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Last summer I shaved off my hair, wasn't entirely sure why at the time. It made me feel naked but I had been hiding behind it for a while--not literally, it was short to begin with, but I prided myself on it and worried over it constantly. I've always thought you were a beautiful person and I loved your hair, but when I saw you had shaved it all off i felt a rush of affection for you and it made you that much more beautiful to me. I know we don't know each other, but I wanted to tell you that.

so much love for this, for you.i’m having a lot of fun growing it back in, appreciate it more now, in a way.. after a year and a half of keeping it shaved, i’m realizing that this is where the real work comes in. i shaved it because i didn’t want to stress out fuss around with it every time i passed a mirror. now, i’m learning to accept it every time i pass a mirror, exactly how it falls, all of the little awkward phases, laughing at myself.

i’ve been laughing at myself a lot these days and i truly feel like it’s unlocking some deep secret of the universe for me.

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I need to like… Get right w myself before I can get right///with anyone else I think…. I feel this is going to be a better week but I sometimes pour myself out n obsess over other people as a way to distract myself from the fact that I’m lacking my own self love n preoccupation mhmmm it is… Time it’s always time but it is time again to face myself Im always needing to face myself

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always returning always returning always returning

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covered a beautiful song with my beautiful friend isabelle (https://twitter.com/k0m0r3bi)

original by sea oleena.

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it’s 2am, i am in bed reading comics & practicing winking, i think i drank enough water today, i am feeling grateful for my friends, the cars outside my window sound like very rare and sudden gusts of strong wind, i can hear my roommate sweeping the living room floor

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fiona (two ways of being in the water)

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an omen i did not pay enough attention to

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I'm looking for the place the spirit meets the skin can't figure out why that place feels so hard to be in we're all of us at this ill-fitting party busy pretending to relate and it's getting harder and harder to fake acting like everything's in its place

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july, before

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december, something had lifted

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january, from the kitchen window i think i was feeling better

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