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Quinn / 20 / University of Chicago It takes courage to grow up and become who you really are. - ee cummings

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I want to hide the truth I want to shelter you But with the beast inside There’s nowhere we can hide

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[windy-city-britty]

Yeah.. There were a few of us like at back in Quantico; both parents in a service of some kind and hardly home.. 

That actually sounds really nice! I’m totally in. And you’re so right, being around loved ones is what it’s all about! 

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You're from Quantico? No way, I'm from Falls Church! Just down the blue line from King Street station to the orange line and that's where I'm from. Small world. DC area is where it's at!

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[windy-city-britty]

They’re in the FBI. Mom is in the Behavioral Analysis Unit and Dad is in the Hostage Rescue Team. So they’re always off somewhere that’s not home..

I.. I’m not too sure. Maybe, I mean if they’re home I might. But they could get called away at a minutes notice.. So yeah. But if enough people are gonna be here I’ll stay..

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That's impressive, but definitely doesn't seem like a suitable job to raise children, for sure.

If you end up staying around, I think it could be fun to have people over to mine and Dylan's apartment and celebrate. The holidays really are about getting together with those you love, right? So what better way to spend it than around good friends?

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[windy-city-britty]

Not really no.. They were always working, away from home. I mean they’re like crazy good at their jobs, but I wish they were home a bit more when I was little..

As long as you’re ok.. And it does hey? It just feels like… It just feels right here.

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Oh? What do they do? It does. Will you be heading home for the holidays in a couple weeks? I was thinking of not going back myself.

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[windy-city-britty]

I don’t really remember a lot about living with mine.. I more remember baby sitters.. When I go back home it’s kinda awkward… I love them but yeah.. College feels more like home now..

Hope you’re ok Q x

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Yours weren't around much, then?

I'm okay, thanks Britt. I guess it does kind of feel more like home here now.

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[r0sie1x1s-blog]

Babe, I’m not trying to embarrass you, or make you feel self-conscious, I just…

Q, I…

I don’t know. I’m sorry. If you want me to stop, you can just ask.

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I don't want that... It's dumb, sorry. Forget I said anything. I just shouldn't be insecure, I guess.

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Okay, good. I’d really like that.

And, uh, I am not a dork, baby.

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You are a little when you go on about me. You don't have to tell me those things all the time for me to know that's how you feel... I get kind of embarrassed sometimes... like maybe you have some love blinders on now and when we're together a while they'll fall off, and you'll be disappointed. I know you'll say you won't be, but it's still a thought I get sometimes.

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[r0sie1x1s-blog]

I miss you.

I want to fall asleep next to you again. I honestly can’t wait until classes are over, because all I want to do is hold you close to me and never let you go…

You’re my goddess, and I miss your lips on mine.

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You're going to give me a cavity, ya dork. We'll hang out again soon enough, sweetness.

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[r0sie1x1s-blog]

Well, you could always swallow it…I’d love to see moonbeams shooting out of your fingers and toes and hair…

But I talk too much.

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You're adorable. And if I didn't have this thesis due in a few days, I'd have you over this very second.

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I want to, though, sweetie.

I want to be the one to hold you tightly, to wipe the tears falling from your eyes and to tell you it’ll be okay.

I want to hold your hand through every hard moment, giving you the support you need through intertwined fingers.

I want to prove to you that I’m going to be here for you through the good, the bad, and the ugly, that I’m in this for the long-run, that I’m not going anywhere.

And I would write you a thousand songs if I thought that would help. I would fly into space and catch the moon for you.

You’re not getting rid of me easily. I really hope you know that.

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Well why don't you just throw a lasso around it and pull it down for me?

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[r0sie1x1s-blog]

I mean, as your girlfriend, it’s, uh, kinda my job, so no need to thank me…

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You still don't have to deal with all my drama, even as my girlfriend. Don't feel obligated. I really shouldn't be dumping it all on anyone.

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You’re beautiful, baby. Don’t let ‘em get to you.

Besides, you don’t need them anymore. I’m here to take care of you.

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I know... Thank you so much for that.

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[ryan-anders]

Hey Q. How are you?

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Just fantastic.

Don't worry about it... How are you, D?

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Parents are just as annoying as you remember they were when you lived with them. Don't romanticise what home was like, trust me.

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Phone Call: Quani (Quinn/Dani)

Dani: *Sighs again, noting the sadness in Quinn's voice* Quinn, wanting to share who you truly are with the people who brought you into this world isn't your fault. I'm so proud of you for doing what you did. *Sits up and crosses her legs underneath her on her bed* You're beautiful, baby. Please, tell me what happened?

Quinn: *sucks in a breath before quickly lying* I have to go, they're calling me to the gate. I'll talk to you later, Dani.

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Phone Call: Quani (Quinn/Dani)

Dani: Baby, please talk to me.... *sighs* Sweetie, I'm really worried about you. What...what happened? Why are you coming home so early?

Quinn: I screwed it up. It was me. I left. *speaks softer* That's the way it is I guess.