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Hello so sorry about Jess stay strong!💕 Do you think you could do Estela x MC (female) #5,29,31,36,42,53, and 100 hang in there we are here to help if you need to talk💙💕

Checked back in for the first time in a while...thank you all so much for the extra well wishes, it’s very kind of you all.However, this account is completely discontinued from writing in the future. Sorry and thank you for understanding.

When I first heard the news about jess, I didn't know what to say. and i still don't, I'm stunned beyond words. She always seemed so happy and kind. And I could tell that she was an amazing woman even though I only briefly talked to her a few times. It's completely heart breaking to say the least. To jess's fiance, I can't imagine the pain you're suffering with right now. Thr fact that you answer all these messages. Proves You're stronger than most to think of us. I'm sorry for your loss 💗

Thank you for this.....I’m always unsure what to say but I know she would’ve wanted everyone to remember her especially in this community where she felt like she really belonged......thanks again💔

So, this is probably going to be messy but i feel like i need to speak. Jess was one of the first people i followed in this fandom - and i'm sending my prayers and my condoleances to you, her friends and her family. I know how it is to lose a loved one - just know that you're not going through this alone. Rest in peace, Jess. She will be missed in this fandom.

💔Thank you for this...

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Rest in Peace, Jess

I just found out that a member of our fandom , Jess aka @choicesimaginesandmore has passed away.

We didn’t talk that much but she was definitely a friend of mine and an incredible person so I’m devastated that she passed away. She was always kind to me, gave good advice and was a very pleasant person to talk to. People like her never deserve hardships in their lives, she was kind and smart, she was a really beautiful person in all definitions. She will be very missed, I will pray for her and her family.

My deepest condolences go out to her family and friends and of course her fiance who told us the news.

Rest in Peace, Jess, God bless your beautiful soul 💕💕💕😔😔😔

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Please ignore my crying and stuttering because i actually can’t cope..

choicesimaginesandmore

You are one of the few I recognize by name as someone she often talked of and if it offers any consolation, you did help her more than you know. Thank you for being there for her💕😔

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I’m shattered. Jess, @choicesimaginesandmore has been one of the few people on Tumblr who would always reach out to me and check on me when I was struggling. We’d interact a lot on Tumblr, and when I was at my lowest she was messaging me and making sure I was safe even though she didn’t know me. She was one of my absolute favourite people in this fandom, and to here that she’s passed just shatters me.

To anyone close to her, especially her fiancé who posted the news- Jess was genuinely a beautiful person, and I know she kept me from making some big mistakes over the last few months. I’m so so sorry that this has happened.

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choicesimaginesandmore

Hello everyone. I was Jess’ fiancé and this is possibly the first and last post I will make.

I have been trying to figure out how to write this, knowing you all deserve to know given how often she spoke of you all. I just can’t seem to put my grief into words…

It’s true that Jess has passed away. At around midnight last night she took her own life…

I don’t know what more to say, other than that she truly enjoyed writing for this, and spoke to me over it often, and enjoyed making friends in this group.

We are all deeply distraught and confused over the situation and we would appreciate no speculation or hateful comments, but sending love and thoughts is more than okay.

I can’t even begin to describe how much she’ll be missed….💔💔💔

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I really hope that it’s ok to reblog this…

I extend my deepest condolences and most heartfelt sorrow to Jess‘ family and friends. Sadly I only had the pleasure to talk to her once or twice back when Jake died - she reached out to me to check how I was doing. Such a caring soul. We had a conversation about how she just left a rough phase in her life herself but she ensured me that things were about to finally get better. That was about 3 months ago…

May she find her peace.

choicesimaginesandmore

Thank you for your sentiment...

...I reblogged this to note that it is more than okay to reblog this post

...I’ll probably reblog a few of the responses as well...

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Hello everyone. I was Jess’ fiancé and this is possibly the first and last post I will make.

I have been trying to figure out how to write this, knowing you all deserve to know given how often she spoke of you all. I just can’t seem to put my grief into words...

It’s true that Jess has passed away. At around midnight last night she took her own life...

I don’t know what more to say, other than that she truly enjoyed writing for this, and spoke to me over it often, and enjoyed making friends in this group.

We are all deeply distraught and confused over the situation and we would appreciate no speculation or hateful comments, but sending love and thoughts is more than okay.

I can’t even begin to describe how much she’ll be missed....💔💔💔

#please tag for all stories and thoughts #I’d like to read some..#signing off #the blog will remain up but inactive.#since I don’t know how to use tumblr I’ll just add some of this to the description and leave it up #I’m debating whether or not to post some of her drafts/prompts #warning for suicide mention

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#Sean #Sean gayle #reblog #yesssssss

How are you today?

Hanging in there💕 thanks for asking

jakemckenzic

hey wasi! i’m tryna find some good jake fics to forget about all the hate he and jake stans are getting do you got any recs?

oh shit uhmm… i usually just go through the ‘jake mckenzie’ tag until i find fics?? but i recommend to check out @choicesimaginesandmore, @50shadesofjakemckenzie and @endlessraj, they’re my fav writers and you should defs check out their jake + mc masterlist!!

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Ahh tysm💕❤️💕

#thank you!!!!!!!#mention #reblog

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Open Letter to an Old Friend

Friends. It’s a word, no a term we throw around quite often every day. But what is a friend? Do we still have the meaning for it as we had five, ten years ago? There are people I consider my friend, but are they my friend? In the online version they are- Facebook claims my friendships are strong and wonderful. We interact every day! You like my photo, I like your status…

But when was the last time we communicated? The last time you messaged me, let alone called me?

We’ve known each other for fifteen years. I’ve called you my friend for years, I’ve listed you as a future bridesmaid. And yet, it’s been two years since you made direct contact with me.

Three, if you ignore the fact I was always the one to start the conversations.

Why do I feel the need to still call you a friend? Just last week Facebook popped up with a message, all fireworks and smiles saying we’ve been friends for six years!

We saw each other once, last year. You had no idea that I was becoming a teacher or that I had cut my hair short (a year earlier.) You seemed surprised I knew your boyfriends name, and that I knew you were finally getting the promotion you’d wanted. How did I know? I laughed, because I cared- that’s how. We’re friends, right? We should know the small stuff.

But you’re not my friend, not anymore.

All I am is a number, a statistic in the crowd to witness the successes you want to share on Facebook. And for so long, I’ve accepted that to mean we’re friends even after all this time.

I refuse to be a number to you. I refuse to care anymore, for someone who doesn’t know anything about me that’s not on my Facebook wall.

Why do I feel guilty, though? Did I not try hard enough to keep our friendship alive? I say you don’t call me, but do I call you?

I have to remind myself that I did call you. For over two years, I was the one calling first, messaging first. I burnt my end of the candle all the way down…but you never even lit a match. You barely responded, cut me short with a “bye, love you.”

Unfriending someone seems so drastic, so final. But it’s time to end this charade, this false friendship.

So goodbye, and thanks for the memories. - EW

choicesimaginesandmore

Never feel bad about having to break it off with someone, no matter their relationship to you, if they are not a positive and healthy influence on your life.

Very powerful and well written💕

#if you need a friend #I'm always here #reblog #not choices #unrelated

rubiia

anyone has a masterlist or something for fanfics with Jake/Male!MC? I’m desperately trying to find something but to no avail 😭😭😭😭

choicesimaginesandmore

Thanks @shadowkageru for mentioning me! My masterlist has a lot of nonspecific Jake x MC and specifically Male MC x Jake 😊 the link to it is in my blog description or you can search masterlist on my blog

#reblog #mention #fanfic masterlist

Do you get hate?

Yeah I think everyone does.I just delete it and don't let it bother me which I think is the best way to go unless it does bother you.When it gets to me I just rant to someone or think it through and I'm fine but I understand why others post theirs and stuff.But I'm a drama free blog and I don't want to lost all that negativity it's just not worth it.I'd rather know in my heart that they're wrong then try to prove it and start a war where im plagued by it for a week or weeks.🤷‍♀️

Tbh you're more of a queen bee then Holly is at this point. She only separates us...

I don't know whether to be honored or sad?? Thanks I guess but I won't be dragged into everything happening (drama free, as my description says😘)

Did you buy the gem scene to take a LI to bed at the end of chapter 10 of ES. I did for Jake and holy moLY that boy is kinky it was so much to take in

I did and of course knowing me it was with Jake but still 👌🔥

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@superpotato824 I feel like this is like at least 98% on you, my friend. I’ll accept like 2% of the responsibility because of my RoE Poorly-Disguised-Seamonsters AU musings. 2% tops.