The Moral Value Of Pleasure @childslaughter - Tumblr Blog

Never again will you feel what you just felt.

Humid to dry, hot to cold.

The stark difference of atmosphere in the lungs.

The strain on the eye.

The booming voice of indifferent truth.

You will never be as happy as in that moment.

You will never be happy again.

The rest of your life will be spent clawing your way back to a sensation that will elude you until the day you die, and even in death, you will not find it.

And so - from that day - it was written.

Sink into you,

Let me sink down with you

We can both forget to

Breathe in the dark,

Even for a moment.

I will not forget to

Hold you closer

Than one could ever

Maybe it’d make you better.

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Oh good! My colleague quit leaving me to take over the program once again and finish my last year of social work and I can barely handle life as it is!

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Hand me my own heart and I’ll give it a kiss

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You or I? You then I, like one for two.

A deal too good to speak aloud,

I’ll hold your hand and pull you close.

It takes a moment to make forever.

I’ll lay with you for your last breath

And draw mine near, a waited rest.

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