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Lyrics:

See, I’m protective as hell 

But it’s only cause I love you and I wish you so well

And I am jealous as f**k

But it’s only when somebody gives you that certain look

And I’m not likely to kick a head in

But I’ll curb stomp a bitch if she objects at our wedding 

Protective as hell

But it’s only cause I love you and I wish you so well

Got me obsessed

You’ve got me obsessed now

Got me undressed 

You’ve got me undressed now

Got me obsessed

(and I want you so bad)

You’ve got me obsessed now

(you’re the best that I’ve had)

I must confess

(and I want you so bad)

You’ve got me obsessed now

See, I’m possessive as hell

But it’s only cause I’m greedy and want you for myself

And I am selfish as f**k

But it’s only when somebody decides to push their luck 

And I’m not likely to kick a head in

But I’ll curb stomp a bitch 

If she attempts to get you sweating

Possessive as hell

But it’s only cause I’m greedy and want you for myself 

Got me obsessed

You’ve got me obsessed now

Got me undressed 

You’ve got me undressed now

Got me obsessed

(and I want you so bad)

You’ve got me obsessed now

(you’re the best that I’ve had)

I must confess

(and I want you so bad)

You’ve got me obsessed now

Drunken kisses 

Watch me as we switch positions 

Know there ain’t a line that I won’t cross

For you I would give it up

f**k you right I know what you want 

You know I am the only one

Got you obsessed 

I’ve got you obsessed now

Got you undressed

I’ve got you undressed now

Got you obsessed

(now you want me so bad)

I’ve got you obsessed now

(I’m the best that you’ll have)

Can you confess

(now you want me so bad)

I’ve got you obsessed now

[insomenixa]

On this specifically cold November afternoon, when the air was so frosty you could see your breath and the streets were quiet, a motionless scenery from a place where time doesn’t exist - i missed your presence with a force , i didn’t think could ever live in my motionless soul.

-i miss you a little more with every day that passes

[insomenixa]

With everything thats left of me and every black and white and grey, and all my seasons- like an autumn leaf in spring, no hesitation, no regret the wind blows through the fragments of my bones. I love you.

-even if there’s nothing left of me, i still do

[insomenixa]

In every car that passes me, i look for you.

-a modern love story

[insomenixa]

I‘m over you. I‘m over you. I really am. Then why does it still feel like my soul is going to splatter into a million pieces, everytime i remind myself we won’t end up together.

-nobody said it’s going to be THAT hard

[insomenixa]

I can’t decide on my mental state this month. Hopeless romantic, depressed moralist or bad bitch who simply doesn’t give a fuck.

-i don’t fuxking know, nothing makes sense anymore

[insomenixa]

I get it, we’re just friends. Friends who like to fuck in the dark. Friends who like to kiss on a late summer afternoon, in bed. Friends who like to pretend they’re not in love.

-i think you should reconsider your definition of friendship

[insomenixa]

How cruel it is of the universe, to make one soul fall for another, and not be loved back.

-how is that even possible

[insomenixa]

You just don’t get it, how my brain can’t just stop thinking when it’s tired. How i‘m not deliberately making a big deal out of things, how i simply am unable to stop myself from going over every detail again and again, until my own mother tongue doesn’t make any sense to me anymore.

-chemical unbalance, my brain is simply broken

[insomenixa]

I want, precisely need, to share every single detail of my day with you, however, for some reason, as soon as i open my mouth, i feel like i‘m the most annoying person on earth.

-so i keep quiet, you don’t really care what i brag about

[insomenixa]

I miss you with every heartbeat, but i won’t tell you. My soul refuses to let you know how deeply incarved your existence is, on every bare millimeter of my being.

-i can‘t be the one who cares more, not again

[insomenixa]

The sight of you makes my heart ache.

-i don’t think i can continue living like this

[insomenixa]

I‘m fucked. I‘m really really fucked. We agreed on no commitment, no titel, no status so i tried to fall in love with someone else, however i find myself unable to even think about another person. I am violently and irreversibly committed to you, nonetheless our former decision.

-and the worst part, I’m surely the only one

[insomenixa]

I‘m sorry i‘m going insane, i‘m sorry my brain tells me stories and lies to my face, i‘m sorry i make you feel like your the problem, i‘m so sorry i can’t be just normal.

-you’re not attracted to me. I‘m mentally ill.

[insomenixa]

Did i subconsciously force you into this? Was i wishing so strongly for it to happen, that i manipulated your decision? Did i make you give in or could you simply not resist me any longer?

-i don’t think you really want this, not the way i do

[insomenixa]

I don’t think you understand, how fucking beautiful you are in my eyes. You outshine every sunset and make me stupidly grin after every glance i catch at you.

-your beauty leaves me breathless; i know i‘m staring

[insomenixa]

Rip my chest open and take what you want, my heart was always yours to hold.

-i can’t hide from you, i want you to own me