[southern star]

Chey Turner 21 | Junior Theatre Acting | ZTA VP

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I miss everyone of you guys. Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!

[wtfnevan]

I get rlly emotional about it sometimes tbh like we a lot of us just kind of went from talking usually at lEAST once a week and now it’s just kinda replying whenever we come on here to check like can we all just keep in contact anyway pls 

[rllycharlie]

can I start a petition to have someone re-open the roleplay or at least open another one like pls. yes!! we should all keep in contact anyway tho.

[cheyxturner]

For real though! I have so much free time still, I don't know what to do with myself. I've gone through two books series just because I'm either on my personal for a few minutes or I'm at work and have nothing else to do. I say we open this back up!

[rllycharlie]

I logged out as soon as I posted it because I expected no one to be on wtf? I miss you more. I miss everyone like I just lays here without anything to rp????

[wtfnevan]

xkit was just like ‘posted 16 mins ago’ and I’m like i obv have a sixth sense & i miss you most. i do too, it’s really weird that it’s so quiet like we all talked to each for so long now it’s just like *cricket noise* it’s just rlly weird man 

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I come on every day or other day, just to see. I miss this D:

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Ana: well good that makes me feel better it makes things better.

Chey: yeah, i can get very confused easily, so it's not your fault.

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Ana: oh no not at all. if i ask something i usually am already assuming it.

Chey: oh...well that makes sense. i think that's how most people are?

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Ana: at least the way i ask it is definitely that way.

Chey: i don't know if i should be insulted or what

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Nothing pisses me off more than hearing “You’re pretty for a…” I don’t care what comes after that, you need to shut up. You literally just ruined your compliment by saying that. You may think you’re making yourself sound better by making me feel “special” or like “an exception” but really you’re just a dick.

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Some people just don't know how to be polite anymore.

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Ana: well thank you.

Ana: technically if you're asking then you already assumed.

Chey: no problem

Chey: dammit, you're right. well i'm being not very smart right now.

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Ana: i know, i was being polite

Ana: why not. i told you i didn't want to hate you so why not.

Chey: i know, just being my politically correct self

Chey: better to ask than assume. cause you know: when you assume, it makes an ass out of u and me

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Ana: i have those occasionally

Ana: it is a very lonely life. there's not a lot to do about that either.

Chey: you have them a lot more than you think

Chey: well, you can gain another possibly friend, if you want.

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Ana: the past is the past. so it should be.

Ana: it would be stupid of me to, so why do people question it. i trust so few people because i can't help it.

Chey: very true point

Chey: i wasn't trying to question it, but for me it would make for a very lonely life.

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Ana: i never wanted to not have a civil conversation, all i've been is civil. or at least the civil i know how to be.

Ana: my position?

Chey: i know. and i'm sorry. i get a little well you know

Chey: you're a kensington, one of the few powerful old money southern families. so being the last one now, i wouldn't expect you are open armed trusting or welcoming.

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Ana: well maybe we have more in common then you thought.

Ana: i can't i try but i trust very few people.

Chey: that usually happens. i'm just thankful we can actually have a civil conversation now

Chey: it's understandable for someone in your position though

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Ana: i am just ana, im just a girl who has hurt too much and doesn't know how to be better. were are justs because we are all just people.

Ana: faith isnt something i can do easily its hard and trusting in it is hard. hell trust alone is hard.

Chey: well i'm just chey then, nice to meet you. i've lost a lot and hurt a lot too.

Chey: i usually trust people until they give me a reason not to trust them.

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Ana: people already do, don't you get it? people do think that.

Ana: faith is such a scary scary thing, chey. it's hard to do.

Chey: no one is ever "just". i mean you are ana freaking kensington, you aren't "just". and if they think that then prove them wrong

Chey: you don't think i don't know that? there are times when my faith in myself and others weakens, but we are human, so we can't be expected to be perfect all the time.