My Solo Feminization & Baby Training Journal
Hey everyone 💕This is my dedicated space to document a long-term solo training journey. After some disappointing negotiations with a potential Dom, I’ve decided to take full ownership and build this transformation with community support and encouragement.
Starting Point
I already wear femme-coded clothes at home fairly often, but nothing hyper-feminine or juvenile.
Diapers are worn in occasional spurts then stopped.
Complete bladder control — no bedwetting accidents.
Normal adult stamina and orgasm control
Core Goal
I want to transform into a bedwetter with extremely low stamina — basically a hyper-juvenile girl who has almost no control over her orgasms. The primary focus is prejac / reduced stamina training, not chastity or denial. I want to feel more baby-like: quick, uncontrollable climaxes from minimal stimulation (especially diaper humping + buzzy wand). Chastity/denial isn’t the vibe — I want to stay orgasmic but completely helpless and premature.
Long-Term Goals
By Christmas 2026 (~6 months):
2–3 real bedwetting accidents per week
Climax in under 30 seconds from diaper humping
Risk of accidental climaxes from light arousal + slight friction (e.g. bumpy car + sexy scene)
Femme/androgynous clothes 50% of the time outside the house
Weight: 230 lbs (healthy, sustainable loss)
Occasional hyper-feminine/juvenile outfits at home
By One Year (June 2027):
4–5 real nighttime bedwetting accidents per week
Stamina extremely low: climax in ~10 seconds with minimal stimulation; spontaneous climaxes possible
Femme/androgynous clothes 80% of the time — no new male-marketed clothes
Minimum 10 hours per week dressed as a hyper-feminine juvenile girl at home
Weight: 180 lbs
Current Rules (Starting Now)
Diapered 3 nights per week
No edging. Only masturbate with the goal of climaxing as fast as possible (diaper humping + buzzy wand strongly encouraged)
Daily reverse Kegels for prejac training
How This Will Work
Weekly Rule Increases: Every week I’ll post options for one new rule or progression step. You all get to vote on what gets added.
Monthly Purchases: I’ll buy at least one new piece of clothing or set of diapers each month to support the training. This is chosen by a poll.
Progress Posts: I will commit to at least one detailed progress update per week, plus shorter training session posts when active.
This is a long-term, sustainable transformation focused on feeling small, helpless, and babyish. I’m excited to share the journey and get your encouragement, gentle teasing, and task ideas along the way.
Boundaries: Encouragement, ideas, gentle teasing, and positive feedback only. I reserve the right to pause or adjust anything for health or life reasons.
Let’s do this together~ 💕
First weekly progress post coming soon!
