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2025

Well -- I still deal with my struggles with eating. My smallest was 160 and my current is 180. It consumes me in a different way than before.

aug. 3

special k - 300

arizona - 100

slim tea x2 - 0

electrolyte pop - 15

popcorn - 100

noodles for latuda (I have to eat a little so I don’t throw up) - 275

780

the reason

well, the reason I’m like this is because I have bipolar 1 and borderline personality disorder. things r going downhill again, I may be homeless soon. ever since losing my abusive partner and also the love of my life after treating them like shit in psychosis , my life has been in shambles. I’ve grown so much and I’m very grateful for that. I’m able to be independent when I need to but the abandonment set me back so far.

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Relapsing

Funny how I can’t stop puking my guts out.

#relapse #help #bulimia sucks #ed #puked

broke up with my girl last night and that's just that

#heartbreak #lesbian #broke up #mia #eating disorders #bulimia #bulimia sucks #depression #puked

Binged

I just binged and I think I should just go die now.

#ana #fasting #mia #eating disorders #thinspo #fat #kms #bulimia #bulimia sucks #ugh

#ana #fasting #mia #eating disorders #aesthetic #thinspo #pro ana #fat #kms #bulimia #depression #eating disroders #male thinspo #bulimia sucks #thin #why am i like this #tattoo

Back into it

I'm getting back into my stupid eating disorder lovelies! Since I'm slipping back in, I might as well do it right and not fuck up. Anyone have any words of advice since I'm slipping? Need a buddy? Want more content? I just want to get thin. I've gained so much weight attempting to "recover" (which btw I don't really believe that much in) and now I'm HUGE. I really mean it.