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welcome to my blog !! currently in my jimon era !!

[cherrygracevalance]

hi, i’m quinn!!

i have adhd and made this blog as a creative outlet for my interests!

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some rules for my before i get into what i consider interesting..

- basic kindness is key! i will not tolerate rude behavior! please be kind!

- this is a safe space! my opinions are known!

- don’t be weird! i love connecting with those who follow me on here, but i can only do so if i feel comfortable!

- i am also still in high school so the one above is very important

- my asks should always be open, but the boundaries and rules above need to be respected! i love answering asks, so if you send multiple, don’t think you are being annoying!

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my hyperfixations usually remain the same, but the main one often switches between any of the options!

some of my current interests include (but are not limited to)..

- BBC lord of the flies

- the outsiders (mainly the musical)

- glee

- the hunger games

- heated rivalry

- bob’s burgers

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i also really like music! some of my favorite artists are britney spears, olivia rodrigo, and jason schmidt!

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some miscellaneous facts about me:

- i love collecting trinkets and blind boxes

- i love cats and i have 3 (1 girl + 2 boys)

- i am not a performer myself, but i love watching theater performances (i’ve seen 5 broadway shows)

- my favorite color is light purple

- i am a huge lego fan and i have been building since i was very little

- i love love love sitcoms

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that is it!

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[lackadaisies]

this is killing me 😭

[cherrygracevalance]

you know my fics aren’t written by ai because ai could probably do better

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i love remembering i have a tiktok with 3.3 million views

[xo-cherrycola]

may just always is the month for new hyperfixations isn't it?

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why is this actually so accurate

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Imagine The Outsiders x LOTF. Who do you think would be who?

ooh this is a good question!

this is a little tricky to figure out the specifics for all of them but i do have some general ideas.

(this is all based on the outsiders musical and the 2026 lord of the flies series)

definitely the socs as the choir boys. maybe bob as jack? i think all the other boys are interchangeable. i don’t know who would be simon because i don’t think there is a soc that is anything like simon.

now everybody else is a little more tricky because nobody in the other group is supposed to know each other, and i feel like the other group would be the greasers.

this is a bit of a stretch, but maybe two bit and soda as sam and eric? i know they are not twins and look nothing like twins, but i feel like their energy matches sam and eric’s energy the best.

dare i say johnny as the boy with the birthmark? does that make ponyboy percival?

i don’t know who would be ralph and piggy to be honest. i also don’t know where to fit darry, dally, and steve into the mix.

[cherrygracevalance]

put things in my ask box i’m bored

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me when i realized i’ve been saying a character’s name wrong

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he is too cute

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TW ‼️: not much, mental health mentioned, jail mentioned, contents of the jack post mentioned, death and murder stated but not described or in detail, i think that’s it

note: 2026 roger and maurice in one post since i have less to say about them than i did about jack. probably out of character, but it’s a HEADcanon so it shouldn’t matter.

maurice first.

when they returned to school, none of the boys could look at each other the same way anymore (as stated in the jack post). while no one returned to complete normalcy, maurice reacclimatized the best out of the main choir boys (him, roger, and jack).

at one point he attempted to convince his parents to let him move schools, as being around the other boys wasn’t helping his well being, and they considered, but ultimately told him no.

by the time he was 18 and heading home for his last winter break, he thought he was doing pretty good overall for someone who experienced what he did 6 years prior. until he returns from that break to find out that jack had killed himself. while he was not close with jack like he was before the island, it still kind of shook him up and set him back a bit.

throughout the rest of his life, he attempts to be as normal as possible and succeeds in living a relatively normal life. is he in denial most of, if not all of, the time? yes very much so. is it a good and happy life? no not at all.

now roger.

while all the boys gained this “crazy” part of them, they all denied it, while roger fully embraced it. everyone felt very uneasy and some even unsafe around him.

from when they returned to school at 12 to when he graduated at 18, his behavior was horrible. he was suspended and almost expelled multiple times. it is still a mystery how he was never kicked out.

when he found out about jack, he was completely unfazed and did not bat an eye. seeing the state roger had fallen to, no one was surprised he reacted this way.

after graduation, the craziness went into full extreme mode. roger was sent to a psychiatric hospital a few times. he was also in and out of jail for the rest of his life.

in his 40s, he really fucked up. his own actions got him in a lot of trouble and eventually killed. he pissed off the wrong person in jail and got himself killed.

[scribbledstars16]

Oh yes

THE ANGST GOES SO HARD

I love them so much thank you thank you

I love taking different characters who all experienced the same event and wondering how they would react to it in their own ways 😚😚

You do a great job of it!!!!

[cherrygracevalance]

TY TY

i think this is all of the headcanons for now because now i lowkey don’t know what to post

[cherrygracevalance]

TW ‼️: not much, mental health mentioned, jail mentioned, contents of the jack post mentioned, death and murder stated but not described or in detail, i think that’s it

note: 2026 roger and maurice in one post since i have less to say about them than i did about jack. probably out of character, but it’s a HEADcanon so it shouldn’t matter.

maurice first.

when they returned to school, none of the boys could look at each other the same way anymore (as stated in the jack post). while no one returned to complete normalcy, maurice reacclimatized the best out of the main choir boys (him, roger, and jack).

at one point he attempted to convince his parents to let him move schools, as being around the other boys wasn’t helping his well being, and they considered, but ultimately told him no.

by the time he was 18 and heading home for his last winter break, he thought he was doing pretty good overall for someone who experienced what he did 6 years prior. until he returns from that break to find out that jack had killed himself. while he was not close with jack like he was before the island, it still kind of shook him up and set him back a bit.

throughout the rest of his life, he attempts to be as normal as possible and succeeds in living a relatively normal life. is he in denial most of, if not all of, the time? yes very much so. is it a good and happy life? no not at all.

now roger.

while all the boys gained this “crazy” part of them, they all denied it, while roger fully embraced it. everyone felt very uneasy and some even unsafe around him.

from when they returned to school at 12 to when he graduated at 18, his behavior was horrible. he was suspended and almost expelled multiple times. it is still a mystery how he was never kicked out.

when he found out about jack, he was completely unfazed and did not bat an eye. seeing the state roger had fallen to, no one was surprised he reacted this way.

after graduation, the craziness went into full extreme mode. roger was sent to a psychiatric hospital a few times. he was also in and out of jail for the rest of his life.

but “the rest of his life” was only until his late 20s because during a brief period that he was “free”, his crazy behavior got him in and accident and then killed him.

[scribbledstars16]

should i post my maurice and roger headcanons that are like somewhat adjacent to the jack headcanon??

Please 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

[cherrygracevalance]

i will do so but i have stupid school so it will be many hours

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melody rose just said it’s canon that melvin created dippin dots

[hilllic]

Little Angels 🪽🕯️

[scribbledstars16]

thank you for engaging with my shenanigans

(especially the jack merridew post)

Yes I love your shenanigans 😚😚

[cherrygracevalance]

so shenanigans

😜

[cherrygracevalance]

JACK MERRIDEW HEAD CANON / SITUATION BELOW

TW ‼️: mental health issues and severe actions taken because of said issues are mentioned but nothing in detail

not a part of the trigger warning, but other characters are mentioned within this post. probably out of character and maybe extreme but like who cares because it’s a HEADcanon. also all of this is based off of the 2026 series since that is the only media i’ve engaged with so far.

the remaining choir boys make it back to school. 12 years old and completely unwell, some more accepting and aware of that feeling than others. jack, roger, and maurice could not look at each other the same. (i know there was a bunch of other choir boys but they don’t matter shhh)

during his first vacation alone, jack doesn’t do much. he slowly starts to feel this gnawing at his mind, denying it has to do with missing simon and feeling guilty.

the other boys get back eventually. so jack goes back into his new regular, which was basically be as cold and closed off as he can (and also deny the subconscious guilt that gets heavier and heavier each day).

eventually he somehow obtains a journal. he wrote in it once and felt stupid, so he tore out the page and threw it out.

this was a repetitive process for the next 6 years but he gets worse each year and it is obvious.

at age 18, during his final christmas vacation alone at school, jack falls ill.

he had been in a mentally dark place recently and had been contemplating what he was going to do with his life.

with this sickness bringing him back to the pushed away thoughts of simon, it all became too much. he knew the only thing he could do.

so the night before all of the boys came back, jack merridew took his own life. he saw it as an escape. maybe an escape that would lead him to a place of eternal torture or maybe even an escape that would lead him to some version of simon.

[cherrygracevalance]

what would i have to do to get someone to write a fic leading up to this headcanon

i’m broke so don’t involve money

[cherrygracevalance]

JACK MERRIDEW HEAD CANON / SITUATION BELOW

TW ‼️: mental health issues and severe actions taken because of said issues are mentioned but nothing in detail

not a part of the trigger warning, but other characters are mentioned within this post. probably out of character and maybe extreme but like who cares because it’s a HEADcanon. also all of this is based off of the 2026 series since that is the only media i’ve engaged with so far.

the remaining choir boys make it back to school. 12 years old and completely unwell, some more accepting and aware of that feeling than others. jack, roger, and maurice could not look at each other the same. (i know there was a bunch of other choir boys but they don’t matter shhh)

during his first vacation alone, jack doesn’t do much. he slowly starts to feel this gnawing at his mind, denying it has to do with missing simon and feeling guilty.

the other boys get back eventually. so jack goes back into his new regular, which was basically be as cold and closed off as he can (and also deny the subconscious guilt that gets heavier and heavier each day).

eventually he somehow obtains a journal. he wrote in it once and felt stupid, so he tore out the page and threw it out.

this was a repetitive process for the next 6 years but he gets worse each year and it is obvious.

at age 18, during his final christmas vacation alone at school, jack falls ill.

he had been in a mentally dark place recently and had been contemplating what he was going to do with his life.

with this sickness bringing him back to the pushed away thoughts of simon, it all became too much. he knew the only thing he could do.

so the night before all of the boys came back, jack merridew took his own life. he saw it as an escape. maybe an escape that would lead him to a place of eternal torture or maybe even an escape that would lead him to some version of simon.

[cherrygracevalance]

posted this and was thinking about how sad it was.

i then accidentally smelled my hand and it smelled like the 8 firecracker pop oreos i ate today and then my stomach started hurting.

😔😔😔.

[cherrygracevalance]

JACK MERRIDEW HEAD CANON / SITUATION BELOW

TW ‼️: mental health issues and severe actions taken because of said issues are mentioned but nothing in detail

not a part of the trigger warning, but other characters are mentioned within this post. probably out of character and maybe extreme but like who cares because it’s a HEADcanon. also all of this is based off of the 2026 series since that is the only media i’ve engaged with so far.

the remaining choir boys make it back to school. 12 years old and completely unwell, some more accepting and aware of that feeling than others. jack, roger, and maurice could not look at each other the same. (i know there was a bunch of other choir boys but they don’t matter shhh)

during his first vacation alone, jack doesn’t do much. he slowly starts to feel this gnawing at his mind, denying it has to do with missing simon and feeling guilty.

the other boys get back eventually. so jack goes back into his new regular, which was basically be as cold and closed off as he can (and also deny the subconscious guilt that gets heavier and heavier each day).

eventually he somehow obtains a journal. he wrote in it once and felt stupid, so he tore out the page and threw it out.

this was a repetitive process for the next 6 years but he gets worse each year and it is obvious.

at age 18, during his final christmas vacation alone at school, jack falls ill.

he had been in a mentally dark place recently and had been contemplating what he was going to do with his life.

with this sickness bringing him back to the pushed away thoughts of simon, it all became too much. he knew the only thing he could do.

so the night before all of the boys came back, jack merridew took his own life. he saw it as an escape. maybe an escape that would lead him to a place of eternal torture or maybe even an escape that would lead him to some version of simon.

[scribbledstars16]

Oh my gosh

Bro

Angst

And I love it

Also

THE LAST PARAGRAPH 💔💔💔💔💔

I love it so much yes yes yes

[cherrygracevalance]

i’m glad you like it 😚😚

it is sad and i lowkey hate jack most of the time (don’t slime me out pls pls) so i don’t know how i conjured it up.