Genuine post. lifes been kind of lifing. Perimenapause struck like lightning over water. Pair that with escalating ADHD symptoms and PND and I'm basically one dodgy look away from the physc ward. I genuinely need fucking help. I'm in 24/7 fight or flight mode. Manic depression, anxiety and suicidal ideations have destroyed any and all relationships, all motivation for reading, writing, long walks, gym (basically anything good and fulfilling) has completely gone. How do I get through this? Is there any way out of this endless fucking nightmare?!
Mulling over my backstory for my four favourite vamps.
So Dwayne - my brooding, beautiful boy was a fearsome Comanche warrior. He lived his life protecting his people, providing, raiding. Turned at 24, he had lost his wife and child the previous winter to sickness.
David - outlaw cowboy. Raiding stagecoaches and small settlements was his gig. Had a penchant for corrupting the local holy mans wives and daughter's. I like to think he met Dwayne somewhere along the way in the Texas plains and they've been together the longest. Forever 24.
Marko š„µ ok this one has been tricky. I'm stuck between lil shit Italian mobster that they picked up somewhere along the way in New York - OR Romani traveller that made his way to the States after the demise of his people and after finding Paul. The youngest of the group, eternally 19.
Paul - So another tricky one. I think my version of Paul originated in the UK. From a well off family (and I mean seriously well off) like Duke level... He hated the life, just wanted to party and be free. Couldn't deal with the pressure, the expectations, the vultures of high society. After meeting Marko and discovering what it meant to be truly wild and free, he abandoned his position, his inheritance, everything. They stole what they could carry, boarded a ship to the States and never once looked back. 21 and living his best eternal life.
Watching Zoolander with my husband and I come to realise that Paul and Hansel would literally be so in sinc.
Hansel: I wasn't like every other kid, you know, who dreams about being an astronaut, I was always more interested in what bark was made out of on a tree. Richard Gere's a real hero of mine. Sting. Sting would be another person who's a hero. The music he's created over the years, I don't really listen to it, but the fact that he's making it, I respect that. I care desperately about what I do. Do I know what product I'm selling? No. Do I know what I'm doing today? No. But I'm here, and I'm gonna give it my best shot.
Derek Zoolander: Why do you hate models, Matilda?
Matilda: Honestly?
Hansel: Yes.
Matilda: I think they're vain, stupid, and incredibly self-centered.
Hansel: I totally agree with you. But how do you feel about male models?
I feel like Hansel and Paul have such similar goofball, himbo energy š¤£š
Summary: Fueled by the betrayal of your betrothed, you tumble into bed with the worst person you can think of- Aerion of House Targaryen. Whilst you may see it as a one time mistake, Aerion Brightflame does not.
Warnings: 18+, cheating (not by Aerion), vaginal fingering, Aerion calls reader a whore, biting with blood, slightly oc Aerion?, blood play, canon divergence, obsessive behaviour, slight dub-con, loss of virginity, hunting, canon typical violence, vaginal sex, no protection, unedited
Word Count: 10k+
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The air in the corridor was cooler than usual. With a shiver, you tucked your hands under your armpits after checking that you were quite alone, and began to make your way to the hall for dinner.
Ashford Meadows was different to your home. Grayer, colder, busier. It seemed an unusual time to hold a tourney until you had found out it was Lady Gwin Ashfordās birthday. Lord Ashford himself had invited your family down to join in on the celebrations and your elder brother, Leon, had been eager to join the lists.
It was rare you got to spend time with your family. Your elder brother Edwyn was the heir to your fatherās title and, as such, the pair of them spent a great deal of time overseeing the land and renters. Leo, as a second son, was antsy and often busied himself on adventures that you could only dream of. Your sister Marian had been married some six months ago and you missed her dearly. When you had heard than she and her lord husband would also be in Ashford, you had been more than content to brave the long ride down just to see her.
And then there was the matter of your betrothal to Lord Freyās son, Owen.
You hummed to yourself as you navigated the dark corridors, slippers padding along the stone floor. The only sign of life you could hear was from yourself. There was a good chance that you had gotten yourself turned around so you stopped and began to retrace your steps.
The pair of you had met at your sisterās wedding and both Lord Frey and your own father had been delighted at the way you seemed to draw together. Owen Frey was handsome enough, and not unkind, and he knew all the right things to say. When your father had told you of the potential for an arrangement, you had agreed without really thinking about it.
Owen Frey seemed a sensible enough man, and you certainly tried to be a sensible woman. Lord Frey was said to be an honorable and loyal man, and he and his wife genuinely seemed to care for one another. You hoped that with them as an example, Owen would also come to care for you as a husband should.
You paused, huffing a breath as you scanned your environment. It all looked the same. You were just about to turn on your heel again when you heard something ahead. Some kind of scuffling, and a laugh.
Pressing your lips together, you debated turning around. But by now you were likely already late for dinner and your father would not be pleased. Not when the Ashfords were such accommodating hosts ā and not when the Targaryens were also staying.
With a nervous breath, you made your way forward and peeked around the corner. Immediately you sucked in a breath, clapping your hand over your mouth as you registered what was before you.
At first you saw only two lovers entwined. Hands beneath shifts and unbuttoned trousers and choked gasps. Then you recognised the clothes on the woman ā a household servant of the Ashfords. You cringed at the way she scratched down the maleās back, moaning into his neck as his hands did something down the front of her dress.
You were not ignorant to the ways of man and woman. Well, not entirely, anyway. But you knew enough to know that it was incredibly bold of the pair to be so intimate so out in the open. You stifled a laugh and turned to dip away ā and then you heard it.
āOh, Owen, please!ā
You stalled, mouth popping open with a silent āohā. Shaking, you peered round the wall once more, just to confirm. Neither of the pair had spotted you. This time you saw what you had been previously blind to. The sword at the manās hip, the Frey sigil on the pommel. The hair, an unassuming shade of brown, that only now you recognised. The manās hand moved to grip the girlās hip and you saw the rings adorning his fingers.
You stayed for only a moment longer, a headache forming between your brows. You did not confront them. Instead, you raced away, as quietly as you could, turning blindly down corridors until you bumped into a maid who was, by chance, looking for you.
You trailed after her until she reached the dining room, slipping by her as she held the door open for you. Your father stood to greet you and you heard yourself explaining that you had been lost. So silly of you! Your father laughed boisterously and made some joke about you being distracted due to your engagement.
āFor a moment, daughter, we thought you had snuck away with Owen,ā he chuckled, āLord Frey told us the boy is ill.ā
Baelor Targaryen offered you a polite smile as he responded to your father. Distracted once more, your father sat down and began conversing with the heir. Feeling that all attention was once again off of you, you made your way to the table and found yourself a seat.
You sat down at your brotherās side without looking up. It was only after your brother had pushed a steaming plate in front of you that you glanced about. You found yourself squeezing at your utensils, something hot and uncomfortable brewing in your stomach as you picked at your beef.
After a particularly vicious stab, you set your cutlery down. Tucking your hands beneath the table, you squeezed at your thighs until you were sure you drew blood. Your eyes stayed dry. You searched yourself for despair, for sadness, and instead found red hot fucking fury.
A shiver wracked through you and finally you looked up. Aerion Targaryen met your gaze. He did not blink as he stabbed a hunk of beef and brought it to his mouth. He chewed it nicely but his eyes were anything but.
You knew about Brightflame. About his propensity for anger and cruelty. You had made a game of avoiding him all week, despite the fact your family took meals with his almost daily. And now, with him sitting across from you, this was the closest you had ever been.
It must be exhausting, you thought, to be so angry all the time. You could feel your own righteous rage swirling in your chest, taking violent swipes at your heart every time you attempted to push what you had seen from your mind.
Aerion stopped chewing and stared openly. You blinked as you realised your lips had curled in something like a snarl. Your anger burned hotter than you knew what to do with. You slouched back in your chair, ignoring the way your brother coughed at your ill manners, and stared right back.
It was stupid. You knew that but you did not look away. Let him be cruel, you thought, let him spit and curse at you for your disrespect. You discovered that you anger enough to return the fire. It needed to go somewhere, did it not?
Your brother stilled, hand finding yours beneath the table and squeezing in warning. And still, you did not move. To your surprise, it was Aerion that moved.
He cleared his throat and set his fork down. He leaned forward and you readied yourself for the fall out of your disrespect.
āWoman,ā he said slowly, āwhat is your name?ā
Your brother nudged you to answer. Distantly, you wondered if Owen remembered your name. If you thought about you at all as he fumbled with the maid girl in the corridor, where anyone could come across them. Did he feel guilt as he humiliated you? As he made you look like a foolish, sheltered girl?
āYou do not recall my name,ā you said slowly, ādespite the fact that our families have dined together all week?ā
Your brother choked on his wine. Aerionās eyes widened, something chaotic and wild fluttering in his pupils. It looked like fire.
āI do not,ā he answered just as slowly, chin dipping as he waited for your response.
You should tread carefully. You should apologise. You should lower your gaze and speak only when spoken to. You should pretend you never saw Owen and the girl and marry him anyway, settle for a life long of betrayal and disappointment.
āThen I do not wish to tell you,ā you hissed, slamming your palms to the table as you shot up out of your chair. All eyes landed on you. āFather, I am unwell. I wish to retire.ā
Aerionās eyes made your skin burn. They drilled into the side of your face as you stoutly ignored him, dipping your head as your father stammered out an excuse and the host bid you well.
You walked quickly from the table, wrenching open the door before the guard could do it for you. Once alone in the corridor, the cool air brushing at your heated cheeks, a hysterical laugh bubbled in your throat. To Aerion and Leon, it probably looked as though you were running. But it was not fear that had driven you from that hall.
Alone in your room, you waited for the tears to come. When the hours dripped on, and the tears still did not come, you resorted to pinching your thighs until bruises welled beneath your nails. Your eyes remained dry.
The anger would not leave. Seething, you threw yourself across the bed, tempted to tear at the sheets like some wild animal. You did not feel like the lady you had been raised to be. But where had that gotten you? Reeling and thoroughly humiliated, you felt lost.
What Owen had done was not out of the ordinary. You were sure that even your father had fathered a bastard or two in the village. But it was not what you wanted for yourself, and as a fourth daughter, you had more choice than most.
Owen had seemed like the safe choice. The sensible choice. You were vexed at your own naivety, annoyed at your own surprise and subsequent disgust. You had been willing to settle for the first man that seemed reasonable and now you were stuck. Did a right choice even exist?
There would be no wedding. You were sure that you could get your father to agree once you told him of what you had witnessed. Your father would not take kindly to his daughter being embarrassed in such a way. The Freys were going to benefit from the wedding more than your family so it would be no great loss.
You sighed. So much had changed in so little time. The tourney was over tomorrow and you would be making your way back home by mid-afternoon. Once on the road, away from the Freys, you could tell your father what you had seen. He would send word of the cancelled arrangement to the Freys, all without you having to set eyes on Owen ever again.
As the sky began to darken further, a maid came in to light your candles and the fire in the grate. Idly you wondered if she was the one you had seen with Owen earlier. Once she had left, you sat up and went to the window, peering out with boredom.
Anger still kindled in your stomach. You rested a hand over your lowed belly, half expecting to feel heat.
The castle was quiet. The gardens below were quiet, too. Your father would kill you for walking around in the dark without a guard but the room was beginning to feel stifling.
When you were young, you had been an unruly child. Eager to escape your finishing lessons and play with your brothers or roam the grounds alone. Your father had assumed you had grown out of it and maybe you had.
Now, though, all you wanted was to leave the suffocating grip of the castle. Owen was under the same roof as you, somewhere, sleeping soundly or perhaps not alone. If he was going to flout the rules so blatantly, then so would you.
Like earlier, you got turned around several times before you eventually found your way outside. The ground was slightly damp from the earlier rain. You would have to clean your slippers before dawn.
You wound your way around bushes and flower beds until you found your way to a hidden alcove. The moon was bright enough to guide your path and you kept carefully out of sight of the castle. The wall was slanted enough for you to rest against it, almost sitting.
The air was soothing against your harried flesh. You closed your eyes and imagined it cooling further, eager to shake the weight of emotion from your chest.
The garden was enclosed in high walls. Beyond them you could hear raucous laughter and singing. The final night of the tourney was just as loud as the first. What would it be like to be among the smallfolk? To laugh, to dance and to drink as they did? As men did?
What would it be like to fuck as they did?
The word was so crass that you open your eyes and looked around, half expecting your father to appear and scold you for the mere thought. Satisfied that you were indeed alone, you settled back and closed your eyes once more.
It was hard to tell how much time had passed when you heard it. Your name, cutting through the careful silence you had cultivated, drawing a shocked yelp from your lips.
Aerion Brightflame stood five feet in front of you, hand on the pommel of his sword. The gesture was not threatening ā or maybe it was. It was difficult to tell when everything about him was threatening.
Aerion silver hair was tousled, as though heād been running his hands through it. His clothes appeared hastily thrown on, as though he had gotten ready for bed and then changed his mind. Perhaps the night air cooled his temper, too.
He repeated your name again, and you realised that someone else must have told him it. He looked smug and you wanted to smack him clean across the face for thinking he had won whatever stupid game it was that he thought you were playing.
āDo you make a habit of sneaking about alone?ā he asked, stepping closer.
You squinted at him and did not reply. Was this the same man you had been avoiding all week? Whatever fear you had previously felt had been eaten away by fire and now fatigue as you slumped back against the wall.
Aerionās lip curled at your silence; displeasure dotted in the creases of his face. You tilted your head a little. He was not unpleasant to look at, even when he scowled. He was handsome, you admitted, as all Targaryens tended to be.
āAnswer me, woman,ā he finally snarled, āor Iāll drag you before your father.ā
Aerion had stepped closer. If you reached out a hand, you would be able to lay it on his chest.
What would it be like to fuck as they did?
It was a terrible idea. Downright stupid. When was the last time you had been stupid? Been anything other than the lady you were supposed to be?
You reached out and laid your hand on the dragonās chest.
Aerion stilled. You met his eyes steadily, attempting to gauge interest. He did not stop you when you stepped closer, tilting your head until your eyes landed on his lips. They looked red and bitten already.
Aerion did not stop you when your hand slid up his chest and into the short hair at the base of the back of his neck. His lips parted and his breath puffed out when you tugged a little, curious. Owen had tugged that womanās hair. It seemed like something that was done.
āWoman,ā Aerion finally said, āare you stupid?ā
āNo,ā you murmured, ābut I think Iād like to be. Just for tonight.ā
You were not sure who moved first; only that, one second you were thinking how similar a shade Aerionās hair was to the moon, and the next you were pressed up tight in the alcove.
Aerion used his body to pin you there. At first, the kiss was clumsy and unpracticed. It was your first, after all. But you had always been a quick learner.
Aerionās mouth was firm and unforgiving. Your lips parted under his like they had done so a thousand times, tongue reaching out to brush silkily along Aerionās and earning a surprised groan. His hand came up to squeeze your face, holding you still as he had you how he liked.
It felt good. The kissing and the rebellion of it all. Throughout it all, your hands remained in his hair, tugging hard whenever he did something you particularly liked. He nipped at your lips, pulling sweet gasps and moans from them as he went. That push and pull of his tongue in your mouth, smoothing softly over yours ā was that what fucking was like?
Aerion pulled away and you almost hissed. His hair looked messier than previously, the front of his clothes ruffled from where you had been pressed together. His lips were red and wet from the kiss and you watched as his tongue darted out and smoothed over them.
The anger had given away to something impossibly hotter. Something molten and desperate was welling in your core. It was nothing you had ever felt or even considered feeling when it came to Owen. You tilted your head back against the stone wall and waited for the prince to make a move.
āFoolish girl,ā he finally said, dragging his eyes from where your breasts heaved against the ribbon of your dress. āIs that what you wanted? To act like a whore for the night? Are you satisfied, then?ā
You laughed quietly, the sound ringing through the garden. āI think whores do a great deal more than kiss, my Prince.ā
Before you could think too much, you reached down to rest your hand over the hard outline of Aerionās manhood. He made a choked sound and jolted forward, no doubt surprised at your boldness. Instead of laughing at the shock on his face, you pressed your nose to his chest, seeking out the sliver of bared skin you had seen then.
And then you bit down. Hard.
Aerion groaned long and loud, hand coming up to grip the back of your head as he allowed you to sink your teeth into his flesh. It felt powerful. You did not relent until blood welled beneath your teeth, copper leaking onto your tongue as you laved it over his wounded flesh.
You kept your hand firmly on his cock, rubbing the heel of your palm over where you assumed the head was. Aerionās grip grew tight before he let you go, chest heaving, staring down at you with blow pupils.
He said your name again, quietly this time, and with no mocking. His hands had fallen to grip your wrists but he let go of one, reaching up the place his palm over the spot you had bitten.
āAnd yet,ā you sighed, āI still do not feel like a whore.ā
You kept your mind switched off as your hands dropped and began tugging at the strings on his trousers. Your own core throbbed with every little move. It was different from the lazy self-exploration of yourself you had previously indulged in. Was this feeling normal or was it to do with the dragon before you?
āFuck,ā Aerion swore as you popped his cock from his trousers, the heated flesh pulsing in the cooler air.
It looked big ā but that did not matter. You had no intention of taking it inside of yourself. Instead, you smoothed your palm over the head, collecting the wetness that had gathered there. You squeezed experimentally and smiled at the sound it produced from Aerion.
Aerion cursed again and then his hands were on you. You yelped as he held you firmly against the stone wall, damp rock pressing into your back, and began to ruck up your dress until it was fluffed around your waist. He kicked your legs apart and shoved his hand down the front of your garments until his fingers met the soft curls at the apex of your thighs.
This was not the plan. Not that there had been one in the first place ā but this definitely was not it.
Aerionās fingers met the soft, pillowy flesh on your cunt with little ceremony. His eyes were glued to your face, chest rising and falling swiftly as he parted you with his fingers and ran his index over the tight flesh of your hole.
āEven whores do not get this wet,ā he growled, cupping your tender flesh. āPut your hand back on my cock. Now.ā
You resented the bite in his voice but your mind was surprising gentle exploration of his fingers. Instead of sliding inside, they ventured up, up, until they met the soft ball of flesh that would surely make you lose your fucking mind.
Aerion buried his face in your neck, tongue licking over the exposed flesh as your hand found his cock and began to move. When he stopped, you stopped. You would not let him come away from having had more than you. You were determined to satisfy your earlier curiosity.
His fingers rubbed tight circles over your swollen flesh, faster and then slower. He rutted into your palm with hard thrusts, breath hissing in your ear as he approached his peak.
He was not the only one. You could feel your own fast approaching. For the first time, clarity began to clear your mind. You understood why Owen, why that girl, had gotten so caught up. Initially you had wanted to do this to experience what you felt you were missing out on, to be reckless as they had been. Now you felt the urge for control. The urge to prove that you were better than them.
Still you allowed Aerionās fingers to rub you. There was no doubt that he knew what he was doing. His hips bumped yours as he fucked your hand, orgasm tearing through him in a way that made you dizzy and thirsty for your own.
You yelped when Aerionās head bent down, nuzzling into the pillowy tops of your breasts before he bit down. Hard enough that you were sure he immediately drew blood. You whimpered and yanked at his hair, teetering on the edge of your own orgasm.
If I go over the edge, you thought, I do not know if I can come back.
With surprising strength, you shoved Aerion away. Your dress came tumbling back down and the whisper of fabric over your skin was enough to almost have you orgasming anyway. Unprepared, Aerion staggered before righting his stance.
His still hard cock was still peeking out of his breeches and you tore your eyes away before you abandoned all common sense. You could feel his seed on your hand, warm and sticky. There was blood smeared all over his mouth and when he snarled at you, you could see it in his teeth.
āWhat the fuck are you doing?ā he barked. āYou are not done here ā we are not done here.ā
You breathed heavily and swayed a little on your feet. You could see your own arousal on Aerionās fingers, glittering in the moonlight. It looked rather pretty.
Aerion took a step forward and it shook you out of your reverie. Before he could say anything else (or use his fingers and command you to stay) you tore past him and ran inside. In some miracle, perhaps as reward for your restraint, you found your way back to your room in a matter of minutes. If Aerion called your name, you did not hear it.
The next morning was nothing memorable. You were beyond tired and still mildly irritated, but glad to be rid of the place. You had stayed up late cleaning your shoes and the conspicuous wet spot the prince had left on your dress. If the maids noticed anything as they packed your trunks, they did not say.
Your father was in a good mood. It was a good thing to spent time with the heir to the kingdom; it reflected well on the house. You smiled blandly as he and your brother Leon recounted their days, commenting on who had done well and the favourites.
The Targaryens had supposed to have been leaving early, but as you and your family made their way down, you discovered that they had not. You kept your gaze averted and curtsied when necessary, thanking Lord Ashford for his hospitality and Balor and his family for their company.
When you reached Aerion, you curtsied as before. Aerion surprised you by lifting your hand and pressing a soft kiss to your inner wrist. You felt his tongue on your skin and bit your lip, praying that your father would not notice.
Aerion pulled back and smiled. Your mouth dropped open. Your blood was still smeared across his lips and teeth.
Within days of arriving home, your father had contacted Lord Frey and told him the engagement was off. He was horrified by what you had reported. His poor darling girl, witness to such depravity!
As he had ranted and raved, you had subtly tugged at the high collar of your dress. You had taken to wearing such high collars and avoiding help from the maids since arriving home. The mark that Aerion had left on you was shocking. Blue and purple tinged with red. It was still sore and throbbed when touched firmly, which you did often.
You had managed to muster tears in your eyes and a tremble in your voice as you recounted the events of that evening. Perhaps you exaggerated a little. It did not matter; your father was thoroughly on your side.
Some days later, after some back and forth with Lord Frey, your father told you that Owen had left The Twins and was no doubted headed here, to your home. Your father had almost had an aneurysm at the sheer assumption of hospitality.
āDo not worry, father,ā you had patted his hand, āperhaps he will come to apologise. I will hear him out, but I have no intentions of marrying him.ā
āYou are kind, daughter,ā he nodded, āand wise. You deserve more than foolish young boys.ā
Wise. You had nearly laughed. A week ago, you had been the stupidest person in the entire seven kingdoms. Stupider now, perhaps, since you did not regret it.
A week and a half after the tournament, you were sitting in the library when you heard the sound of a party arriving. You set your book down and straightened your spine before marching from the library and heading for the hall.
You paused outside, sharing a look with your ladiesā maid when you heard your fatherās laughter from within. That was certainly not the reception you had envisioned for Owen Frey. Confused, you opened the door and stepped within, ready for an explanation.
Your father was stood there, arm in arm, with Maekar Targaryen. And to the left of him, tall and polished, was his son, Aerion.
You froze. For a moment you debated edging your way back out of the room but then your father caught sight of you.
āAh!ā he threw up his arms and came to grab your arm, pulling you further into the dragonās nest. āMy Princes, you remember my youngest daughter?ā
āCertainly,ā Aerion interjected before his father could speak. He dipped his head, mocking. āMy Lady.ā
You assumed you responded appropriately. You could not be sure. Maekar nodded stiffly, something like curiosity in his eyes as he looked you up and down. How much had Aerion told his father? Was he, in turn, going to tell your father?
āWhy are you here?ā you asked bluntly.
Your father said your name, surprised. āYou did not know? I invited them here whilst we were all at the tourney.ā
āYes,ā Aerion smiled, āI am here to hunt.ā
The ground felt like it was dropping out from beneath you. Even the air felt thin. Whilst you swayed on your feet, vehemently regretting that night, your father chattered on to Maekar.
He had no fucking idea what he had agreed to. And, truthfully, neither did you.
Unwilling to leave your father and the princes alone, you found yourself getting ready for a hunt. You yanked on your riding dress and, once your front was covered, turned to allow your maid to lace up the back.
You did not know what Aerion had told Maekar, nor what his plans were with you father. You were worried that, at the first chance he had, Aerion would tell him of your indulgent and careless behaviour. Why else would he come all this way?
It seemed insane that he would do all this just to torment you. Or perhaps it would, if he were anyone else. Out of all the boys to fool around with. . .
You descend from your room and head for the stables. Yanking on your riding gloves, you find the stall of your horse, Silver. She was a precious thing and fickle with anyone other than you. You smoothed your hand over her mane and waited for the stable boy to arrive.
Aerion arrived first.
You scowled at the flash of silver hair you saw from the corner of your eye and did not bother greeting him. It was not him you feared; it was what he might tell you father. You should probably consider attempting to butter him up. Your lips thinned at the idea and you continued to ignore him.
Heat was radiating from his body as he stepped up bedside you, bumping your arm with his. Without asking, he reached out to pet Silver. You hoped she would bite him. Instead, she huffed and leaned down to nose at his palm. You frowned.
Distracted, you did not notice Aerionās other hand creeping up toward the collar of your dress. You squeaked when you felt his fingers on the hem, yanking it down until the ugly spot he had left on your upper breast came into view.
The flesh was still unhealed. Whenever you looked closely in the mirror, you could still see the outline of Aerionās teeth.
āGood,ā he hummed, āyours has not healed either.ā
He did not let go of your clothing, instead leaning closer as though he might bite again. Outraged, you slapped the prince across his face. Aerion let go at once, hand coming to rest on the quickly darkening flesh of his cheek.
Your chest was heaving, eyes wide and blinking furiously. You wanted to shout, to slap him again, to demand the real reason as to why he had come. You had finally been getting back to normalcy when he and his father had shown up.
You snarled still as Aerion reached out again, raising your hand as though you might strike him once more. This time he did not try to tear at your clothes. He tugged them back into the rightful position, brushing the wrinkles from your bosom as though his fingers were not leaving trails of fire behind as they went.
āI knew you had fire in you,ā he finally said, brushing his fingers over your bared collarbones.
Before you could respond, there was the sound of someone clearing their throat. You whirled around, horrified to see Maekar waiting by the stable doors. Aerion did not seem alarmed. He met his fathers gaze and inclined his head before going to his own horse.
Maekar did not say anything. His gaze bounced from his son and then back to you, as though he was putting something together. He did not speak and seemed surprised. Had he seen you slap his son? It was nothing he had not deserve.
Markar must have agreed because he offered you a soft nod and then turned his attention to Aerion. You went back to Silver and pretended that neither of them were there. The two of them were having some kind of hushed conversation and you could not make out what they were saying.
Eventually your father and the stable boy arrived, and the hunt began.
Your father and Maekar rode ahead, crossbows hanging by their sides. It was the most serious you had seen your father. Neither of the men spoke, which you preferred.
Aerion rode at your side, which you did not prefer. He had his own crossbow but seemed to have little interest in it. His gaze was firmly fixed on the side of your head. Occasionally he would come close and kick softly at your calves, or reach out to pull your hair when he knew neither of your fathers were looking.
One particularly hard pull had you swearing and slapping at his hands. Aerion laughed quietly so as not to draw the attention of your fathers. Yours was particularly oblivious. Maekar, on the other hand, kept glancing over his shoulder, eyes sliding from Aerion to you. He seemed bewildered. Perhaps you were not the only one who did not know what Aerion was up to.
After several hours with no sign of game, you began to wish you had remained home. Let Aerion say what he would. It was not worth you distress.
Suddenly everyone seemed to still. You shivered at the sudden change. Even Aerion was silent. You peered out into the dense forest, trying to see whatever it was that had captured everyoneās attention. The only sign that anything was there was a slight rustling in the bush, and then a dull āthunkā as Aerion fired from his crossbow quicker than you thought possible. Then a thud, as whatever it was hit the ground.
Aerion dismounted and disappeared into the brush, returning with an impressively large stag. Your brows raised at the clean shot. It was something even your brothers would have struggled with. Aerion held it up by the antlers and stared in your direction. You smoothed your expression and looked away as though you were bored. You did not want to encourage further ridiculousness.
You stayed on Silver as the men tied the poor creature between their horses and began to head home. Bloodlust satiated, Aerion mostly left you alone, and for that you were thankful.
At dinner, Aerion had the honor of the first serving. It had been divided into manageable chunks, cooked and seasoned in the preferred way of your guests. The scent of venison was thick on the air and you were hungry after the ride.
Your eldest brother Edwyn joined you at dinner. His lady wife was unwell and remained abed. If he was surprised by the royal visitors, he did not show it. He settled into pleasant conversation with your father and Maekar. To his credit, he attempted to include Aerion but the prince seemed determined to make him uncomfortable.
Rather than take the first cut for himself, Aerion slid it your way. All the men at the table went silent. Aware of the gaze of your father and brother, you smiled sweetly and acted surprised.
āFor the lady,ā Aerion said, smirking at your obvious discomfort.
The meat was rare and bloody. Not your favourite but you would manage. Aerion tucked in to his own with little fanfare, blatantly ignoring his fathersā eyes. Greasy blood dripped over his lips and he chased the flavour with his tongue, never breaking eye contact with you.
Ā Conversation resumed and you ate your own food whilst wishing for the ground to open up beneath you. Did Aerion even have to say anything? One look at him and your father would surely learn of your behaviour that night. Aerion was hardly subtle.
For the first time since they had arrived, you wondered about Owen. He had been on his way here, had he not? You cringed inwardly at the thought of Owen and Aerion interacting. Not that Aerion would care about Owen, but during the Ashford tournament, Owen had been practically tripping over himself trying to impress the Targaryen guests. You dreaded to think of enduring that behaviour within your own home.
Aerion chose that moment to kick you under the table. Your knee bounced against the underside, drawing the attention of everyone once more. You laughed uneasily and apologised, waving away your fatherās concerns.
You waited until all attention was back on the food, and then you kicked Aerion right back.
The next few days went by in a similar fashion. Maekar continued to hunt with your father, returning empty handed most days, and Aerion remained at the castle with you.
Everywhere you went, he was there. More often than not, the pair of you ended up alone. The servants were scared of him and you could not blame them. You overheard him barking at them on several occasions, and he had even thrown something at one of the maids who had come to wake him one morning.
Miraculously, none of these incidents seemed to make their way back to either of your fathers. If the staff trembled when they refilled Aerionās cup, they did not notice. Neither did Aerion, for his attention was usually fixated on you.
You kept waiting for that temper to turn on you but it never did. So, you continued to bite back, though not literally, and convinced yourself you were doing it on behalf of all the servants.
After several days, you realised that the only thing that seemed to genuinely irritate him was you ignoring him. So, naturally, that was exactly what you did.
No longer did you glance up when he entered the room. At mealtimes, you arranged yourself carefully in your chair so that his legs could not reach you. You had your ladiesā maid, Silena, wind your hair into intricate braids so that there was nothing he could easily pull.
Aerionās fury built. You pretended not to notice when he sniped at the servants and scowled at your father. Maekar, eager to soothe over any tensions caused by his wild son, was always quick to distract your father with conversation.
One day, Aerion went out hunting with Maekar and your father. Once again, he presented you with the first cut of meat that he had caught. You thanked him politely and nibbled at it as though dissatisfied. Aerion jerked about in his chair as though he might jump up and start shouting.
Would that be enough to get your father to send him away? Probably not. You were beginning to understand that Targaryen princes got away with everything.
Four days trickled past, and there was still no sign of Owen. Not that you thought of him often. A raven had arrived from Lord Frey, asking if his son had arrived. It was odd and you had felt sorry for the man, worried for his son. No doubt he would turn up soon, but not so soon that you had to bear with him and Aerion under the same roof.
On the fifth day, you were thoroughly exhausted. You had begun to avoid Aerion as much as possible ā and it mostly wasnāt. The man seemed to have eyes on you at all time.
He had spent most of the day with you in the library. When he wasnāt thumbing through books, he was digging his dagger into the table that had been in your family for generations. His blatant disrespect was unsurprising and you had snuggled further in your chair and tried to pretend like you were actually reading the words on the pages.
After an hour or two of the stifling silence, Aerion had got to his feet and torn the book from your hands. He had torn into it, throwing pages over you like confetti. You had been furious and ready to deliver another swift smack to his cheek. A servant had entered that time, saving you from breaking your silence, and you had both gone down for lunch.
Your father was not the most observant man, but even he could see that you were beyond taxed by the end of the day.
Rather than indulging in evening drinking and games, he suggested that you retire early and have a bath drawn by the staff. You were more than happy to do just that.
You lounged on your bed with a book you did not read as the servants prepared your tub. The water was steaming hot and inviting. Once it was full, they scattered petals into the water and added drops of some scented oil that had you relaxing almost instantly.
Your ladiesā maid waited to help you undress but, as you had every day since returning, you waved her off.
āIād like some time to myself, Silena,ā you smiled softly, āIāll call for you once I am finished.ā
You waited until the door was shut, and then several minutes more for good measure, before undressing. You tried to avoid looking at the bruise on the swell of your breast. Your eyes were drawn there automatically.
Pressing a hand over it, you hissed at the memory of pain and ignored the sparks it sent between your legs. Piling your hair on your head, you arranged it until you were satisfied it would not get wet. Once you were completely bare, you stepped into the tub and settled down, letting your head fall back against the high edge.
The water was verging on boiling, as you liked it. It was milky from the oils and soap. You grabbed a washcloth from the edge of the tub and began to run it over your shoulders and behind your ears.
You let your mind go blank as you cleansed yourself several times over until all you could smell was lavender and something almost smoky. Once more you sat back, content to relax until the water turned cold.
The sound of the door opening had you sighing and dipping lower into the water to hide your bruise. āSilena, I have no need of you yet āā
āBut I have need of you.ā
You shot up straight, sloshing water over the edge of the bath. Aerion let the door fall shut, reaching behind himself to click the lock into place. His eyes were dark as the fixed on you in the tub and you shivered, cold despite the hot water.
āIāll scream,ā you warned him.
āIāll tell your father what we did together,ā he countered.
He toed off his shoes as though these were his rooms and began to make his way towards you. You had no weapon, nothing with which you might fight him off with, and he seemed to know it.
You dared not take your eyes off of him. When he settled on his knees next to the tub, you became painfully aware of your naked state. It was strange; he had had his fingers on you, almost inside of you, and yet he had not seen you. Not really.
Aerion seemed to be thinking the same thing. He seemed displeased at the milky state of the water. It concealed you from him. You drew your knees up to your chest and waited for him to speak.
Aerion dipped his fingers into the water and hissed. āHot.ā
āI like it that way,ā you defended. Then you shut your lips tightly, wishing you had not spoken at all.
Aerion smiled and touched your bare knee beneath the water. You tried to jerk away but he gripped you tight, nails biting into your softened flesh. āYouāve been avoiding me.ā
āI am not here to entertain you, prince.ā
āI thought that, too, at the tournament,ā he said, ābut then you were so wonderfully entertaining in the garden that night. I want more. Have wanted more, since then, and yet you deny what was once so freely given. Why?ā
Your mouth felt dry. āI am a lady.ā
āAnd yet,ā he repeated, āyou betrayed your betrothed that night, with me, didnāt you?ā
You stilled, barely registering his words before they hit you full force. āHe betrayed me first!ā you snarled, sending a wave of water over the edge of the tub.
Aerion squeezed your knee tighter, ignoring the water creeping its way up his sleeve. It soaked into the golden embroidery that was pattered there, darkening the fabric until it looked like it had been flecked with blood.
āBetrayed you?ā Aerion repeated. āVengeful little thing.ā
āHe is no longer my betrothed,ā you added weakly. āI told my father about what he did.ā
āBut he was coming here to see you regardless,ā Aerion said, mostly to himself.
āHow do you know about that?ā you asked, finally tearing his hand from your knee. Blood welled from the indents he had left in your flesh with his nails. You shivered at the sting as the warm water washed over them.
Aerionās eyes dropped low, searching for that mark he had left on your skin over two weeks ago. Then they dipped lower still, fixing on the tips of your breasts that were barely visible beneath the water.
He let out a muted groan, dragging his eyes upward until they were once again on your face. āI believe I said that we were not finished.ā
It took you a moment to remember what he was talking about. āAerion, no.ā
āYou think you know what you want,ā he murmured, āand maybe you did, all those weeks ago. But your mind has become clouded. Allow me to clear it for you.ā
You gasped when Aerion leaned over the tub, hands grasping your shoulders as he pulled you forward and arranged you to his liking. He had you with your back to him, against the tub, allowing him to peer over your shoulders and down your body.
You tried to move forward but he would not allow it. You stopped moving when you felt his teeth at your neck. If he left a mark there, it would be visible to everyone, including your father.
āGood girl,ā he praised. āLet me finish what we started.ā
Beneath the water, Aerion cupped your breasts with a firmness that had you whimpering. You could feel his warm breath puffing over the shell of your ear and you squirmed, searching yourself for your earlier reluctance. It was not there.
When Aerion rubbed his thumbs over your nipples, you nearly dissolved into the bath water. He kneaded them gentle, rolling the tips between his fingers in a way that had you gripping at his arms and shoving your face against his shoulder.
One hand abandoned your breast, instead snaking down and over the swell of your stomach, searching for the wetness between your legs. You let your thighs fall open without a second thought, eager for that feeling from those weeks ago.
Aerion sucked in a breath. āSweet girl.ā
He pressed a kiss to your cheek at the same time as his fingers made contact with your aching clit. This was dangerous, you tried to remind yourself, for this you might do anything.
Like before, Aerionās fingers began to propel you toward orgasm quicker than you typically could alone. Your clit seemed more than eager for whatever he wanted to give and each touch felt devastatingly soft, as though he was punishing you for not allowing him to give you this back in the garden.
Distantly, you wondered if he was trying to prove something. You could not find it in you to care, so long as he kept doing whatever it was that he was doing.
You almost didnāt notice when his fingers began to slide lower until one was nudging at your entrance. It was not something you typically did alone. You were always too worried of spilling your own blood. You opened your mouth to protest but, before you could, Aerion had you spread apart on his fingers as he gently fucked you with his hand.
You choked on your breath. āAerion, please ā you canāt āā
āShhh,ā he whispered, surprisingly tender as he took you apart. āDo not worry. Just feel.ā
All it took was one swipe of his thumb over your clit. You had to plaster your hands over your mouth to mask the sound that was spilling from your lips. Aerion did not stop and instead continued to stroke you through your orgasm, to the point of painful sensitivity. He did not stop until you physically pulled his hands from you, and even then he seemed reluctant.
You sagged against the tub, entirely breathless and shaken. Aerion grabbed your face with one hand, turning you this way and that, as though he were admiring his own work. You waited for some snarky comment.
Aerion hummed to himself, letting his hand drop until it was hovering over the bite mark. His bite mark. He did not touch it, instead he pulled back and got to his feet, stepping somewhat unsteadily away from the tub.
āI shall see you tomorrow,ā he said. āNever ignore me again.ā
With that, he unlocked the door and slipped out as though he was never there. The only sign that he had been was a churning in your stomach and an ache between your thighs.
Once you were sure he was gone, you dunked your head under the water and did not come up until your lungs were screaming for air.
Despite his words, you did not see Aerion the next day. Nor the one after that. You father, brother and Maekar also seemed to have disappeared. Uneasy, you assumed they had some official business that needed seeing to. Maybe the princes had even left.
No, you knew they hadnāt. It felt silly to say but you could feel Aerion, still lurking in your home, despite staying out of sight. Fire seemed to burn hotter with him in the building.
At night you found yourself sweaty and cross, abandoning your blankets and tossing and turning until you were able to pass out. You never slept for long.
On the second day, after hiding in the library and dining alone, you felt unusually anxious. All your clothes felt tight and ill fitting. Had Aerion told your father about the bath? It was all you could think about all day. You picked at your food and didnāt read a thing until it was time for bed, at which time you went up alone and dismissed Selina in favour of dressing yourself.
You tugged on a sleep gown, relishing the soft loose fabric in comparison to your day clothes. The fire in the grate was out and you felt too warm to fetch Silena so you left it alone, allowing the candles lit to guide the way to your bed.
You shoved all the sheets down until they were not touching you. Then you positioned yourself like an X, trying to cool down and banish the dayās anxieties from your brain. You had to stay in control. It would not do to let your guard down when Aerion was around.
Sleep would not come. Even when you trained yourself to stay perfectly still, taking even and deep breathes, it seemed to taunt you from the darkest corners of your room. Eventually the candles went out, leaving you in almost complete darkness.
The moon still shone in through your window. It allowed you to see vague shapes and the outline of your own body. You squeezed your eyes shut and begged the seven for sleep.
Just when you were ready to jump up and begin lighting candles, there was a noise. For a moment you did not recognise it for what it was. Your heart shot into your throat as you realised it was the sound of your door opening and shutting, then the lock falling into place.
You remained still, tense and silent as you peered into the darkness, heart hammering in your chest. It was not until the moonlight glinted off of something silver that you relaxed.
āWhat the fuck are you doing?ā you breathed, sitting up as Aerion approached your bed. āYou canāt be in here.ā
āScared?ā he asked, settling himself on the edge of your bed.
āThis is highly improper,ā you warned, eyes bulging from your head as Aerion began to shed his clothes as though the room were his own.
He did not respond. He continued shucking his clothes until only his braies remained, the outline of his cock already half hard between his legs. You swallowed and commanded yourself not to stare. Eventually he shed those too.
āYou canāt be in here,ā you repeated weakly.
Aerionās hand found your ankle in the darkness. You yelped as he yanked you, your back hitting the mattress as he dragged you further down the bed. You were near winded as he climbed on top of you, knees on either side of your hips as he rested his weight softly on your stomach.
It wasnāt until he began to snatch at your wrists that you remembered yourself and began to struggle. With a yell, you set your teeth to the first line of flesh you saw.
Your teeth sank into his bicep much like they had sank into his chest all those weeks ago. Blood trickled into your mouth and you bit harder.
Aerionās hand came to cradle the back of your hand. āThatās it, just like that.ā
Immediately you let go, hissing up at him with bloodied teeth. āThere is nothing sweet about this. Now get off.ā
Aerion leaned down and licked the blood from your mouth, moaning every time you nipped at him with already bloodied teeth. It was insanity, madness, and it was making you unbearably fucking wet.
āMy turn,ā Aerion said, and then his teeth were burying into your neck so deeply that you faintly wondered if you would scar.
Your hips bucked upward, driving his cock into your stomach as he sucked at your neck, teeth pinching and tongue soothing as he went. You were done. There was no way you could cover whatever mark he had left this time. Had this been his plan all along?
When Aerion pulled away, there was blood smeared across his face just like before. More of it, even. He ran his fingers over the mark you had left and hissed, fisting his cock with his other hand.
āEnough with waiting,ā he muttered, āI have been a patient man.ā
You did not protest as Aerion shoved your night dress up until it was bunched under your armpits. You nearly moaned when he parted your thighs, baring you to him fully for the first time.
He pressed his fingers to your entrance and groaned. āSo fucking hot. Are you sure you are not blood of the dragon?ā
He ran his fingers through your arousal and brought them to his lips, letting your slick mingle with the blood before licking his fingers clean. Your cunt throbbed with each pass of his tongue over his fingers and it took you a moment to realise you were whimpering aloud.
āNo matter,ā he said, āyouāll have a dragon inside you, one way or another.ā
Placing one hand on your stomach, Aerion used his other to notch his cock at your entrance. The heat coming off him was intense. Sweat beaded on your hairline as you tried to focus on the consequence, on why you should not be doing this, but your mind refused to focus on anything but the thick feel of Aerion sliding into you.
There was a flash of pain as he nudged up against something inside you. He gave you no time to adjust, instead thrusting forward and taking your maidenhead with little compassion. You winced at the bite of pain.
Aerion kept your thighs pinned wide to accommodate him. His eyes darted from your face to the obscene sight between your legs. His hips began to shift as he thrust in earnest. All thoughts of pain fell away as you became accustomed to the thickness of him.
Aerion Brightflame was fucking you and you were letting him.
Everyt ime your eyes fell shut he would stop until you were focused back on him. The wet sound of your union had your ears burning as you mewled beneath him, greedily chasing every little feeling he was introducing you to.
You could feel yourself twitching around his length as his nails dug into the meat of your thighs. The scent of sweat and sex was a heady thing, heavy on your tongue as Aerion fucked you steadily with deep thrusts of his cock.
Your jaw dropped open when his hand dipped between your legs, collecting blood there and bringing it to his chest, smearing it there as he gazed darkly down at you.
You watched as he smeared the blood in a line over his lips, and then as he reached down and made the same motion over yours. You could taste the copper and sweat and felt almost dizzy with the arousal that hit you.
Aerion was not finished. His hand went down again, this time with his thumb finding your clit. He wasted no time. He began rubbing in the way he had learned that you liked, driving you toward orgasm faster than you could keep up with.
Your thighs clenched around his hips, trying to slow him down, but he was relentless. Between the quick passes of his thumb and the way he was fucking you, you were helpless. Your orgasm splintered through you like physical thing, wiping your mind blank until all that tied you to earth was the cock breaking you open and the hands gripping your face.
āYes, yes,ā Aerion chanted, hips driving into yours with vigor. āCome around me, wife.ā
His words made no sense and yet ā your orgasm washed over you, stronger than ever, until you were left writhing beneath him on the bed. You recognised your own voice, begging for a break as Aerion wrang every drop of relief from you.
It was only then that his hips began to lose rhythm. He leaned down to press a sloppy kiss to your lips, tongue chasing the combination of blood, sweat and arousal that coated both your lips. You felt him moan into your mouth, felt his hips stutter as he emptied himself inside you.
You were still aware enough to know that it was a bad thing. Visions of yourself, unwed and with child, threatened to break the bliss. You tried to push Aerion off but he was having none of it.
āBe still,ā he grumbled, arranging you in his arms until he had you pinned to his chest, cock still inside you. He pinched your ass when you would not stop moving.
āAerion,ā you cried, pushing at his chest. āYou ā you have ruined me! I could be with child āā
āGood,ā he yawned, fingers pinching, āit will reflect well on me when you are with child in less than a year after the wedding.ā
You paused, remembering his earlier words. āWedding? I am not getting married, Aerion.ā
āOh, but you are,ā he grinned, all sharp and poision, fitting his teeth to the mark he had already made on your neck. āYou are to be a dragonās bride. My bride.ā
āMy father would not allow it,ā you said weakly, disbelieving.
āHe already has,ā Aerion bit down, āhe will tell you of your good fortune tomorrow morning.ā
āMy father would not make me āā
āMake you?ā Aerion repeated, pulling back slightly so that he could see your face. The movement reminded you that his cock was still very much inside you. āWho is he to refuse a dragon?ā
āBesides,ā he continued, āyou are well suited to me, wife.ā
āWife,ā you said numbly, shivering when Aerion tilted his hips and rubbed his cock against a particularly inviting place inside you.
āWhat do you think I came all this way for?ā he smiled wolfishly. āLook how you blossom beneath me. My wife. Call me husband. I demand it.ā
a/n - when the cookie is so good he stalks you across Westeros and his father is so tired of him that he goes along with it
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They have a lil clan together (Michael is an avatar)
Maybe Marko was a wind trader which is why he wears such colourful cape/cover. David could have been Mhangwan and left cause he didn't like serving someone
Star is Metkayina cause the hair but also it gives another reason why she feels out of place with the boys
They ride thanators cause its the closest to bikes
vampires mate for life. given that itās pretty much semi-hinted in the prequel script that paul and marko are canon [thank you joel], i like to think they are mates, or chose to be a few years after 1906.
when marko died, it was one of the worst pains in paulās life; not just because their connection was permanently lost but because paul knew he was never gonna be able to love again. itās not like he wanted to but his memories with marko, his affection, his happiness, all of that was now gone and nothing would be able to possibly fill that new crater in his heart. he sat by his body all morning, crying and mourning over the only person he ever truly loved, until david called him back to sleep.
so thatās why he didnāt put up much of a fight when he fell into the bathtub. he writhed and screamed and he tried to get out but unlike the other two, he pretty much accepted his fate and let himself melt. he knew he would see marko again, he likely heard him beckoning him back home.
From now on, any and all vampire related fics I put out there will have the vampire/monsterous forms based on Dracula and his brides from the 2004 movie Van Helsing.
Currently writing a short lost boys dark poly predator/prey fic and it's everything I ever wanted, not gonna lie.
prezzie for the people. lost boys rant. polyamory teeheeee. nsfw.
dwayne is the big dog boyfriend, bundles you up in his lap, drapes himself over you. david is the slightly sour cat boyfriend, looms over you, stares at you till you approach him. paul is the ferret boyfriend, always around, leaves marks that you don't remember getting. marko is the bird boyfriend, randomly develops a deep attachment to you, brings you lil trinkets.
paul has a tendency to accidentally fuck you dumb and lie on you until you stop shaking from your orgasm. dwayne does this too, except he does it on purpose. burying himself to the hilt, pressing down on your stomach to hear you whine and sob. david teases you, either denying you and making you beg or giving it to you too hard and too fast, leaving your thighs trembling and ass red. marko WILL use his paintbrush on your most sensitive spots, then make you talk to him while he's overstimulating you to tears.
everybody agrees marko is Italian. I think paul is a louisiana boy, dwayne is native american and defo sneaks parts of his culture into his outfits. to me, david is either boston or santa carla. star strikes me as having a latino background. laddie is from kansas.
david has a huge thing for corsets, always stares when a girl on the boardwalk is wearing one. he loves the silhouette and styles. paul is a piercing connoisseur - ears, tongue, lip, nipplesss. he also loves when the person suits the piercing. marko gets a fashion boner when he sees someone wearing a creative outfit - hippie, boho, trad goth, hints of culture like a dupatta with a random dress. dwayne also likes seeing cultural stuff in outfits: someone in a habesha dress, henna, stuff like that. he also loves people who never dress basic, even when they don't go out.
It was supposed to be a simple act of rebellion, nothing more.
Something fun and playful before her life turned on its axis.
Who could have known things would have gotten this far? It was never meant to be real; it wasnāt supposed to become love.
She had strolled through the neon-lit, chaotic streets of Santa Carla, browsing the local seaside town with mischief disguised as intrigue when she first caught a glimpse of him.
David.
He sat on his bike, all shining chrome and black leather, his platinum mullet and icy glare screaming chaos, danger, pure unapologetic rebellion moulded into flesh and blood and bone.
Their eyes had met briefly, just for a spell. Then a cacophony of angry shouts pulled his attention away, and within a heartbeat he was gone, vanished into the darkness like a spectre.
The next night, he found her. She rode the carousel on a white horse with gold-chipped paint. She felt entirely bold, hopping onto the plastic stallion, throwing a leg either side instead of the ladylike side-saddle style girls of her breeding were encouraged to do. But out here, in Santa Carlaās wilderness, nobody knew her. Nobody could sneer or shame her, so she went for it.
A small act of rebellion, riding a carousel horse like a man, pale silk skirts bunched up, pearls and diamonds reflecting the neon lights. A smile curved her mouth as she closed her eyes, tilting her head skyward as she let the calliope music carry her away ā a daydream of endless nights, no expectations, only freedom.
The happy moment was broken when she felt a body collide with hers.She gasped, gripping the pole to steady herself. Slurred, drunken laughter hit the air, mocking.
A hand gripped her thigh as a guy with a blue mohawk righted himself. His eyes travelled up her legs as he pulled himself to his feet, an ugly leer on his heavily pierced face. "Whoa, babyā¦ you here alone?"
He crowded her, leaning into her space, hot breath smelling of cheap booze and cigarettes hitting her senses. She shied away, her face not hiding her disgust at all. She tried to hop off the horse, only to hit a wall of stained denim.
She was surrounded.
The guy reached, playing with a lock of her hair. "Donāt see chicks like you round here. Why donāt you hang with me and the boys? Weāll show you a good time girl".
But before she could utter a word, a yell, anything at all, the guy had been yanked from her space with a harsh jerk, his neck bent back painfully, a strangled āoomphā leaving him.
David stood before her then, smile sharp and charming all at once. He escorted her from the carousel like a distorted version of a gentleman as his friends took care of the denim-clad guys behind them.
They walked, talked about silly things ā small nothings not really worth mentioning.
He pried, pushed, and wrangled bits of information from her, wanting to know why she was here, as she clearly wasnāt a local girl or a tourist. She kept her cards close to her chest that night, feeding him tidbits of information as he starved for the full meal.
She came back the following weekend, Davidās visage haunting her sleep for days on end.
She found him lounging against a mean-looking motorcycle, surrounded by his friends, who were cackling like a group of hyenas.
When she stepped into his line of sight, his eyes flashed, a smirk crawling across his face. He flicked his cigarette into the inky black water before prowling towards her. "Couldnāt keep away, huh?"
"I guess notā¦ Some things here are just too intriguing to forget."
That earned a whistle from one of his friends, but she only had eyes for the enigmatic platinum blonde in front of her.
The rest was history.
Secret nights of fairground rides and stolen kisses that tasted of copper and bourbon and defiance in the dark. Roaming hands and forbidden passions driving her to return night after night.
The first ride on his bike had been terrifying and yet entirely freeing. She had screamed, laughed, and hollered along with him, his body heat keeping her anchored to the world when her soul felt like it could leave her body at any given moment.
It was weeks into their affair when he confronted her about her life, her real life.
He hadnāt made a huge deal of it, but his face had tightened when she admitted to her heritage, to her family name, to her betrothal contract.
She had been a fool to believe she wouldnāt fall ā that this could have remained a small act of rebellion before she took on the responsibilities waiting for her. David had burrowed under her skin. Honeyed words, promises that echoed of freedom, devotion, eternityā¦ love.
The fall was easy as breathing.
The way he held her, gentle and unyielding. No expectations, just living in the moment. He was defensive of her, protective, and loyal to a fault.
One night, after a particularly thrilling ride, he procured her a corded leather bracelet from a vendor, securing it around her wrist with deliberate care. His thumb softly brushing her wrist before letting go.
A pair of earrings that looked suspiciously identical to his own came the next evening.
She should have stopped it then, seeing as he was branding her with his own signature, but she couldnāt, because, frankly, it thrilled her to the core...
It was a dreary mid-autumn night when she wandered the vast expanse of beach alone.
David and his friends were not in any of their usual haunts, and it played on her mind. His absence felt like a raw wound, especially after a particularly rough day with her mother's high strung wedding preparations...
She missed him... His reckless freedom calling her like a siren to sailor's.
One last scan of the near-empty beach was when it happened.
Music - loud, aggressive thrash metal -echoed on the wind, mixing with the rhythmic crash of the waves. She crept closer, expecting to find a party going on, possibly David and his friends lounging somewhere private after yet another altercation with the boardwalkās security.
But what she saw as she walked through the long, harsh beach grass was something out of a nightmare.
Blood stained the golden sand in dark pools.
Gurgles, gasps, and pleas for help left the group of mangled surfers as four monstrous-looking things tore into them with peals of laughter and mocking words.
She gasped and stumbled backwards, tripping over her own feet with a panicked sob.
Four sets of eyes whipped towards her ā crimson-stained faces with eyes the colour of blood-soaked amber locked onto her. She choked, seeing fangs longer than her fingers, dripping blood and saliva onto the sand.
Her eyes struggled to adjust to the scene in her fear-induced state.
That was, until one of the monsters took a deliberate step towards her, dropping his now-dead victim into the sand with little to no care. "Babyā¦" The word came out guttural, garbled, like a secondary voice echoed in his vocal cords.
It was haunting.
It was then, with the silence broken, that her eyes saw him for who he truly was.
David - her David.
"Noā¦" The strangled sob that left her had him take another quick step in her direction.
She panicked and ran, tearing across the sand in a burst of adrenaline.
His voice thundered behind her, at first angry and then desperate.
She didnāt feel the wind pick up around her.
But the body she collided into was all too familiar. Davidās arms banded around her, holding her to his chest as she flailed. He didnāt budge an inch.
"Babyā¦ calm down. Listen to me, please."
"Get off me!" She screamed and thrashed, and his hand clamped over her mouth, stifling the sound.
"Stop runningā¦ stop fighting. It doesnāt help." His voice came out practically bestial.
She stopped, as if the command froze her fight instantly. She trembled, and sobbed, her breaths coming in quickened pants.
His hand peeled back from her lips, and she whispered frantically, "Davidā¦ please. Let me go."
He stared down at her, his hardened eyes still that unnatural red rimmed amber, facial features pointed and cruel looking.
"Not until you let me explain. I didnāt want you to find out this way... Please."
And he tried. God, did he try. He explained what he was, what his friends - brothers -were. He confessed everything, claiming to only feed on the deserving when he could. His voice cracked when he pleaded for her to give him a chance, to not flee in fear of him. That he cared for her more than anything in his dark world...
But she couldnāt see past the the agonized screams, the cold brutality, the blood still dripping from his face and his hands as he held her to him in an almost cruel grip.
"David. You - you have to let me go. We were never meant to last. I... I have responsibilities. This was a phaseā¦ nothing more. It can't be anything more." Her voice was soft, quiet, final.
He looked at her then, truly looked, and his eyes flickered.
It was as if he watched something precious die in real time - something pure and honest he hadnāt known heād been protecting.
Pain, raw and icy cold, reflected in his gaze for a heartbeat, then two, before his carefully composed mask of indifference crawled over his features. His smirk turned on her, arrogant and sharp.
"Then go. Go back to your perfect little life, princess. But donāt you think to come back." His hands left her, bloody prints staining porcelain skin and silk.
He turned on his heel, facing his friends, his brothers, as they lingered in the shadows of the dunes. He shook his head once, sharp and final, before retreating into the fog, his heart icing over so completely even he believed it...
She tried to be good after that night.
She tried on the ivory gown, layers of silk and lace, the lace spider webbing down her arms in beautiful patterns. The material was heavy, anchoring her to reality.
He was arrogant. Not the David type of arrogance that had made her heart flutter - but the type of arrogance that spoke of money - fuelled entitlement and a penchant for sneering at anyone and everyone. He was handsome in a well-groomed, well-bred way. But any attraction instantly fizzled when he opened his mouth and drawled insults wrapped in faux politeness.
Simply, he was an arse.
And all she could do was dwell.
Pining in the late, moonlit hours for her platinum-blonde devil who had made her feel more real, more respected, more adored than anyone in her silver-spooned life ever had.
But then the flashbacks would come.
Blood. Screams. Pleasā¦ Fangs and talons and eyes that belonged to predators, to beasts, to monsters - not to lovers.
But still, her heart ached. Her soul screamed. And she withered...
Weeks passed by. Then the big day came.
She walked down the aisle with her spine straight and her hands steady, her bleak, loveless future waiting patiently at the altar.
And as the priest spoke, all she could see was the boardwalk at night. Flickering neon. Wind in her hair. Davidās mouth curved in a cruel, taunting smile meant only for her.
The words "Speak now or forever hold your peace" cracked her practiced composure.
Shouts and gasps followed her, her father's thunderous yells, her mother's appalled pleas, but she ignored every voice that echoed behind her.
She fled into the setting sun, veil flying behind her like a ghost of her old life, and she felt her face split into the first real smile in weeks. Her heels clapped onto the asphalt, a steady beat leading her like a marching band to the wild town that lay a few miles down the coastal road.
The sun had dipped well below the horizon when she eventually stepped onto the chaotic boardwalk, her chest heaving with exertion, sweat making her skin shine under the bright lights. Her hair was wild, pulled free from its numerous pins and beads, tumbling around her shoulders in tangled chocolate waves.
David was lounging against the railings, cigarette in his mouth, a bottle of beer dangling from idle fingers. He stared at nothing, eyes burning into the crowd without really seeing.
Dwayne spotted her first, his eyes narrowed but the faintest rock of a smile threatening to crack his stoic exterior. Leaning over, he nudged Paul, who had been busy trying to lighten the sombre mood. Paulās eyes caught her and instantly widened before brightening into something uncontrollably excited. He threw a plastic cup at Markoās head to get his attention. The curly blondes head whipped up, first in annoyance before locking onto the woman slowly picking her way through the dense crowd.
He slipped off the bench heād been straddling, loping over to David with a lazy grin.
The feral blonde gently nudged him, pulling him back from his dark thoughts. A slow dip of his head gestured through the crowd, eyes alight with undeniable mischief. David followed his line of sight, looking to what had caught his attention so raptly - and his breath, if he had any, caught violently in his lungs.
At first, he didnāt move, afraid he was hallucinating ā a cruel joke the endless nights had decided to play on him.
When her eyes caught on him, a slow, tentative smile pulled at her mouth, but then her lips began to wobble, her eyes glistening with unshed tears.
That was when he moved.
He threw himself from the railings, landing with predatory grace, never once breaking stride. When they met in the crowd, she let out a quiet sob before throwing herself into his arms. He caught her, arms wrapping around her like iron, taught with desperate longing. They stayed like that, not speaking, just holding for minutes - maybe hours. He didnāt know, nor did he care. People stared and whispered - the runaway bride and the biker - gossip breaking free that'd last for months after.
She spoke up, voice soft. "Iām so sorry." A small hiccup left her, the noise making him smile into her wild hair as he held her tighter. "I choose you. Even knowing what you are, even if it costs me everything Iāve ever had or known." Her fingers fisted in his jacket, trembling.
For a heartbeat, he didnāt move, didn't speak. Then his arms tightened, one hand sliding into her hair, fingers fisting in her wild locks, the other pressing her closer. His breath was cool against her skin. "You ran out on your perfect life," he murmured, voice low, rough with something raw. "For this? For me? Knowing what we areā¦ what I am?" She pulled back just enough to meet his gaze - those ice-blue eyes searching hers, the monster and the man both drinking her in. "I was suffocating. Surviving but not living. Youā¦ you make me feel like I can breathe when the rest of the world was trying to drown me."
A slow, dangerous smile curved his lips, the one that had first hooked her. A hint of hunger gleamed behind his eyes, reflecting the boardwalk lights. He brushed a tear from her cheek with his thumb. "Then stay here with me. Let me take care of you."
Around them, the boardwalk spun on, lights flashing, music pulsing, but in that moment, it was just them. The runaway bride and the vampire whoād waited lifetimes for her. He kissed her then, slow and claiming, tasting of smoke, copper, and pure devotion. When the kiss broke, leaving her breathless and wanting, he breathed into her ear, voice gravelly and lethal, teeth grazing her lobe with a playful nip. "You look like an angel tonightā¦ fallen into sin... one I intend to steal away."
She sighed, instinctively arching into him. "Then what are you waiting for?"
The approving growls that echoed through the night made her heart thump in a dangerous rhythm as she was swept up into Davidās arms. "Let's go home baby."
And without another word, David walked her away from the lights, the noise, the gossiping tourist's, leading her to Hudson's bluff and what lay beyond.
Ok so this was supposed to be fluffy, but my BPD brain likes to change her mind from day to day so this is what we have instead š«£ it was supposed to be a valentine's fic but sadly illness has knocked me on my arse, so I'm super sorry for the delay!
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Got a weird one shot idea attack me whilst listening to Taylor bloody Swift of all people š«£ - which in itself is messed up as I'm actually a metalhead through and through š
It's a David one shot, fluffy as hell and I'm almost done writing it so watch this space if you want some David fluff šš
Paul - "Hey mikey... sooo I was thinking... your sister -"
"Michael - "No."
Paul "cmon man-"
Michael -"No."
Paul - "listen, it's valenti-"
Michael - "Absolutely fucking not".
Paul - "but if you'd just -"
David - "No."
Paul, looking shocked and offended. "Dude!"
Dwayne - "No."
Pauls face screwing up in outrage. "What the fuck man?!"
Marko - "No."
Paul, who has now started pacing, stamps his foot petulantly, betrayal written on every line of his face. "Not you too!"
Marko cackles, chewing his thumb as his legs swing back and forth. "It's never gonna happen bro."
Paul - "but if you guys would just listen for one minute - "
All four boys - "NO."
Paul. "I fucking hate the lot of you."
Michael's sister walks past, sensing the tension in the air, freezes mid motion. "Hi guys." Her eyes catch on Paul. "Hey Paul..."
Paul, eyes pleading as he takes in his friends.
They level him with the same look - don't you dare.
Paul, grumbling to himself storms off with a string of colourful curses echoing behind him.
Michaels sister looks on, feeling put out and a little disappointed.
Michael, rolls his eyes skyward, but a knowing smirk curls his lips - "he's had a rough night. Don't take it personally sis."
"Oh... well... I hope he's ok. Tell him I said hi." She wandered away after that, wondering what could have happened to make Paul snub her so spectacularly.
Meanwhile, Paul's busy loosening vital bolts on the other guys bikes, muttering dark expletives all the while.
