Hi… it’s been a long time.
Hi every one, I’m back on tumblr. I used to be on this site so many years ago. With exceptions of small profile updates in recent times, I lost touch with it due to life changes. As life does change, so does my views and beliefs. I no longer considered myself Christian, Mormon, or both. So much evil I’ve seen done in this world in the name of those two that it didn’t feel right to be considered or identified as such.
Coming back here feels weird since I have no idea what changed on this platform. I used to be on this for poetry, photography, art inspiration, & spiritual inspiration. Now I’m not sure what I can do on this platform. I’m used to instagram (so much so I made another one to leave my private behind), twitter, and TikTok. I would like to get into what I loved consuming in high school artistically. But with me being a fangirl not sure what I can do to balance my passions out.
Anyways, anything I’ve reposted or said about God, Jesus, or the Bible as a Christian, I want to apologize for the harm I have caused. I have been harmed by it for so many years that I chased the “good” in it to compensate the toxicity I was given. While I consider myself spiritual or agnostic and am still fascinated with Christianity for what it was initially before it revolved into something so horrible, I won’t be sharing any of it anymore. I can be spiritually, emotionally & mentally positive and share things of hope and positivity that I think this world really needs, even when it’s so bleak right now.
I hope to post more in this platform in nearest future. I just have to figure things out of what I want to curate and create. Much love, Christina (formally known as state-of-grace)
