emani

still figuring this thing out.

[chinese-rubberplant]

so likeable

so likeable

so, so likeable

just not loveable

[chinese-rubberplant]

i imagine our conversations as lively banter. you inquire about my mundane behaviours and i relish your curiosity. but when i meet you, you only ask me what i want to order for dinner.

[two-bees-poetry]

twenty years across the sea

[chinese-rubberplant]

you serenade me in an unfamiliar tongue

what good is a language to me unknown

you try to tell me something

but glass can also be muffling

[chinese-rubberplant]

because you see, heaven is concept, an idea. i do not know of its certainty.

but you are here. and you are certain.

and that is all that matters.

[chinese-rubberplant]

did i deserve better?

or was i not enough for you to change?

[chinese-rubberplant]

i do not think of you anymore

or anyone

i think of only me

there is no you

there is no wish

it is me, myself and i

[chinese-rubberplant]

i was mad at you

for reasons i can’t remember

i was upset and distraught

but you brought me tea

and made the bed

collected flowers

and kissed my head

what else could be said

what else could be done

to make this any better

[chinese-rubberplant]

[chinese-rubberplant]

i don’t dwell on the past. it serves me no purpose. but i will lay in an open field and gaze upon stars. happily bask in the light of moonlit memories. proxima centauri is 4 light years away. back then, you were still mine. and in proxima centauri, for another four, you will still be mine.

[chinese-rubberplant]

wouldn’t you believe the stars shine when i’m thinking about her

[chinese-rubberplant]

help i can’t find the cat memes