Isn’t it funny how there’s this bell curve of how many words it takes to explain your feelings compared to how well you’ve dissected them?
At one end you get: “I don’t know, I guess I’m just scared?”
Then in the middle you’ve got: “I do not intuitively understand what neurotypical people want of me, and i hate even my imaginary perception of rejection, and my response is to freeze when I’m put in unfamiliar situations, and that lead to my intense opposition to venture into new situations where i’m in the dark on what I’m supposed to be doing.”
And finally at the far end: I’m just scared (but I could tell you exactly why)



















