❝I HOLD MY OWN STARS❞

where there's life there's hope.

[biancatonic]

“No, I won’t be doing any fucking shows right now. Now leave it the fuck alone, faggot!”

[christinefosters]

“Oh no, you do not get to talk to me like that. Not right now while I’m trying to help your gay ass.”

“Now shut up and stand up. Please.”

[graingerxstephensonnull-blog]

“But the problem is I feel like it is insignificant. I spent so much time feeling like worrying helped the last time, but it didn’t. And now I’m here and something can be done about finding him, so my feelings about the whole thing are just going to get in the way.”

[christinefosters]

“But you’re allowed to worry. You’re allowed to be scared. When you don’t let yourself and you try to bury it, it festers and it... it changes you and it’s really, really hard to go back. You’ll shut down, you’ll lose sight of... parts of yourself you didn’t know you could lose.”

“You don’t have to make yourself numb to help him.”

[graingerxstephensonnull-blog]

“I have to do something. I’m not supposed to look for him, so I’m going to work. I’m not sitting in the empty apartment.”

[christinefosters]

“That’s not what I mean. I mean the part where you undermine yourself because you think what you’re feeling is invalid. You bury it and shove it away because you think it doesn’t matter or that it’s insignificant or selfish. It’s not. That’ll eat you alive.”

[graingerxstephensonnull-blog]

“Don’t worry about me. James is the one that’s missing. I’m… I’m okay. I have… have to work.”

[christinefosters]

“Grainger, don’t. Please don’t do that to yourself.”

[christinefosters]

    ➳ ❝ The director? You’re joking or you have to be mad. A director can’t be too terrifying. He could yell a bit, but I can’t imagine him killing me.

    — ❝ You may think it sounds like I’m being extremely over-dramatic, but -- oh, jesus. Alright. Fine. You win. We’ll wait for him to show up and you can see for yourself. ❞

[christinefosters]

biancatonic

Chris tried to hide the snort, but failed hard in doing so. “You were already looking a damn mess, that day! You’re lucky I saved your ass from a disaster, that’s all I’m gonna say.”

   — ❝ Shut up. You’re the one who gave me the “you’re always beautiful” speech.  ❞ Christine huffed, crossing her arms before she allowed herself a small smile. ❝ But... thanks for having my back. Think, by any chance, you can have it again on Halloween?  ❞

[jason-todds]

[christinefosters]

quicksllvers

Elizabeth Olsen and Aaron Taylor-Johnson behind the scenes of The Avengers: Age Of Ultron.

[christinefosters]

ozhart

    ➳ ❝ Pretty sure he could kill someone? What exactly does he do here? I’m almost curious now. I want to see how much yelling is a lot.

     — ❝ You’re kidding, right? Do you want to die? He’s the director. Well, he and his brother, but Orion’s really the one in charge. I’m not an exaggerator, guy, you’re really going to want to get out of here. ❞

[christinefosters]

ozhart

    ➳ ❝ He sounds lovely. Does he shout or is it something more terrifying?

    — ❝ Both. He shouts a lot and I’m pretty sure he could kill someone. But he mostly just shouts. A lot. Trust me, it’s not worth subjecting yourself to that. ❞

[christinefosters]

ozhart

    ➳ ❝ I can’t help but notice it’s not time for me to be awake yet.

     — ❝ Listen, any other day, I’d just let you sleep on, but we’ve got rehearsals today and Orion’ll be here any minute. Trust me when I say you do not want that to happen. ❞

[christinefosters]

tonixosborne

    ➳ ❝ Well I find your lack of faith disturbing, so we’re even I guess.

    — ❝ We’re hilarious. ❞

     ❝ Please fix me, Toni. ❞

[christinefosters]

biancatonic

Chris cackled at the confession of her being scared of him. The fact that anyone would be scared of the lady clown just amused him. “You have a point. ..Are you really scared of me, though?” He asked, cracking another dimple to dimple grin.

    — ❝ Oh, come on, I always have good points. And don’t play with me, Chris. I haven’t forgotten your reaction that day I had the audacity to leave my place without wearing makeup, ❞ Christine warned, coughing into her arm. ❝ Stop smiling like that! This is a tragedy. ❞

[christinefosters]

tonixosborne

    ➳ ❝ Oh come on, don’t give up too quickly. We’ve got time. Maybe if I had some vitamin c drops.

     — ❝ I find your optimism disturbing. ❞

[christinefosters]

biancatonic

“Oo. Nuh-uh. I know you did not just give me attitude. You need to check yourself before you start checkin’ me.”

    — ❝ You may scare me, Chris, but if you’re sassing me, I’m sassing you. That’s the single unspoken term of our relationship. ❞

[christinefosters]

tonixosborne

›› ❛ I can already hear him shouting. I’ll help you figure this out by tomorrow. ❜

     — ❝ Just kill me. Do it quickly. ❞

[christinefosters]

biancatonic

“Were you born with cotton in your ears? You sound like a girl. I sound like a toad.”

     — ❝ Stop trying to make me feel better, Chris, it’s not working. ❞

[christinefosters]

aurorexchevalier

❝ Oh, eet weel ‘elp. I zeenk. Eet might be somezing else. Ce que Dominique a dit?

➸ Christine bit her bottom lip when the woman spoke French, suddenly drawing a blank on essentially all of her high school French classes. She cleared her throat before speaking again, resisting the urge to roll her eyes at the awful sound it made. ❝ Well, it’s worth a shot. Let’s try. Where’s the tea? ❞