Okay so I recently read a book all about secrets and how it ruins things and Iāve also felt since Iāve read it, people are keeping more secrets from me which is cool but not so much when they discuss them around you but donāt explain anything. So, here are some of my secrets that Iāve thought of recently with some explanations.
- Iām terrified of Ronald McDonald.
- Iām scared of rats because Iām scared theyāll bite my toes off in my sleep.
- Iām not scared of spiders but Iām likely to freak out if one was on me.
- Ive always been terrified of Santa.
- Iām partly scared of loud noises because a lion roared at me once at the zoo when I was like 4.
- I do love my cat but I donāt want her near me because she malts too much.
- I tell people at work Iām really enjoying it when I really want to quit.
- For years Iāve wanted to work as a princess at Disneyland.
- I get clingy (with certain people) and giggly when Iām really tired.
- I look forward to holidays because it means I can wear my comfy pyjama shorts in public and no one cares.
- I almost cried in primary school because someone was getting told off and it scared me.
- I like to flip my quilt over in the summer so I always have the cold side.
- I sometimes drool in my sleep.
- Sometimes I wish I succeeded in becoming anorexic...
I also have a more specific one-
- Mia, Kirah, I hate meeting up in a three. This is down to the fact that if itās at mine (usually always is), I feel like I need to plan things like what weāre going to do, what weāre going to eat and all this, and tbh when at home you guys eat more than I do and thatās down to the fact you have food in your house whereas I donāt so I usually feel really guilty when we have no food. I also usually feel like a third wheel but I feel that with most people so canāt really help that.
And guys I have some things to apologise for (sort of)-
- Iām not sorry for the time I skipped going to the cinema with you, I had money but not enough to be using it on a film Iād already seen.
- Iām not sorry for basically blanking your singing videos, I donāt find them interesting.
And just a few random things-
- Iām sorry for never holding a conversation with literally anyone, not trying to be a bitch, just donāt like talking to people when I have nothing to talk about.
- Iām not sorry for saying that I have no money when Iām clearly spending it all on holidays. Iām not sorry for this because unlike everybody else, I only get weekends off so when an opportunity comes up to have time off work, Iām going to take it. And tbf Iām working my ass off for this money.
- When I say I have no plans at a weekend, it means Iām spending the weekend in bed with Lewis, likely on the Xbox chilling out. Most of the time it also means I donāt want to make plans, purely because Iām too tired by the end of the week and turn into a moody bitch because I donāt like going outside.
- The last thing Iām not sorry for is anything said in this post. If anybody is offended, tough shit, this is completely honest Chloe and you probably wonāt get it again.
I have plenty more secrets but not ones that are to be shared with other people due to the fact that they are not my secrets. If I think of anymore then I will add them. Until then, I have been an open book.
