A letter for my ex-best friend.
A week ago, I am so mad at you, the title of this letter would’ve been, ‘A letter for you, bitch.’
I still can’t understand why you did that to me. I mean, I loved you. I was there whenever you needed a friend. When you had your heartbreak when you were 16, I was there hugging you so tight somehow hoping that would ease your pain. I was there every day with you when you were pregnant with your daughter, asking you beforehand what do you want me to bring. Do you want something to eat, are you craving for something, you just tell me and I’ll bring it to you. I was there at the hospital, a day after you gave birth. And I’ve been with my god daughter’s side since then. Every milestone, every birthday, every graduation. I was there. I was there when you needed something, even cash -- for tuition, for your daughter’s needs, whatever you need. I was there when your husband left you. I was there for you every time you were having problem with your mom. I was there for you, comforting you, encouraging you, when you got pregnant again. I was there for you when you need a shopping companion. I was there when you need a stress reliever, helper, shock absorber. I was there for you every fucking time.
And you know what hurts, you were there too. For me. You were there, hugging me when I had my heart broken too many times with the same guy. You were there when I’m so lost I can’t even find myself. You were there when I’m so down with what happened with my family. And I’m so thankful because I had you with all of the problems and troubles I had in my life. I am so thankful, you were there. You were always there too, that’s why I know what we had is a true friendship nothing can break.
When your brother and I became an item I was more than happy not just because of him, but also the fact that we are actually gonna be sisters. Your daughter and son will gonna be my niece and nephew too. We are going to be family.
But no, you did not want that. You do not want me in your family. Because if you do, you won’t do that.
I was very true to you. I love you like my own sister but you are a back-stabbing hypocrite bitch.
I was sad when I remember all the memories we had together that’s why I started this letter in the first place. And then I got mad again when I’m in the middle of writing. BECAUSE YOU DON’T BETRAY A FRIEND!!!
But now that I have written it all down, I realized you were not really my friend. And you are not part of my life anymore. And not a single fuck will be given from now on.