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It took Alice quite some guts and courage to make this decision. Sure, to some it might be simple when it came to their first time, but not for Alice. She had waited, watched to see if Blood would make the first move or not, although when he did, she would reject him. He always stayed around however.

No man would do that unless he had strong feelings about another, right? it’s been so long now that it feels like if Blood had any other plans for afterwards then he would have gotten impatient about waiting around. But, those thoughts are slipping into a negetive aspect and that isn’t what she should focus on now.

Instead, it’ll be their breathing, the way he’s body feels against hers, his movements. Arms slipping around his neck to give herself some support, Alice presses her soft lips against the warm skin of his neck as she plants small kisses along it.

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Feeling him inside of her made Alice hold her breath, fingers tightening their grip as she closes her eyes tightly. It felt so strange to her and only a little painful, but Blood as being gentle enough with her that it didn’t cause too much discomfort. Letting out a shaky breath, sounds of pleasure quietly slipped out as she found herself unable to hold it back in.

It’s like this moment was worth waiting for and one that did need the right timing. If it had been too soon or too late, it wouldn’t feel as special as it does right now. Or at least, not for her. Her hands, she pushed them through the back of Blood’s hair as she gasps and arches her back.

She wasn’t sure of what she should be doing, or if she should be doing anything at all, so she just let her body care control. It would know what signals to send, how to move. Alice pressed her lips together as she felt her skin become more sensitive to his touch.

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"I know that," but it's hard to focus. He would be staring at her breasts all he wanted if it had been the other way around. It isn't her fault this is her first time and while it isn't going to be her last, she finds it all so interesting still. After a moment, her cheeks go back to turning pink because it hits her that this is going to really happen.

Leaning forward, Alice's lips brush against his before locking them into a kiss. With one of her hands, she ran it along his arm that is resting on the mattress. She became nervous whch is normal, right? She hopes so. But she'll hide it away by giving him a passionate kiss before leaning back down again.

Biting down on her lip, she gives him a faint nod. "I'm ready."

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She feels a little disappointed then he didn't respond, but she isn't going to bring it up again. There's no need to ruin the mood, now is there? Not when she already risked it just before. But thanks to before, Alice feels a bit more relaxed and there's no temptation to cover herself. Okay, there is a little, but it's not enough that she has to hold herself back on it.

Feeling his tongue against a sensitive part caused her to let out a quiet moan and squirm a little, making her body heat up. It's amazing how something like this can feel so good. Alice never really thought about it too much, but it's an experience that she's becoming quite happy with.

What happened next was quick and she understood why the second she saw all of him. A guilty expression flashed across her face because she is aware that is her fault -- or at least partly her fault. Hopefully he doesn't mind her staring because this is the first time she's seen a man naked.

And she's left in awe.

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It feels so bizzare to see him like this. Blood Dupre, the cocky man who very rarely would blush, had a bright red face right in front of her. She cracked a tiny smile as she felt amused by this, even if she herself stayed flustered. It's a shame it only lasted for a second because the next thig Alice knew, his face was nestled between her breasts. 

Never in her life did she imagine to see Blood act this way. It isn't like it's unwelcomed, it was just a surprised. Kind of weird but that's only because she knows him as the playboy type who is always ready to go get down and dirty. "An...?" Alice asked in a teasing manner, being fully aware of he's going to say, she she wants to hear him say it.

But thankfully it isn't a problem. "Don't worry about me. I want to do this with you and I wouldn't be here otherwise." Smiling gently at him, Alice placed a small kiss on top of his head. With one of her hands, she gently ran it through his hair as she lightly felt his teeth against her skin.

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He stopped. That isn’t good a good sign and it caused her to freeze up, already worrying that maybe something is wrong or he lost an interest in her. Now that would be awful, he worked so hard to get this far and now he had her how he wanted, was he going to get bored? It was bad for her to doubt him, but she couldn’t help it in this situation.

Instead he’s worried about her. “O-Of course! Everything is fine, please don’t worry about me...” she trailed off then eyes widened. He must have thought she wasn’t one. Well, it isn’t like they’ve ever talked about this and he isn’t her first partner when it came to romance.

Taking in a deep breath and letting it out as she sighed, Alice turned her head away from his in a stubborn manner as her cheeks remained flushed. “And is that a bad thing? That I have no experience?” Because it could be.

He’s been with many women before her, although they weren’t close as they are, she’s aware of how he had previous sex partners. It isn’t that hard to figure it out and not to mention people do tend to gossip whenever they get the chance.

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Alice shot him a quick glare before returning to working on his shirt. He’s just teasing her, that’s all. She had to remind herself that and take a small breath in, let it out and relax. Running her fingers along his chest, she snorted at his comment. It’s hard imaging that someone like Blood would get embarrassed. She knew that it is possible, but it was still bizarre to think about.

His hands, while they felt warm, still surprised her with a touch. It isn’t like this is the first time he’s touched her before, but it is a first in this sort of way. One of her legs slip up as she tilted her head away from him. The cloth wasn’t a heavy one, but a shiver still ran down her spine once it was off her.

It took quite a bit of strength to stop covering herself up. 

Everything that happened next happened so fast to her. Legs moved and around him, his lips against hers and Blood moaned her man which caused her to hold her breath for a moment. It’s strange to hear but at the same time rather enjoyable.

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     The inexplicable guilelessness befitted the youthful visage harbored by the less than becoming company, yet the indisputable morbidity of the happenstance deemed it unnatural. Such juvenile innocence, selective ignorance, was a believed incongruity by those unaccustomed to the discrepancies of real violence. There was no place for sense, for logical reasoning and sound justifications; ordinary perceptions simply did not apply, appearances untrustworthy and purpose often defunct.

       A miscalculation, a misled belief of virtue, was not able to be made in this instance. It was an impossibility for an individual whom had combated genuine children that were unthinkably savage in nature, considerably more so than even himself. Instead, wariness remained, veiled by misplaced bullheadedness that never failed to prelude a nonsensical exchange.

     ❝It’s all about appearances these days. Nobody wants to judge a book by it’s cover, but everyone’s guilty of it once of twice.❞ Digits firmly situated the orange-tinted sunglasses perched upon the bridge of his nose, a purposefully movement of those two fingers predicating a necessary amount of caution. ❝Maybe monster is just a relative term here? When it comes to murder, is it ever really black and white? The only undeniable fact is that it’s never pretty. And this? No arguments here. It’s more than a little jacked up.❞

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     Humming in thought, Diva waited for a moment before approaching him and shaking her finger into his face once she found herself to be close enough. “Who said it’s never pretty? I find it to be quite beautiful at times! It’s a little insult that you think it could be otherwise.” She took a step back and railed her hands and she shrugged her shoulders. Murder can be art after all, a very messy one, but an enjoyable one with such a lovely sight afterwards. 

      “I think the sight around us is a lovely one. The smell is quite nice, too, don’t you agree?” It is doubtful that he will. Any normal person would find it gross with how strong the smell of iron is. Raising a brow, Diva leans forward towards him a little. “To be honest, I’m quite surprised that you’re so ... calm about this.”

     After all, a person who hasn’t been around corpses as messed up as these would have said goodbye to whatever they had earlier -- or everything they had the entire day. It’s interesting, he’s interesting and someone that she is going to keep an eye on or maybe do something more with. It would be a shame to let such a wonderful person go to waste.

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      Another fortuitous stroll, another inconsiderately breached universe.

      By all means habitual, the wayward movements were beginning to resemble unconquerable wanderlust. Such was disregarded as problematic behavior, genuine botheration unable to be fabricated in response to his continuously vulgar involvement in tales that pertained to all but himself. Incomparably unsympathetic, acting for self-serving purposes that entailed invalidating the worth of the existences that were imposed upon, this instance was no different.

      ❝Would you fancy that. Seems like I’ve accidentally walked right into your home.❞ Tone distinctly unrepentant, bereft of worriment was the discourteous interloper. Lips curled upwards into an insouciant smile, the burning cigarette balanced between jagged ivories expelling a steady plume of smoke. ❝Not quite sure how I managed to pull that off. Hmm. Well, I’m here now and that’s all that matters.❞

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     “Uhhh...”

      Talk about a weirdo. Staring up from her spot on the grass, Diva pushed her brows together. It didn’t help that he managed to get into here without alerting anyone. No doubt Amshel would have kicked the man out by now if he had seen him along with the others. Wrinkling her nose at the smell of smoke, the Queen let out an annoyed sighed.

     “Perhaps you can accidentally leave unless you have a purpose here.” A faint smile spread out on her lips as she looked up to him. Diva doesn’t take too kindly to strangers coming into her home unless she had been informed, she had too many distasteful experiences with them. It didn’t help that he looked really strange to her, too. 

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How could she not when this is an important moment of their relationship. All she wanted is for this to go right, perfect if possible. 

Hearing him felt a shiver down her spine. Alice never thought she would hear sounds from him, the same with what has come from herself. It's normal and nature, she knew that, but it still felt so strange. Not that it was a bad strange but instead a rather good one. Good enough to confirm this would be a wonderful choice. 

She is grateful that he is able to take the lead. One day she'll be able to do that instead, give him another pleasant surprise, but for the moment she will follow what he wants. Blood does have a lot more experience than her when it comes to this. Alice's heart skipped a beat and her eyes meet with his before she looked down at their hands. "I can do it myself, I know how a shirt works."

It wouldn't be Alice if she didn't give him some sass. This is helping her relax and not be so worried about this at least. Cheeks flushing red at the comment, Alice started to down on his buttons, doing them one at a time before they were all undone. This isn't the first time she has seen his bare chest, but there is something about seeing it now and in this moment that made her hold her breath for a second.

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His breath tickled her neck and Alice squirmed a little, finding her skin to be a lot more sensitive than it normally is. It took some strength to resist the urge to cover herself with her arms because that could give him the wrong signal that maybe she wouldn't want to do this, or that she is embarrassed. The latter is how she is feeling, but she didn't want Blood to know that.

A distraction is what she needs and Alice decides to focus on him, as she should. It did the trick, sort of, as she started to think of some questions that she would refuse to ask him. Like, what would he like her to do? What would he enjoy? Small stuff like that which would hopefully help give him more pleasure.

Those questions quickly disappeared from her mind at his touch though. Cheeks warming up quickly with a bright shade of red and her chest rising and falling quickly, Alice curled up her toes and closed her eyes tightly. A sound she never heard herself make slipped past her lips.

It felt good, better than expected. His lips, tongue and hands, they all felt nice. “Blood,” she said his name with a faint gasp, trying to use a quiet tone. Raising her hands, her fingers entwined with his dark hair.

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If he was okay with that? It was adorable how she would phrase things so delicately, but even she knew this was a long time coming. Even after they became official, there was still obstacles to overcome. He’d tried before–but each time it seemed that something got in the way. If Alice hadn’t outright changed the subject or pushed his face away when he got too daring, then someone (typically Elliot) knocked on the door to interrupt for business, leaving him more than frustrated for the rest of the day. Still, with the first two he would always be accommodating. It was a relief to know that she wanted him just as much as he did her.

“Hmmm~” he raised an eyebrow, amused. His hand fell down over the lock and he twisted it until he heard a click. Then he placed a quick kiss on the side of her neck before placing one arm at the back of her legs, and the other on the middle of her back. He whisked her up in his arms bridal-style (which was ironic, for the fake-gentleman she knew him to be) and carried her over to his bed. As he let her down on the white sheets, he fervently caught her lips in his, not bothering to start with anything light or chaste, as it was neither of their intentions to be.

When he snapped two of his fingers, the lights dimmed around them–one of the many perks of abusing the powers of a Role Holder. Whether the ambiance would matter to either of them when they were so distracted was questionable, but he liked to think of it as a romantic gesture at least. Throwing his gloves off the bed, he tangled his fingers in the wisps of hair that fell around her. First and foremost, he undid the bow that she kept in her hair, and took a breath when he could barely hold it in longer.

“Your wish is my command,” he grinned mischievously, tracing kisses down her jawline.

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One can never be too sure -- okay, that's a complete lie because it is Blood and she is positive this is what he wants. Knowing his answer, to hear it from him is what she wanted however. It would help give her that final push to know this is right and there's nothing to be worried about. Alice paid close attention to his expressions, becoming aware that they would give her the answers she seeked more than words could.

He certainly knew what was happening given he locked the door. It's good he did that, a relief for Alice actually and it made sure that nobody would be able to come in. Although, the idea of someone knocking did make her become anxious about it but that disappeared when she felt his lips against her neck and being picked up.

His kiss sent an electric spike down her body and she found herself stunned for a moment before pressing her lips back against his. At least Blood is able to set the mood correctly. For all Alice knew, he could rush into it all, but it is pleasant to know that he can be a gentlemen when needed.

It's hard not to smile when she see's his grin, his most infamous ones if she dare say so herself, but she had become quite fond it. "I'm happy to hear that," she said in a soft tone.

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Blood had finished his work last time period, and if Alice hadn’t said anything, chances were that he would have already been asleep since it had been a couple of days. But really, who could keep count? He didn’t really feel tired now anyhow. During the wait he’d been lying down in bed reading a book from one of his shelves, but now the book laid on his face; he cursed at himself for not having asked when she was coming.

That was until a subtle knock sounded from the other side of the room. God forbid his pen had been scratching at the same time, he might not have heard it. Blood put the book on his night stand and briskly walked over to the door, expecting to be greeted with some kind of boxed present from a holiday he’d never really celebrated. But this…this was different.

When he opened the door, Alice seemed to be wearing little more than a robe. Despite the shock, Blood pulled her in the room by her arm that was slightly extended from knocking. The door closed rather loudly, but it wasn’t a crash that would have sent anyone running. Good. He didn’t want anyone else to see her like this. It almost sent him into a jealous fit thinking that anyone in the hall could have seen her walking like this.

“A surprise, young lady?” he moved his face but an inch from her own lips. One hand was still holding the door back, slowly falling towards the lock. The other had inadvertently wrapped around a strip of her golden hair.  He could feel hot breath hitting his chin. Still, he wanted to draw out some kind of explanation before he jumped too soon. Plus, seeing his love struggle to find words for this would have been an award in itself. “You’ve certainly got my attention.”

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It caught her off guard when he pulled her into a room, so much that she just about stumbled over her own feet because she had not been paying proper attention. There are too many thoughts going through her mind to focus correctly and not to mention that her current plan kept her quite distracted too. It's hard not to think about it so much when it's a big deal and there is so much that can, and will, happen. 

"That is what I said," Alice had to do her best to stay in control. She didn't want to act like some flustered and nervous wreck because while it might be cute, it isn't how Alice wanted to come across. Execpt now what? He didn't make any major moves and it left her a little unsure of what to do but at least he had a hint of what is happening.

Or so Alice hopes.

Glancing away a little and cheeks flushing red, she lets out a small breath before speaking again. "I'm hoping to spend the night with you, if you're okay with that." Of course he would be, this is Blood they are talking about. Relaxing her body, she looks up at him. "I want to be able to do something with you -- something special." That woud surely be enough to give him the proper hint that she isn't here just to be, well, here.

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Tonight is the night – or day or evening seeing that time could change with the click of a finger. Either way, this moment would be an important one for both of them. Slipping on a silk night dress, Alice took in a deep breath and ran her hands over her body. It felt so weird to see herself in such a thin fabric. It isn’t like she hasn’t seen her own naked body before, but to be able to barely make out the lines yet still tell that she is only wearing a pink, lacy bra with matching underwear.

How embarrassing -- but it is surely to be something that he would like, right? It’s so hard to figure out what would be good or not when it came to him or at least in this situation. He has never seen her naked before and for them to take it to the next level, it did cause her to become anxious.

It wouldn’t be fair to turn back now though. Alice had told him that she had a surprise and to stay awake. She knew if they started and she got uncomfortable though then he would at least be understanding. She had to at least give this a shot, it felt like the right time to do it.

Wrapping a robe around herself, she span around on her heel and walked towards her door. She did hope that nobody came across her -- she could lie about not being able to sleep, but Alice could feel herself starting to get flustered at the idea of being caught. Shaking her head, she made her way to Blood’s room.

Raising her hand, she gently knocked on the door and waited, hoping he would open it soon.

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Blood was rather surprised by her straightforwardness as it seemed that the whole day Alice had been a bundle of nerves. He was sure Vivaldi might have had something to do with this talk. She always did love to sneak her nose into their business, but admittedly it was often good that she did. “Very perceptive.” He sighed, his fake smile somehow remaining to stay intact.

“I’m not sure what you want me to say; you certainly should know what is bothering me, young lady.” No, he couldn’t deny that it was because of her that he felt so distant at that moment. But despite his frustration he knew that the current Alice couldn’t do much to solve the problem. Blood turned around and continued cutting stems. It made it a little easier to talk when he didn’t have to face her, mostly out of pride, perhaps a little out of embarrassment. 

“I appreciate the concern, but there’s a few questions I’d like to ask as well. I might be…maybe not ‘okay’, but more content if you answered them yourself. And you can ask whatever you wish to me as well.” Though that offer was already on the table.

“I can’t ask you to help, because there is no way that you could, unless you remember something.” His gaze was downcast, and he lost himself in his work a little, accidentally cutting his finger with the blade of his scissors. He didn’t even flinch. “But tell me, could you see yourself living here at the Mansion? Do you like it here?” He remembered he asked this question in the past, though they were much closer then.

It doesn't take a genieus to figure out something isn't right with Blood. Just the way he is acting now compared to before told her that. Vivaldi just have her that gentle push to recognize it and want to do something about it. She's aware that it is her fault but doesn't know how she is supposed to fix it.

Eyes looking down at her feet and Alice starts to chew on her bottom lip, she feels unsure of how to respond because he is right. But what could she do? Without her memory, everything would feel as if it would be just an act and not meaningful. Sure, she could try her very best but Blood deserved better than an attempt.

When he admitted that he would feel more content if she answered some questions, Alice did light up. "I am more than happy to do what I can. I can't make any promises of course, but I still want to try." Anything is better than nothing if it's being honest and making an attempt. Unfortunately, his question did make her feel puzzled though.

"I -- ..." She stops herself, pushing her brows together. "I don't know. Let's say that I don't have any ties back home then perhaps I can because you have been very kind to me. Everyone has."

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      A precarious happenstance was ungraciously dwelt within, treacherous encounters a familiarity but never had such an inconceivable conundrum been faced. Sanguine puddles gradually widened beneath soles, the unimaginable adversaries having been reduced to little more than meager strips of flesh scattered about the darkened venue. Through undetectable swiftness had his life been soundly preserved, yet an end had not been reached as a figure stood a comfortable distance away, flanked on either side by two of the very beasts that had intelligently opted to remain stationary.

      The knife in hand was readily aimed at the imposing audience.

      ❝It’s nothing out of the ordinary to be on the receiving end of antagonism. It practically comes with the name. What is new is whatever the hell this is.❞ Further emphasis was stressed by the implement in hand gesturing towards a meticulously butchered corpse, the grotesque features as unfeasible as they were impossible to perceive. It brought strained laughter bubbling forth, the grin stretching lips just as unnerved, if not more so. ❝And here I thought that I was a monster. Takes seeing the real thing to get a fresh perspective..❞

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       It is truly amazing what dangers are brought up in the night. The corner of her lips curved upwards as a hymn slips past them. Who ever thought that the beautiful voice from such a tiny girl could bring up such creatures who would hunt for food, tear people up without a second thought. Such a wonderful yet deadly tone she would let out. No doubt she would get in trouble for doing so, but she could not care. 

         After all, the scent of blood made her feel excited and happy. To see such beaten up corpses, guts everywhere and blood painting the ground made her feel as if it’s Christmas Day. If she ever celebrated Christmas. 

         “Do you believe they are monsters?” Bright blue hues looked up at her beloved creatures followed by an innocent, child-like giggle.  They aren’t lookers, that is true, but is the word ‘monster’ really what suits them? Such an ugly term to use for them. It causes her to pout. “They’re just beasts, not monsters~.”

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“We…don’t know if there is a way to find out. If you were to somehow remember, then you might know. We do not think even the dream demon could tell us.” Surely Blood had already thought of approaching Nightmare, and he still had no answers. Blood always did cover his bases, especially when it came to somebody he actually deeply cared about.

“We have been told that the right thing isn’t always what is easy.” She was told that by Alice herself, in fact. While the Queen who doled out beheadings didn’t heed that warning, she figured Alice could use the encouragement. “It will take more than a few awkward words and undesirable conversations to drive him away. Go. We will spend time with our niece here.” She smiled elegantly, tapping Alice on the wrist with her palm.

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Blood stood immersed in his work tending to the roses. He thought it was better off that he was left alone with his thoughts for awhile. Though after awhile the silence seemed deafening. He heard shuffling feat across the grass behind him, and turned around to see Alice. She was hesitant to speak, but that wasn’t unusual from any of their current meetings. The only conclusion he could come to was that his sister had encouraged her to meet him.

“To what do I owe the honor, Alice?” He continued cutting at the last rapidly growing vine before dropping the tool on the ground and brushing his bare hands together and wiping them of dirt, his gloves hanging from his pocket.

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  Dream demon? A puzzled expression appeared and Alice titled her head. "I'm afaid I have not meet this, ah, 'dream demon'. It sounds as if they are someone that would have a lot of knowledge by your words. Perhaps  I can meet him one day." There are a few questions besides her memories that she would like to get proper answers to. Sure, she could ask Blood and Vivaldi but she did not wish to be a burden.

   Taking in a deep breath, Alice pushed her chair out and got up. Sitting here wondering about what was wrong would get her nowhere and just cause worry. She had to get up and do something about it if she wanted to make an effort. "Thank you, Vivaldi."

     She did not know she was trying her best to be quiet when walking over to Blood, but she did. Maybe it was because she felt unsure of it would be wise to bother him.  However that attempt to be quiet fell through as Alice's eyes met his. Now was her chance to talk to him and voice her concerns.

     "I was wondering if you are okay," she started, still feeling unsure of it would be wise for her to ask questions about his well being. After all, this is most likely because of her. "You feel very ... distant and it feels like something is wrong."