence of your own thoughts.Â
Your lips thin into a fine line, looking at your best friend. âRemind me why youâre screwing around with that pig? Heâs like almost twice your age.â
Yui scoffs, rolling her eyes as she pulls her shirt back down. âDonât act like youâre the moral authority, Y/N. Besides, you were the one who told me to get close to the manager.â She gestures vaguely, her tone dripping with sarcasm. âWhatâs the difference between Ren and Tatsuo, huh? At least Tatsuo knows how to get things done. Heâs useful.â
âFirst of all, I didnât tell you to get close with him. I said why not since heâs not married and you need some fun in your life. And second of all, stop mentioning that dick.â
Yui sighs, coming close to put her hands on your shoulders. âIâm sorry, okay? I wonât bring him up anymore. Did what Sayo say really mess with your head like that?â
You bite your lip, fixating on her eyes. ââŚof course it did, Yui. Iâve only just come back and now sheâshe thinks she can say that to me without any consequences. I already faced enough hate from everyone else. And people still think itâs my fault, itâs not. He told me they were divorced, he didnât have a ring on, he showed me the papers and Iââ
Yui interrupts, her hands gripping your shoulders a bit tighter. âY/N, stop. I know what happened. Youâve told me a hundred times, and Iâm not going to sit here and let anyone drag you down over something that wasnât your fault. Youâre not the one who caused the mess, and you certainly donât owe anyone any explanations. Sayoâs just trying to get under your skin, donât let her.â
You exhale sharply, trying to steady your breath. The anger still simmers just beneath the surface, but youâre starting to feel the weight of the exhaustion too. The constant pressure of maintaining control, keeping your reputation intact, and now dealing with Sayoâs words... itâs all too much. âThen why does it feel like everyoneâs still blaming me?â you mutter, rubbing a hand across your face. âI canât escape it. Every time I think Iâm past it, someone brings it back up. And itâs always the same thing. âY/N ruined everything.â Iâve been in more shit than anyone else on the team. It brings me back to whenâŚwhen I first joined.â
Your voice lowers as you bring up the incident that happened just a year within you being recruited. Yui softens, her expression gentle but firm. âBecause people are stupid, and they want someone to blame. Thatâs how it works. Youâre stronger than this. Donât let their ignorance drag you down. You know the truth, and so do I.â
You nod, but the knot in your stomach remains. Yuiâs words help, but they donât erase the sting of Sayoâs and everyone elseâs accusations. Itâs hard not to feel like everythingâs been building up to this moment where everything youâve worked for could come crashing down. Still, youâre not one to back down. Not now.
âI know,â you finally say, your voice steady, even if itâs shaky underneath. âI wonât let it break me. But Sayo needs to understand that there are consequences when you cross me.â Your eyes narrow, a flicker of something dark passing through you. âSheâs going to regret it.â
Yui raises an eyebrow, the corner of her mouth curling up in a small, knowing smile. âIâd say be careful, but youâve got this. Just donât get too carried away, alright?â
You chuckle dryly, the tension momentarily lifting from your shoulders. âDonât worry, I know how to handle myself.â
With that, the conversation shifts, but the weight of what Sayo had said still lingers in the back of your mind. Youâre determined to prove that no one can mess with you and get away with it. The world may want to blame you, but you know the truth, and thatâs enough to keep you standing tall.
âSee?! See! Right there! That one!â
A sigh in response. âTakumaâŚâ
âSheâs so pretty! Do you think I have a shot, Nanami?âÂ
âAbsolutely not.â
Takuma frowns, removing his pointer finger from your figure on the small TV in the break room. The camera had given you specifically a close up. Nanamiâs used to the younger man raving about sports and whatnot. And while Nanami sometimes partakes in watching them himself, heâs not a mega fan like the other one. And he especially doesnât have a favorite cheerleader.Â
âYouâre so mean, NanamiâŚâ Takuma grumbles, slumping back in his seat with a dramatic huff.Â
Nanami rolls his eyes, his annoyance spiking up even more when an intruding voice enters the room. âNanami? Being rude? Who wouldâve thunk.â
âDonât start, Satoru.â
Gojo chuckles, patting his co-worker on the shoulder as he passes by him to slouch onto the sofa provided. Laying down on it like it is his own, sighing wistfully with a content smile. Takuma jolts back up. âGojo! Please, tell Nanami I actually have a shot with Y/N L/N!â
âWho?â Satoru casually asks.Â
Takuma gasps, gesturing wildly at the TV where the replay of the game is still playing. The camera pans to the cheerleading squad again, and there you are, beaming brightly and waving your pom-poms. âHer! Y/N L/N! The most beautiful woman ever!â
Satoru peeks an eye open, looking over at the screen. For a few seconds, he watches quietly. Finally humming softly and nodding his head briefly. âSheâs cute, sure. You got a crush, Ino?â His lip curls up in a teasing grin. Arms rested behind his head.Â
Ino blushes furiously, rubbing the back of his neck in a sheepish manner. âI-I mean, yeah. Who doesnât?â
âDidnât she homewreck a famââ
âNo.â Ino cuts Nanami off with a sudden firmness, lips down turning into a frown. âShe said they were divorced. I believe her.â
Nanami sighs and rubs his forehead, disengaging from the stupid conversation and drinking his tea. Satoru, from his position on the couch huffs, âSheâs probably lying to save face, man.â
Ino shakes his head. Sighing heavily and switching the conversation back to the topic at hand. âLook, I think sheâs innocent and many other people do. But anyway, thatâs not what I asked. Do you think I have a shot with her?â
Satoru squints back at the TV, conceding with a small shrug. âSure, why not?â
âSee?! Even Gojo thinks so!â Takuma declares triumphantly, pointing a finger at Nanami.
Nanami pinches the bridge of his nose, muttering under his breath, âIâm surrounded by idiots.â
Gojo smirks, tilting his head back to look at Takuma. âBut hereâs the thing, kid. Y/N probably gets hit on by a hundred guys a day, especially with that smile of hers. Youâre gonna need more than âcute residentâ vibes to catch her attention.â
Takuma frowns, his enthusiasm deflating slightly. âWhat am I supposed to do, then?â
âWell, for starters,â Satoru says, sitting up and giving Takuma a knowing eyebrow raise, âyou could try, I donât know, actually meeting her instead of gawking at her on TV like a lovesick puppy?â
âEasier said than done,â Takuma grumbles.
âOr,â Nanami cuts in, despite not wanting to, with his usual no-nonsense tone, âyou could focus on your residency and stop wasting time on unattainable crushes.â
Gojo snickers, reaching over to clap Nanami on the knee. âAh, Kento, always the voice of doom and gloom. Whereâs the fun in that?â
âAnywho,â Satoru starts, looking over at Nanami. âHeard the surgery went well. Some older woman, right?â
Nanami adjusts his glasses and nods, his tone matter-of-fact. âYes. A cerebral aneurysm. It was delicate, but everything went according to plan.â Â
âOf course it did,â Gojo says, stretching lazily on the couch. âIf anyone can handle brain stuff, itâs you, Mr. Neurosurgeon Extraordinaire.â Â
Nanami rolls his eyes, clearly unamused by the flattery. âItâs called doing my job, Satoru. You should try it sometime.â Â
Satoru feigns offense, placing a hand over his chest dramatically. âI do do my job! Saving lives, bringing people back from the brinkâitâs what I do best.â Â
âYeah,â Takuma pipes up, eager to chime in. âDr. Gojo is one of the best trauma surgeons around. Even if he doesnât act like it half the time.â Â
Satoru grins smugly, pointing at Takuma. âSee? The kid gets it.â Â
âIâm only twenty-eightâŚâ
âSemantics, semantics.â
Nanami shakes his head. âWell, being âthe bestâ doesnât excuse your constant lack of decorum.â Â
âDecorum is boring,â Satoru replies with a shrug. Then, his gaze shifts back to Takuma, his grin turning mischievous. âSpeaking of boring, you gonna do anything about that cheerleader crush of yours, or are you just gonna keep mooning over her from afar?â Â
Takuma flushes, throwing his hands up defensively. âIâm working up to it, okay? Itâs not like I can just walk up to her and say, âHi, Iâm a doctor, wanna date me?ââ Â
âWhy not?â Satoru quips. âWorked for me a couple of times.â Â
Nanami murmurs under his breath, âGod help us all.âÂ
Satoru rolls his eyes, checking the time of his wristwatch. âIâm hungry, Nanami, are you buying my lunch again?â
Nanami raises an eyebrow, his voice flat. âWhy on earth would I buy your lunch again? You already owe me for the last three meals.â Â
Satoru sits up, feigning surprise. âThree? That doesnât sound right. Two, tops.â Â
âThree,â Nanami deadpans. âThe ramen, the sushi, and that overpriced cafĂŠ you insisted on last week because you had to have their truffle fries.â Â
Satoru leans back, giving him an exaggerated pout. âCome on, Nanamin, you know I donât carry cash. And who can resist truffle fries? You were technically doing me a favor.â Â
âItâs always a favor with you,â Nanami grits, pinching the bridge of his nose. Â
Takuma chuckles nervously, trying to diffuse the tension. âUh, maybe I can chip in this timeââ Â
âNo, no,â Satoru cuts him off, waving a hand dismissively. âYouâre a resident. Save your pennies, kid.â He turns his attention back to Nanami, his grin widening. âSo, what do you say, pal? Treat your favorite coworker to some lunch?â Â
Nanami stares at him for a long moment, then sighs heavily. âFine. But itâs the last time.â Â
Satoru claps his hands together triumphantly. âKnew I could count on you, Nanamin! Letâs go. Iâm thinking something Italian today. Pizza, pasta, maybe bothâŚâ Â
Nanami mumbles under his breath as he stands, âI shouldâve gone into private practice.â Â
In a familiar routine, the three begin making their way down to the first floor where the cafeteria is. The entire time, Ino and Satoru chatter away. All the while Nanami is silently strangling them in his head. As they reach the elevator, Satoruâs voice rings out, a little too loud for Nanamiâs taste. âSo, you guys see the latest game? That last play was wild. Iâm telling you, Ino, the guy has potential for the pros.â
Ino nods enthusiastically, practically bouncing on his heels. âI know, right? It was insane. You think I could pull off those moves? Maybe not on the field, but definitely in the ER.â He chuckles, clearly imagining himself doing something ridiculous on the job.
Nanamiâs eyes narrow, his hands slipping into his pockets as he grits his teeth. Every day... Iâm stuck with these two.
When the elevator dings, they file in, and Satoru continues to chatter away. âHonestly, Nanami, you need to loosen up. Itâs just sports talk. No need to look like you're about to cut someone open with your eyes.â He flashes his signature grin, clearly enjoying the discomfort heâs causing.Â
Ino perks up. âYeah, seriously, you look like you're ready toââ He quiets down with a single look from his senior, awkwardly clearing his throat and looking away; whistling a little tune.Â
Nanami clenches his jaw but remains silent. His usual frustration is there, but heâs too tired to engage. He just wants his lunch without these two constantly yammering in his ear. His only hope is to get through the day without strangling anyone in his head.
Satoru, however, seems unfazed by the cold silence that falls between them as the elevator descends. "But seriously, Nanami, you gotta get out more. You never know, you might find someone who actually enjoys sitting through a three-hour sports game with you."Â Â
Nanami replies, "I don't have time for games."
Satoru looks at him with mock concern. "You're missing out, old man. At this rate, youâll be sitting on a rocking chair before you know it."
Ino snickers, clearly amused at the banter. But he soon stifles it with his arm. Nanami only sighs deeply, already regretting his decision to go to lunch with them.
When the doors finally open, Nanami practically darts toward the cafeteria, hoping for some peace and quietâor at least some decent food. Satoru and Ino continue their back-and-forth, oblivious to the trail of frustration left in their wake.
Grabbing their own trays of lunch and finding a little table in the back. With Ino ahead, Nanami takes the time to peer at Satoru from the corner of his eye. âSo, have you talked to Suguru? Shoko says heâs been talking to her about you too now. Maybe you shouââ
âWho?â Satoru cuts him off, a smallâbut noticeable tick to his jaw.Â
Nanami, ever the perceptive man, looks forward again. Stopping in his tracks. Satoru does the same, glancing over at the other man. Nanami stands there for a moment, considering the situation. He knows he shouldnât push, but he canât help himself. Heâs seen the way Satoru reacts when certain names come up. Suguru is one of those names. âItâs justâŚâ Nanami slowly trails off, his tone casual but laced with a hint of something unspoken. He watches Satoru closely, noting the tightness around his eyes, the subtle twitch of his fingers gripping the tray.
Satoruâs smile falters, just for a split second, before he masks it with a shrug. âI donât know any Suguru, Nanami. Not anyone worth mentioning, anyway.â His words are smooth, but the undercurrent of discomfort is there, almost imperceptible.Â
Nanami doesnât respond immediately, but his gaze sharpens. Heâs seen Satoru like this beforeâthis mask he wears whenever someone mentions his ex best friend. Itâs a name that stings for more reasons than one to Satoru. And he doesnât want to talk about it, but Nanami knows better than to push further in public, especially with Ino prattling on ahead of them. Still, thereâs a gnawing feeling in his gut, and for once, he chooses to let the silence hang between them.
Eventually, he chooses his usual silence, nodding in understanding and resuming his walk. Once they sit, it seems as if any prior emotions have been tossed out the window as Satoru continues his ramble with the resident.Â
His mind tells an entire different story. Satoru is great at multitasking, he has to be. He can physically be in one place, but his mind is across the worldâin another dimension.Â
Stabbing his fork a little too hard, munching just a bit too furiously. Itâs been about three years now since he last spoke or saw Suguru.Â
Sure, time has passed, but itâs felt dreadfully slow all the while.Â
He can remember their last conversation all too well, it invades his mind at times when he feels particularly lonely. The last time they spoke, Suguru had been different, but so had he. They were changed in ways Satoru wasnât ready to face. The familiar bond they once shared had fractured, leaving Satoru with no answers, an aching void, and a dead sister.Â
And he canât deny the fact that thereâs still that miniscule, hidden part of him that blames Suguru for it all. Stop thinking about it, he tells himself.Â
Suguruâs final words ring in his head even as he cleans up and heads back to the elevator for his surgery at two.Â
âIâll fix this all, I promise.â
He still scoffs at the reminder. What a pile of shit. Itâs quite obvious that the cracks are still there, hidden just beneath the surface, and he knows itâs only a matter of time before they break open.
The sterile white walls of the VitaCore lab hum quietly, the low buzz of machines and the soft clicking of keyboards filling the otherwise empty space. Scientists in crisp white coats move methodically, their eyes focused on their work, unaware of the dangerous precipice they are teetering on.Â
At the center of the room, Dr. Akira Saito. Beside him, Suguru Geto.Â
The glow of the fluorescent lights above casts a sharp reflection off the polished surfaces, their harshness juxtaposed by the serene, almost clinical atmosphere. On the countertop beside them sits a collection of vials, each containing a liquid that glows faintlyâa shimmering promise. CerebraX-12. The very thing that had kept Suguru up through countless sleepless nights, the catalyst of his obsession.
Suguru taps the vial with a gloved finger, his expression a mask of quiet confidence. âItâs working,â he says, as though speaking to himself, but loud enough for the doctor to hear. âIncreased neural activity. Clearer cognitive function. This will change everything.â
Suguruâs fingers hover over the vial, his gaze fixed on it with a mix of reverence and guilt. He had been here from the beginning, and now, he never felt more inextricably linked to the project. The drug had started as a way to help those lost, broken, unable to healâwhat it had the potential to become⌠He couldnât stop. He couldnât look away.
âIf it worksâŚâ Dr. Akira starts, but his voice falters. He doesnât even know what it is anymore.
Suguru glances up at him, his eyes sharp, too focused. âWhat do you mean?â His tone is clipped, dismissive of any hesitations. âThis is progress, Dr. Real progress. Youâre seeing it, arenât you? Whatâs happening in their brains? Theyâre improving.â
Dr. Akira Saito shifts uncomfortably, his hands twitching at his sides. The bright fluorescence seems to hum louder now, almost drowning out his thoughts. He looks at the vials again, but his expression is uncertain, as if the sheen of success had somehow dulled in the wake of what heâs witnessed. His voice drops, cautious. âYes, but there are⌠side effects. Weâve observed them in the last batch. Itâs escalating faster than we anticipated.â
Suguruâs jaw tightens at the words, his fingers tightening around the vial as though it might shatter under the pressure. âSide effects are a natural part of early trials,â he counters, his voice low, almost irritated. âThis is revolutionary. Of course, there will be some issues to iron out. But weâre getting closer. You can see that. You know how many lives we can save with this.âÂ
Dr. Saito looks away, glancing over his shoulder as if expecting someone else to step in, someone to reaffirm his doubts. But no one does. Heâs alone with Suguru, alone with the weight of the decision.
âYouâre not seeing what Iâm seeing,â Dr. Akira murmurs. âThe rage. The strength. The changes⌠Theyâre not just physical. Itâs like theyâre losing themselves. Their minds are crumbling under the pressure of the drug. We donât understand it yet.â
Suguru shakes his head sharply. âYouâre too focused on the immediate. Weâre talking about long-term potential. Neural regeneration. Reversing damage. Erasing depression. You think this is an issue? This is a breakthrough.â His voice rises, as if to drown out the undercurrent of fear creeping into the room. âEvery great discovery has its hiccups. Edison didnât stop after a few failed bulbs.â
The words hang in the air, thick and heavy. But Dr. Akira doesnât seem convinced. Instead, his gaze drifts to the monitors in front of them, displaying data he can no longer ignore. The neural scans are clear, but the patterns⌠they shift unnervingly. Suguru leans over the screen, his eyes narrowing. âItâs working. Youâre just too caught up in the symptoms. We can handle that. We will handle that.â His hand moves swiftly, tapping a few commands on the keyboard. He pulls up a graph showing the improvements in cognitive function. The green bars are steadily rising. Itâs perfect. Almost too perfect.
But Akira canât look at it the same way anymore. The numbers might be right, but the faces of the test subjects in the other roomâpupils dilated, shaking violently, uncontrollable aggressionâlinger in his mind like ghosts. He swallows hard. âI donât know, Suguru. I canât ignore the risks anymore.â
Suguru stands taller against the older man, his eyes burning with determination. âThen we move forward. We test on more subjects. We refine it, together. The world needs this.â
The tension in the room deepens, thick like a storm on the horizon. Suguruâs voice fills with a quiet intensity as he lowers his gaze to the vials again, almost hypnotized by their glow.
âThink of it, Akira. A world where depression is eradicated. Where no one has to suffer like she did. We can fix this.â
Akira hesitates, his mind torn between the growing sense of doubt and the promise of Suguruâs unwavering conviction. His eyes flicker back to the glowing vials, the temptation pulling at him, but something deep within him whispers that this isnât the cure he thought it was.
But Suguru is already moving, already deciding. âPrepare the next round of trials,â Suguru commands, the finality in his voice settling like concrete. âWe canât afford to back down now.â
The words are no longer just a command, but a warning. Heâs learned from his last mistake not to go against Suguru. Still, the memory from the last time causes his mind to plague with doubt and worry for what could sprout from this. The way the sedatives just barely flamed Subject 14, the utter strength that man had, and a junior scientist almost losing her life.Â
He never signed up for this when he decided to help Suguru that one day three years ago. But now, heâs stuck. Completely stuck.Â
The night patrol is easy, as some would say. The lab floor is quiet, save for the soft whirring of machinery and the distant flicker of security monitors. Two guards sit at the main security desk, their uniforms slightly wrinkled, their posture relaxed. Theyâre not scientists, and the weight of the research happening beyond the reinforced doors means little to them.
And in one of the dimly lit holding areas, Subject 37 sits in his reinforced cell, his body slack against the wall. A faint sheen of sweat glistens on his pale skin, his breathing uneven, almost labored. The once-promising patient now looks more like a feral animal: his eyes bloodshot, his muscles twitching involuntarily, and his nails clawing at the concrete floor. The cameras in the corner of the room track his every movement, though tonight, the guards monitoring them are far from vigilant.
Where they sit is also adjacent to the holding cells, their post illuminated by the strong glow of multiple screens. The sound of static fills the air as one guardâTanaka, a lanky man in his late thirtiesâscrolls through his phone, his feet propped on the desk. Beside him, the younger guard, Matsuda, barely pays attention, lazily flipping through a magazine.
The repetitiveness of it all is another tier of boring. It makes the guards themselves wish they could trade places with the subjects just for a little more spark in their everyday shifts.Â
âThis is the easiest gig Iâve ever had,â Tanaka mutters, glancing up briefly at the monitors before returning to his phone. âJust sit here, make sure nobody freaks out too much, and weâre golden.â
Matsuda snickers. âYeah, because these lab rats are so terrifying.â He leans back in his chair, flipping a page. âYou ever wonder what theyâre actually testing on them?â
âDonât care,â Tanaka replies, kicking his feet higher. âAs long as the paycheck clears. Besides, itâs some top secret bullshit only they know about.â
âMaybe itâs a secret weapon for an upcoming war.âÂ
The two chuckle to themselves. On the monitor, Subject 37 suddenly jerks upright, his movements sharp and unnatural. He tilts his head, as though listening to something only he can hear. His breathing grows rapid, erratic. His hands clench into fists, and he begins to bang them against the walls of his cell, the dull thuds growing louder with each strike.
The guards glance up at the sound, faintly audible through the thick walls.
âLooks like 37âs having one of his tantrums again,â Matsuda says with a smirk. âProbably needs another sedative.â
Tanaka yawns, waving a dismissive hand. âLet him tire himself out. The reinforced glass can handle it.â
Subject 37 continues his assault on the cell walls, his fists leaving faint cracks in the reinforced concrete. The sound grows louder, reverberating through the otherwise silent lab floor. On the monitors, his movements become more erratic, his body contorting unnaturally as though something inside him is trying to claw its way out.
Matsuda frowns, lowering his magazine. âHeâs really going at it tonight. You sure that glass can hold?â
Tanaka waves him off again, his gaze glued to his phone. âRelax. Weâve seen worse. The glass is four inches, these cells are built for freaks like him.â
But Matsudaâs unease doesnât fade. His eyes remain fixed on the screen as Subject 37 suddenly stops, his body freezing mid-motion. His head tilts toward the camera, and for the first time, Matsuda feels like the subject is staring directly at him. Itâs an unnerving sightâthose bloodshot eyes filled with something primal, something unnatural.
âUh, Tanaka?â Matsudaâs voice trembles slightly. âHeâs looking right at us.â
Tanaka glances up, sighing. âSo? Creepy stares donât mean shit. The guyâs friedâprobably doesnât even know where he is.â
Before Matsuda can respond, the lights in the lab flicker for a second, before the entire block plunges into darkness. The sudden shift jolts Matsuda upright. Tanaka sighs and locks his phone, standing up, adjusting his gearbelt around his waist. .
âWhat the hell was that?â Matsuda asks, his voice barely above a whisper.
âProbably just a power surge,â Tanaka mutters, though the annoyed edge in his tone betrays his attempt at calmness. He grabs the radio on his belt and presses the button. âControl, this is Lab Security. We just had an outage down hereâeverything okay on your end? Are the backups now working?â
Static greets him on the other end. He frowns, pressing the button again. âControl, do you copy?â
Still nothing.
âGreat,â Tanaka grumbles, setting the radio down. âLooks like the comms are fried too.â
On the monitor, Subject 37 begins moving again. This time, his motions are slow and deliberate, his head tilting side to side as if testing the limits of his body. His breathing grows heavier, audible now even through the thick walls. The cracks in the concrete behind him spread wider with each exhale.
Matsuda swallows hard. âWe should call someone. A supervisor orââ
âWeâre not calling anyone,â Tanaka snaps, though his eyes remain locked on the screen. âThis is probably just another glitch. Theyâll chew us out if we overreact.â
But Matsuda doesnât share his confidence. His gaze darts between the screen and the reinforced door leading to the holding cells. A deep, guttural growl echoes through the lab, sending a chill down his spine.
Tanaka, gritting his teeth and grabbing his flashing along with a taser, heads over to the cell that houses the subject. âFuckinâ freak.â He huffs, hand reaching out to unlock the cell.Â
However, Matsuda stops him before he can do so. âW-what the hell are you doing?â
âShuttinâ him up for now.â
âTanaââ
âMove,â the younger man is shoved out the way as Tanaka enters the cell with a wave of authority. Clicking the flashlight on, surveying the room. âAlright, freak. Come out, come out wherever you are.â
The cell feels colder than it should. The fluorescent light flickers weakly, casting long shadows across the stark walls. Subject 37 is nowhere to be seen at first glance, the reinforced glass door sliding shut behind Tanaka with an ominous hiss.Â
âReal brave, arenât you?â Tanaka mutters, his voice bouncing off the walls. He adjusts his grip on the flashlight, its beam cutting through the dimness. âCâmon, donât make this harder than it has to be. We both know how this ends.â
Matsuda stands frozen just outside the cell, heart pounding in his chest, biting his lip anxiously. The sound of his breathing feels too loud, competing with the quiet hum of machinery and the faint, unsettling growl that seems to be coming from nowhere and everywhere at once. âTanaka,â Matsuda calls out, his muffled voice cracking slightly. âDonât be stupid. Just get out of there.â
But Tanaka doesnât answer. His attention is drawn to the far corner of the cell, where faint scratches mar the pristine walls. He steps closer, his flashlight illuminating deep gouges carved into the concrete. They form no discernible pattern, just chaotic, violent marks that make the hair on the back of his neck stand up. âCheap walls,â he mutters, though the tremor in his voice betrays his unease.Â
Suddenly, the growl grows louder, almost vibrating through the air. Tanaka spins around, flashlight beam whipping across the room. His taser hums to life in his other hand, the crackle of electricity a sharp contrast to the oppressive silence that follows.
âAlright, freak!â Tanaka yells, trying to mask his growing panic. âIâm done playing games.â
A shadow shifts in the corner, just outside the flashlightâs reach. Tanaka squints and whirls around to see better. Leaning forward slightly, and the growl morphs into a low, guttural chuckle. Itâs a sound that doesnât belong in the realm of the living, a sound that makes Matsuda take a step back even behind the door. âTanaka, get out of there!â Matsuda shouts now, his voice trembling.Â
But itâs too late. Subject 37 lunges from the shadows with unnatural speed, his twisted form illuminated for a split second as he crashes into Tanaka. The flashlight clatters to the ground, its beam spinning wildly across the walls, casting brief glimpses of the chaos.
Tanaka screams, a raw, visceral sound as Subject 37âs claw-like hands dig into him. The reinforced glass shakes as Matsudaâs eyes grow wide like saucers. âTanaka! TANAKA!â
Inside the cell, the flashlight finally comes to a stop, its beam resting on Subject 37âs face. His bloodshot eyes gleam with a horrifying mix of rage and something almost... gleeful. His mouth, stretched into a feral snarl, drips with blood as he turns his gaze toward Matsuda. Â
Matsuda gulps harshly, his hands trembling as he fumbles with his walkie-talkie. His breath comes in short, uneven gasps, the faint static of the device the only sound in the suffocating darkness. âControl,â he stammers, his voice barely above a whisper. âThis is Matsuda. Emergency in the holding areaâSubject 37 has breached containment! Repeat, Subject 37 is loose!â
Nothing but static answers him. His hands tremble more violently as he presses the button again, his voice cracking. âControl, do you copy?!â
The distant sound of something heavy dragging across the floor makes his blood run cold. Matsuda freezes, his eyes darting around the pitch-black lab. The reinforced glass of the cell door is now a dark void, hiding whatever is happening within. A wet, deep crunch echoes from the cell, followed by a sound that Matsuda can only describe as chewing. His stomach churns as bile rises in his throat, his knees threatening to give out. His lip curls, sweat dripping down his cheeks. Â
âNo, no, no,â he mutters under his breath, backing away from the door. His mind races, the primal instinct to run warring with his fear of what might happen if he turns his back.
Then, the chewing stops.
Silence hangs heavy in the air, broken only by the faint buzz of the broken walkie-talkie. Matsudaâs heart pounds so loudly in his chest heâs sure it will give him away. He takes another step back, his eyes locked on the cell door as if expecting it to burst open at any moment.
A single tap comes from the glass.
Matsudaâs breath hitches. Another tap follows, louder this time, deliberate. His flashlight shakes in his hand as he grabs itâ raising it toward the glass, the beam cutting through the darkness to reveal⌠nothing.
The cell is empty.
âShit,â he whispers, his voice cracking. He takes another shaky step back, his body screaming at him to run, but his legs feel like lead. He attempts to reach for his pistol.Â
But before anything else, the reinforced glass splinters in an explosion of force, shards flying in all directions. Matsuda raises his arms to shield his face, the flashlight clattering to the ground and spinning wildly. âGah!â
When he lowers his arms, Subject 37 stands before him, blood dripping from his teeth, his eyes glowing faintly in the dim emergency lighting.Â
ââŚpotsâŚtânacâŚtânac I .em pleh.âŚesaelP,â the creature growls, its voice distorted, guttural, and impossibly human. However, it sounds like thereâs the smallest hint of remorse in the subjectâs voice.Â
Thereâs a suffocating second of stillness, Matsuda staring at what once Subject 37 in utter horror. Limbs shaking, stumbling back until he falls on his ass. Matsuda doesnât think. He stands up in a rushâturns and bolts, his scream echoing through the lab as Subject 37 lunges after him.Â
Gunshots are followed by a resounding squishy noise.Â
a/n: very introductory ik. next chap is when it gets goooood
so about the geto fic draft i accidentally posted and didn't notice for a week umm i didn't post it because of the torture porn it is right now. i wrote it 5 months ago and i basically hate everything i wrote there so i can't believe it got out like thatđ undoubtedly top 5 embarrassing things happened to međ
can't get the concept out of my head tho . . .
princess!reader unwaveringly supporting your dead war criminal father, the grand duke and is scorned by the nation for the lack of remorse, your extremist ideologies and white washing his crimes (you do have your reasons), is in your death bed due to being poisoned by none other than than your long time best friends, the people whom you still care about even after everything: your husband and cousin.
prince consort!suguru who lost his clan because of your father, got married to you just so he could taunt him when you are head over heels for him meanwhile he is in love with someone else. his mission is to annihilate your whole family with the aid of your cousin, his friend.
crown prince!satoru who is your cousin. he is the most benevolent future king everyone in the country waited for. just and unwavering. even if it means turning your back on a friend he once cherished the most and push them into their death. he had long sacrificed his sentiments for greater good.
summary: raised in a village on the kingdomâs outskirts, youâve always dreamed of seeing the annual lantern festival in the capital. when you unwittingly help a thief on the runâgojo satoruâhe agrees to take you there as repayment. what starts off as a simple deal soon pulls you into a conspiracy that ties back to the crownâand to satoruâs past.
⢠pairing: thief/flynn rider!gojo satoru x fem!reader
⢠contains: romance, angst, smut (oral sex, unprotected sex, loss of virginity), slowburn, action, tangled au, debatable attempts at comedy, profanity, inaccurate depictions of horse-riding, mentions of poison and murder, violence that comes with daggers/swords/frying pansâplease let me know if iâve missed anything!
⢠word count: 31k
⢠playlist: âyou broke my smolderâ
⢠art credit: _3aem | read on ao3 here.
It turns out that blackmailing a wanted criminal is much harder than it seems.
For one, he does not take you seriously. Not even a little.
âOh no,â Satoru says, eyes wide with feigned horror. âYouâre going to turn me in? Me? The helpless victim in all of this?â He clutches his chest, staggering back as if heâs been struck. âWhat a cruel, coldhearted thing to do to the man whose life you just heroically saved.â
âYouâre only saying that because you know I have the upper hand,â you deadpan.
âDetails, details,â he says, waving a hand. âBut letâs be real here, sweetheart. If you were really going to call the guardsâafter you rescued me from the aforementioned guardsâyouâd have done it by now.â
You stiffen. He grins, slow and knowing. âAh,â he says, tapping his temple. âSee, thatâs the problem, isnât it? Youâre bluffing.â
âI am not bluffing,â you insist, even as your grip tightens around your satchel.
Satoruâs grin only grows. He takes a step closer, like a cat toying with its prey. âOh?â
You plant your feet firmly, refusing to back down. âOh, indeed.â
Thenâso fast you almost donât register itâhe lunges. With a startled yelp, you whirl away, narrowly dodging his grasp as he reaches for the satchel. Satoru lets out a low whistle. âNot bad,â he muses. âYouâve got quick reflexes.â
You clutch the satchel to your chest. âYouâre just predictable.â
Satoru places a hand over his chest and gasps. âPredictable? Me?â He scoffs. âSweetheart, I am many thingsâcharming, intelligent, devastatingly handsomeâbut predictable is not one of them.â
âFine.â You roll your eyes. âIf you want the crown back so badly, then take it,â you say, and before he can react, you pivot on your heel and sprint.Â
âWhoa, heyââ
You dart through the trees, leaping over gnarly roots and weaving through the underbrush, legs burning as you push forward. The satchel bounces against your side. The village is closeâif you can just make it past the ridge, maybe you canâ
A hand catches your wrist. Youâre being spun; the world tilts, and your back slams into something solid. Your breath is knocked out of your lungs with a sharp gasp.
Gojo Satoruâthe most wanted man in the entire kingdomâlooms over you. His palm is pressed flat against the trunk of the tree behind your head, trapping you in place. Heâs not even out of breath. His hair is a mess of white strands, a few falling over his forehead, and his eyesâthose ridiculous, celestial blue eyesâare twinkling with delight.
âWell,â he drawls, âthat was fun.â
You glare up at him. âLet go.â
âMm.â Satoru taps his chin, considering. âNah.â
âGojo.â
âSay please.â
You shove at his chest, but he doesnât budge. At all. Heâs all lean muscle beneath his clothes, far sturdier than his lanky frame would suggest. You grit your teeth. âYou are the worst.â
âAnd you,â he says, patting the tip of your nose, âare terrible at making threats.â
You open your mouth to retort, only to clamp it shut immediately after. Hoofbeats. Both of you freeze. Theyâre distant at first, then grow louder, thundering against the dirt path. Your stomach twists. The guards are back.
Satoru doesnât hesitate. One second heâs in front of you; the next, heâs sweeping you into his arms like you weigh nothing and hauling you away from the side of the path, diving into the thick of the trees.
âWhatâ? Put meââ
âShhh.â He claps a hand over your mouth, pressing you against the trunk of an enormous oak, both of you half-hidden behind the tree. Your heart pounds. You can see the riders now, their armour glinting under the early morning sun. Their voices carry over the rustling of the leaves, and you hold your breath.
Satoru does too, though you doubt itâs out of fear. No, he looks entirely at ease, a smirk tugging on his lips as he watches the guards ride past, none the wiser. Just as quickly as they arrived, theyâre gone. The silence stretches.
Finally, Satoru leans in, his breath warm against your ear. âYouâre welcome.â
You bite his hand.
âYowza!â He jerks back, cradling his hand like youâve just inflicted a mortal wound upon the limb. âDid you justââ
âYes,â you say primly, straightening out your tunic. âAnd Iâll do it again if I must.â
Satoru gapes at you, then lets out a laugh, wild and unrestrained. âOh,â he breathes, shaking his head. âOh, I like you.â
âGreat,â you say. âSo youâll take me to the capital?â
His laughter dies. You smile sweetly at him.Â
Satoru groans, dragging a hand through his hair. âUnbelievable,â he mutters, mostly to himself. His head tips back against the tree, and for a moment, he just stands there with his eyes closed, as though heâs bargaining with the gods to give him the virtue of patience which he so clearly lacks. âI just saved your life.â
âI saved yours first.â
He pinches the bridge of his nose. âYou are so lucky youâre cute.â
âIââ Your cheeks burn despite yourself.
âNot that lucky, though,â he interrupts, dropping his hand and fixing you with an almost pitying look. âBecause if you think Iâm actually going to drag you with me all the way to the capital just because you swiped a little trinket from me, youâre out of your mind.â
Your momentary victory screeches to a halt. âWhat?â
âYou heard me.â He straightens, stretching his arms above his head. âIâm not taking you anywhere.â
âBut you just saidââ
âI just humoured you. Big difference.â
Your mouth opens, then shuts, then opens again. You ball your hands into fists at your sides. âYou promised.â
âI lied.â
âGojo!â
He grins, wholly unrepentant, and takes a step back. âCâmon, sweetheart. You didnât actually think that was going to work, did you?â He tuts, shaking his head. âCute and naĂŻve. What a dangerous combination.â
Frustration coils in your chest. You take a deep breath. âAlright,â you say, almost calm. âThen Iâll just go to the guards right now, andââ
âNo, you wonât,â Satoru says, raising a single finger.
Your nostrils flare. âAnd why wonât I?â
âBecause I just saved your life,â he says, enunciating each word as though youâre a particularly slow barn animal. âWhich means, at the very least, I deserve some gratitude.â
Your jaw drops. âGratitude?â
âThatâs right.â
âWeâre even!â you sputter. âI saved you first!â
âSemantics. Point is, I was heroic, you were impressed, and now you can return my crown to me and we can go our separate ways.â He winks. âSounds good?âÂ
âThatââ You stare at him, incredulous. âThat is the exact opposite of good.â
âHm. Sounds like a you problem.â
Your grip on the satchel tightens. âFine,â you say through gritted teeth. âThen Iâllââ
Before you can finish, heâs already moving. Fastâtoo fast. You barely register the blur of motion before his hand is dipping into the satchel, fingers brushing against the cool metal of the crown. Panic flares. You react without thinking.
Your hands snap out, grabbing his wrist before he can pull away. He pauses, blinking down at you, startledâbecause somehow, despite his speed, despite the way he shouldâve been able to snatch the crown before you noticed and vanish into the treesâhe hadnât accounted for you actually stopping him.Â
Both of you freeze. Then, in an utterly ridiculous, ungraceful tangle of limbs you both go crashing to the ground. The satchel slips from your grasp, tumbling into the dirt. The crown spills out, gleaming in the morning light. Itâs a glittering band of gold inlaid with the sort of precious stones and gems youâve only ever heard about. A string of words, written in a curling handwriting, are etched into the inside of the crownâs band. You blink against the glare. Satoru lands half on top of you, his weight pressing you into the earth.
Satoru is heavy. Not overwhelmingly so, but enough that youâre acutely aware of every point of contact; the solid warmth of his torso against yours, the way his arm is braced beside your head, keeping his weight from crushing you fully.
And, unfortunately, he seems just as aware. A slow, amused smile curls at the edges of his lips as he props himself up on his elbows, peering down at you with those ocean-bright eyes. âMy, oh, my,â he muses, low and amused. âHow terribly forward of you.â
Your face heats up. âGet. Off.â
He doesnât. Instead, his gaze flickers to the crown lying in the dirt beside you, just out of reach. His smile widens. You see the moment he decides to go for it. Unfortunately for him, youâve already decided first.
With a grunt, you knee him in the stomach. Satoru wheezes. You wriggle out from beneath him just as he recoils, scrambling for the crown. Your fingers barely skim against the metalâbut before you can grab it, the thief lunges forward and tackles you again. There is no grace to it this time. You wrestle in the dirt like two absolute idiots, rolling, kicking, twisting in a desperate scramble for control. Heâs stronger, but youâre determined, and maybe just a little feral at this point.Â
âWould you quit it?â Satoru grunts, narrowly dodging an elbow to the ribs.Â
âNot until you help me!â
âI told youââ
You shove your palm against his face. Satoru lets out an indignant noise, muffled by your hand. You take advantage of his momentary distraction and reach outâonly for Satoru to grab your wrist and twist, sending you both tumbling again, untilâ
Somehowâsomehowâhe ends up pinned beneath you, and this time, you have the crown.
Your fingers tighten around it as you scramble off him and glare down at Satoru. Heâs sprawled in the dirt, a mess of leaves clinging to his wind-ruffled hair, and a streak of dirt is smeared across his chin. Youâre certain youâre in no better shape; you pull a stray twig out of your hair, and rub away the mud on your cheeks with the back of your hand. He props himself up on his elbows, surveying you.
âTragic,â he sighs. âI almost had it.â
You twirl the crown between your fingers, letting the jewels catch the light, and let your lips turn upwards in a saccharine smile. âItâs called a hustle, sweetheart.â
The marketplace is settling into a quieter rhythm at this time of the day, the golden light of mid-afternoon casting long shadows upon the cobbled streets. Satoru trudges beside you, his usual confidence replaced with something closer to reluctant resignation.Â
He looks utterly put upon, hands stuffed deep in his pockets, lips set in a pout. Every few steps, he kicks at loose pebbles on the road, sending them skittering ahead of him. Youâd almost feel bad for himâalmost. But then, you remember that this is a man who stole a crown, got caught, and is now bitter because someone played him at his own game.Â
The smell of freshly baked bread drifts through the air, warm and inviting, mingling with the sharp scent of spices from a nearby stall. You stop in front of a small bakery, the wooden sign above it swaying slightly in the breeze. Through the open windows, trays of steaming loaves sit behind the counter, their crusts golden brown and crisp.
Satoru watches as you peer through the display, an unimpressed look on his face. âWonderful,â he says. âI get blackmailed into helping you, and now we have to go grocery shopping. Truly, this is my lucky day.â
âWe need supplies if weâre going to travel.â You glance at him, and roll your eyes. âOr do you plan on surviving on pure arrogance alone?â
He sighs dramatically, tossing his head back. âIâve survived on worse. Once, I survived an entire week on nothing but stolen fruit and the will to be a menace to the commander of the Royal Guard.â
âThat explains so much.â Ignoring his indignant huff, you step forward and exchange a few coins for a loaf of bread, still warm from the oven. The baker, a kindly old woman, gives you a small smile as she wraps it in cloth. You thank her and tuck the bundle into your bag.Â
Satoru watches this process with the dismay of a man being forced to endure unimaginable hardship. Then, as if suddenly remembering something important, he straightens. âSpeaking of which,â he says, tilting his head towards you, âwhere exactly is my crown?â
âSafe.â
âWhere?â
âHidden,â you say, and flash him a too-sweet smile.
Satoru groans, dragging a hand down his face. âYouâre crazy. First, you rob me. Then, you blackmail me. And now, youâve hidden my prized possession like some kind ofââ He gestures vaguely at you, searching for the right words. âSome kind of tiny, feral leprechaun.â
You scoff, crossing your arms. âThink of it as collateral.â
âOh, sure,â he mutters dryly. âBecause trusting the person who stole from me is such a fantastic idea.â
âYou stole it first.â
âSo youâve said. The point is, I need that crown.â
âWhy?â you ask, raising a brow.
He hesitates, just for a fraction of a second, before flashing you his usual grinâteasing and entirely insincere. âBecause itâs mine?â
You snort. âTry again.â
Satoru leans in slightly, lowering his voice as if sharing some grand secret. âWhat if I told you it holds great sentimental value?â
âIâd tell you to stop lying to my face.â
âWow,â he says, and then says your name, dragging out the last syllable. âSo distrustful.â
You shake your head, adjusting the strap of your satchel. âIf you do what you promised, Iâll give it back.â
He studies you, gaze flickering briefly to your satchel, as if heâs considering whether he could swipe it and make a run for it. (Not that it would be of any use, anyway, since youâve hidden it underneath your mattress in your tiny little cottage.) Instead, he sighs, slouching forward like the weight of the world rests upon his shoulders, and mutters, âThis is cruel and unusual punishment.â
âNot my fault you lost,â you sing-song.
âI almost had it,â he whines, but his lips twitch.
âBut you didnât.â
âWhat do you want to go to the capital for so badly, anyway?â He squints at you. âYouâre dragging me halfway across the kingdom, blackmailing me with my own stolen goods, and for what? What could possibly be so important that youâd go through all this trouble?â
You hesitate. Itâs not that youâre unwilling to tell himâitâs more that you know exactly how heâll react. Still, you suppose thereâs no avoiding it now. You clear your throat, keeping your gaze ahead as you walk. âI want to see the lantern festival.â
A beat, and then, Satoru stops dead in his tracks. âIâm sorry. What?â
âYou heard me,â you grit out, already regretting having said anything.
The thief blinks at you, disbelieving, then throws his head back and laughs. Itâs far too loud and obnoxious for your liking.
You whirl on him, scowling. âStop that!â
âOh, this is rich.â He wipes at his eye theatrically. âYou mean to tell me that all thisââ he gestures between the two of youâ âwas because you want to see some floating lights.â
âTheyâre not just floating lights,â you snap, folding your arms. âTheyâre magical.â
Satoru snickers. âSure they are.â
âThey do it in honour of the late queen. And not just anywhereâonly in the capital. People travel from all over to see them.â
âYes, and most people would travel from all over to avoid me, but here you are. Seriously, sweetheart, I thought you were on some grand, noble quest. Some life-or-death mission. But no. You just want to watch some fancy fireworks.â
âForget it,â you huff, pushing past him. âI donât need to justify myself to you.â
Satoru falls easily into step with you, still chortling to himself. âNo, no, I think this is fantastic. Here I was, thinking you had some deep, tragic backstoryâmaybe an old lover waiting for you, a family secret, a kingdom to reclaimâbut no. You just want to see a festival.â
âI happen to like beautiful things,â you tell him.
He hums. âSo you do.â
Thereâs something in the way he says it that makes your steps falter, but when you glance back at him, his expression is unreadable. You quickly recover, jabbing a finger into his chest. âAnd donât act like this is entirely my fault. Youâre the one who stole the crown. If you werenât a criminal, you wouldnât be in this mess.â
âThatâs a very unfair accusation. I am an entrepreneur.â
âYouâre a thief.â
âA businessman.â
âAn annoyance.â
He grins. âA charming gentleman.â
You groan, picking up your pace. âI canât believe Iâm stuck with you.â
âOh, please.â He slings an arm around your shoulders, ignoring the way you stiffen. âWeâre partners now, arenât we? Off to see the lanterns, hand in hand, like something out of a fairy taleââ
You shrug him off and march forward, squaring your shoulders. Gojo Satoru is unbearable, but if heâs your only ticket out of this boring, provincial life, then you have no choice but to grit your teeth and stick it out. The cost will be worth the reward.Â
The road stretches long and unbroken before you, a dirt path winding between fields and sparse woodland. Youâve seen this road beforeâwhen traders arrived at the village, when hunters returned from the mountainsâbut youâve never set foot beyond it.Â
Now, after years of watching others leave, you are the one walking away. You should feel relieved. Excited, even.Â
Instead, you feel like an imposter. Like youâre wearing someone elseâs skin.
Even your clothes donât feel like your own. Youâre used to sturdy village garmentsâworn tunics and skirts, softened by years of washing, familiar and comfortable. But now, youâre dressed for travel, and it feels unfamiliar. A dark green cloak, belted at the waist, drapes over your shoulders, its hem brushing against your ankles. Beneath it, youâve chosen a linen shirt and brown trousers instead of a skirtâmore practical, but strange. The boots on your feet are a size too big, borrowed from the village blacksmith, and though well-worn, they still rub uncomfortably against your heels.
Beside you, Satoru moves as if he owns the world, his long strides lazy. His clothes, though practical, have the distinct look of someone who wants to be looked atâworn leather boots, dark pants, a white tunic half-buttoned beneath a navy vest cinched at the waist. The coat hanging off his shoulders is long, lined with faded embroidery at the edges, the kind of detail that once belonged to something expensive before time and travel wore it down.
Unlike you, he looks completely at ease. As if heâs done this a thousand times beforeâwhich, of course, he has.
âI was expecting a little more enthusiasm,â Satoru comments. âMost people would kill for a trip to the capital with someone like me.â
You adjust the strap of your bag. âMost people would just kill you.â
âOuch. That one actually hurt.â
âIf only,â you mutter.
He chuckles, undeterred, and kicks a stray pebble along the path. Youâve been walking for over an hour, and he hasnât stopped talking the entire time. Itâs mostly been nonsenseâcomplaints about the lack of decent taverns in your village, dramatic sighs about the state of his boots, and a running commentary on the tragedy of being forced to travel with someone so determinedly unfriendly.
âWhat exactly is your plan once we get there?â he asks. âBecause I hate to break it to you, sweetheart, but the capital isnât as great as they make it sound.â
âI donât need a plan,â you mumble. Truthfully, you have no idea, but youâre certain the answer will come to you. Somehow.
âRight, because winging it always works out well,â he says, looking at you like heâs waiting for you to react. He gets no such satisfactionâyour eyes are fixed firmly on the roadâand so, he ploughs on, âYou know, itâs adorable how much faith you have in your ability to not get robbed, lost, or, I donât know, arrested for trespassing.â
You let out a slow breath. âIf I do get arrested, Iâll make sure to tell them where to find you.â
âAh, but that would require you to know where I am. And I am a famously difficult person to pin down.â
You make a noise of irritation in the back of your throat, adjusting the strap of your bag. At this rate, youâre starting to think that letting him get caught might have been the better option.
By the time the sun has dipped below the horizon, the two of you reach the edge of the woods. The thick canopy overhead swallows the last of the daylight, leaving only streaks of violet and deepening blue through the gaps in the leaves. The path ahead is narrow and winding, the scent of damp earth and pine filling the air. Somewhere in the distance, a bird calls.
âThis is it,â Satoru announces, dropping his bag on the ground. âOur humble abode for the night.â
âWe could walk a little further,â you say, frowning.
âAnd risk running into something with fangs?â He plops onto the ground, resting back on his elbows. âNo thanks.â
You sigh but donât argue further, shrugging off your pack and kneeling down to clear a space for the fire. If you wait for Gojo Satoru to be useful, youâll be waiting until your bones turn to dust. To your surprise, he doesnât interfere. He simply sprawls out on the grass, watching as you gather dry leaves and kindling.Â
âWatching you work feels kind of nice,â Satoru says, tapping a finger against his knee. âItâs like having a personal servant.â
You shoot him a glare. âDo you want to get stabbed?â
âWouldnât be the first time,â he says, and guffaws to himself.
Rolling your eyes, you focus on the fire, striking flint against steel until sparks catch in the dry grass. Slowly, the flames flicker to life, casting an amber glow over the clearing. Shadows stretch long and uneven, the trees shifting in the fireâs light.Â
The thief sits up, brushing stray grass from his vest. âAlright. Time to find some food.â
âWe have food,â you point out, nodding at your pack.
He makes a face. âWe have bread. I, for one, refuse to live like a peasant.â
âYou are a peasant,â you say, raising your eyebrows.
âWrong,â he corrects. âI am a distinguished criminal.â
âGo starve in the woods, then.â
âFine,â he huffs, standing up and dusting himself off, âbut if I donât come back, you have to live with the guilt.â
âI think Iâll manage.â
He mumbles something under his breath, but disappears into the trees anyway. You take the opportunity to sit back against your pack, stretching your sore legs and letting the warmth of the fire seep into your bones. Five minutes later, Satoru returnsâonly, heâs not alone. He sprints back into the clearing like a man being personally hunted by death itself, arms flailing as a blur of fur and claws barrels after him.
âWhat theââ You barely have time to sit up before Satoru dives behind you, using you as a human shield.
âGet it away from me,â he hisses, gripping your shoulders like his life depends on it.
Your eyes whip back to the so-called menace: A small, scruffy-looking cat with patchy grey fur, green eyes, and one torn ear. It stands by the edge of the firelight with its tail puffed up like a bottlebrush.
You blink. âDid⌠Did you just get chased by a cat?â
Satoru glares at you, panting. âThat thing is deranged.â
The cat lets out a shrill mrrow and lunges. Satoru yelps, scrambling further behind you, but the little creature stops just short of pouncing and instead sits daintily by the fire, licking its paw like nothing happened. You stare at it. Then back at Satoru. Then back at the cat.
âWow,â you say slowly, turning around to face the grown man cowering behind you. âYou, the great Gojo Satoru, feared thief and most wanted man in the entire kingdom, are afraid of a stray cat?â
He scoffs, straightening up as though he hadnât just used you to hide from a cat. âAfraid? As if. I just didnât expect it to be so⌠fast.â
âUh-huh.â
âIt ambushed me.â
You glance at the cat, which is now lying on its side and stretching out luxuriously. It is, unarguably, the most harmless thing youâve ever seen. You smirk. âI think Iâll keep him.â
Satoru gapes at you. âWhat? No! That thing has a personal vendetta against me.â
The cat looks up, makes direct eye contact with him, and flicks its tail in a deliberate motion. âYeah,â you say, grinning, âI like him.â
Your companion groans, rubbing his face. âWhat are you going to name him?â
You tilt your head, considering. The cat gives an unimpressed meow and swipes a paw at your ankle, before it pads over to you, climbs onto your lap and turns around in a circle. It kneads your thigh before settling down.Â
âMegumi,â you decide.
âOh, come on.â Satoru lets out a strangled noise. âThat thing is definitely not a blessing.â
Ignoring him, you scratch behind Megumiâs ears absentmindedly, reaching behind with your free hand and grabbing your pack. You undo the drawstring and pull out the loaf of bread; tearing out a chunk, you pop it into your mouth. The cat purrs in satisfaction, settling deeper into your lap.
Satoru watches this betrayal unfold with a deeply wounded expression. âI canât believe this,â he mutters. âTwo minutes ago, it was out for blood. Now itâs purring like it pays rent.â
You snort, tossing him a piece of bread. He catches it with ease but doesnât eat it right away, instead tearing at the crust in distracted motions. The fire crackles between you, throwing warm golden light over his features, softening the sharp angles of his face.
You hesitate for only a moment before speaking. âTell me a story.â
Satoru quirks a brow. âWhat, like a bedtime story?â
âNo, idiot.â You roll your eyes. âTell me about the capital. Iâve never been past my village.â
â...The capital, hm?â He shifts slightly, leaning back on his hands, and tilts his head skywards. For a moment, heâs quiet. The fire pops, and its glow dances over his cheekbones. Somewhere in the trees above you, an owl hoots. Then, he starts speaking.
âThe capital is loud,â he says, âbut not in a bad way. Itâs the kind of noise that reminds you that youâre alive. The streets smell like roasted chestnuts, chocolate, and something sweet that Iâve never been able to place. No matter where you go, youâll always be able to hear somethingâsomeone haggling in the market, children playing hopscotch, lovers whispering sweet nothings under balconies.â
His voice lowers, almost like heâs letting you in on a secret. âThereâs this place, just past the main square. A bookshop, tucked between an apothecary and a tailor. You wouldnât even notice if you werenât looking. Itâs smallâcramped, reallyâbut it smells like ink and old paper, and the owner never minds if you stay too long. When I was younger, I used to sit there for hours, reading about places Iâd never been. Iâd tell myself Iâd see them all someday.â
âAnd then thereâs the bridge,â he continues. âIt stretches over the whole river, wide enough for carriages to pass, but if you go at the right time, just before dawn, itâs empty. You can stand in the middle and watch the whole city wake upâlamps flickering out, shutters creaking open, the sky turning from grey to pink to gold. It makes you feel like youâre the only person in the world, just for a little while.â
Satoru exhales, and thereâs something wistful about the sound. When he looks at you again, thereâs a lopsided smile playing on his lips. âNot bad for a bedtime story, huh?â
You blink, caught between the warmth of the fire and the warmth in his voice. â...Tell me more.â
He laughs, bright and careless. âYouâre greedy.â
âMaybe.â You shrug, suppressing a smile.
âYouâll have to wait until tomorrow,â he says, leaning back fully and folding his hands behind his head. âIf I tell you too much, you might decide you donât need to see the capital for yourself, and Iâd never get my crown back.â
You glance down at Megumi, still nestled comfortably in your lap, tail flicking lazily. Perhaps itâs the way the thief spoke about it, or maybe itâs the way youâve always yearned for this, but the thought comes quietly, unbidden: I already want to see it more than ever.
Morning creeps up on you slowly, quietly, peacefully. The fire has burned down to embers, the air is crisp, and the forest hums with the comings-and-goings of woodland creatures. You are warm, bundled in your cloak, Megumi purring against your chest, and for once, Gojo Satoru is quiet.
Itâs perfect. Until something snorts directly at your face.
Your eyes snap open just in time to see a giant, pinkish nose inches from your own. Thenâ Snort. A blast of hot air right into your face. You yelp, scrambling back, only to trip over Satoruâs arm and land hard on your side. The movement startles Megumi, who lets out an indignant yowl and bolts straight onto Satoruâs face, claws out.
âWhat the Hellââ The man jerks upright with a strangled sound, flailing as Megumi uses him as a launchpad and disappears into the trees. His vest is askew, his hair is sticking up at odd angles, and he looks utterly lost. âWhatâwhereâwhy does my face hurtâ Who is attacking me?â
âThat!â You point wildly at the culprit.
Standing at the edge of your makeshift campsite, staring you both down like a disappointed parent, is a massive white horse. At first, youâre confusedâhorses donât live in the woods, youâre pretty sure. Then you see the crest of the royal family hanging off of its neck, and you grimace. His reins are hanging off the sides of his saddle; he seems like a runaway royal horse. He paws at the dirt, ears pinned back, looking every bit a soldier preparing to arrest a pair of criminals.Â
Satoru blinks at him. Then at you. Then back at the horse. âOh, youâve got to be kidding me.â
The horse huffs like he canât believe he has to deal with this nonsense. Then, before either of you can react, he lunges straight for the thief.
âSUKUNA, NO!â
You barely manage to scramble out of the way as Satoru lets out an undignified squawk and rolls out of the way, narrowly avoiding being stomped. He barely has time to get to his feet before Sukuna lunges again, snapping at his cloak.
âWhat is your problem?!â Satoru screeches, holding his arms up defensively. âI didnât even do anythingâoh, my GodâStopââ
Sukuna does not stop. Instead, he clamps his teeth onto Satoruâs sleeve and drags him sideways.
âHeâs arresting me!â Satoru howls, flailing as his feet skid in the dirt. âIâm being detained! Help!â
You double over in laughter. âIâthinkâhe recognises youââ
âOh, what gave it away? The way heâs dragging me to my demise?â
Sukuna whinnies like heâs insulted by the accusation. As if to prove a point, he yanks even harderâripping Satoru clean off his feet. He lands on his back with a thud, groaning. Sukuna looms over him, nostrils flaring, clearly debating his next move.Â
âOkay, okay. I surrender,â Satoru wheezes. âI hereby admit to all my crimesâpast, present, and future. Just let me live.â
Sukuna snorts. Satisfied, he steps on Satoruâs stomach for good measure before backing off. You wipe tears from your eyes, your own stomach hurting from laughing too hard. âI think he hates you.â
Satoru groans, draping an arm over his face. âI think I have internal bleeding.â
Megumi, now safely perched atop a tree branch, lets out an approving meow. Sukuna steps back, looking incredibly pleased with himself. His ears flick forward, and he turns to you, huffing expectantly.
You tilt your head. âOh. I think he likes me.â
âOh, great,â Satoru says, lifting his head weakly from the ground. âBetrayed by my own travel companion.â
You ignore him, cautiously stepping forward and holding out a hand. Sukuna eyes you warily but doesnât move away. âYou just donât like him, do you?â you murmur, glancing down at Satoru, whoâs still groaning in the dirt.
Sukuna snorts. Satoru lifts a finger from where heâs lying. âThat was unnecessary.â
âI think it was perfectly necessary,â you reply sweetly before turning back to Sukuna. Heâs still watching you closely, but he doesnât seem hostile. If anything, his tail flicks once, like heâs waiting for something. Slowly, carefully, you raise a hand to his nose. âYouâre not so bad, are you?â
Sukuna leans in, taking a few experimental sniffs beforeâmuch to your delightânudging your palm with his nose. Satoru lifts his head again, gaping at the scene unfolding in front of him. âWhat the Hell,â he says flatly. âI used to feed you when I was in the palace, you ungrateful beast.â
The horse flicks an ear, unimpressed. Then, as if to drive the point home, he lifts a hoof and kicks dirt in his direction.Â
You barely stifle a laugh. âI donât think he remembers you very fondly.â
Satoru groans. âThis is what I get for trying to be a good person.â
âYouâre a thief.â
âDetails.â
You scratch gently at Sukunaâs muzzle, feeling the warm puff of his breath against your fingers. He allows the touch, nuzzling further into your palm. The royal crest on his bridleâthe golden emblem of a sun against a dark blue background, the visage of light always conquering darknessâglints in the morning sun. It feels like a reminder of where exactly heâs from.
A warhorse. Loyal to the palace. Loyal toâ
You glance at Satoru. Heâs watching Sukuna with an expression you canât quite place. Something distant. Something nostalgic.
âYouâre from the palace, then?â you ask softly.
His usual bravado doesnât come immediately. He props himself up on his elbows, staring at Sukuna like the horse is a relic from a past lifeâone he hadnât expected to come face to face with again. âYeah, âcourse,â he says. âWouldnât lie about that.â
Sukuna snorts, stepping closer to you. Heâs massive, all muscle and barely-contained energy, and yet he stands still beneath your touch.Â
âDid you ride him?â
âHe wouldnât let me.â Satoru scowls. âLittle bastard always tried to bite me when I got near him.â
The horse huffs, as if to confirm this. You stroke his mane absently, and say, âHe seems different now.â
âYes, wellââ Satoru finally gets to his feet, dusting himself off with a wince. âGuess we both are.â
Thereâs something about the way he says it that makes you think heâs not telling you the whole truth. You decide not to push him further, curious though you may be. You let the silence settle between you both, the rustling of leaves filling the space where conversation might have been.
Finally, Satoru sighs. âSince heâs so smitten with you, does this mean we get a free ride to civilisation?â
âMaybe.â You glance at Sukuna.
âWonderful!â Satoru says, clapping his hands. âBecause I refuse to walk another ten miles while my organs are busy rearranging themselves from being trampled.â
âLetâs see if heâll let us.â You pat Sukunaâs side reassuringly before turning towards the remnants of your campsite.Â
The fire has long since dwindled into ash and embers, and your packs are haphazardly strewn aboutâlikely due to your frantic wake-up earlier. Your bag is slumped against the base of a tree, close to where youâd left it. Satoruâs bag is nearby, though considerably messier. One of the straps is half-ripped, and the flap is barely secured. You pick it up, brushing off dirt and leaves.
âYou live like this?â you ask, tossing it to him.
âBeggars canât be choosers,â Satoru says. He fumbles but manages to catch it, just barely.
âYou were cribbing about bread last night,â you remind him, slinging your own pack over your shoulder.
âI wasnât begging. I was demanding my basic human right to a proper meal.â
Megumi, who had disappeared into the trees during Sukunaâs rampage, reappears, gracefully leaping down from a low-hanging branch. He lands neatly on the ground, flicks his tail, and gives you both what can only be described as the feline equivalent of the stink eye.
Satoru looks at him warily. âAre you sure he isnât plotting revenge on us?â
âHe likes me,â you say, crouching to scratch behind Megumiâs ears. The cat lets out a quiet purr, rubbing his head against your hand in approval.
âOf course, he does.â
âDonât be jealous.â
Satoru mutters something under his breath that you couldnât be bothered to listen to properly. You gently pick up Megumi and settle him into the crook of your arm. He doesnât resist, curling up as if heâd rather not exert the effort to protest. Sukuna, who has been watching this entire exchange with the unimpressed air of a soldier waiting for incompetent recruits to finish fumbling, lets out a sharp huff and stomps his hoof.
You turn to him. âOkay, okay. Iâm ready.â
âYou know how to ride a horse, right?â Satoru asks, raising an eyebrow.
You pause. â...How hard can it be?â
âThatâs not an answerââ
Satoruâs warning goes unheeded; youâre already marching towards Sukuna with the kind of confidence only possessed by someone who has no idea what theyâre doing. You place a careful hand on the saddle and hoist yourself up. Or, well, you try to. Your foot barely catches on the stirrup before you wobble, losing balance. The next thing you know, youâre slipping straight off the other side.Â
Satoru catches you before you can hit the ground, his hands firm around your waist. âYeah, thatâs what I thought.â
You scowl, pushing yourself upright, but he doesnât let go right away. Youâre close enough to see the way the morning light catches in his eyes, the sharp blue softened by gold. His hands are warm where they steady you. You swallow thickly, suddenly aware of the heat creeping up the back of your neck.
Megumi, disgruntled from the movement, lets out a miffed meow. The spell breaks.
âAlright,â Satoru says. âLetâs try something else before you end up with a concussion.â
You glare at him, dusting off your sleeves as he turns to grab your packs. He ties them securely to the saddle, double-checking the knots before giving Sukuna an approving pat on the neck. The horse swishes his tail but remains otherwise still. Satisfied, Satoru turns back to you, hands on his hips. âOkay, up you go.â
Begrudgingly, you step closer, adjusting your hold on Megumi before reaching for the saddle. Satoru moves before you can think to protest, hands steady around your waist once more as he lifts you effortlessly onto the seat. You let out a startled breath, barely managing to swing your leg over the saddle before scrambling to adjust yourself. Your fingers grip the front of the saddle so tightly, the hard leather digs into your palms. Megumi, situated against your chest and in between your arms, flicks his tail against your face.
Sukuna shifts beneath you, muscles rippling underneath his sleek coat. You inhale deeply, trying to steady your nerves. Youâve never ridden a horse before.
The thought doesnât sink in until youâre actually up here, perched atop a beast far larger and stronger than you, with only a few flimsy leather straps keeping you from falling to the ground. For all the bravado youâve shown so far, you have to admit that youâre terrified.
âSee?â Satoru drawls, stepping back. âMuch better. Was that so scary?â
âNo,â you lie.
The thief studies you for a moment, and then comments, âYouâre a terrible liar.â
You give him a withering look, but heâs already movingâgrabbing the front of the saddle and swinging himself up behind you in one smooth motion.Â
âSatoruâ!â
Your protest is cut short when he settles in, his chest pressing flush against your back. Heâs warmâtoo warm (or is that you?)âand suddenly, all your attention is split between the solid, sturdy weight of him behind you, and the hands that reach around you, easily taking the reins.Â
âRelax,â he says, voice lower than usual. âIâll steer.â
Your heart is hammering in your chest, and you donât think it has anything to do with the horse anymore. âI wasnât scared,â you mutter, but there is no conviction in your voice, even to your own ears.Â
Satoru leans in just slightly, breath ghosting against the side of your face. He chuckles, the sound reverberating against your back, and says, âIâm sure you werenât.â
You donât trust yourself to speak, so you stay quiet, focusing on the rhythmic rise and fall of Sukunaâs steps once he starts movingâand despite your determination to remain oblivious to Gojo Satoru and his presence, you canât ignore the way his arms remain loosely draped around you, or the way he shifts ever so slightly when the horse moves, keeping you steady without saying a word. Itâs natural, the way he adjusts to you, like heâs done it a thousand times before. Like he doesnât even need to think about it.
The woods stretch ahead, quiet and endless, but all you can focus on is the sound of your own heartbeat, loud in your ears.
âTell me more about the palace.â
The rhythmic sway of Sukuna beneath you is oddly soothing, each hoofbeat settling into a steady, lulling cadence. You tilt your head back slightly, feeling the warmth of Satoruâs chest where he sits behind you. His arms are still lightly caged around you, as he guides the reins like itâs second nature to him. Megumi, no longer content with being curled up against your chest, perches himself on the base of the horseâs neck, swiping lazily at Sukunaâs mane every now and then. The horse flicks his ears in annoyance but does not stop him.
Satoru hums, considering your request. âWhat do you want to know?â
âI donât know,â you admit, eyes drifting upwards, towards the slivers of blue sky beneath the trees. âWhat was it like?â
âWell, itâs exactly what youâd expect,â he says. âTall, grand, and filled with old men who love to hear themselves talk.â
You huff out a silent laugh. âSounds charming.â
âOh, itâs a real dream. The walls are lined with marble, the kind that catches the light just right in the mornings, almost as if the whole place is glowing. The halls stretch wider than some villages, with paintings hanging on the walls that tell stories older than anyone can remember. And the ceilingsââ He shakes his head, his chin brushing against the back of yours. âSo high it feels like you could reach the sky if you just climbed a little higher.â
Thereâs something distant in his voice, something wistful and melancholic and fond. âYou make it sound very beautiful,â you say quietly.
âBecause it is. Itâs meant to be. A symbol of powerâof control. A kingdom that shines so brightly, no one knows about the shadows it casts.â
You glance at him over your shoulder, but his expression is stony. That easy drawl of his is still there, but beneath it, something festersâand it makes you hesitate before you press further.
âAnd you?â you ask. âWhere did you belong in all of that?â
Satoru exhales through his nose, a slow, measured sound. âWherever they needed me.â
Itâs not an answer, but it tells you enough. You let the silence stretch, waiting to see if he will offer more. He does.
âThe training grounds were always my favourite.â His voice drops slightly, thoughtful. âThey were tucked away behind the east wing, away from all the silk and the gold. You could hear the clash of swords from sunrise to sundown.â He pauses, then adds, almost to himself, âYou never forget the sound.â
A soldier, you think. Or something close to it. It makes senseâthe way he carries himself; the way he moves, like heâs always aware of every possible escape route; the way he knows so much about the kingdom and the capital.
You donât say it out loud, though. Instead, you ask, âDid you like it?â
âI liked knowing what was expected of me.â A beat of silence, and then, âBut I was never very good at following orders.â
A soft breeze cuts through the trees, rustling the leaves and cooling the warmth of the sun against your skin. âIs that why you left?â you ask carefully.
Satoru chuckles, but thereâs no real humour to the sound. âOh, I didnât leave.â His fingers tighten around the reins, just a little. âI was sent away.â
The words are heavy. You donât push. Sukuna continues forward, steady and unbothered, the sound of his hooves filling the silence that follows. You focus on the road ahead, on the sunlight filtering through the trees, on Satoruâs warmth behind you.
When he finally speaks again, voice lighter, teasing, you let him steer the conversation away. Somehow, you get the sense that when heâs ready, heâll tell you the rest.
The afternoon sun begins to dip, casting long shadows through the trees. The road ahead winds towards the hills, where a small village is nestled between the slopes. Youâll have to pass through it to get to the capital, according to Satoru. Smoke rises lazily from the chimneys, the scent of burning wood and roasting meat carrying faintly on the breeze.
Satoru shifts slightly. âLooks like weâve made it before sundown.â
Megumi meows, flicking his tail before settling back down; you reach forward and scratch in between his ears, absent-mindedly. The thought of a warm meal and a real bed makes your shoulders sag with relief. The past few nights have been spent beneath open skies, wrapped up in your cloak that barely keeps the chill away.
âYou think weâll find an inn?â you ask, glancing behind.
âUnless itâs run by a hermit who hates money, yeah,â Satoru says. âThough I wouldnât count on a royal welcome.â
That much is obvious. Travellers are rare in villages like theseâstrangers even more so. Your presence will not go unnoticed.
As you pass the first row of wooden houses, heads begin to turn. A blacksmith, hammer paused mid-swing, watches you warily from his forge. A woman gathering water casts a cautious glance before whispering something to the child at her side. Even the baker, hands dusted in flour, spares you a lingering look.
âMaybe theyâd be friendlier if you werenât grinning like you had a bounty on your head,â you mutter.
âI think we both know they wouldnât be wrong about that.â
That sends a sharp prickle down your spine. You donât respond.
The village square is small, paved with uneven stone and lined with merchant stalls. Most are already closed for the day, wooden shutters drawn and lanterns lit. Near the far edge, tucked between a tailorâs shop and a grain store, stands an inn. The wooden beams are weathered with age, but the sign above the entrance is freshly paintedâThe Fuzzy Duckling, it reads, complete with a crude drawing of a yellow duck underneath. The scent of stew and ale wafts through the open doorway.
Satoru nudges Sukuna to the stable. âWeâll rest here.â
You dismount first, stretching your legs as Satoru swings down beside you. Megumi jumps off the horseâs back and lands gracefully on the thiefâs shoulder.Â
The inn is dimly lit, the glow of lanterns casting flickering silhouettes. The scent of firewood, damp earth, and something vaguely sweet lingers in the air. Itâs fairly empty, though you suspect thatâs just because of the early hour. Wooden tables and stools lay barren, with empty tin jugs placed on each table. Behind the counter, a man leans lazily against the wall, watching you both with sharp, hooded eyes. His dark hair is slicked back, and thereâs a faint scar on his jawline. He doesnât say anything as he steps forward.
âHey, hey, look who it is!â Satoru grins, though, by now, youâve spent enough time with him to know itâs fake. âIf it isnât my favourite innkeeper, Shiu. Didâya finally get rid of all the mould growing in your wine cellar? I donât know if it was the mould or the age, but it sure tasted weird the last time I was here.â
Shiu smirks. âBeen wonderinâ when youâd show up again, Gojo.â
You look between them, sensing familiarity, though not necessarily the friendly kind. âWe need a room,â Satoru says, leaning an elbow on the counter. âThink you can manage that, old man?â
âCall me that again,â Shiu says, âand Iâll leave you to sleep outside with the horse. The lady will get a room for free, of course.â
You tense at his words, not enjoying the way the manâs gaze rakes over your body before settling back to Satoru. You get the feeling the thief notices too, because he moves closer to you, shoulder brushing against yours. âAh, well,â he says. âIâm afraid thatâs not negotiable.â
âRelax,â the innkeeper says. âIâm not a skirt-chaser. You can keep your woman with you. Roomâs at the end of the hall. Payment upfront.â
Satoru flicks a coin onto the counter. Shiu catches it easily, giving it a quick once-over before pocketing it. As Satoru turns towards the stairs, something catches your eye near the entranceâsheets of parchment tacked to a wooden board. Your eyes snag on one in particular.Â
A wanted poster.
The ink is bold despite the crumpled paper. The sketch is rough but unmistakableâwild white hair, sharp features, a grin that barely conceals its arrogance.
WANTEDâDEAD OR ALIVEREWARD: 100 GOLD COINS
Your stomach twists. Satoru follows your gaze and sighs. âDamn. They just canât get my nose right.â
âThis isnât funny,â you whisper.
âItâs a little funny.â Satoruâs grin widens, but you donât miss the tautness in his shoulders. He nudges you gently towards the stairs. âCome on, letâs get some rest.â
Shiu watches you both go, smiling, but his gaze follows too long for comfort. Your chest constricts. The room at the end of the hall is small but serviceableâone bed, a rickety wooden chair, and a window with a view of the village square outside. The floor creaks under your boots as you step inside. Megumi jumps onto the bed immediately, curling up near the pillows, flicking his tail once before settling.
Satoru stretches with a groan, rolling his shoulders. âCozy.â
You sigh, pressing your forehead against the cool windowpane. The village outside is quiet, bathed in early moonlight, but the unease gnawing at your stomach refuses to fade. âI donât like this,â you murmur. âThe way Shiu looked at youââ
âHe always looks at me like that,â the thief says, sounding far too chipper than he probably should.
âSatoru.â
âYeah, yeah, I know.â He exhales, rubbing the back of his neck. âWe wonât stay long. You can take the bed. Iâll use the chair.â
The exhaustion from days on the road pulls at your limbs. You donât bother arguing; sleep finds you much faster than expected.
You wake to the sound of boots in the hallway. Your breath catches. This isnât the usual creak of old wood settlingâthis is deliberate. Heavy. Purposeful.
Your eyes dart to Satoru. Heâs already awake, sitting rigid on the chair, blue eyes alert even in the darkness. His hand moves instinctively to his belt, where heâd shown you his dagger rests a day back, hidden.
A knock echoes against the door.
âRoom service,â Shiuâs oily voice drawls from the other side.
Your blood runs cold. Satoru doesnât answer. He tilts his head, listening. You strain your ears too, heart hammeringâthereâs a faint shift of fabric. The sound of leather gloves flexing. Someone adjusting their grip on a sheathed blade.
Satoru curses under his breath. âSon of aââ
The crash comes a second later.
The door splinters inward, sending shards of wood flying. You barely manage to roll off the bed before a knife thuds into the headboard where you had just been lying. A figure stands in the ruined doorway: Tall, broad, dressed in black. A jagged scar cuts across the side of his mouth.
You donât recognise him, but Satoru does. His entire posture shiftsâhis usual cocky, easygoing stance sharpens, muscles tensing. A slow, tight exhale leaves him as he pushes himself to his feet.
The man in the doorway tilts his head, a smirk curling at the edges of his lips. You can just make out a jagged scar cutting across his mouth. âBeen a while, Gojo,â he says.
Satoruâs lips press together in a thin line. âNot long enough.â
You glance between them, a creeping unease settling in your bones. Whoever this man is, Satoru knows himâand he doesnât like him. The stranger takes a lazy step forward, boots crunching over the splintered wood. His eyes, dark and unreadable, flick to you for a moment before settling back on Satoru. âDidnât think youâd be dumb enough to walk back in here, with a beautiful lady by your side and a bounty on your head, too. Guess you really wanted to see me again.â
âTrust me, Fushiguroââ Satoruâs jaw ticksâ âIâd rather be anywhere but here.â
Fushiguro. The name means nothing to you, but the way Satoru spits it out like a curse sends a prickle of warning down your spine. The man clicks his tongue, his smirk widening. He twirls another dagger in his fingers, casual, lazy. âDid I wake you? Sorry to have disturbed your evening, butââ
Satoru moves faster than breath, grabbing your wrist and yanking you back towards the window just as another blade whizzes past his ear, missing him by an inch. Megumi hisses, darting into your arms and scrabbling onto your shoulder. You donât even feel the pain where his claws dig into your skin.
Fushiguro lets out a low, amused chuckle. âRunning already? Câmon now, Gojo. Youâre making this too easy.â
Satoru kicks the window open. âHold onto me.â
âWhatââ
And then he jumps.
The wind rushes past as the two of you and the cat drop down, the world blurring around you. You barely register the impactâSatoru lands with a practiced roll, keeping you close, his arms tight around you as he shifts the force of the landing onto himself. Your pulse is roaring in your ears.
Above, Fushiguro leans lazily out of the open window, tilting his head condescendingly. âYouâre just making this more fun.â
Satoru doesnât wait. He grabs your wrist and runs. The streets are quiet, the village mostly asleep, but your footfalls pound against the dirt. Behind you, you hear the faint creak of woodâFushiguro dropping down from the second story without a sound, graceful as a damn cat.
The thief yanks you towards the stables. âGet Sukuna. Now.â
You donât argue. The stable doors slam open as you shove inside. Sukuna snorts, stomping his hooves in agitation. You fumble for the reins. âWhat aboutââ
Satoru turns just as Fushiguro appears in the doorway. Everything slows.
The light from the lanterns flickers against his dark silhouette. Heâs alone, not a single other mercenary in sight. But somehow, that makes it worse. In the darkness, it feels like heâs pressing down on the space, filling every corner, every shadow.
âDidnât need any,â the bounty hunter grunts.
He movesâa flash of steelâand Satoru shoves you back. The blade slices through the air where his throat had been a second before. He ducks low, twisting away, and kicks. His foot slams against Fushiguroâs side, sending him skidding back a stepâbut Fushiguro barely reacts, barely blinks, like he had been expecting it.
He strikes again. You barely see the knife coming before Satoru dodges, his movements sharp and fluid. The stable door splinters as the blade embeds itself in the wood.
Satoru grits his teeth. âGo!â
But youâcurse your damn cowardiceâhesitate. Fushiguro notices. His foot pivotsâhe lunges for you. A flash of fear tightens in your chestâ
But Satoru is there. He grabs Fushiguroâs wrist mid-strike, twisting it brutally. Fushiguro growls as Satoru hurls him backwards, sending him crashing into a pile of hay bales.
âGet on the damn horse,â Satoru orders, breathless. He swings himself onto Sukunaâs back, pulling you up after him, Megumi leaping onto the horse in time with you.Â
You barely have time to wrap your arms around his waist before he kicks off. Sukuna surges forward, hooves pounding against the dirt road as you tear through the village, leaving the innâand the very pissed-off bounty hunterâbehind.
Behind you, thereâs a soundâsomething sharp, fastâwhistling through the air. Satoru jerks the reins, pulling sharply to the side. A blade embeds itself into the wooden post just ahead of you, still quivering from the force of impact.
âShit,â the thief breathes. âHeâs not giving up.â
You donât look back. You donât dare to. The village gate is just ahead. If you can get past it, you might have a chance of losing him. Megumi wails, digging his claws into your cloak, ears flat against his head.
Satoru leans forward. âCome on, come onââ
Sukuna bursts out of the gates. Fushiguro curses loudly behind you, but it sounds far away, swallowed down by the horseâs thunderous galloping. You tighten your grasp around Satoru and squeeze your eyes shut. (You might be imagining it, but you swear you feel one of his hands cover your own, a gentle brush of his palm against the back of yours.)
The fire crackles weakly, providing warmth against the cold night air. Sukuna, exhausted from his earlier run, tucks his legs underneath himself and settles down near it. Megumi curls up next to him and begins washing himself. The stream nearby gurgles and bubbles merrily.
The fight is over, the adrenaline long faded, but still, the stress of it all loiters like a phantom pressing against your ribs. Your shoulder throbs now, where the cat had dug his claws into the skin, but thankfully, it isnât bleeding. Your hands are shaking. You dig your fingers into the earth, trying to steady yourself.Â
Satoru stands a few feet away, pacing, his boots crushing twigs and dried leaves. His breath comes fast and hard, back rigid with frustration. His coat is torn at the shoulder, and thereâs a thin line of blood trailing down his forearm.
You should say something. Thank him, maybe. Apologise. But the words stay stuck in your throat.
âWhat the fuck what that?â
You flinch, but his voice keeps coming, sharp and cutting.
âYou frozeâI told you to move, and you just stood there.â His hands come up, then drop to his sides. âYou couldâve died.â
You bite your lip, shame curling hot beneath your skin, but his anger makes something inside you snap. âI was caught off-guardââ
âNo shit!â he bites out. âYou donât get to be caught off-guard, not in the middle of a fight!â
âI didnât ask to be in a fight!â you snap. âIâm notââ You exhale sharply, hands curling into fists. âIâm not like you, Gojo. Iâm not a fucking thief whoâs used to running for my life every other night.â
His jaw tightens. âSo itâs my fault now?â
âIsnât it?â You throw your arms out. âIf you werenât on the face of every damn wanted poster from here to the mountains, we wouldnât be in this mess!â
Satoru lets out a bitter, humourless laugh. âRight. Because Iâm the one who dragged us into this.â
âYou areââ
âNo,â he cuts in, eyes flashing. âIf it wasnât for your stupid, fucking dream, we wouldnât be here in the first place.â
The words slam into you like a fist to the gut. A cold wind rustles through the leaves, stirring the dying fire. Sukuna neighs lowly from where heâs sat near the flames, but you barely hear him over the ringing in your ears. Â
Your stupid, fucking dream. The dream youâd held onto for years, the one that had kept you going, had pushed you forward through every hardship. Your throat tightens. âThatâs not fair.â
âOh, itâs not fair? You had no idea what you were asking for when you dragged me along on this little adventure of yours. Now, weâre running for our lives in the middle of nowhere, because you had to see some damn lanterns.â
The way he says itâlike your dream is nothing more than a childish whimâmakes something ugly twist inside you. âYou know what, Gojo?â Your voice shakes, but not from fear. âAt least I have a dream.â
His expression darkens.
âAt least I want something, something that isnât just running and stealing and barely surviving,â you press on, chest heaving. âBut you? What do you want, Satoru? Huh?â You step closer, jabbing a finger at his chest. âDo you even have an answer, or are you just going to keep laughing everything off like you always do?â
His lips part, but no words come out. For the first time since youâve met him, Gojo Satoru is speechless. But it only lasts a second. His gaze flickers, something unreadable flashing through his eyes before his mask slams back into place. He lets out a sharp breath, his expression twisting into something cruel.
âYou think youâre better than me?â He steps forward now, and you donât back away. âYou think just because youâve got some dream, youâre any different?â His voice lowers, turning razor-sharp. âLet me tell you something, sweetheartâdreams donât mean shit when youâre dead.â
Your breath hitches.
âOut here, itâs about surviving. Thatâs it.â He gestures between you. âAnd the only reason youâre still breathing is because Iâve been watching your back.â
You hate that heâs right. You hate that you froze. You hate that, for all your fighting words, you hadnât been able to do anything when it mattered most. Perhaps worst of all, you hate that he saw.
Satoru exhales, shaking his head. âForget it,â he says. âIâm going to get food.â
He turns and stalks off into the woods. You donât call after him, because you donât trust your voice not to break. The moment Satoru disappears into the trees, the night feels oppressive, like the darkness is closing in on you.Â
You stand there for a long time, fists clenched at your sides, staring at the spot where he walked off. Sukuna shifts in his sleep. Megumiâs breathing is slow and even. You should rest. You should scrounge through whatever leftover supplies you have from your village and find something to eat.
But your chest feels tight, like thereâs a rope around your ribs, pulling, pullingâ With a shuddering inhale, you turn and walk towards the stream.
The water is cold when you dip your fingers in, crouching beside it. The icy surface reflects the moonâs pale light. You stare at your own reflection, at the way your lips tremble, at the redness creeping into your eyes. You squeeze them shut. Itâs fine. Youâre fine.
You press the heels of your palms against your eyes, willing the burning away. But the second you take a shaky breath, it hits you all at onceâthe fear, the frustration, the exhaustion weighing on your bones. A choked sound leaves your throat before you can stop it.
You shouldnât be crying. You donât want to cry, but the argument replays in your mind over and overâSatoruâs voice laced with anger, the way he threw your dream back in your face like it was nothing.Â
He doesnât understand, you think. But is he right?
What were you thinking? That you could drag a thief to the capital and expect everything to go smoothly? That the world would just let you chase your dream, no consequences, no danger? Maybe your dream really is foolish. Maybe you are naĂŻve for believing that you could just waltz into the capital and see the lantern festival without any repercussions. Maybeâjust maybeâGojo Satoru regrets ever having met you.
The thought makes something inside you crack, the pressure behind your eyes spilling over. A broken sob escapes, and then another, your shoulders shaking as you press a hand against your mouth, desperate to smother the sounds.
A hand lands on your shoulder. You suck in a sharp breath, jerking away, heart racingâ
âItâs just me.â The voice is quiet but unmistakable.
Your breath stutters. Satoru crouches beside you. His presence is warm despite the chill in the air, and you realise now how cold youâve gotten, how your legs have gone numb from sitting in the same position for too long.
You quickly wipe at your eyes, turning away. âGo away, Satoru.â
He doesnât. Instead, he sighs heavily and shifts so heâs sitting right next to you, close enough that his knee bumps against yours. âIâm sorry,â he says, finally. âI was a dick.â
You blink.
âI mean, Iâm usually a dick,â he continues, gazing at the water, resting his elbows on his knees. âBut that was⌠excessive. I didnât meanââ He stops. Tries again. âYour dream isnât stupid.â
Your voice is small when you ask, âThen why did you say that?â
âI just⌠When you froze back thereââ His voice is quieter now, almost hoarse. âI thought you were gonna die.â
You swallow hard. He murmurs, âIâve seen people freeze like that before. And they didnât walk away from it.â
âI did walk away,â you whisper, not sure if itâs the right thing to say.
âYeah.â He turns his head, meeting your eyes properly for the first time since the fight. âYou did.â
Thereâs something about the way heâs looking at youâlike heâs seeing you for the first time. Or, maybe, like heâs seeing too much. You donât know who moves first, but his hand is covering yours, warm and solid. His grip is hesitant at first, but when you donât pull away, his fingers tighten around yours. You squeeze his hand back. Neither of you speak.
The fire crackles behind you. The water rushes softly. The moon watches from above.
Gojo Satoru, you think, is an enigma wrapped in glib promises and endless grins. You wonder if itâs his coping mechanism. Heâs intelligent, quick-witted and silver-tongued. Heâs good at fighting. You want to ask him why they sent him away from the palace, but you donât think you have the right to. He always seems torn about it, when heâs spoken to you about it beforeâlike itâs a bittersweet part of his life that heâs not very keen on revisiting.
He must have been something before turning to thievery. You stare at him like heâs a particularly intriguing puzzle, walking next to him. He guides Sukuna loosely by the reins; only Megumi is perched on his back, you and Satoru having favoured your own two feet instead of the back aches and leaden legs that come with extended periods of horseback riding.
âIf you wanted to stare at my face so badly, I couldâve nicked the wanted poster back at Shiuâs inn,â Satoru says, not bothering to look at you.
Your cheeks prickle with heat. âI wasnât staring,â you mumble.
The night air is cool against your skin; the wind carries the scent of damp earth and distant firewood, the kind of smell that reminds you of homeâthough, truthfully, youâre not sure what home even is to you anymore. Maybe itâs the road beneath your feet, the anticipation and uncertainty that comes with weeks of travel. Maybe itâs this: Walking beside a thief who used to be something more, who still is something more, no matter how hard he tries to convince himself otherwise.
Satoru doesnât say anything for a long time, but his arm brushes against the side of yours, familiar in a way thatâs almost comforting. The dirt path winds through the trees. The occasional torch flickers in the distance, marking the outskirts of the city. Sukuna snorts softly, and Megumiâs ears twitch as he scans the darkness ahead.
Eventually, Satoru speaks again. âItâs rude to stare and not share your thoughts.â
âI was just thinking,â you huff.
âDangerous pastime.â
You kick a loose pebble from the path. âI was thinking about you.â
He makes a low, amused sound in his throat. âHow nice of you. I knew you liked me, but I didnât think I occupied your thoughts so thoroughly.â
You donât rise to the bait this time. âI was thinking,â you say, âabout what you were before this. You told me once you were from the palace, but you never really told me why they sent you away.â
Satoru is quiet for a moment. The leaves rustle around you, and you tug your cloak tighter around your shoulders.
âThey trained me to be a soldier,â he says, finally, softly. âMe andââ He stops, swallowing the words like they taste bitter.
âAndâŚ?â You prompt. Your steps slow.
His grip tightens around the reins. âAnd someone else,â he finishes. âMy best friend.â
The way he says it makes your chest ache. Satoru clears his throat and continues, âThey trained us young. Said we had a gift for it. A gift for war, for strategy and battle.â He laughs, but thereâs no humour in it. âBut a soldier only has value if he follows orders. And I wasnât very good at that.â
You donât push him to say more, though questions press against the tip of your tongue. The capital looms closer, the distant glow of lanterns casting an orange hue against the horizon. The trees begin to thin, giving way to rolling hills and farmland. In the distance, you can just make out the towering walls that guard the city, their stone surfaces illuminated by torches.
As you near the outer gates, the sleepiness of the countryside fades into the vibrant pulse of the capital. Even at this late hour, the city is alive, breathing, stretching its limbs in the form of flickering lights and distant laughter. You can hear the clatter of hooves against cobblestone, the occasional shout of a merchant still trying to haggle his wares, raucous debates from the inside of taverns. The air is thick with the scent of roasted meat and spiced wine, of damp stone and burning oil. Itâs overwhelming in a way that makes your head spin and your chest tighten with something too big to name.
The capital. Your dream.
Satoru slows Sukuna to a halt just before the stone walls of the capital, guiding him off the main road and into the cover of a surrounding thicket. You follow, ducking beneath low-hanging branches. The trail here is narrow and overgrown, winding through the roots of old trees. Sukuna moves easily, his hooves barely making a sound against the packed dirt. When the city walls finally loom ahead, Satoru pulls on the reins, bringing the stallion to a stop beneath the shadows of an ancient oak.
âThis is where we part ways,â the thief says, patting lightly on Sukunaâs saddle.
Megumiâs dark ears twitch, catching every sound, his green eyes narrowing at the imposing walls. The cat hops off the horseâs back. Heâs been tense since you approached the capital; he doesnât like unfamiliar places, and the sprawling city is anything but.Â
Satoru tugs the reins over Sukunaâs head and leads him to a sturdy tree, securing him with deft hands. He runs a palm along the stallionâs neck in reassurance before crouching to do the same with Megumi. The cat lets out a mrow but doesnât resist when Satoru scratches him behind his torn ear.
âYou stay here and watch Sukuna, yeah? Be good,â he says, tapping him once on the head before straightening and unhooking your weather-beaten packs tied to Sukunaâs saddle and tossing them over his shoulder.
âYouâre leaving them here?â you ask, glancing between the horse and the cat. It feels strange to abandon them at the outskirts, but you suppose it would be impossible to smuggle a massive stallion and a stray cat through the streets of the capital.
âNot leaving,â Satoru explains. âJust letting them sit this one out. Sukunaâs too big, and Megumi doesnât care for crowds.â
You hesitate. Satoru doesnât give you time to dwell on it, already striding ahead. You follow him through a break in the trees, slipping past the walls through a hidden opening you never wouldâve noticed on your own. The dirt beneath your feet slowly gives way to stone and lamp-light.Â
By the time you emerge into the streets, the towering stone walls are behind you, replaced by the overwhelming grandeur of the inner city.
You barely notice the way your breath catches in your throat, too preoccupied with taking it all in. The streets are narrower here, winding and twisting, labyrinth-like. The buildings loom taller than any youâve ever seen, their façades adorned with intricate carvings and delicate ivy creeping up the sides. Ornate balconies overlook the streets, their silk curtains swaying with the breeze, and the warm glow of candlelight flickers in every window.
A vendor still lingers at his stall, selling roasted chestnuts wrapped in parchment, the rich scent making your stomach grumble faintly. A group of masked performers twirls in the city square, their laughter bright and musical. A nobleman in embroidered silks strides past with a pretty woman on his arm, their voices hushed as they slip into a gilded carriage.
Itâs stupendous.
You donât realise how close youâve pressed to Satoru, your shoulder pressing into his arm. He notices, of courseâhe notices everythingâbut he doesnât comment. He simply keeps moving, weaving through the crowd with the sort of confidence that only comes with someone who has walked these streets their entire life.
âStick close,â Satoru tells you. âItâs easy to get lost if you donât know your way around.â
The deeper into the city you go, the grander the architecture becomes. The modest stone buildings give way to towering structures of marble, their columns wrapped in flowering vines, their streets lined with lush greenery and carved statues. The roads widen, no longer cramped and twisting, but sprawling and lined with golden lanterns. Thenâ
Your breath stutters as you step into an open courtyard, and there, standing tall and regal under the silver glow of the moon, is the palace.
Itâs massive, far grander than you ever could have imagined. White stone gleams under the warm lights, intricate carvings adorning every arch and column. The banners of the royal family ripple in the cool night breeze, deep blue with the yellow royal sigil against the ivory walls. The golden spires reach towards the heavens, their tips catching the light of the stars, as if they themselves are part of the sky.
Awe roots you to the spot. For years, youâve dreamed of this place; of seeing it with your own eyes. Now that youâre here, it doesnât feel real.
Satoru stops beside you, watching you quietly, blue eyes twinkling. With a smile curling at his lips, the thief tilts his head towards you and murmurs, âWell, sweetheart. Welcome to the capital.â
Satoru says he knows a place where both of you can spend the next three days until the lantern festival commences. You donât believe him, especially after what happened the last time with Shiu and the bounty hunter. He had glared at you, deeply affronted, said, âYour lack of faith in me is appalling,â and then proceeded to lead you back towards the inner city.
âRemember that bookshop I was telling you about?â he asks, rounding a corner.Â
âI remember,â you say.
âThe former ownerâs son runs it now,â Satoru says. âHeâll let us stay there.â
You donât deign to reply, still drinking in everythingâthe towering buildings, the banners hanging from balconies, the cobblestone streets that shine under the flickering lights. Shopfronts boast their trinkets and fine silks, while street vendors call out to passersby, offering skewers of sizzling meat and honey-dipped pastries.Â
Itâs strange. The world you have known until now has always been smaller. Quieter. Even in the busiest towns, even in the places where merchants and travelers gathered, there was never anything like this. The capital, you think, is a city that never sleeps; a city that belongs to people like Satoruâpeople who thrive in movement, in laughter, in places where the streets are never empty and thereâs always something new waiting around the corner.
You tune out the thief talking beside you. Heâs rambling about something, making some quip about your starry-eyed expression. The city is so alive, so rich with colour and movement, that it fills every space in your mind.
A sharp tug at your wrist yanks you back just as a carriage rushes past, wheels rattling violently against the stones where youâd been standing a second ago. The force of it stirs your cloak, wind whistling against your cheek. The shock of it doesnât register right away. You stumble, your body pulled by somethingâsomeoneâsolid and hard.
Satoruâs arm is firm around your waist, his fingers wrapped tightly around your wrist where he pulled you. The warmth of him is undeniable, even through layers of fabric. He holds you against him, close enough that you can feel the steady rise and fall of his chest. Your breath is stuck somewhere in your throat, heart pounding against your ribs. You hadnât even noticed youâd stepped into the carriageâs path, hadnât realised how dangerously close youâd come to being trampled beneath its wheels.
Satoru exhales slowly above you, his grip tightening for a brief second before relaxing. âGawking at the scenery is nice and all, but Iâd rather not have to scrape you off the road.â
âI wasnât gawking,â you mumble, more out of reflex than actual protest. Your stomach flips, though whether itâs from embarrassment or something else entirely, youâre not sure.
âYou were,â he murmurs, but the teasing lilt in his voice is absent. His fingers, still wrapped around your wrist, loosen just slightlyâbut he doesnât let go.
Instead, his grip shifts. His fingers slide down, intertwining with yours, palm pressing firmly against your own. Heâs holding your hand. A warmth unfurls inside your chest, one that you donât quite know how to name.
The two of you weave through the crowd like that, his fingers still tangled with yours, warmth bleeding into your skin with every step.
Satoru doesnât let go until you round the next corner. The streets narrow, becoming quieter. The clamour of the main road fades behind you, replaced by the occasional murmur of voices from dimly-lit taverns and the sound of the wind rustling through laundry lines strung between buildings. The air smells of damp stone, faintly sweet and petrichor-like.
You clear your throat, trying to ignore the persisting warmth of Satoruâs touch even after he lets go. If he notices, he doesnât say anything. Instead, he continues ahead. You wonder how often heâs taken this pathâhow many times heâs disappeared into the quiet corners of the city, both as a thief and as a soldier-in-training.
Eventually, he stops in front of a small, weathered shop tucked between a tailorâs boutique and an apothecary. The wooden sign above the door sways slightly in the breeze, the faint, worn lettering just barely readable. Nanamiâs Books.
It doesnât look like much from the outside. The wooden shutters are drawn, the paint on the door slightly chipped, but thereâs something sturdy about itâsomething dependable, like itâs been here for years, and will remain standing for years to come. A single candle flickers behind the window, casting a warm glow through the glass.
Satoru raps his knuckles against the door. âNanami,â he calls, sing-song.
The door creaks open, revealing a tall, broad-shouldered man with blond hair, wearing a crisp, white tunic, and an expression so unimpressed, one would think Satoru had just asked to rob the place. âNo.â
âNanami,â Satoru coos, grinning.
âNo,â Nanami repeats, firmer this time, as if sheer repetition will make him disappear.
âYou donât even know what I was going to ask.â
Nanami sighs wearily, bringing up a hand and rubbing tiredly at his forehead. âYouâre going to ask if you can stay here.â
Satoru places a hand over his chest, wounded. âWhat, no warm welcome? No, âSatoru, my dear friend, Iâve missed youâ?â
âIâve never said that to you in my life.â
âThe lack of hospitality here is astounding.â
Nanami does not dignify that with a response. Instead, his gaze shifts to you. His scrutiny is wary but not unkind, expression flickering with mild curiosity. You shift slightly under his gaze, unsure of what heâs looking for.
âYouâre new,â he says.
You nod. âFirst time in the capital.â
âAnd what trouble has Gojo dragged you into?â
The corners of your mouth lift up in a smile; Nanami seems like someone you can get along withâa kindred spirit in the art of pushing Gojo Satoruâs buttons. The thief, of course, doesnât share the same sentiment. He gasps, offended, and says, âWhy do you assume itâs trouble?â
âAre you really asking me that?â the bookshop owner asks dryly. He sighs, visibly considering whether allowing Satoru into his home is worth the inevitable headache. His fingers pinch the bridge of his nose, a gesture that suggests this is not the first time heâs found himself in this exact situation. âHow long do you plan on staying here?â
âTwo nights,â Satoru answers. âJust until the festival.â
âFine.â Nanamiâs shoulders slump as he reluctantly steps aside. âBut if you so much as breathe near my ledgerââ
âYouâre the best.â Satoru claps a hand on his shoulder before he can finish, flashing a triumphant grin. Nanami, on the other hand, looks like he instantly regrets his decision.
Inside, the bookshop is lit by candlelight, the scent of parchment and ink thick in the air. Shelves stretch from floor to ceiling, packed with books that look well-loved and well-worn. The floorboards creak softly underfoot, and a single lamp flickers on the counter beside an open ledger, its pages filled with neath, meticulous handwriting.
âThe loft is upstairs,â Nanami says, rubbing his temples. âTry not to destroy anything.â
âNo promises,â Satoru says cheerfully.
You follow him up the narrow staircase, stepping into the small loft above the shop. The space is simpleâtwo mattresses perpendicular to each other, pushed against the wall, a low table, and a window overlooking the street below. Dust lingers in the corners, the scent of old parchment soaked into the very walls. Thereâs no extravagance here, nothing grand or gilded, but itâs warm and lived-in.
Satoru throws himself onto a mattress with no ceremony, arms spread as he sighs dramatically. âSee?â he says, peering up at you. âTold you I knew a place.â
You roll your eyes, but despite yourself, a small smile tugs at your lips.
You wake up to the sounds of an argument in the shop below. The mattress is lumpy and a little hard, but it beats sleeping on the forest floor with nothing but your cloak separating you from the cold earth. Satoruâs mattress looks the same as it did last nightâthe covers placed meticulously and tucked into the sides, the pillow not creased, as though he hadnât slept at all. A quick glance around the loft leads you to find a wooden basin filled with water. You pad over to it and splash your face once, twice. The water is cool against your skin. You rub the gunk out of your eyes.
It seems the argument isnât going to abate anytime soon. Nanamiâs voice rises, and, cautiously, you make your way out of the door and pad over to the top of the staircase so you can hear better.Â
âYouâre a fool,â the bookshop owner says. âI told you that months ago, and yet here you are. Again.â
Satoru sounds almost amused when he replies, âWell, hello. What happened to good morning?â
âYouâre going to get yourself killed.â
A beat. You shift onto the first step, careful to keep your steps light.
âI appreciate the concern, Nanami,â Satoru says. âReally. But you should know by now that Iâm impossible to kill.â
âThat isnât the point.â Thereâs the sound of something hitting the counterâa book, maybe, or Nanamiâs palm pressing against the wood as he fights for patience. âYouâre still chasing thisâthis ridiculous theory? After everything?â
Your fingers tighten around the bannister. âIt isnât ridiculous,â the thief says, quieter this time.
Nanami scoffs, dry and unimpressed. âYouâre gambling with your life for a theory you canât even prove.â
âThatâs the point, Nanami,â Satoru counters, sharp. âI have to prove it.â
âYou donât have to do anything,â Nanami says, and thereâs something frayed at the edges of his voice, something that sounds a lot like concern buried under layers of irritation. âYou could leave this alone. Walk away beforeââ
âBefore what?â
âYou know what.â
For a moment, neither of them speak. The words sit heavy in the air, thick enough that you almost feel them pressing against your skin. Nanami exhales. âAnd even if youâre determined to be a reckless idiot,â he says, voice cooler now, âwhat gives you the right to drag someone else into this?â
You stiffen at the mention of yourself. Satoru clicks his tongue. âOh, come on. I didnât drag her into anything.â
âSheâs here, isnât she?â
âShe dragged me here. She made that choice herself.â
âShe doesnât know what sheâs choosing,â Nanami snaps. âTell me, Gojo, did you bother explaining anything, or did you simply try to charm her skirts off and decide that was enough?â
âI can be persuasive if I want, you know.â
âInsane. Youâre insane, and I want nothing more than toââ
Youâre not sure what compels you to move, but you step down the stairs, making your way towards them before the argument can escalate any further. Maybe itâs curiosity, maybe itâs annoyance, maybe itâs the simple fact that youâre irked at being talked about like you arenât standing just a few feet away. At the sound of your footsteps, both men turn.
Nanami regards you with a sharp, assessing gaze. Satoru runs a hand through his hair, but grins at you. âGood morning, sleeping beauty,â he greets. âEnjoy your beauty rest?â
You give him a withering look before turning to Nanami. âWhatâs going on?â
âThat,â he says, lips pressed into a thin line, âis exactly what Iâd like to know.â
âItâs too early in the morning for us to be concerned with all this serious talk,â Satoru cuts in, clapping his hands. He glances at you. âNanami, does Utahimeâs shop open this early?â
âYes,â he replies. âBut I donât think sheâll be very receptive to you barging in and ruining her morning.â
âNonsense! Utahime loves me.â
Nanami sighs. âIâll warn her first.â
âThereâs no need for that.â Satoru waves a hand in the air dismissively, placing his other one on the small of your back and gently steering you out of Nanamiâs bookshop. You bite your tongue, curious to know what they were arguing about, but unsure if itâs in your place to pry.Â
âWhere are we going?â you ask instead.
The thief grins, letting the door to the bookshop swing shut behind him. âTo get you some new clothes.â
âWhatâs wrong withââ You donât bother finishing the question, as Satoru leads you through the winding streets of the capital. The city is slowly wakingâmerchants setting up their stalls, children darting between their parents, the scent of roses and bread wafting from nearby bakeries and flower shops. You can hear the clang of a blacksmith hammering metal in the distance, the occasional neigh of a horse, and people haggling over the fresh produce thatâs just arrived from the surrounding countryside.
You clutch your cloak around you a little tighter, feeling a little out of place. Itâs different, now, in the daylight, when the darkness doesnât obscure your vision and those of others. You glance down at yourself, taking in the well-worn fabric of your cloak, the practical cut of your tunic and trousers. Itâs not like youâre dressed in rags, but compared to the finery youâve seen nobles wearing in the streets, you suppose you do stick out rather like a sore thumb. (So does Satoru, your mind offers helpfully, but unlike you, he moves as if he owns the very streets he walks on, as if the world itself bends to his whims.)
âIs this really necessary?â you ask hesitantly.
âAbsolutely.â
You narrow your eyes. âI feel like youâre just looking for an excuse to spend money that isnât yours.â
âI would neverââ he begins, but you give him a flat look, and his lips curl up into an utterly unrepentant grin. âAlright, maybe I would. But in this case, itâs a matter of principle. Donât you want to look all nice and pretty at the lantern festival?â
You roll your eyes but let him drag you long, weaving your way through the bustling market district. Eventually, he stops in front of a charming little boutique, its windows lined with displays of elegant dresses, rich fabrics draped across headless mannequins. A little brass bell jingles as Satoru pushes open the door. The interior of the shop is warm, bathed in the golden light filtering through the windows. Shelves upon shelves of neatly arranged fabrics line the walls, bolts of silk and brocade in every shade imaginable. The air smells of lavender and fresh linen, with the faintest hint of parchment from the stack of ledgers resting on the counter.
Behind that counter, a woman with dark hair pulled into a loose bun looks up from where sheâs inspecting a sheet of shimmering fabric. Her sharp eyes land on Satoru, and whatever semblance of peace she had this morning is immediately shattered. âOh,â she says, ânot you.â
âUtahime!â Satoru places a hand over his heart. âYou wound me.â
âYou deserve it.â
âIs that any way to greet an old friend?â he simpers.
Utahime arches a brow. âYou are not my friend.â
Satoru wags a finger at her. âBusiness associate, then?â
âBarely.â
You shift uncomfortably, not entirely sure how to insert yourself into this conversation. The two of them clearly have some sort of shared history, similar to Nanami and Satoru. Curiosity prickles in your stomach; you want to know more about them, about Satoruâs life before he became a wanted man.
Utahime exhales through her nose, then finally turns her attention to you. Her expression softens slightly, the corners of her lips quirking upwards. âAnd you are?â
You hesitate, suddenly feeling very out of place surrounded by all this luxury. âUmââ
âSheâs my new travelling companion,â Satoru interrupts, slinging a hand around your shoulders as if that explains everything. âWhich is why Iâve so graciously brought her hereâto make sure she looks the part.â
Utahime stares at him, then at you. Slowly, her grin turns amused. âYou mean, to make sure you donât look like a pauper standing next to her.â
You choke back a laugh. Satoru splutters, âIâhow dare youââ
âYou look like youâve been sleeping in ditches, Gojo,â the tailor says.
âThat is not true.â
âYou have leaves in your hair.â
Satoru blinks, reaches up, and, sure enough, pulls a small, dried leaf from his messy white locks. He flicks it away with a muttered curse.
âI canât stand someone as pretty as her walking around with a man who looks like he lost a fight with a laundry line. Come,â Utahime says, addressing you and already pulling a gown off a nearby rack. âLetâs get you sorted before I throw him out.â
You follow her shyly deeper into the boutique, leaving Satoru to sulk near the counter. The further in you go, the more extravagant the fabrics becomeârich velvets, shining silks, intricate embroidery, lacy tulle. You hesitate, again, feeling out of place among such luxury, but Utahime does not seem to care for your reservations. She studies you with a critical eye, holding up various fabrics against your skin.
You shift awkwardly under her scrutiny. âI donât need anything too fancy,â you say quickly.
Utahime gives you an unimpressed jerk of her chin. âYou think he is going to let you walk around in something plain?â
You glance over your shoulder at Satoru, who is currently inspecting a mannequin in the corner, tilting his head. He doesnât even pretend to be paying attention. You sigh. âProbably not.â
âExactly.â Utahime flicks through a row of dresses before pulling one out. âTry this.â
The fabric is smooth beneath your fingertips, a deep blue that shimmers like water under the sunlight. The embroidery along the neckline is delicate, intricate swirls of silver thread that catch the light. Itâs beautifulâfar more beautiful than anything youâve ever worn before.
âIâI donât know if I should,â you admit.
âWhy not?â
âI mean, Iââ You falter. The words sound silly even in your own head. Iâm not used to things like this. Things this nice.
But Utahime merely shakes her head and shoves the dress into your arms, though not unkindly. âYou should, because you can.â She gestures to a dressing screen next to you. âGo. Try it on.â
You nod, uncertain, before stepping behind the screen, fingers tracing over the soft fabric. It takes a moment to undo the laces of your old clothes and slip into the new dress. The material drapes over you fluidly, the fit surprisingly perfect. The bodice is snug but comfortable, cinching at your waist before flowing down in gentle folds. The sleeves are light, sheer fabric brushing against your skin like a caress.
When you step out, Utahime nods in approval. âBetter.â
You look down at yourself, smoothing your hands over the fabric. Itâs strange, wearing something so fine, something that makes you feel seen. Youâre so used to blending into the background, to preferring practicality over beauty. But nowâ
A low whistle interrupts your thoughts.
You glance up to see Satoru leaning against the counter, arms crossed, a grin tugging at his lips. âDamn,â he muses. âI always knew you were cute, but this is something else.â
Your face heats. âShut up.â
âIâm serious!â He pushes off the counter, walking over to circle you, inspecting you from every angle. âYouâre going to have every noble in the capital turning their heads.â
âWhich means you canât go around looking like that,â Utahime interjects, shooting Satoru a pointed glare.
He blinks. âLike what?â
âLike a half-drowned stray,â she says, and before he can protest, she shoves a bundle of clothes into his arms. âGo change. I refuse to let someone as beautiful as her be seen with an absolute pauper like you.â
You laugh, and Satoru pouts at you. âYouâre enjoying this.â
âExtremely,â you agree.
Grumbling under his breath, he disappears behind another dressing screen, leaving you and Utahime in silence. After a beat, she turns to you. âYouâre travelling with him willingly?â
âItâsâŚâ You chew on your lip. âComplicated.â
She hums, as if sheâd expected nothing else. âBe careful.â
You donât know how to respond to that, so you simply nod. A moment later, Satoru emerges, now dressed in something far more refined than his usual attire. The loose, tattered shirt underneath his vest has been replaced with a fitted tunic of dark navy, the high collar emphasising the sharp angles of his jaw. The long coat draped over his shoulders is a deep charcoal, lined with silver embroidery. Even his boots look newer, shinier.
He runs a hand through his hair. âWell?â
Utahime clicks her tongue. âItâs an improvement. Barely.â
Satoru ignores her and turns to you. âWhat do you think?â
âYou look⌠less like a thief,â you say.
âIâll take that as a win.â
Utahime rolls her eyes, thrusting a pair of slippers that match the colour of your dress at you, along with an ivory comb to pin your hair back in place. âTake these and get out of my shop.â
So you do.
The capital, youâve come to realise, is a place of contradictionsâgrand stone buildings adorned with ivy, shadowed alleyways where whispers slip through the cracks, noblewomen in embroidered shawls brushing shoulders with street performers balancing on stilts.Â
Satoru weaves between crowds easily, pausing only when something catches his interest: A vendor selling sugared fruits, a fortune teller shuffling tarot cards at a makeshift stall, a pair of children chasing each other with wooden swords, their giggles ringing bright in the late morning hour. He lingers just long enough to soak in the moment before moving on, as if the city itself is nothing more than an elaborate game designed for his amusement. You try not to stare, but the way he carries himself is captivatingâlike heâs seen it all before and yet, still finds a way to be charmed by it.
âSee?â He nudges your arm lightly with his elbow. âTold you youâd fit right in.â
You press your lips together and say nothing. The fabric of your new dress sways as you walk, softer and finer than anything youâve ever owned. It feels unfamiliar against your skin, but not unpleasant. It makes you feel different, somehow, like youâve stepped into a role that doesnât quite belong to you. People glance at you differently now; not with suspicion or wariness, but with curiosity.
âSo, what now?â you ask instead.
Satoru grins, wild, his blue eyes shining with mirth and excitement. âNow? Now, we explore.â
And explore you do.
He leads you through the winding streets, pointing out interesting stalls and dodging carts and carriages. He stops at a street performer juggling knives and dramatically gasps at every toss, leaning in as if heâs witnessing a royal duel. You shake your head, but his antics coax a quiet smile out of you. When he catches it, his smile softens just a little.
A hidden alleyway tucked between two bustling shops reveals an old woman sitting behind a small table, delicate glass trinkets laid out in neat rows. The figures catch the light, shimmering like captured stardust. Satoru crouches, fingers hovering over a tiny glass cat, its tail curled in mid-motion. His white hair falls into his eyes as he studies it, the briefest flicker of something thoughtful passing over his features.
âDâyou think Megumi and Sukuna are getting lonely?â he murmurs, turning the figurine over in his hands before placing it back, offering the woman a charming wink as he tosses her a coin for her time.
âYou didnât buy it,â you observe. The two of you step back onto the main street.
âDidnât need to,â he replies, slipping his hands into his pockets. âJust wanted to look.â
You make your way towards the bustling heart of the market, where stalls overflow with bright fabrics, glinting trinkets, and fresh produce. The scent of roasted chestnuts curls around you, warm and nutty. Satoru pauses, his gaze flicking to a vendor skillfully tossing chestnuts in a wire pan over an open flame. The chestnuts pop and crackle in the heat. Without a word, he steps forward, tossing a few coins onto the counter. The vendor barely has time to acknowledge him before Satoru is already handing you a small paper pouch, its warmth seeping into your fingers.
âTry one,â he says, grinning.
You peel open the shell of a chestnut, the scent much richer up close. When you take a bite, itâs soft and sweet, the kind of warmth that settles deep in your chest.
Satoru watches you expectantly. âWell?â
âTheyâre good,â you admit.
âOf course they are,â he boasts. âI have impeccable taste.â
You huff a small laugh, shaking your head, but you donât pull away when he reaches out, brushing a stray hair from your face that escaped the confines of Utahimeâs comb. His fingertips barely ghost over your skin fleetingly, but you feel it like an ember catching flame. It stretches between you like a thread being pulled tautâand then he clears his throat and looks away.
âCome on,â he says, tilting his head in the direction of another street. âThereâs one more place I want to show you.â
By the time you arrive at the jewelry stall, the sun hangs high overhead, casting long shadows across the cobblestone streets. Unlike the market district, this section of the city is quieter, the chatter of merchants distant, softened by the hum of rustling leaves. The stall itself is small but carefully arrangedâdainty chains displayed on dark velvet, rings nestled in silk-lined boxes, gemstones catching the light in a kaleidoscope of colours. Here, the world feels slower, as if it exists in its own pocket of time.
Satoru steps forward, fingers skimming lightly over the jewelry. His expression is uncharacteristically thoughtful. You watch him curiously. Until now, heâs been aimlessly amused by everything, flitting from stall to stall and shop to shop like a butterfly with no real direction, but thisâthis is different. Thereâs an intention behind the seriousness in his eyes.
âWhat are you looking for?â you ask.
He doesnât answer immediately, instead picking up a simple silver necklace with a small blue gemstone embedded in its center. He turns it between his fingers, the pad of his thumb brushing over the stone as he studies it for a long moment. Then, as if coming to a decision, he looks at you.
âThis suits you,â he says.
You blink, taken aback. âWhat?â
He steps closer, the space between you shrinking. âHere,â he says softly. âLet me.â
Your breath catches when his hands lift, brushing against the back of your neck. The metal of the chain is cool against your skin, but his fingersâhis fingers are warm, careful, the touch light enough to send a shiver down your spine. He lingers for just a fraction too long before fastening the clasp, fingertips grazing the nape of your neck in a way that makes heat bloom beneath your skin. When he pulls away, the pendant rests just above your collarbone. You touch it lightly.
âIâI canât take this,â you say, voice quieter than before.
Satoru only smirks, but itâs not his usual brand of tiresome arrogance. Itâs softer. âToo late. No returns.â
Your fingers tighten around the pendant. The stone is smooth beneath your touch, reflecting the sunlight in shifting shades of blue. It reminds you of somethingâof fleeting moments, of oceans youâve never seen, of something vast and untouchable yet undeniably present. The question slips out before you can stop it: âWhy?â
For a moment, he doesnât answer. His gaze roams over you, something unreadable flickering in those too-bright eyes. Then, he shrugs. âConsider it a souvenir,â he says. âSomething to remember today by.â
You want to press him for more, but something about the way he says it is fragile, delicate in a way that makes you hesitant to touch it too harshly. It is a thread pulled just slightly tighter, a balance shifted just slightly off-kilter. He reaches for your wrist, tugging you gently back towards the street.Â
âLetâs go,â he says, ever the one to move before a moment settles. âWeâve still got time before sunset.â
By the time the sun begins its descent, the capital is alive in a different way than before. Where the market had been filled with the shouts of merchants and the clatter of wooden carts, the town square now hums with a different kind of energyâjoyful and infectious.
Colourful paper lanterns have been strung between buildings, flickering to life as the sky fades from gold to dusky violet. Musicians gather in the center of the square, their lively tune spilling into the air, coaxing laughter and movement from the people around them. The scent of honeyed pastries from a nearby stall blends with the perfume of crushed petals from garlands strung over doorways.
âWell, sweetheart,â Satoru says, âitâs your lucky day. Looks like weâve arrived just in time for a celebration.â
You look up at him, slightly wary. âA celebration for what?â
âThe night before the lantern festival, âcourse.â He grabs your wrist and pulls you forward.
âSatoruââ
âHush, weâve done nothing but walk around all day,â he says, meandering through the crowd. âLetâs have a little fun.â
Your protests die on your tongue when you step into the heart of the square. The music swells, a melody of flutes, fiddles and tambourines; it is so rich and lively that it seems to settle beneath your skin, curling around your ribs like something alive. All around you, people spin and sway to the rhythm, moving as if the music is stitched into their bones. Women twirl in dresses of deep reds and blues, their skirts fanning out like blooming flowers, while men clap their hands to the beat, laughing as they switch partners. Children dart between the dancers, giggles escaping their lips, while couples sway together, lost in their own world.
Youâre so caught up in taking it all in that you donât notice Satoru moving until his hand finds yours again. The moment you realise what heâs doing, your eyes widen. âOh, noââ
âOh, yes,â he counters, grinning as he spins you suddenly, catching you before you can stumble. âYou canât expect me to dance alone, can you?â
âI can if I donât know how,â you retort, heart racing at the unexpected movement.
He clicks his tongue. âTsk. And here I thought you were quick on your feet.â
You narrow your eyes at him. âOnly when I need to be.â
The thief only laughs, that bright, boyish sound that makes something warm settle in your chest. âJust follow my lead,â he says, drawing you in.
Against all reason, you do. At first, youâre hesitant, stiff under his hands while he guides you into the rhythm of the dance. But Satoru is nothing if not persistent. He keeps you moving, spinning you into the flow of the music, making the world blur in bursts of colour and light.
Itâs dizzying, the way he movesânot just with grace, but with a kind of unshaken confidence, like heâs never once doubted that the world will bend to him if he asks it to. His hands are steady on yours, his steps sure, and when he grins, itâs the kind of grin that makes you feel like youâre part of some grand adventure, something wild and untamed.
Youâve never met a man like him before.
Somewhere along the way, your hesitation fades. Your body moves with his naturally now, drawn into the lilt of the music. Your laughter bubbles up before you can stop it, spilling into the air between you as he twirls you beneath the glow of the lanterns. Satoru watches you closely, his smile softening, just a little around the edges.
âTold you itâs fun,â he murmurs.
You shake your head, breathless. âWarn me next time.â
âYou do want a next time, then,â he says, and you donât have an answer to that.
Becauseâmaybeâyou do. Something in you, you think, has begun to unravel. Maybe, against all logic, youâre slipping. Maybe, you donât mind. You meet his gaze, heart rabbiting about in your chest. His eyes are impossibly blue, bright even in the dim glow of the lanterns. Your heartbeat is too loud in your ears, your thoughts a mess of tangled emotions, but you canât bring yourself to step away. Not when his grip is this steady, not when his eyes are watching you like that.
The music melts into something softer, the once-rapid twirls melting into something slower, more intimate. Satoruâs hand shifts, resting lightly against your waist, his other still holding yours between calloused fingers. The world feels smaller now, quieter, narrowed down to just the two of you.
When the song finally ends, both of you out of breath and a little bit sweaty, Satoru steps back and bows with an exaggerated flourish. The fondness in your chest betrays you, and you curtsey back. He holds your hand again, and doesnât let go. Even as the music fades and the crowd disperses, laughter trailing off into the warm night, his grip remains firm. You should pull away. Should remind yourself that heâs still a thief, still unpredictable, still frustrating beyond belief.Â
Instead, you let him guide you through the winding streets of the capital once more, past shops closing up for the night, past candlelight flickering through bedroom windows, past lovers whispering in darkened corners. The warmth of the evening settles over you both, the smell of jasmines and roses and summer heat pressing in close.
âYouâll like this,â Satoru says, turning back over his shoulder.
âYou say that about everything.â
âAnd I mean it every single time,â he replies.Â
He takes you through a narrow alley, walking with the surety of someone who has spent their childhood finding all the hidden parts of the city. A wooden ladder rests against the side of a weathered stone building; Satoru lets go of your hand and immediately starts climbing.
You pause. âSeriously?â
âUnless you want to climb up four flights of stairs,â he calls down, teasing. âBut I donât think youâre in the mood for a hike.â
With an exasperated shake of your head, you gather the folds of your dress into your arms, bunching up the fabric. The ladder, thankfully, is sturdy despite having stood in that spot for who knew how long. The climb is easier than you expect, and when you reach the top, Satoru is already waiting, standing near the edge of the rooftop with his hands in his pockets, watching the city unfold beneath him.
Your breath hitches. The view is stunning. From here, the capital is a sea of golden lights, stretching wide until the river that snakes around the perimeter near the far end. The castle looms in the distance, its towers reaching towards the heavens, the marble reflecting all the lights. Beyond it, the countryside stretches endlessly, shadowed hills rolling underneath a sky dusted with constellations. The stars seem impossibly close, as if you could reach out and trace them with your fingers.
Satoru watches your reaction, the corners of his lips curling into something softer than a smirk, something quieter. âTold you.â
You donât reply immediately, too busy taking in the sheer vastness of it all. The castle, the city, the starsâthings that once felt distant and untouchable now seem just within reach. Stepping closer to him, you ask, âHow did you find this place?â
âI used to come up here as a kid. Sometimes, when things gotâcomplicated, I guess you could sayâIâd sneak away, climb up here, and just watch. The world looks different from above.â
You nod, turning back to the view, letting the quiet settle between you. Satoru plops down onto the shingles of the rooftop, inches away from the part where it begins to slope, and motions for you to do the same. You comply, dress rustling as you sit down next to him. After a moment, Satoru shifts, leaning back on his palms, his long legs stretched out in front of him. The cool night air ruffles his hair, the moonlight catching on the silver strands.
âCan I ask you something?â
â...That depends,â you say.
His smile is easy, lazyâbut his eyes are sharp and searching, like heâs trying to peel back all your layers. âBack in the market,â he starts, slow, âyou let me pull you into that dance. You couldâve left. You couldâve made an excuse, walked away, ignored me entirely. But you didnât. Why?â
You suck in a breath, eyes drifting to the city below. The streets are quieter now, the celebrations beginning to wind down. For so long, your world has been small. Not just physically, but in the way that matteredâthe way that made it feel like you were meant to stay in one place, bound by duty, by love, by responsibility.
âMy grandmother,â you begin, softly. âShe was the only family I had left.â
Satoru doesnât move; he just watches you, waiting. âShe got sick,â you continue, wringing your fingers together on your lap. âAnd I had to take care of her. I couldnât leave, even if I wanted to. Even ifââ You pause, exhaling through your nose. âEven if I dreamed about it sometimes.â
The memories come back in piecesâwatching the world pass by beyond the edges of your village, wondering what lay beyond the fields and forests you had never crossed. The way you used to sit by your grandmotherâs bedside, listening to the stories she told of places she had never been either.
âShe passed away,â you say, quieter this time.
Satoru doesnât speak, but the way he looks at you makes your chest tighten. You turn your head, looking out over the city again. The castle towers rise high against the star-streaked sky, the view stretching beyond anything you ever could have imagined from your tiny corner of the world.
âI spent so long staying in one place,â you admit, âbeing careful and doing what was expected of me. But nowâŚâ You trail off, searching for the shape of the feeling thatâs been unravelling inside you since the moment you first stepped beyond the life you thought you were meant to live. âNow, I think I just want to see whatâs out there.â
A slow smile tugs at Satoruâs lips. Itâs not the cocky smirk youâre used to, nor the grin that comes with a teasing remark. Itâs softer, something almostâfond. âAnd now that youâre here, is it everything youâve dreamed of and more?â
âYes,â you breathe out. âItâs incredible.â
âIâm glad,â he says, then, after a beat: âAlright, my turn.â
âYour turn?â
âTo answer a question.â His eyes flicker to you, playful. âYou want to ask me something, donât you?â
You pause. Then, before you can overthink it, you ask, âAre you still only with me because you want the crown back?â
The teasing edge in his expression falters, just for a second. He doesnât answer right away. Instead, he shifts, fingers tapping idly against the rooftop, his eyes fixed on the distant castle. When he speaks, his voice is quieter, more thoughtful.Â
âAt first, yeah,â he admits. âThat was the plan.â
You wait, sensing thereâs more. Satoru lets out a breath, a faint chuckle escaping him, though thereâs a strangeness to the soundâlike heâs amused at his own thoughts, still figuring them out. He says, âBut youâre not exactly what I expected.â
You frown. âWhat is that supposed to mean?â
He shifts, turning to face you fully now, the golden lights casting shadows across the side of his face. âIt means,â he says, âthat I figured youâd be like everyone else. Predictable. Easy to manipulate. Someone whoâd either slow me down or get in my way.â
Satoru smiles, tilting his head, but this time, itâs differentâless teasing, more like heâs studying you, trying to commit you to memory. âBut youâre not.â
Your heart stutters. You donât know if itâs the words themselves, or the way heâs looking at youâintent, unrushed, like you are something worth decipheringâbut something shifts, something fragile and terrifying in its certainty. You should say something; you ought to shake your head, roll your eyes, scoff at him like you always do. But the night air is wrought with something you donât have a name for, and the weight of his gaze pins you in place.
âYouâre stubborn,â he continues, voice dipping just slightly, low enough that you feel it more than hear it. âSmart. Quicker than I expected. You surprise me.â
The breath youâve been holding releases in a slow exhale, but it doesnât make the feeling in your chest settle. âI donât know if I believe you,â you murmur.
Satoru leans in, not touchingânot yetâbut close enough that the heat of him brushes against your skin. âYou really should.â
You barely have time to process what he means before he moves, slow and deliberate, as if giving you time to stop him. Some part of you registers thisâbut you ignore it, because somewhere along the way, you stopped wanting to.
His hand lifts first, fingertips ghosting along your jaw, barely there, a touch so cursory, it could be mistaken for hesitation. He doesnât rush, doesnât pull you in like a man desperateâhe waits, breath mingling with yours, gaze flickering down to your lips, then back up again, watching. Itâs agonisingly slow, and maybe thatâs what makes your pulse hammer in your throat, makes your fingers tighten at your sides as if fighting the instinct to reach for him.Â
And thenâthe faintest brush. Featherlight; testing. A breath of a kiss, a question rather than an answer. You could pull away now, but the moment his lips meet yours, something inside you caves.
Itâs soft at first, uncertain, but the second you respondâjust the smallest tilt forward, the slightest press of your lips against hisâhe becomes more insistent. His hand cups your jaw more firmly, his other coming to rest against the small of your back, drawing you in as though the space between you is something offensive and unbearable.
You gasp against his mouth, but it isn't surprise. Itâs relief; like something that had been threatening to snap inside you has finally, finally broken loose. His lips move slowly against your, unhurried but devastating, a contradiction of softness and something deeper, something unjumbling beneath your skin. You donât even realise when your fingers twist into the fabric of his shirt, holding on like he might slip away if you donât.
You donât think. You donât breathe. You just fall.
Itâs easy enough to fall into Gojo Satoru like this. Too easy, really. It should be harder. It should be something that gives you pause, something that makes you second-guess yourself. But you donât, because right now, on this rooftop with the whole city stretching out below you and the stars scattered across the sky like crushed diamonds, it doesnât feel like a mistake. It doesnât feel like something youâll regret. It just feels like him.
Satoru pulls away and watches you carefully, the way he always does when heâs waiting for you to make a move first. His hands rest loosely on either side of him, deceptively relaxed, but his gaze tells a different story. Thereâs something in his eyes tonightâsofter, expectant, something that makes your stomach twist in ways you donât entirely understand. Maybe youâll never understand him fully. But you think, maybe you donât have to.
You reach for him first this time. A brush of your fingers against his wrist. He doesnât move, doesnât speakâjust watches, as if memorising the moment. You shuffle closer, until your knees touch where heâs sitting, until his breath stirs the air between you. When you finally lean in, when your lips graze his in something that isnât quite a kiss yet, you hear the sharp inhale of breath he takes. Then, finally, he moves.
Satoru kisses like he does everything elseâsure of himself, but not impatient. He takes his time, lets you press in closer as his hands find their way to your waist, his touch steady and warm. The rooftop is quiet except for the distant sounds of the city and the faint hum of the night air, but all you can hear is himâthe way his breath blows on your cheek, the way he exhales softly when your fingers slip into his hair.
You let him kiss you deeper, let him tilt his head and pull you closer and melt into him as easily as breathing. When he pulls you into his lap, hands firm on your hips and his lips trail lower, brushing along your jaw, your throat, your collarbone, you decide you donât want to stop at all.
The inn is a modest place, tucked between streets. Its wooden beams creak, and the scent of old bookshelves and candle wax wafts through the air, mixing with something sweetâhoney, maybe, or the remnants of a forgotten perfume. Satoru had brought you here so quickly and paid for a room that, despite the knowing look the innkeeper gave you both, you didnât have the time to feel embarrassed before he was whisking you away.
Itâs quiet here, away from prying eyes. The bed beneath you is softer than youâd expected, sheets worn but clean, warmed by the heat of your bodies. A single melting candle in the corner lights up the room, its glow casting shadows along the rough-hewn walls, pooling in the hollow of Satoruâs throat as he hovers over you.
Thereâs a momentâjust a momentâwhere uncertainty creeps in. Youâve never done this before. Somehow, Satoru seems to know that without you even saying anything. His hands, steady and warm, never wander too far, never push for more than what youâre willing to give. Even as his lips move against yoursâslow, coaxing, patientâthereâs an unspoken question between every kiss; an invitation rather than a demand. It makes it easier. Easier to melt into him and to follow the way his fingers map careful paths down your spine.
You barely register when he tugs at the hem of your clothes, when fabric slips from your shoulders, pooling somewhere unseen. His gentle fingers unclasp the comb in your hair, letting it fall down loose. He leaves the necklace on, though, the blue pendant just above your collarbone, reflecting his own blue eyes. They darken when he sees you like this. His hands are on your bare skin, and itâs differentâmore real, somehow. More intimate than anything else before this.
Satoru leans back, exhaling as he takes you in, eyes dragging over every newly exposed inch of you. His gaze is heavy, reverent in a way that makes you shiver. âYouâre beautiful.â
Your breath catches. Heat pools low in your stomach, spreading through you in slow, curling tendrils. Then heâs pressing his lips to your throat, his hands gliding down your sides, settling on your hips. His touch is firm but never rough. Still, the anticipation builds.
Your skin feels too hot, too sensitive, aware of the way his mouth drags lowerâover your collarbone, down the center of your chest, leaving a trail of warmth in its wake. Then, lower still. You shudder. âSatoruââ
He hums against your skin, one hand sliding beneath your knee, urging you to part for him. âLet me take care of you, sweetheart.â
You hesitate for only a moment before nodding. Thatâs all the permission he needs. His hands settle on your thighs, parting them gently. His lips ghost over the sensitive skin, teasing and testing, before he presses a kiss where youâre already aching for him.
The first touch of his tongue is tentativeâjust a slow, languid drag against you, as if savouring the taste. Like heâs learning exactly what makes you tremble. You do tremble. A quiet, broken sound slips from your lips before you can stop it, your fingers tightening instinctively in his hair. Satoru groans, low and pleased, and the vibration of it makes your stomach tighten.
He doesnât rush. Doesnât overwhelm you. He simply moves with purpose, unravelling you piece by piece, lick by lick, until the pleasure builds into something unbearable. You donât know when your eyes flutter shut and your body melts into the sheets. His grip tightens just slightly to hold you in place. When he drags his tongue over that one spot, when he sucks, slow and deliberate, pleasure licks up your spine like wildfire. You gasp.
âThatâs it,â Satoru says, a tad proud. âJust let go.â
Your fingers tangle in his hair, your thighs tightening around him as he coaxes pleasure out of you with maddening patience. The tension builds, winding tighter, higher, and when he rubs your bundle of nerves with his thumb, you moan. Warmth spills through your limbs; your breath catches and everything around you blurs, reduced to nothing but the feeling of his mouth, his hands, his name falling from your lips in a whisper. Satoru stays there for a moment longer, pressing one last kiss to the inside of your thigh before moving back up. He kisses you again, slow and deep, and the taste of yourself on his lips makes your head spin.
âHow was that?â he asks.
âYou talk too much,â you say, and slant your lips against his again.
Satoru pulls away, though reluctantly. Kneeling between your legs, his hands move to his belt. You watch, still dazed, as he undoes it and kicks his trousers off, then pulls his tunic over his head in one smooth motion. You swear you forget how to breathe.
Your fingers tremble slightly as you reach for him, pressing your hands against his chest, feeling the warmth of his skin beneath your touch. He shudders at the contact, and something about thatâabout the way you affect himâsends a thrill through you. Wordlessly, he leans back, watching you carefully.
You meet his gaze, and, slowly, slide your hands up, over the defined lines of his collarbones, over the faint scars that mark his skin. You take your time, tracing the firm places of his stomach, the ridges of muscle beneath your fingertips. He has a scar cutting through his torso, a jagged line that should look unseemly, but on Satoru it does not. You donât think anything ever could.Â
âHow did you get this?â you whisper, running your fingers along the line.
âFailed assassination attempt on me,â he whispers back. Youâre not even surprised anymore.
Satoru is beautiful. Itâs a thought that strikes you suddenly, like a realisation that had been waiting for the right moment to surface. Heâs all long limbs and lean strength, a body built for running and fighting and surviving. The sight of him, bare before you, makes something warm bloom in your chest.
âYouâre staring,â he teases, but his voice is quieter this time, almost breathless.
You hum, letting your nails drag lightly down his torso, watching the way his stomach tenses in response. âMaybe.â
His breath comes out uneven. Then, as if he canât help himself, he leans down, pressing his weight against you, caging you beneath him. The heat of his body is overwhelming, the feel of bare skin on bare skin sending a shiver through you. Even then, when he presses his lips to yours, he asks, âAre you sure?â
You donât hesitate. âYes.â
He exhales sharply, his forehead dropping against yours. âYouâre going to kill me.â
You laugh, breathless, tilting your head just enough to kiss him again. âThen die quietly.â
His answering grin is crooked. He nudges your nose with his, and his hand finds yours against the sheets as he laces your fingers together. Slowly, he moves.
The first press is slow, careful, an unfamiliar stretch as he eases himself inside you inch by inch. Your breath hitches in your throat, fingers tightening around his while your body adjusts to him. Thereâs a sting, a deep pull of discomfort that makes you tense, but he stills immediately, exhaling a shaky breath against your temple.
Satoruâs lips ghost over your skin, pressing soft kisses to your cheek, your jaw, murmuring quiet praises in between. âYouâre doing so well,â he breathes, voice barely above a whisper. âSo fucking perfect.â
The ache fades gradually, melting into something warmer. You take a slow breath, then shift your hips slightlyâjust enough for him to move. His sigh is shaky, his grip on your hand tightening.Â
He starts moving, and the world narrows to nothing but him. Itâs slow at first, every movement measured, as if heâs trying to memorise every little reaction and gasp that spills from your lips. He watches you the entire time, his expression softer than youâve ever seen it, like heâs seeing you for the first time. The pleasure builds gradually, a slow burn spreading through your veins. Each roll of his hips, each press of his body against yours sends another wave of heat through you, until the discomfort is nothing but a memory. Your legs tighten around him instinctively, pulling him closer, deeper. Satoru groans, his head dropping into the crook of your neck as he curses under his breath.
âFuck,â he murmurs, voice strained. âYou feelââ He shakes his head, unable to finish the thought. His teeth graze lightly over your shoulder. His pace quickens slightly, pulling breathy moans from you with every movement. The pleasure coils tighter and tighter in your stomach, winding like a thread about to snap.Â
And then he angles his hips just right, hitting something inside you that makes your vision blur. A broken sound escapes your lips. Your grip on his hand tightens, nails digging into his skin. âThere?â he asks, voice thick with something you canât quite place.
You nod, unable to form words, and he groans, pressing deeper, chasing every little reaction you give him. Itâs overwhelmingâthe warmth of him above you, the weight of his body pressing you into the mattress, the way he whispers your name like itâs something sacred.
When you finally reach that peak, when the pleasure crests and crashes over you in dizzying waves, your entire body shudders beneath him. The thread snaps, leaving you weightless and drowning in sensation as he follows soon after, his movements growing erratic. Satoru pulls out just in time, a sharp gasp escaping his lips as he spills onto your stomach, one hand gripping your waist as his body trembles above you. His breath is ragged, chest rising and falling rapidly; he takes in the sight of you beneath himâflushed, panting, utterly wrecked.
For a long moment, neither of you move. His breath fans over your collarbone, fingers fiddling with the silver chain around your neck. He presses a lazy kiss to your shoulder, and his grip on your hand loosens just slightly, but he doesnât let go. Eventually, Satoru shifts, rolling onto his back and searching for something to clean you up. He finds a wash basin with a cloth placed nearby; wetting it gently, he pads back to you. The thiefâyour lover, now, you supposeâis gentle, wiping you down with slow, careful movements before tossing the cloth aside. Then, without hesitation, he pulls you against him, wrapping an arm around your waist and pressing his lips against your temple.
His fingers trace absentminded patterns along your spine, his touch featherlight. You feel his lips press against your hair, and the gesture makes your chest ache. You curl into him. He rests his chin on the top of your head. âSleep,â he says.
You donât say anythingâjust let your eyes slip shut, and let yourself sink into the warmth of him and the steady rise and fall of his breathing.
Satoru coaxes you out of bed with the promise of buying you a honey-dipped pastry from one of the vendors youâd been eyeing the day before. You grumble about his methods, saying he has an unfair advantage knowing your weaknesses so well, but truthfully, you donât really mind. You dress quickly, smoothing your hands over the creases in your gown and pulling your hair back with the ivory comb, while Satoru lounges against the doorframe, watching you with that easy, lopsided grin of his. The sunlight catches in his hair, and when he tilts his head at you, something warm curls inside your stomach. You shove it down.Â
The two of you leave the small inn just as the sun begins to rise, the golden light spilling over the rooftops. The streets are still mostly empty, save for a few vendors whoâve begun setting up their stalls. You walk beside Satoru, your hands brushing against each other now and then, though neither of you makes a move to pull away. He fills the quiet with his usual chatter, talking nonsense, teasing you about how you hogged the blankets, about how you snored (you did not). You roll your eyes and shove at his shoulder, but he only laughs, catching your wrist and spinning you in a quick, playful circle.
When you finally reach Nanamiâs bookshop, it looks the same as it did the day beforeâquiet and unassuming, its worn wooden sign creaking slightly in the breeze. You push the door open.
Nanami is at the counter, as usual, a book open in front of him. But you can very quickly tell something is off. He doesnât look up right away. His hands are still, fingers pressed against the page, unmoving. When his gaze finally lifts, it lingers on Satoru first, then flickers to you. He exhales and gives you just the faintest shake of his head. A warning. Leave.
You blink at him, confused. Satoru, oblivious as ever, only grins. âMorning, Nanami,â he sing-songs, stretching as he strolls further inside.
Nanami doesnât answer. You hear footsteps, slow and heavyâthe sound of hard boots against wooden flooring. Not from the entrance. From the back of the shop.
A man steps into view. Tall, with broad shoulders, his dark hair pulled into a high knot, leaving a few loose strands to frame his face. His clothing is different from the soldiers youâve seen beforeâblack and deep blue, his vest embroidered with the sigil of the royal family. But what strikes you most is his expression: Blank and unreadable; the kind of stillness that feels dangerous without needing to try. His eyes, dark and steady, scan the room methodically before resting on Satoru. Heâs flanked by two soldiers on either side of him, standing in metal-plated armour with their faces hidden by the visors on their helmets.
âAh,â the thief says. âSo thatâs why Nanami was looking at me like I was already dead.â
The room is still. Satoru doesnât move. Neither does the man at the back of the shop. Nanami, ever composed, keeps his fingers pressed against the pages of his book, though you can see the tension in his shoulders. He knows exactly who this man is. You donât.
âYouâve gotten sloppy,â he remarks, as if he was simply commenting on the weather. âI had multiple reports of you wandering throughout the city yesterday. You werenât even subtle about it.â A small pause, and then: âFrolicking, they said. With a girl.â
His eyes slide towards you. Your stomach tightens. You donât recognise him, but something about his presence makes your skin prickle. Itâs the way he carries himselfâthe way his posture is lazy, the way his voice is even and smooth, but not emotionless. He reminds you of Satoru, but less flamboyant and raucous.
âI should introduce myself,â he continues, âto our friend here who appears visibly confused. Geto Suguru, captain of the Royal Guard, at your service, madam.â
Satoru merely shakes his head. âYou really ought to pay your soldiers more,â he drawls. âImagine sending them on a wild goose chase to find me. Surely there are more pressing matters to attend toâbut I am flattered about the attention youâre very generously bestowing upon me.â
The man hums, unimpressed. âThey do their jobs well enough. Unlike you.â
His gaze flicks to a low table pushed to the side. To the crownâthe crown that was supposed to be tucked underneath your mattress back in your cottage. Your pulse quickens. Satoru follows his gaze. âHm,â he says, like itâs all very unfortunate, âI suppose thatâs how you found us.â
âYouâre different,â the man says. âYou never used to be this careless.â
Familiarity bleeds into his tone when he says it. They have a history, the thief beside you and the soldier opposite him, that much is clear. Your fingers curl into your palm.
âIs this the part where you tell me Iâve gone soft?â Satoru grins but it doesnât reach his eyes.
Captain Geto lifts a brow. âIf the boot fits.â
Satoru snorts. You stay quiet, your mouth drying up. You donât know how deep their history runs. Youâre not sure if you want to, anymore, even though, earlier, your curiosity about Gojo Satoru knew no bounds.
âYou found me, Suguru,â Satoru says simply, grin vanishing.
The captain inclines his head. âYou always make things difficult,â he says, lifting a hand.
The soldiers step forward. Satoru doesnât fight when they grab him. He stays motionless, doesnât even flinch as they wrench his arms and wrists, twisting them behind his back. He doesnât move, but you do. âSatoruââ
He turns his head towards you, and you swear you see something shutter in his expression. But as quickly as it comes, it goes, replaced by a grin that looks more like a sneer.
âI assume you wonât struggle,â the captain says.
âWouldnât dream of it, Captain Geto,â Satoru says.
You open your mouth, but before you can say anythingâbefore your brain wraps around whatâs happeningâSuguru turns to you. His dark eyes sweep over you, assessive. âYouâre from the villages, arenât you?â
You freeze. His voice is calmânot unkind or threatening. Just certain. There is nothing that suggests immediate condemnation about the way he says it, but it sends a prickle of something cold down your spine. You force yourself to square your shoulders and look him in the eye when you confirm his question.
Suguru nods at your reply, something thoughtful about the way he regards you. âThen you have a choice,â he says.
âA⌠choice?â Your pulse thunders against your skin.
He tilts his head once more, slightly, and for a moment, you could almost call him composedâgracious, even. His words are anything but. âEither you come with us, as his accomplice. Or you return to your village and pretend this never happened.â
The words drop between you like stones. Your throat tightens. You know what heâs offering. A way out. A chance to walk away and go back to the life you left behind. You can let these past few weeks become nothing more than a bitter memory, something you can tuck away and bury deep. But if you leaveâ
You find yourself looking at Satoru. He grins at you, looking for all the world like he doesnât have a care. Like he isnât standing there, bound, with soldiers at his back and chains ready to be locked around his wrists. But you also see the way his shoulders have gone taut, the way his fingers twitch, just slightly, like he wants to reach for you. Before you can think to answer, Satoru cuts in.
âI lied to her.â
Your heart hammers in your chest at his sudden declaration. Captain Geto raises a brow, waiting.
Satoruâs grin widens, careless and easy. âShe didnât know who I was. She didnât know about the crown or any of this. I played her the fool, and charmed my way into her good graces. Can you blame her?â
You feel like the ground beneath you has vanished. Heâs lying. You know it, Suguru knows it, Nanami knows itâbut he says it anyway, as if willing it into truth, daring Suguru to challenge him.Â
âYou never change,â the captain murmurs.
âNope,â the thief agrees, popping the âpâ sound.
Thereâs a silence; a slow, quiet sigh. Suguru shakes his head. âTake him.â
The soldiers move. You react on instinct, lurching forward, reaching for himâbut rough hands seize your shoulders, pulling you back. Nanami, you realise. His sturdy armsâtoo muscular for a simple booksellerâhold you in place no matter how much you squirm in his grip.
Satoru, on the other hand, merely presses his lips together when they fasten the iron cuffs around his wrists. You feel the sharp sting of panic rise up your throat. âNoââ Your voice cracks, but no one is listening. Your limbs feel useless, weak, as the soldiers push past you. âWaitââ
Captain Geto steps forward, blocking your path, his presence an immovable wall of black and blue. His dark eyes settle on yours, calm and resolute. âWe found the crown at a cottage.â
His words feel like ice water down your spine. You swallow hard. Suguru doesnât look triumphant, doesnât even look like heâs enjoying this. He states it as an inevitable fact. âThe entire village was searched,â he continues, measured and unhurried, like heâs laying out the pieces of a story so that you understand. âWe found the stolen heirloom hidden there. And if it was there, then that means whoever lives in that cottageââÂ
He pauses. You donât dare to breathe.
ââwas harbouring the kingdomâs most wanted criminal.â
A leaden weight settles in your chest. No. No, thatâs not true. I didnât know. But the words donât come. Because you did know, right from the start, when you stole the crown from him. It was already too late, then, and it is too late now, because nowânow, you know the shape of his smile, the sound of his laugh, the calluses on his fingers. Satoru was protecting your secret, and the realisation burns. Your nails bite into your palm. You want to say something, to fight back and demand an explanation from Geto Suguru. Satoru turns his head towards you.
The soldiers pull him to the door, and you watch, your throat tight and your breath shallow. Your feet wonât move, your body feels frozen, like some part of you believes this is the last time youâll see him. Like some part of you is already mourning. Satoruâs grin doesnât slip. His white hair falls over his eyes, and for a brief second, you swear you see something thereâsomething reassuring. Heâs telling you itâs going to be okay. Heâs telling you not to follow.
âGojo Satoru,â the captain announces, âas the Captain of the Royal Guard, as per the First Commanderâs decree, I hereby arrest you for the cases of looting, thievery, causing bodily harm and injury, failure to repay your debts to the capital, stealing the royal familyâs most precious heirloom, and betrayal to the Royal Crown. Do you object to any of these claims?â
âNo, Captain,â Satoru says.
âVery well. Your punishment for the following acts of treason is death. The execution will be tomorrow, at sundown. Do you have anything you wish to say?â
His blue eyes find yours. âNo, Captain,â he repeats, quieter this time.
Your vision blurs. Gojo Satoru, the menace, the thief youâve journeyed with, the man who knows you more intimately than anyone else, smiles at you, eyes crinkling at the corners, as the guards lead him away.
âThereâs a history, isnât there?â You cross your arms over your chest. Nanami and Utahimeâwho had arrived almost as soon as Nanami had sent wordâlook at each other. âBetween the captain and Satoru, andâand you two and Satoru. Tell me.â
Itâs been two hours since Satoru was arrested. Two hours of restless pacing, your mind running in frantic circles and your hands clenching and unclenching as you tried to come up with a planâany planâthat didnât result in you standing at the end of a sword.Â
Nanami had stopped you before you could even try to follow the captain and his soldiers. âThatâs suicide,â he had told you, his voice low but firm. âYou wouldnât make it past the castle gates.â He had barely convinced you to stay. But the truth was, you wouldnât have made it far. Not when Geto had given you just one day to gather your things, buy what you needed from the capital, and leave. Leave. The word itches under your skin. You had nodded shakily when Captain Geto had told you as much. But even as you agreed, you knew. Youâre not leavingânot while Satoru is to be executed.
Nanami sighs. âItâs not something you need to involve yourself in.â
âI donât care,â you argue. âSatoru is in a cell somewhere, waiting to be executed, and youâre acting like itâs already over.â You take a step closer. âBut itâs not, is it? Because if it were, you wouldnât be here.â
âFine,â the tailor says. Nanami opens his mouth to protest, but she gives him a look and he stays silent. She leans against the table, fingers drumming on the wood, and takes a deep breath before she starts:
âWe were all soldiers once. Me, Nanami, our friends Shoko and Haibara, Geto, and Gojo. We trained together. We fought together. We thought weâd die together. And some of us did. Haibaraâhe was the youngest of us. Too kind, too trustingââ her jaw tightensâ âand he shouldnât have been sent on that mission. Gojo and Geto were the best of us. The strongest. That strength made them invaluable, but it also put them close to the former captain of the Royal Guard.â
âThe First Commander?â you ask.
Nanami nods, his expression darkening. âAfter Haibaraâs death, Geto and Gojo⌠They changed. Geto became more distant, more dissociated from all the blood and the killing. Gojo became more reckless. At first, we thought it was just grief. Losing Haibaraâit did something to all of us. But Geto and Gojo⌠they were different. They knew something we didnât.â
Utahime shifts uncomfortably. âThey spent more and more time with the First Commander. We didnât think much of it. He was a brilliant strategist, and they were his best soldiersâit made sense that heâd favour them. Then, one day, while we were busy sparring at the training grounds near the east wing, Geto and the First Commander came up to us. They saidâthey said that theyâve entrusted us with a new mission: To find and kill Gojo Satoru.â
Your blood runs cold. â...What?â
âWe didnât know why,â Nanami says, grimly. âWe still donât. But we didnât have a choice, so we played along. We followed his trail, but we never got too closeâwe made sure of it. Geto was the only one who really cared; the rest of us couldnât stomach killing our friend.â He lets loose a breath, shoulders slumping. âEventually, we got sent away for being too incompetent. I took over my fatherâs shop. Utahime became a tailor. Shoko moved to another kingdom to practice medicine.â
âAnd Satoru became the kingdomâs most wanted criminal,â you finish for him.
âYes.â The man sounds tired, resigned when he says it. âThe former captain of the Royal Guard became the First Commanderâhe is the current kingâs elder brother, after allâand Geto rose in the ranks to become the new captain. The late queen passed away, and the kingâs health deteriorated rapidly, until the First Commander was forced to rule in his name.â
Your head spins with all this information. There must be more to this storyâthere has to be. Satoru couldnât have become a notorious thief for no reason. Geto Suguru couldnât possibly have still been hunting for him if there wasnât something Satoru knew. Something invaluable. How does the crown tie into this? Satoru must have stolen it for a reason. What could he gain from stealing the royal familyâs most priceless heirloom, other than a grand amount of money? You know Satoru wouldnât have stolen the crown just for the fun of it.Â
Youâre missing something. Something crucial. You just need to figure out what. But first, you need to save the thief who showed you the world beyond the borders of your village.
Nanami exhales, rubbing a hand down his face. His expression remains blank, but thereâs something tense about the way his fingers curl into a fist before he forces them to relax. Utahime has her arms crossed, her fingers gripping the fabric of her sleeves. They had hesitated before, unwilling to speak of the past, but you are nothing if not determined and stubborn.
âDo you guys know your way in and out of the palace?â You shift on your feet. The words leave your lips with urgency, and you donât dare let yourself hope.
Utahime answers without hesitation. âOf course. I couldnât forget it even if I tried.â
The certainty in her voice makes your chest loosen just the slightest bit. You chew on your lip, mind racing. The execution is set for tomorrow at sundown. The timing isnât a coincidenceâif your hunch is right, Captain Geto has chosen to use the lantern festival as a veil for the event. A celebration of light and joy to mask the bloodshed.Â
Your fingers twitch at your sides, the beginning threads of an idea weaving together in your mind. Itâs reckless and dangerous, but what other choice do you have? âI have,â you say slowly, âa horse and a cat waiting for me outside the capital.â
Nanamiâs brows furrow. âWhat does that have to do with anything?â
You allow yourself a small, wry smile. The plan forming in your head is far from perfectâitâs borderline absurd, reallyâbut the best distractions are often the ones no one expects.
âWhat better way to cause a disruption at a crowded event,â you say, leaning forward slightly, âthan by letting a massive warhorse go rogue?â
The lanterns havenât been lit yetâthere are still hours to go for thatâbut the festivities begin with pomp and affair, much like the evening before, when Satoru and you had danced in the town square. Laughter rings out in waves, warm and unrestrained, carried through the crisp summer air laced with the sweet scent of spiced cider and roasted chestnuts. Music swells from the centre of the town square, a lively melody played by nimble hands on well-worn strings, and for a moment, the festival feels untouchableâlike something out of a dream.
Until a scream splits through the dusk. The first crack in the revelry appears as festival-goers stumble back, their joy crumbling into confusion, then alarm. The cobblestone streets tremble beneath the furious pounding of hooves, and the festivalâonce so bright and goldenâerupts into chaos.Â
Like a demon birthed from light and flame, the beast arrives. A massive white warhorse, his snowy coat gleaming beneath the lampsâ glow, surges into the square, his reins flopping about his sides with no one there to ride him and his mane whipping about with the force of his gallops. His powerful frame barrels through the market stalls, hooves kicking up a storm of dirt and debris. A merchant barely dives out of the way as a cart of oranges topples over, spilling fruit across the street in a surge of gold and tangerine. The scent of crushed citrus only seems to amplify the panic.
Sukuna. Warhorse, menace, and a walking natural disaster. He rears up, hooves cutting through the air, and lets loose a shrill, defiant neigh that sends festival-goers scrambling. Children clutch at their mothersâ cloaks. Guardsâonce lazily stationed at their postsâsnap to attention, hands flying to their weapons. Merchants abandon their wares, shouting frantically instead.
From the alleyway, you watch, heart hammering against your rib cage. The plan was simple. Let Sukuna loose. Create a distraction. Slip into the palace unnoticed. You were not, however, expecting this. Your eyes drift to where Nanami and Utahime stand, safely behind a water fountain, observing to make sure no real harm is caused and no one is actually injured. Utahime looks mildly shocked, while Nanami looks a little green.
Sukuna swings his massive head to an unfortunate vegetable vendor, plucks a perfectly round cabbage from the wreckage, chews it once, twiceâand then hurls it full force at the nearest guardâs nether region. The cabbage makes impact with a resounding thud. The man crumples instantly. You slap a hand over your mouth to keep yourself from laughing, holding Megumi tightly against your chest with your other one. Youâve replaced Utahimeâs gown with your tunic and trousers from before and a pair of sturdy boots; itâs easier to move and hide the cat against your chest by covering him with your cloak. Your pack rests against your shoulders, filled to the brim with all your supplies.Â
The horse pivots, tail lashing as he sends a stack of pastries flying with a single, well-placed kick. Cream-filled tarts arc through the air, and one particularly unlucky festival-goer takes a hit directly to the face, stumbling backwards in stunned silence. The panic spreads like fire through dry brush. Flower stands topple as people shove their way through the square, knocking over barrels and baskets in their desperate attempts to flee. Musicians abandon their instruments, their once-lively tunes now replaced by the erratic clang of an overturned drum.
You press further into the shadows, gripping Megumi a little tighter. âAlright,â you whisper, gaze darting to the now-abandoned palace gates. âThis is our chance.â
The cat flicks his tail against your arm, but doesnât resist when you set him down. He slinks forward, paws silent against the stone. You take one last glance towards the town squareâwhere Nanami and Utahime are watching Sukuna with the expressions of a duo questioning every single life decision theyâve ever madeâbefore slipping out of the alley.
The plan had been reckless from the start. Nanami had called it suicidal. Utahime had looked moments away from smacking you when you first suggested sneaking into the palace alone. But when it became clear you wouldnât be swayed, sheâd relented, pressing a map into your hands and tracing a single, hidden path with her fingertip.Â
âThe old passageway beneath the garden wall,â she had told you. âHardly anyone remembers it existsâexcept for Geto, maybe, but he wonât be looking for you. It leads you straight through the kitchens and towards the prison underground.â
From this distance, the palace looms like a beast sleeping beneath the stars, its many towers and arching spires silhouetted against the deep blue of the sky. The golden sconces hanging from its walls cast a warm glow, creating long shadows that dance across the stone. Behind you, beyond the square, the festival rages on despite the commotion Sukuna caused. With a population this big, a simple horse wonât stop the people from celebratingâno, Sukuna had done his job well. You donât hesitate in front of the palace. Hesitation means death.
The main gates are impossibleâtoo well-guarded and exposed. But Utahime had spoken of another way, a smaller side entrance used for deliveries that leads you straight to the garden. Itâs tucked away in the farthest corner of the palace grounds. The guards stationed there have been pulled towards the chaos in the square, just as planned. Still, you move carefully.
The shadows are your only ally as you press yourself to the outer walls, each step as silent as you can be. Megumi slinks beside you, nothing more than a wisp in the darkness with a half-torn ear, his sharp green eyes scanning for movement. You follow the curve of the stone wall, past ivy-covered archways and gushing marble fountains, untilâ
There. A wooden gate, half-hidden behind overgrown vines. You reach for the iron handle, fingers curling around the cool metal. You push against it with your shoulder, and it gives. The gate swings open just enough for you and Megumi to slip through, and then youâre inside the palace.
The palace gardens stretch before you in a maze of hedges and stone pathways. White roses bloom in the moonlight, petals pale as ghosts, their sweet scent thick and cloying. Marble statues of forgotten kings stand in silence, their hollow eyes seeming to follow you as you move. Somewhere beyond, you hear the distant murmur of voicesâguards perhaps, manning the main halls. But here, amidst the leaves and the flowers, you are alone.Â
You weave through the bushes, careful not to let your cloak catch on thorns. The path Utahime described had been clear in your mind before, but now, with the pressure to get Satoru out as quickly as possible increasing with every beat of your heart, the details feel hazy. A fountain, an old tree, and then the passage.
The fountain comes first, its water glimmering like molten silver under the moonlight. You crouch low, pressing yourself against its cool stone base, scanning the area. Thereâs no one around. A few paces ahead, a twisted oak rises from the ground, its gnarled roots stretching across the earth like reaching fingers. Its bark is scarred, and its branches are half-bare despite the seasonâjust as Utahime had said.
Your pulse quickens. At the base of the tree, partially covered by weeds and wildflowers, a patch of stone juts out at an odd angle. Unlike the rest of the carefully arranged stone tiles in the garden, this one looks out of placeâcovered by dirt and worn by time. You drop to your knees and press your fingers against the surface. There is a slight shift, a breadth of space where there should be none.
This is it. With a careful push, the stone gives way, revealing a dark opening beneath the roots. The air that rushes out is humid and damp, as though it has not been stirred in years. You glance at Megumi. âWell,â you whisper to no one in particular. âThereâs no turning back now.â
You drop legs-first into the hidden passageway. The moment your boots hit the ground, the world above seems to shrink away, muffled by layers of soil and stone. The darkness here is absolute. It presses in from all sides, thick and mawkish, the kind that swallows light and sound alike. For a moment, you do nothing but breathe, your fingers braced against the rough tunnel walls. The air is damp and stale, carrying the scent of moss, old stone, and something faintly metallicâlike rain-soaked iron.
In front of you, Megumi lands soundlessly, his lithe form slipping into the darkness easily. You hear the soft thump of paws against dirt, then nothing. If not for the glint of his sharp eyes, or the way he presses his body against your leg, he might as well have disappeared.
Your fingers find the small lantern strapped to your belt. You turn the wick as low as it will go before striking the flint. A tiny ember flares, then blooms into a soft, flickering glow, just enough to illuminate the path ahead. The tunnel stretches forward, curving out of sight, its ceiling low enough that you have to crouch slightly to keep moving.
The walls here are oldâolder than the palace above, maybe even older than the kingdom itself. Stones worn smooth by time line the passage, their edges softened by centuries of damp air and creeping roots. In some places, cracks have formed, letting in faint sounds from the world aboveâthe distant echoes of music and cheering from the lantern festival. Each sound feels impossibly far away, as if the tunnel exists in a world entirely separate from the one above.
You move forward carefully, your steps light on the uneven ground. Megumi pads ahead, his tail lifted in the air. The path narrows, forcing you to squeeze between the crumbling walls, and then widens again.
The passage spits you out into a vast, cavernous room, its ceiling arched and lined with thick wooden beams. Dust floats in the lanternâs dim glow, stirred by your arrival. Wooden barrels sit stacked in rows along the far wall, their formerly pristine surfaces marred by age and neglect. Bottles of aged wine and forgotten casks of ale sit upon the rotting shelves, relics of a time when this place had been used for more than secrecy. You drag your fingers across one of the barrels as you pass, feeling the rough texture of splintered wood beneath your touch.
Somewhere above, a faint creak echoes through the ceilingâa floorboard shifting beneath weight. Your breath stills. Someone is walking the halls above. You and Megumi freeze in place, listening. Silence.
Whoever it was is gone now. But the reminder is clear: Youâre inside the palace now. You are running out of time. Exhaling slowly, you move to the far end of the cellar, where Utahime had said the servantsâ door would be. The wood is warped with age, but when you press your shoulder against it, it gives way with a quiet groan. Beyond it, a narrow stairway spirals upwards. At the top lies the palace kitchensâand beyond that, the key you need to free Satoru.
You unsling your pack, shifting it in your arms, and step cautiously into the palace kitchens. The air is thick with the scent of past mealsâroasted meats, cinnamon, and something rich and spiced. The massive hearth smoulders with dying embers, glowing orange.Â
The kitchen is deserted, just as Utahime had said it would be. Most of the palace staff must have gone to watch the festival, orâmore conveniently for youâto see whatever disaster Sukuna had caused in the square.
Still, you donât take any chances. You straighten your back, undo the strings of your pack, and heft it in your arms like a sack. Striding forward, you lift your chin as though you belong here. Megumi flits past your feet, disappearing underneath one of the heavy wooden tables.
The ruse almost worksâuntil just as you near the door leading out of the kitchen, footsteps sound from the far hallway. You freeze for only a moment before forcing your limbs to loosen. With a quick breath, you throw a mild look of annoyance onto your face, shift the pack higher onto your hip, and march forward. The door swings open and you nearly collide with a harried-looking cook. Heâs a broad-shouldered man with a walrus moustache, apron stained with what looks like a dayâs worth of work, and he stops short when he sees you.
âYouâwho are you?â His moustache quivers. His eyes flick to the open bag in your arms, filled with a hastily gathered of carrots, leeks, and a single sad-looking turnip.Â
You let out an exasperated huff. âFinally,â you say, injecting the right amount of irritation into your voice. âDo you have any idea how hard it was to get these here?â
âWhat?â
âThe town squareâs a disaster! Some lunatic set a warhorse loose! I had to take the long way around the outer walls just to get here, and by the time I arrived at the usual gate, no one was there to let me in.â You shake your pack for emphasis. âThought I was going to have to eat these myself. Youâre lucky I even bothered.â
The cook eyes you suspiciously, but your complaint sounds mundane enough to be true. He rubs a hand over his face, sighing heavily. âThe gods are testing me tonight. Fine, fine, put them on the table. But be quick about it.â
âYes sir,â you mutter under your breath, making a show of stomping towards the long wooden table in the center of the kitchen. You set your pack down with a decisive thud, dusting your hands afterwards for good measure. The cook is already distracted, grumbling to himself as he turns towards the fire. You take the opportunity to scan the room, eyes landing on a rack of pots and pans hanging next to the hearth.
A weapon. Your fingers itch. Itâs not that youâre planning to hit someone, but itâs always good to be prepared. And you wouldnât exactly be the first person to use a frying pan as a last-minute means of self-defense; youâve heard of tales of the princess of a neighbouring kingdom escaping her tower where she was kept imprisoned with nothing but a chameleon for company and a frying pan for safety.
Without hesitating, you grab one from the rack, testing its weight in your hand. Itâs sturdy. Heavy enough to knock a man out cold if necessary. You slide it under your arm, keeping it close as you edge your way towards the door.Â
âOi.â
You stop. The cook is watching you again. You lift the pan slightly. âBorrowing this.â
His moustache quivers again. âFor what?â
âTo use,â you say vaguely. âSurely I deserve it after having brought you your vegetables despite all the trials and tribulations I faced along the way.â
âYou know what? I donât want to know. Just get the Hell out of my kitchen.â
You donât need to be told twice. With a slight nod, you make your way towards the hall, Megumi slipping out from his hiding place to follow at your heels. The moment youâre out of sight, you tighten your grip on the pan and let out a slow, relieved breath.
Youâve done it. Youâve infiltrated the palace.
The halls stretch before you, long and gilded, lined with tapestries and portraits. The marble beneath your feet gleams even in the dim torchlight, and the walls are carved with intricate patterns of swirling gold, catching the flicker of flames like veins of molten fire.
It really is beautiful. A shame you donât have the time to appreciate it.
Satoru had spoken of this palace with an almost begrudging sort of fondness, describing the soaring ceiling and the endless hallways. Heâd said that it was too grand and gaudy, but his voice had betrayed him. Maybe, if things were different, youâd have let yourself stop for a moment; might have run your fingers over the carved archways or peeked behind the heavy velvet curtains just to see if what he had said is true.
But right now, Satoru is locked in a cage beneath all this finery, and if you didnât move fast enough, heâd stay there.Â
So you force your gaze away from all this grandeur and press forward, Megumi keeping pace beside you. The entrance to the underground prison is right where Nanami had explained it would beâtucked away at the end of a long corridor, next to the life-size portrait of the late queen. A single guard stands watch, leaning lazily against the wall, arms crossed over his chest.
Itâs almost insulting. Youâd expected some kind of resistance, but clearly, the festival is a grander affair than you thought itâd be, given the fact that the entire palace is mercifully empty. (Take that, Gojo, you think. Itâs not just some stupid, fucking dream.)
The guard is young, barely older than you, and his helmet is tilted back on his head like he doesnât expect to actually need it. A ring of keys hangs from a nail on the wall beside him, just out of his immediate reach. You exhale slowly. It has to be fast.
You step forward, letting your footfalls become just loud enough to catch his attention. The guard startles, straightening as his hand drifts to the sword at his hip. âYouâre not supposed to beââ
You donât give him a chance to finish. Before he can react, you swing the frying pan. Thereâs a thunk as the cast iron connects with his temple, and his expression shifts from alarm to blank surprise before his knees buckle beneath him. He falls to the floor, out cold before he even hits the ground. For a moment, you just stand there, blinking down at his unconscious form.
âOkay,â you mutter. âThat actually worked.â Megumi lets out an unimpressed meow.Â
You shake off the momentary shock and step over the fallen guard, reaching for the keys. Theyâre cold in your hand as you lift them from the nail, heavier than you expected.. You kneel, looping a thin cord youâd kept in your pocket through the keyring before carefully tying it around Megumiâs neck. The metal dangles against his dark fur, catching the light as it sways with the felineâs movement. Megumi flicks his ears.
âDonât look at me like that,â you whisper, scratching behind his ears in silent apology. âYouâre the only one small enough to slip through the bars. Go save Gojo, yeah? Iâll let you use him as a mattress for the rest of your life if you do.â
You glance toward the heavy wooden door leading to the prison. You can already feel the cold draft seeping through the hinges. Satoru is waitingâand youâre almost there.
The moment Megumi slips through the prison door, you press yourself against the cold stone wall, every muscle in your body coiled tight. Now comes the hardest part: Waiting.
The silent stretches, suffocating. The distant echoes of the lantern festival feel like they belong to another world entirelyâone where people are laughing, dancing, reveling underneath lantern-lit skies. But here, away from all the joyousness, in the belly of the beast, the air is still. You tighten your grip on the frying pan, the only weapon you have, though youâre not sure how much use itâll be if someone really finds you. The minutes drag, each one more agonising than the last, and you fight the urge to start pacing.
Whatâs taking so long? Did Megumi make it inside? Did Satoru get the keys? Did somethingâ A sudden, ear-splitting clang echoes from the prison depthsâand then, footsteps. Heavy, fast, running. Before you can brace yourself, the door bursts open.
Gojo Satoru is a blur of white and shackles and laughter, stumbling forward as if he canât believe the oxygen heâs breathing is real. Megumi bounds after him. The thiefâs hair is a mess, his clothes rumpled from captivity, and the iron cuffs that once bound his wrists now dangle uselessly from one hand with the lock wrenched open.
He stops, just for a moment, breathing heavily, and thenâ âOh.â
He reaches for you. Strong arms reach around you, lifting you clean off your feet before you can protest. He spins you once, laughter bubbling from his chest, the sound bright and alive and so him that your heart lurches.
âYouâre brilliant, did you know?â he says, breathless, grinning into your hair. âMy beautiful, clever girl.â
Heat rushes to your face, but before you can come up with anything resembling a response, he pulls back just enough to look at you. His hands settle firm at your waist, fingers pressing into you as if he needs to ground himself, needs to believe that youâre real.Â
âYou actually did it,â he murmurs, voice softer now, as if the realisation is still settling in. His eyesâso much brighter now that heâs not sentenced to imminent deathâroam your face, searching. âYou came for me.â
âOf course I did,â you say, and thereâs a conviction to your voice that you didnât know you were capable of. âWhat, did you think I was going to leave you in there?â
Satoru lets out a breath that could almost be a laugh. His fingers tighten just slightly, the corner of his mouth quirking upwards. âNah,â he says. âYou love me too much for that.â
You would have smacked him for that, but Megumi hisses in warning, andâ
A slow, deliberate clap shatters the moment. The sound echoes through the empty corridor. Satoru stiffens. You twist in his arms, and there, standing at the entrance to the corridor, framed by torchlight, is Geto Suguru.
He is calm. He is composed. His uniform is pristine, untouched by the madness of the outside world. Something about the way he standsâthe way his eyes glintâtells you that he had been expecting this.
âOh, my,â Geto says, dark amusement curling at the edges of his voice. âWhat a touching reunion.â
He doesnât lunge, doesnât rushâsimply tilts his head, fingers shifting ever-so slightly around the hilt of the sword sheathed at his waist. But that is enough. Satoru reacts immediately.
âTime to go,â he says, and before you can even register it, his hand grips yours and pulls.
You break out into a run, Megumi bounding alongside you both. Your feet barely touch the polished marble floors as you tear through the hallway. Satoruâs grip is firm, unyielding, tugging you forward even as your heartbeat roars in your ears.
The palace corridors blur past in streaks of gold and shadow. The vast, open walls, formerly filled with the hum of courtly affairs and the soft shuffle of silk-clad nobles, now echo with the rhythm of your own footsteps. The grandeur, the impossible opulenceânone of it matters now. The only thing that does is putting as much distance between you and the man behind you.
Geto does not rush, but you feel him there, just beyond the edges of your vision. He moves like inevitability, his steps unhurried, the soft tap of his boots against stone barely audible over the breathless pace Satoru sets.
Left. Satoru veers sharply, nearly yanking you off balance as he takes a turn down a narrower passageway. The walls here loom closer, lined with paintings depicting long-forgotten wars and rulers whose names history has nearly erased. Megumi races ahead, his black fur a blur against the dim light, navigating the twisting hallways with a hunterâs instinct.
âWhereââ you barely manage, lungs burningâ âare we going?â
Satoru doesnât answer immediately. His grip tightens around your wrist, fingers warm despite the chill in the air. Then, finally: âThe throne room.â
You nearly stumble. âThe what?â
âBest place to corner him.â He doesnât sound the least bit winded, despite the speed at which youâre moving. âNo exits. Just him and me.â
âThatâs a terrible plan!â
âOh? Got a better one, beautiful?â
You donât. Not one that doesnât involve getting caught. Another turn. Another impossibly long hallway. The walls here are differentâsleek, dark stone rather than marble, lined with towering pillars that stretch high into the vaulted ceiling. This is the heart of the castle, you realise. The oldest part. The place where power has been passed from one ruler to the next, where history has been carved into the very foundations. The entrance to the throne room looms ahead. Twin doors. Impossibly tall, made of dark oak reinforced with gold filigree. The sigils of the royal bloodline are carved into them, worn smooth from centuries of rule.
Megumi reaches it first. He doesnât slowâjust slips through the narrow gap left ajar. Satoru doesnât stop running, either. He shoves against the heavy doors, and they groan open, the vast chamber beyond yawning wide to swallow you whole.
The throne room is silent. No guards. No nobles. Just tall stone columns, high windows that cast fractured moonlight against the polished floors, a row of swords hanging on the far end of the wall, and the lone, empty throne that sits at the far end of the chamber. Your stomach drops when you see whatâs placed on the throneâs seat.
The crown. Geto Suguru has expected this to happenâhad planned for it, even. All for what?
Satoru releases your wrist just as the doors slam shut behind you. The sound of approaching footsteps makes you whip around so quickly, you nearly lose grip of the handle of the frying pan. Satoru turns, unhurried, a smile curling at the edges of his lips even before Geto steps into the dim light.
âHow predictable,â the captain drawls. His fingers roll the hilt of his sword idly, his gaze sweeping from the empty throne to Satoru, to you. âWell played, Satoru. But Iâm afraid this game is already over.â
He doesnât move in a rushânot in the reckless, desperate way of a man eager to end a fightâbut with slow steps. The grip on his sword remains loose, casual, as if heâs hardly concerned. As if this is nothing more than a simple conversation. Satoru backs up, just as measured, retreating step by step towards the far wall where the swords hang in an orderly row. You stay still, carefully stepping away, Megumi hiding behind your legs. This is not your fight to partake in; you know this because the captain barely glances your way.
âYouâve always been stubborn,â Geto says, tilting his head as his boots click against the floor. âAll those years, running in circles, chasing shadows. Looking for something that was right in front of you the entire time.â
âI donât know,â says Satoru, almost lazily. âI think I was more preoccupied with avoiding your assassination attempts.â
Geto chuckles. âCome now, old friend. I gave you plenty of warning.â
âOh, sure. That time you nearly poisoned my drink?â Satoru grins manically. âTell me, was that your idea, or were you merely using the First Commander as inspiration?â
Your breath hitches. The First Commander?Â
The laughter in Getoâs expression doesnât quite reach his eyes. âI was doing what I had to do. Look at me now, Gojo. Iâm the Captain of the Royal Guard, while youâre just a fugitive with no place to call home. This couldâve been your position, had you not decided to be so fucking righteous.â
âRight. Itâs my fault for finding out that the First Commander murdered the late queen.â
Everything clicks into place. Nanami had mentioned that the First Commander was the current kingâs older brotherâthe current king, who has been severely ill for the past decade, who hasnât been seen in the public eye ever since, because he was supposedly on permanent bedrest. Your heartbeat quickens. Just how much rot is this kingdom hiding behind the rubies?
âAh,â Satoru continues. âIâm forbidden from speaking of it, arenât I?â
The captainâs jaw ticks, but his smirk remains. âI donât know what youâre talking about.â
The thief scoffs. âOf course. Because it wasnât you who told me to shut up about it instead of confronting the old man. To turn a blind eye, to let it happen âcause it wasâwhat did you say?âbigger than us.â He laughs, sharp and humourless. âHowâs that working out for you, Suguru?â
âStill so naĂŻve.â
âAnd youâre still so blind,â Satoru throws back. He reaches behind him, grabbing the nearest sword from the wall, and swings it down. âWhat was it, again? The commander deserved the throne because he was older? Because the king was too soft? Because it was for the good of the kingdom?â His voice drips with mockery. âCome on, Suguru. Give me that speech again. I loved that speech.â
Getoâs fingers shift on the hilt of his sword. âYou never understood.â
âOh, I understood perfectly,â Satoru snaps. âThe commander couldnât sit on his hands and wait for fate to hand him what he thought was his. So he took matters into his own poison-stained hands. And you let him.â
Silence stretches between them, thick as fog, pressing against the walls. You swallow hard, watching the way Getoâs jaw sets.Â
âWeâve had this conversation before, right before you decided to rat me out,â he continues. âWe both knew. We knew he was killing them.â
Getoâs eyes flash. âAnd what was I supposed to do, Satoru? Fight back? Get myself executed like you nearly did? The commander had already won the moment the queen died.â
âThe queen,â Satoru seethes, âwho had a son, Suguru. The trueborn heir to the throne. The very thing the commander feared most.â
Getoâs lips partâthen press into a thin line. There. There it is. The missing piece, the lock to the key.
Satoru takes a step forward, lifting the sword in his hand. âThatâs what broke you, isnât it?â His voice is softer now, but not kind. âYou could stomach the poison. You could stomach the lies. But when he tried to kill the baby, that was when you hesitated.â
âI thought you were dead,â Geto says, almost conversationally. âWhen you ran. The first few months when they declared you a fugitive, I thought you wouldnât make it. And yet, here you are.â
âI am very hard to kill.â
âThat, you are.â
They move at the same time. Steel clashes in a burst of sparks, the force of the impact ringing through the cavernous throne room. Satoru twists, parrying the next strike with ease, but Geto presses forward, forcing him back towards the dais. They circle each other, two hunters hunting each other. You tighten your grip on the frying panâthough it might be rendered useless given the situation.
âYou were so convinced you could save him,â Geto murmurs, keeping his blade pointed at Satoruâs chest. âThat you could find the heir, put him on the throne, and somehow make this kingdom right again.â
âAnd you were so convinced that I wouldnât,â Satoru says. âIt took a while, but I managed to steal the crown, didnât I? The late queenâmay she rest in peaceâwas clever. It was tough trying to figure it outâthat the clue rested upon what belonged to the true heir.â
âClever, indeed. But not clever enough. You see, Iâve already figured it all out.â Geto lunges again, blade flashing. Satour meets him mid-strike. They push against each other, each testing the otherâs strength, neither giving way.
âYou think youâve won just because you found the crown?â Geto taunts. âBecause you figured out the queenâs little riddle? It changes nothing.â
âNo, Suguru. It changes everything.â Satoru grins, eyes alight with someone reckless. He shifts his weight, twisting free of Getoâs grip, and swings his sword in a sharp arc. Geto blocks it, but just barelyâhis foot skids slightly against the polished marble, his balance momentarily off. Satoru seizes the opening, pressing forward with quick, calculated strikes.
The clang of their swords echoes, the only sound save for your own shallow breaths. You inch closer to Megumi, keeping him shielded behind you, even as you cannot tear your eyes away from the fight.
âYou were there that night,â Satoru bites out in between strikes, âwhen the commander told us of his plan for the queenâs son to be killed.â His blade swings, forcing Geto another step back. âYou heard the order.â A sharp clash. âYou almost let it happen.â Another blow. âAnd you knew I wouldnât.â
Geto parries the next attack with more force, forcing Satoru back. âI told you to let it go. I told you it was too late.â
âAnd I told you to go fuck yourself!â Satoru fires back. He dodges another strike easily, as though his years of training as a soldier have not left his body despite the disuse of sword-fighting.
âYou shouldâve joined me,â he says. âWe couldâve risen the ranks together. Fixed things together.â
âFixed things? You wanted to erase the truth. I wanted to bring it back.â Satoruâs eyes narrow. âThatâs why you never killed me, isnât it? Because some part of youâsome part of youâwanted me to prove you wrong.â
A flicker of something crosses Getoâs face. A hesitation. A second too long. Satoru moves. His blade sweeps low, and Geto barely has the time to block before heâs forced back again, this time nearly stumbling. His boot scrapes against the first step of the dais, right in front of the empty throneâmere paces away from where youâre standing, clutching your frying pan like itâs a lifeline. Satoru stops, standing just a few feet away, his own sword lowered slightly, his breathing steady.
Geto exhales slowly, eyes shadowed, and thenâfinallyâhe laughs. Low; amused; dark. âYou always were the best, Satoru,â he says. âIâll give you that. But Iâve figured it out too. The queenâs secret. The heirâs true identity.â
Satoruâs expression doesnât waver. âOh?â
A slow smile spreads across Getoâs face. âOkkotsu Yuta is his name,â he says.Â
You take a step forward. Geto continues, âThe last remaining royalââ
Another step. ââwas raised asââ
Another step; this time, you raise your arms over your head. ââa low-life peasant on the border between our kingdom and the next.â
CLANG!
Geto Suguruâs mouth slackens. His eyes go cross-eyed before he crumples to the floor, unconscious. Satoru blinks. His eyes dart up to meet yours.
You stand over the captain of the Royal Guardâs stupefied body, the frying pan gripped so tightly in your hands, the handle digs into your palms. â...Oops?â
Satoru exhalesâa sound caught between disbelief and sheer delightâbefore throwing his head back with a bark of laughter. âYou,â he says, stepping over Getoâs unconscious form, âare fucking amazing. And here I was, thinking Iâd have to duel him for longer.â
You lower the frying pan, shoulders sagging slightly as the adrenaline ebbs. âYeah, well, you were taking too long.â
He drops the sword; it falls to the floor with a resounding thud. You grimace. Satoru wraps his arms around you, melting into you as though drained of all his energy. You lean against him, as well. Itâs not over yetâthe First Commander is still alive, the kingâs health is still failing, the heir is still unaware of his royal lineage, and the kingdomâs fate is uncertain.
âHey,â he murmurs after a while, after Megumi weaves about in between your legs. âWe might be able to catch a glimpse of the last bit of the lantern festival if weâre lucky.â
You pull back slightly, brows knit together in a frown. âArenât you tired? You should be resting!â
âNah.â He grins. âWhat sort of man would I be if I brought you all the way to the capital and didnât let you see your dream?â
âButââ
âTomorrow. Weâll figure it all out tomorrow.â
âOkay.â You give in. How could you not?
The river glows with the reflections of a thousand golden lanterns, each one a drifting star against the darkened water. Somewhere beyond the riverbanks, the kingdom rejoices, but hereâadrift in a tiny wooden boat, far removed from the noise and the worldâit is quiet. It is just you and Satoru, bathed in the warm glow of floating light. You trace your fingers along the delicate paper lantern in your lap, the thin parchment almost translucent beneath your touch. Satoru watches you, a smile playing at the corners of his lips. âMake a wish,â he tells you.
You let your lips turn upwards, closing your eyes. The lantern lifts into the air. It floats upwards, joining the sea of golden light that drifts towards the heavens. Beside you, Satoru releases his own, head tilted back to watch it rise, the glow reflected in the blue of his eyes. For a long while, you donât speak. The world has never felt so hushed, so suspended in time.Â
Then, he turns to you, the shimmer of the lanterns casting his face in soft gold. âI think,â he says, âI have a dream too.â
âReally? Tell me.â
He leans in instead, and his lips press against yoursâwarm, certain, like the promise of something endless. Overhead, the lanterns continue their slow, drifting ascent, rising higher, higher, until they are nothing but distant constellations in the dark.
It feels like stardust.
⢠a/n: @mahowaga & @admiringlove, you both know who you are. thank you, as well, to kae, @ylangelegy, for beta reading this fic, giving me invaluable feedback, and letting me ramble about this fic to them; i appreciate you endlessly. and, of course, thank you, dear reader, for reading this behemoth of a fic :) i hope you have a wonderful day! sidenote: due to tumblrâs paragraph limit, several paragraphs that were written as separate word blocks had to be combined into one in order to make it fit in one post. to read it with the original formatting, as it was written in my google docs, ao3 would definitely offer you a better experience!