rose tinted boy

moving thru life under tints of pink and blue

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Perfectly & finally alone

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We stayed out partying until the lights flipped on, replacing the hazy pink we danced under for the last three hours. We reassured everyone who passed us that the vomit we stood next to was not ours. We are not liars. Not about that.

Summer hung in the air as drunken partygoers stumbled down the sidewalks, a handsome man in navy blue patroling on the curb.

I climbed into the back of my uber, euphoric, electric, invincible.

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I dance to an upbeat song in a section that should be reserved for VIP. I watch the party below, everyone sweating and dancing and spritzed with cologne and perfume that doesn't seem to help. Two men sit behind me on a black leather couch while I dance in front of them, my arms in the air, my baby tee inching up my slim waist.

I like the feeling of eyes burning into the map of my soft skin. I like the feeling of being desired by nameless strangers. Because I am a stranger to them, too.

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The lakes are open and summer is in my hair.

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All i wanna do is go home and read we love you bunny

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My life is changing.

As I sit on my outdoor swing and watch the sky turn into swirls of pinks and purples, I find myself daydreaming about where I'm going. Perhaps it's a new chapter. But maybe it's a brand new book. One riddled with adult experiences and new characters and an upbeat soundtrack. Gone are the old sets and stale plotlines.

My life is changing.

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Officially ridding myself of my sad boy aesthetic. I've never stopped seeing the world in a pink tinted filter, but now that I'm no longer painted in blue, everything is a little more vibrant. Like a pair of heart-shaped glasses is permanently clinging to my face.

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This is what the sky looks like 90% of the time in the series I'm writing

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All i wanna do is get

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I'll make you think of me the same way you think of sunsets

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About to get my skin ripped open and ink inside and pretty shapes across my skin

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And one day, I'll gaze up at the lonely moon and no longer pray you're looking at it, too.

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Wednesday night

Drinking at a bar.

My bestie indulges.

The owner turns red and angry.

He kisses my head

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I love you, Bunny

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I just wanna party

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Let's plant trees

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Bar bathrooms and party lights