my head is too small to contain my thoughts

your fellow fanfic enthusiast and multi-fandom gal!!

[chocor0se]

check out my ao3 here!

as of 8/10/24 i have only a few fics, including fandoms such as batman (they’re honestly tim drake centered) and fairy tail but more will come!

(maybe not soon though..)

[chocor0se]

when i’m so fucking tired and also sick probably but i’ve hit that writing level that i haven’t reached in a long time and i don’t want to burn out yet please epelD eps replays epelD p please

[chocor0se]

i feel like i’ve lost my passion for fanfiction, both in reading and writing it. and it’s not that serious but at the same time, writing fanfiction is what really got me into writing more both for fics and my own original stories.

i miss being excited when a long term fic i’ve been reading uploaded, i miss being proud of myself for finishing a chapter, i miss writing a comment on each chapter of a fic i like while reading it.

usually now if i’m reading fics, i only look for completed ones with less than 100K at most, when “back in the day” (the day being like 2 years ago mind you) i read so many incomplete fics that i bookmarked like 200 of them. i read a fic that was over a million words once, and i loved it!

i don’t even read books that much anymore.

i feel like i’m losing myself in a way?

[writingdose]

me: I should write

also me: let me play the scene in my head and fantasize about writing it instead

[that-house]

partially-managed mental illness is so fucking funny i'll be sitting around doing my job and suddenly think "wow i hate myself" and immediately get confused because, like, that's not TRUE! i love myself so much. who are you to talk to me like that

[chocor0se]

happy birthday to tim drake, the blorbo that got me into writing fics even though im pretty sure ive only completed one fic of him lmao

[cupcraft]

You never know what color pallette someone's Tumblr is till ppl are screenshotting posts and tags

[aropride]

do u like mine

[cupcraft]

Oh wow.

[cupcraft]

Some people on tumblr are reading ancient scrolls and you'd never know

[cepheusgalaxy]

"Doomed yaoi" this "doomed yuri" that what about doomed found family. What about finding comfort in these new people after going through so much on your own—a community, a solace, a home to come back to. Caring for them with all you've got, only to realize that it wasn't going to work, ever, no matter what you tried. Only to have it ripped apart, no matter how much you tried to hold them close. Found family that becomes lost family. Found family that takes your heart with it when they go.

[hyperfixations-and-hecticness]

I like that Supergirl says it’s okay to kill someone’s abuser so long as you don’t let the thirteen year old do it and I like that Supergirl says vengeance will not solve things but neither will allowing a cycle of violence to continue

[catbayunthestoryteller]

And I like how Supergirl addresses the real issues and lets the girls be messy instead of "teaching her a lesson" that she needs to be nicer. She is not nice but she is kind!

[ca314159bara]

if you're having trouble sleeping the best you can do is put a bright object close to your face and look at it for at least 30 minutes. if that doesn't work you can close your eyes but make sure to think really hard about a bunch of bullshit

[chocor0se]

i feel like there is a very interesting trope for villain/antagonist characters that boils down to unsettling, smiling white man. many times unsettling, smiling rich white man.

i honestly enjoy it

[nibeul]

if u think poc talking about fandom racism is ruining ur fun and putting a strain on the community, I wish u a very shut the fuck up

[anteaten-deactivated20220228]

[natequarter]

eating is better than not eating. takeaway for the third day in a row? reheated leftovers? sandwiches for dinner? who cares! eating is better than not eating! obviously it's best if you can be eating balanced and filling meals regularly, but it's more important that you survive than that everything you eat is perfectly healthy. if you only had a slice of bread for lunch, you still ate something. you need food to stay alive. well done. eating is better than not eating.

[valemrsn]

making aus for ocs are so funny cause like. theyre already in a situation… but what if they were in a DIFFERENT situation

[nervoussquidward]

[ceebee-eebee]

#dr henry wu is very handsome and did his job extremely well#its not his fault his job was science being abused by capitalistic hubris#he did in fact make some bomb ass dinosaurs just like he was hired to do#maybe get better security for your murder monsters

[timberwind]

you can post on tumblr even when you're trying to take a break from social media it literally doesn't count. it's like pepsi max, or pescatarianism

[juicydangler]

[letsbelonelytogetherr]

— josé olivarez // natalie diaz