Out to Lunch

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Thought we were invincible Thought we'd never break

I thought I was incapable of causing you pain

Now I stare in the mirror every night and see a person I don't recognize

I'm the one that I promised I'd never become all my life

Now I'm the villain in your story an angel fell from glory

I was a hero in your eyes now I'm the bad guy

I hate the way I left you haunted

Now these hands are stained and tarnished

Stuck in your head I'm always thinking three steps ahead

Feeling is sinking No point in whispering

Just know that I'm listening

Pulling the strings

Pushing the lies

These seven minutes are all of my time

With me I'm a villain

I'm chasing the feeling

I'm taking the throne

Running the show

But now I'm alone

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Roses are red

Violets make me cry

Mom I want you to know that

I really did try

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If I’m restless than why do I want nothing more than to rest my soul

And I don’t get this but I know why

You see some things are just beyond control

But I don’t mind and I’m not surprised to find that you do

I know you do, and I feel fine

But I know the same does not apply to you

So I guess that I’ll curl up and die, too

[chimbutas]

See you

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Mom uh what? Lmao

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Hey, what can you say?

It was overdue, but it’ll be over soon

You wait

[chimbutas]

Breathe

Stay calm -

We’re cool and collected

We do what’s right

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Is not enough

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The blood you bleed is just the blood you own

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Who cares if one more light goes out

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This body’s not a temple, it’s a prison

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You are the smell before rain

You are the blood in my veins

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Honestly I thought I’d be dead by now

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So I’ll ask just one thing of you; don’t ever turn me lose, even when I turn my back