explodes you with mind

she/they | 20 | niche off runner up can't stop throwing rocks at people

[choralendall]

self proclaimed fantastic cook friend invited a few of us over for dinner one time and served pancakes that were HORRID and i never said anything cause that rude but like

how did you fuck up pancakes

[choralendall]

some people get into using big words wayyyy too quickly you have to build that shit over time by cramming your head against books you don't understand

[choralendall]

haven't cried in half a year and i've had 3 sobbing fits in the past two days (one was in class and one was on a PLANE! oh im so cooked

[choralendall]

how to end my unlimited resentment and hatred no borax no glue ???

[choralendall]

got chunky highlights 🤯

[cmykeyz]

magdalena bay poster for my brother 💿✂️

[choralendall]

if you look like a twink and claim a "sleeper build" i fear you've gone beyond the bounds for that term your build is hibernating for the winter

[miraclemaya]

it would be so fucking embarrassing if we meet aliens and they are like wow you guys have the same technology as we did 300 gyroaays (unit of time) ago, that's awesome. and we are like wooo that's so cool and they are like yeah so what are your thoughts on electrons and glorons and we just like missed glorons and they are so important and easy to discover but we missed it and have eben fuccking around and they laigh at our shitty science built around the gaping wound that is the absence of glorons

[choralendall]

wish there was an option to keep the block button on my screen at all times. in place of the follow one, perhaps

i'd like to click on someone's profile to learn more about them to follow them. with blocking, i know in my soul

[choralendall]

valentine's day coord; can't be bothered with a relationship but i loveeee and excuse to dress up

[the-boring-distopia]

no more Alectopause, I had enough. I'm doing it myself

[skaraptor]

AO3 should have an Annotation Mode where you can click to view all of the author's commentary and thoughts about certain parts of the work. A little comment that says "I spent five hours researching vintage radio mechanics for this and didn't even end up using it" or "this is an ancient Hebrew literary technique!" would make my day

[birdplushie]

carol asking "was that me? how many people did i hurt just now? did anybody die?" and throwing up at even the implication of the answer, laxmi saying "you killed 11 million", carol referring to herself as a mass murderer... it really is so astronomically unfair to have the guilt of 11 million deaths put on your shoulders because you dared to be upset that your wife died, and who knows how many more because you briefly forget about this new bizarre 'you aren't allowed to get angry about anything' rule after passing out and waking up to like five people touching you who won't stop when you tell them to. it's not your fault carol... :(

[choralendall]

this is a less important part of the overall understanding of epstein, but it still makes me very irritated how there have been people dumbing this down into "so there is an elite jewish pedphile ring!" or "guys epstein and his circle are all satanist baal worshipers... we were right !!"; i can mostly speak to the second one but both are extremely reductionist (thought the first is especially problematic).

just a basic level of incorrectness, baal is an ancient pre-yahweh (christian) god of storms. his evolution, rivaling to the christian god, and eventual absorption into christian demonology is a very interesting process! he is not, in fact, satan. why are we just throwing around buzz words. let's all satanic panic guys !!

and it really is interesting how there's such a push to pin the source of epstein's power on a shorthand for "super evil" instead of acknowledging that his utilization of judaism, christianity, and spirituality is a weapon. it doesn't actually matter if he's jewish or he loves baal because these aren't identities that make you into the worlds most prolific pedophile, it's his wealth and influence in world governments.

this is a pattern we've seen regularly across world history, genuinely all the time. alexander the great legitimizes himself by claiming to be the son of zeus-amon, the nazis both use white nationalist christianity and spirituality, the british monarchy claim legitimacy through god. these religious beliefs aren't to blame, the people in power are. for being awful.

claiming a jewish cabal is also doubly insane because epstein is like 99% sure to be a israeli agent. when he's talking about how jewish people are better than other "races", he's doing so because he's an extreme zionist actively supporting a ethnostate committing genocide (among every other horrible thing he's done seriously what the hell). jewish people are not part of a worldwide conspiracy. let's stop ignoring the real problem.

i just have a lot of thoughts on this in general but we have to keep our eyes out for deflections from the blame on the ultra rich. he's not especially evil because he worships something you don't like, it's because he is a rich man in wealthy circles who can bypass any and all regulations

[choralendall]

just finished watching pluribus, and i feel like you can tell vince gilligan knows the show is going to get ripped to shreds to find its meaning because of his reputation. i feel like the story can be read to represent so many different things across the whole cultural spectrum, but it's not *exactly* any of them. like yeah, the hivemind could represent ultra collectivism, but i feel like it's more about colonialism that conquers under a mask of charity. yeah, carol is acting like everyone has to listen to her (and has moments that could be read as racist) but also the world's ending and they kinda should be listening to her. nothing about the show feels cut and dry really, and part of that feels like gilligan trying to stop phonk dark triad edits from getting his works again

[paternosters]

Pluribus, intentionally or not, is the most post-2020-2023/COVID media I’ve seen since living through those years.

Something terrible starts to happen all around you, all over the world. So many people are infected so fast, and now suddenly the person you love most is infected, and she’s in distress, so you rush to get her help but not a single expert or authority figure around you has the capacity to tell you what to do. Your wife dies, right in front of you, and there are so many bodies everywhere that you’re seeing them on the street. You stay in your house because you have to hope your house is safe, but 800 million people just died and even if you don’t know that exact number just yet you can extrapolate from all the horror you’ve just witnessed in your own city.

And then, the next morning, it’s a bright sunny day and everyone (who lived) wakes up and tells you it’s over, we did it, so sorry for your loss. Yup, everything is okay, we lost a couple, but we’re good now. Would you like to go back to normal? 

Even the other ‘unaffected’ people in the world look at you like you’re insane when you bring up how bad the situation was. Well, MY family is intact and I want to be happy, so let’s make peace with the world as it is. We just want to be happy again, and, look, everyone is ready to pretend with you. 

Why are you so angry? 

[loveridden1999]

look at the saviours of my planet dog i am soo fuckedd