âHey guys! Jacob here, today Iâm starting my weight loss journey!â Jacob tugged at the hem of his blue hoodie. It wasnât unwearable yet but it was clinging to his, recently developed, soft belly. He put his hand on it as he continued, âThis morning I weighed in at 192 pounds. Which isnât too big but definitely my heaviest weight as of yet and I wanna keep it that way!âÂ
Jacob had dark brown hair, light tan skin, and was about 6 foot tall. He was soft, had some muscle but not much. Jacob had played some sports growing up and had generally kept fit throughout high school and college, but since post-grad and getting a desk job he had softened up significantly.Â
âI plan to watch what I eat, cut down on processed food, and work out 5 times a week! This excess chub should just melt off of me and I will be lean again in no time!! I will update you guys on how itâs going soon!â
Jacob turned off his phone and set it down as he thought to himself, tomorrow, Iâm starting the diet tomorrow.
Current weight: 192 lbsÂ
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âHey everybody, itâs been a bit!â Jacob smiled sheepishly at the camera. The brunet had softened up even more since his first video. His blue hoodie is tight now, barely covering the bottom of his belly. âSo the diet isnât going as planned. I thought I could control myself but Iâve managed to put on 30 pounds since I started my âweight lossâ journey!âÂ
He had tried vaguely to diet some and workout occasionally the first couple weeks after he had posted his video, but his efforts didnât last long. Jacob had been getting fast food most days, laying on the couch for hours after sitting at his desk all day, and saying over and over to himself, âIâll workout and eat clean tomorrow.â So far he hadnât kept that promise.
âI promise that Iâll try again and actually get serious about losing weight. Work has been so draining recently and everyone knows I love to comfort eat. Next video I will have lost weight for sure, Iâm just off to a rocky start! See you guys next time.â
He ended the recording. âI should have a salad tonight, to kick off my new efforts for weight loss,â Jacob said to himself. When he looked into his fridge he saw leftover pizza. Well I should get rid of that now that Iâm going to eat healthy he thought. He moved to throw the pizza away but stopped himself and thought to himself, I canât waste food like that. Iâll just finish it off as a last cheat meal, no harm in that. Save the salad for tomorrow.
âAlright itâs Jacob, back with another video!â the brunet smiled, looking happier than previous videos. Despite his stomach hanging out of the bottom of his hoodie by several inches, his rounded face was smiling. âSo you probably canât tell but! I lost 4 pounds! Well, I gained 55 pounds but then I lost 4 of those! My biggest loss during this journey! I know Iâve not been on track most of the time but I really think Iâm turning it around.â
Jacob had gained all over since the last video he had posted. No one following along with his journey had much faith in him losing the weight he had gained during his âweight lossâ journey. They could all see his belly jiggle and how wide his thighs were getting. His sweatpants looked more like leggings and though it wasnât visible in the video, they could tell his ass had grown too from how wide his hips had gotten.
Jacob bent down slightly to grab his phone to stop the video, as he did so the sound of his pants ripping stopped him in his tracks. The shocked O shape of his mouth was all the audience needed to see to know his pants had torn.
âOh no,â Jacobâs chubby face was closer to the camera as he held the phone up, âI guess I need new workout clothes. See you guys next time.âÂ
Jacob rushed to stop recording. âI can not believe it! Even with those 4 pounds lost, Iâm still too big for my clothes!â he said aloud to himself. âIâm gonna go for a run,â his stomach rumbled as he said it, âBut first I need a pre-workout snack!â
He headed into the kitchen. After his âsnackâ he felt too full to run, he didnât wanna jiggle and upset his tummy. Instead he took a nap on the couch. I will run tomorrow!
âHey guys, so Iâm back with another weight update,â Jacob sighed, âthere is no point calling it a weight loss journey anymore since Iâve managed to pack on well over 100 pounds since I started this.â He was dressed in a new blue hoodie that fit better than the old one but was by no means loose. The previously chubby man was certainly a fat man now at over 300 pounds. His softening jawline had swapped to a full on double chin, his thighs rubbed together every time he walked, and his arms were even getting jiggly. But his belly was the main attraction. It had blown up as he gained 123 pounds, it had stretch marks all over and was slowly developing into a double belly. His ass had grown too, from the many hours he had spent sat on it at both work and in his living room.
âI really donât know how this is going so wrong! Everyday I say âtoday I am going to eat healthy and workoutâ and it never happens.â Jacob sighed again and patted his big tummy. âThis thing seems to be running my life at the moment, maybe I should just give in and be the fat boy my appetite wants me to be!âÂ
Jacob thought, for a moment, about what it would be like to let himself fully indulge in the fat lifestyle. No longer think about dieting or working out, no longer beating himself up for gaining weight, letting himself admit that he actually enjoyed being fat and gaining weight. He smiled at that.
âI donât know guys, Iâll keep you all updated, see you soon!â He turned off his phone and with a new sense of determination, walked into the kitchen.
âHey guys! Itâs Jacob again,â this time his smile was almost as wide as his body. He looked massively bigger than he did in his last video and his hoodie barely managed to cover the top of his stomach. His sweatpants were clinging to his thighs once more and he knew he needed new clothes but he loved the feeling of tight ones too much.
âI decided to say fuck it! I love eating and I hate running, so Iâve stopped punishing myself everyday for doing what I enjoy,â Jacobâs hand rested on the top curve of his belly and was gently rubbing it as he spoke. âYes, Iâve gained 260 pounds since starting this journey but this is the happiest Iâve ever been with my body!â
And what a body it was. Jacob now had a huge pair of moobs, his legs and hips much wider than before, even his feet were getting fatter! However, his stomach took the cake. Literally. He had just eaten a whole sheet cake to celebrate over 250 pounds gained! His lower belly was big and soft, his ânewâ hoodie was incapable of covering it. The upper belly was tight and hard since it was currently stuffed full of food.
âMy new diet is âeat whatever I want whenever I wantâ and my exercise routine is âwalking to the fridgeâ. Iâll check in with you guys again once I hit 500 pounds.â
Jacob turned the camera off and smiled again. Speaking of the fridge, I wonder whatâs in there right now. He waddled away to find out.
"Hi guys! Iâm back!â Jacob waddled around in a slow circle to show off how big he had gotten while his pudgy fingers held a burger that he was taking bites of. The glutton had let himself go so intensely that he couldnât imagine going without food for the few minutes it would take him to film his update. âI am happy to report that I am currently 538 pounds!â
Most of the over 80 pounds he had put on went directly to his ass, hips, and thighs. Jeans were a problem now and he had to wear sweatpants most days, even at work. Speaking of work, they had to replace his chair twice already as he had broken one and gotten stuck in the second one. Soon he would be struggling to get through doorways with how wide he was getting. His belly had grown some too and was getting closer and closer to his knees every day. Walking was becoming a struggle but Jacob didnât mind, as long as he could get food he didnât care if he was out of breath after walking to his front door to grab food deliveries.
âI canât believe I weigh over a quarter of a ton!!! Hopefully soon Iâll be half a ton and maybe one day a full ton⌠Well, Iâll update you all soon. Someone suggested I try Boost to get more gains so weâll see how that works out! Goodbye,â Jacob smiled to himself then took another bite of his burger. He was getting massive and he loved every second of it. If only he had someone to share this journey with.
"Everyone, say hello to my boyfriend!â Jacob was standing next to a handsome man with dark curly hair and brown skin. The man was helping Jacob to stand up, gently pinching his soft sides.Â
âHello everyone, I am Artemis,â he said with a shy smile on his face.
âHe saw my videos and started messaging me and it turned out that we live in the same town!â Jacob said, super excited to share his boyfriend with his audience. âWe hung out a few times and really hit it off so now we are dating. He has been helping me with my gains too and I am up to 651 pounds!!â
Relationship weight had hit Jacob hard. Now that he no longer had to walk to the fridge and back as much, he barely moved anymore. He had put on over 100 pounds since meeting Artemis and he was nothing but ecstatic.Â
"We also started trying weight gain shakes and using Boost and boy have those helped!â Jacob and Artemis both patted on Jacobâs stomach. The fatter man patted the top part where he could reach and Artemis patted the lower part that covered up most of his thighs now. Jacob had to widen his stance greatly to keep himself upright now that he was over 3 times as large as he was when he started his journey.Â
âI love seeing you grow, darling,â Artemis said into Jacobâs ear as he grabbed Jacobâs rolls.
âI know, baby,â Jacob kissed Artemisâs cheek then turned to face the camera again. âWell, weâll see you all again soon!â
Artemis waved at the camera as Jacob turned it off.
âLetâs get you something to eat, my growing boy,â Artemis said as he helped Jacob get back to sitting on the couch.
âYes! I feel hungry from all that talking and standing,â Jacob put his hand back on his stomach, an action he found himself doing nearly all the time now. He smiled as he watched his boyfriend walk to the kitchen for him.
"Welcome back to another video!â This time Jacob was sitting on the couch, the remnants of fast food wrappers all around him. âStanding has gotten so tiring recently so I hope no one minds that I am sitting down for this one.â
It was easy to see why standing was tiring, Jacob had ballooned up to 801 pounds since he had last shot a video. His big apron belly now consumed his lap and reached his knees while he sat. He took up the majority of the couch but his boyfriend still managed to perch on the arm rest.
âArtemis has moved in to help me out now that my mobility is limited! It has been great being able to spend so much time with him. I even get to work from home now!â Jacob beamed as he talked about his current situation. Despite how much weight he had piled on he seemed as happy as ever, maybe even happier.
âI am proud to announce that I have gained 609 pounds since starting my journey! I have more than quadrupled my start weight and I am not done gaining yet! My goal is to reach half a ton and I know I can reach that, especially when I have the help of an amazing audience and boyfriend,â his fattened face smiled brightly as he waved his pudgy hands, âSee you all in the next update!â
Artemis hopped off the couch to turn the camera off and then went to prepare another shake for Jacob.
âHere you go, darling. Weâre gonna get you to 1000 pounds in no time,â Artemis said as he put the funnel into Jacobâs mouth and started pouring the thick, fattening cream down his throat. Artemis and Jacobâs hands both rubbing circles into his belly.
"Hey everyone!!â Jacob was sat with his massive thighs spread to allow his even larger belly to rest on the bed. âWalking to the couch burns too many calories so Iâve decided to stay in bed as much as possible now. If I wanna hit half a ton soon, I need to limit any movement.â
Jacob had ballooned significantly since he had started his weight journey. He went from a slightly soft 192 pounds to a massively obese 926 pounds in only a few years. Since walking to his car (and fitting into his car and wearing professional clothing) had gotten so laborious for him, he had swapped to working from home instead. It worked out in favor of the company though, since they could no longer afford to upgrade his desk chair every month. He had also had a few instances of getting stuck in doorways, so he and his work agreed it would be best for him to stay home and work remotely.
âHappy to report that I have broken into the 900s and am now only 74 pounds from 1000! I know we can get there soon but Iâm so impatient!!â Jacob was so covered in fat his whole body jiggled every time he opened his mouth or moved his hands. The massive man grabbed the tube hanging near him and took a long sip from it.
âSorry guys, I need to make up for every calorie and all this talking is tiring me out. Anyways, see you all next time when I hopefully break half a ton!â
Artemis turned the camera off as Jacob waved goodbye. He had been waiting excitedly to fill Jacobâs round stomach once his video was done. Artemis was feeding Jacob roughly 7 meals a day and kept the funnel filled at all hours so he could drink gainer shakes or sodas constantly with ease.
âReady for dinner number two, darling?â Artemis said as he walked over, holding a huge tray covered in enough food to feed a family of 4.
âAbsolutely, my love,â Jacob replied and then opened his mouth as Artemis placed the tray on top of his expansive belly.
Artemis started to hand feed Jacob, stopping frequently to rub his big, tight stomach and give him time to drink more of his shake.
At this rate, Jacob thought to himself, Iâll be over a half ton in no time.
Current weight: 926 lbs
Weight gained: 734 lbs
(just a reminder: likes = 1lb, reblogs = 3lbs, and comments/replies = 5lbs! and the next part is the final part!)
"Hey guys,â Jacob said between a mouthful of food. âI have officially reached 1000 pounds! One thousand and one hundred and one pounds to be specific!! I am shocked I managed to go hundred pounds over my goal! And to celebrate I will be eating 10 cakes!â The enormously large man took another bite of cake from the plate resting on his humongous belly. âIâve already eaten 8 today, this is my ninth one! I just couldnât wait to start eating them!!â
Jacob had grown into a blob of a man. He was utterly massive, now over five times his starting weight. Rolls covered his body, he cheeks were so round it was hard to see his facial features. He had a triple chin that wobbled as he ate, talked, breathed. There was not a bra large enough to properly contain his moobs. His arms were made entirely of rolls. But his belly, that was the masterpiece. His stomach was truly ginormous. It occupied the majority of the bed, along with his thighs. It was a mass of flesh and jiggled constantly. Jacob was incapable of reaching the bottom of it and fully unable to reach underneath it. It rested upon the bed and was taking up more and more space by the day. Artemis had to sleep in another room of the apartment as Jacob took up too much of the queen size bed for them to both sleep there comfortably. His thighs had grown so much it was becoming difficult to raise them off the bed. Jacob was loving the feeling though and Artemis was enjoying seeing him grow as well.
Jacob grabbed the last chunk of chocolate cake that was laying on his stomach and ate it quickly. âBabe, could you please feed me the last cake? My arms are getting tired from all this movement.â
âOf course, darling,â Artemis responded. He picked up a slice of the vanilla cake and held it close to his partnerâs mouth. Jacob took bite after bite, with the way he ate, you never wouldâve guessed he had already stuffed himself with nine other cakes.
âGod, this is so good. Thank you, dear, for helping,â Jacob said as Artemis was grabbing the next slice.
âItâs my pleasure, you know I love to feed you,â Artemis said as held another slice to his loverâs mouth. He gave him a kiss on the forehead and continued feeding him until there was only one slice left.
âGod, I feel so full, baby,â Jacob said as he rubbed the top part of his belly, the only part he could really reach.
âYouâre doing so well, only this slice left. Youâve got this,â Artemis said as he gently stroked his belly as well.
Jacob nodded his head and then took the next bite, ready to be done. They continued on through the majority of the slice.
Artemis fed Jacob another bite as the large man rubbed his own belly. Jacobâs eyes opened wide as he heard a large cracking noise. âWas that th-,â Jacob was cut off as the bed collapsed below him.
âDarling, you seem to have broken the bed,â Artemis said, stating the obvious. He was stunned to be suddenly looking down at his boyfriend.
âOh my god. Can you help me up?â Jacob said, shocked to have broken through his bed like that. His body was wobbling from the movement.
âGive me your hands.â Artemis stood over him and took his hands into his own. âTry to get your legs under yourself. Okay, one, two, three, go!â
Artemis pulled as hard as he could to lift his large lover and Jacob tried to get his legs under himself. They struggled like that for a few moments, not getting anywhere. âBabe,â wheeze, âI donât,â wheeze, âthink,â wheeze, âthis is working,â Jacob said, breathing hard from one of the most strenuous activities he had partaken in in months. It wasnât typically so hard to get off the bed, as he was able to swing his legs off the side and then use the night stand to help get himself into a standing position. To lift his whole half ton self off of the ground however, was proving to be quite the challenge.
âMaybe if we roll you that could help?â Artemis suggested.
âRoll me? Jesus christ, thatâs hot,â Jacob said, still panting slightly from the strain. âLetâs give it a try.â
Artemis moved to his side and started to push him over, with hopes that maybe if his stomach wasnât weighing down his legs he could move them more easily. Artemis pushed and pushed but Jacob wouldnât budge.
âI think Iâm gonna have to call someone to come help out, maybe a few people,â Artemis resigned.
âOkay, well letâs finish the video,â Jacob said, âWhereâs the last bit of cake?â
âI set it down over here, are you sure you want to eat more when you can hardly move right now?â Artemis said as he grabbed the last few bites of cake off the side table.
âMight as well finish, weâve come this far!â Jacob said.
Artemis fed him the last bits of cake and Jacob patted his stomach triumphantly.
âThank you all for tuning in! And thanks for your support in getting me to my bed breaking, goal weight! See you all another time!â Jacob said and smiled wide as Artemis turned off the camera once more.
I canât be the only one whoâs addicted to fat, right? Thereâs just something so deliciously indulgent about it, the way it slowly creeps up on you, the way it jiggles and is able to be squeezed. The thought that an each feast will contribute to more blubber, an added bonus to doing something that everyone loves to do, eat. The day after pigging out still feeling the after effects, rubbing your hands across your body, poking and prodding your bloated fat, squeezing and watching it jiggle. Realizing how your body never used to be so sensitive, how each slight touch sends pleasure throughout your growing body, slowly rewiring your brain to love the sensation, to crave it, to want more. Before you even realize it, your pants are off, and you are craving for release. Your thoughts clouded by food and the need to be bigger. You start getting hungry at the thought, since you know the release will be even better when you are so bloated you can hardly catch your breath and barely move without your bulging belly almost in pain from food. Then before you know it you finish and itâs the best youâve ever felt, thatâs the cycle, the inescapable trap you entered, you want that feeling every second of the day, so the first thing is to get another feast to do it all over again.
orâŚHow to Dance With the Devil and Not Lose a Leg
This is an answer to a question I get asked frequently. I thought it was long overdue I wrote a response.
Diabetes is not the end of gaining. In fact for some, diabetes marks the beginning of their serious weight gain. Many gainers I know have had diabetes for years or even decades and have continued to gain well past 400 or even 500 pounds. These people are not legless cripples; in fact, many are gainers you all know and follow on Tumblr, YouTube, or other sites. They just havenât told you since talk of diabetes is the third-rail of gaining. (And anyway itâs really nobodyâs business but theirs.) I asked a few of these diabetic gainers for help in writing this post.
Diabetes is a manageable disease. Very manageable. Easily manageable. Despite this, most people with diabetes do not manage itâŚ
When I got diagnosed with my diabetes, I talked to this man on Grommr (back when I used to be a regular) and he gave me this advice. It was what ultimately got me the confidence to go back into gaining and it helped me go from 270 (at the time) and now im 520! Heâs done a mountain of work for gainers and he deserves a lot of respect.
Finishing my full day sponsored stuffing with another litre of soft drink. Fuck Iâm truly at my limit. Only ever been this full twice before. Canât even write a proper post here, too full to think. Please, my belly hurts so much, I need it to be rubbed and slapped and massaged
Yuki was withdrawn on Friday morning. Before I left for work, I showed her the cot I set up in the basement for her. I even bought her her own iPad to play around on while my parents were here so she wouldnât get too bored.
Still, she was clinging onto my side like she never wanted to let go. Her tiny arms dug into the chub on my waist.Â
When I started to leave for work, she burst into tears and I had to spend fifteen minutes calming her down before she let me get out the door. I felt so horrible and guilty that I picked up a dozen donuts on my way to the office and ate four in the car. I wasnât even sure where that impulse had come from, just that I knew Yuki wouldâve encouraged me to get the treats purely because I wanted them. I felt like I owed Yuki something for making her hide away in her own home and somehow that something was⌠eating donuts. Even though Iâd already eaten breakfast.
Yep, that was solid logic.
After work, I had to drive through rush hour traffic to get to the airport, and the whole time I had Yuki on my mind. What was she doing? Was she okay? Was she crying? God, I hoped she wasnât crying alone in that dark basement. It was too heartbreaking to consider.
When I saw my parents appear outside of âarrivalsâ it broke me out of my melancholy mood. I was too pleased to see them to stay sad. I hopped out of the car and popped the trunk for their luggage.
âPeter! You look wonderful honey,â my mom fussed, hugging me tightly. My dad patted my shoulder once my mom released me.
âColorado seems to agree with you,â he said with an amused glance at my belly. I laughed and rubbed the back of my neck.
âYeah, well. The new job keeps me too busy to exercise much,â I shrugged.
âYou look great sweetie, donât worry, your father is just grumpy from the flight,â my mom said, shooting daggers at my dad.Â
âIâm just joking, Pete. You look fine,â my dad said as we all got into the car.Â
âSo, howâs everyone back home?â I asked to change the subject. That got my mom started, and on the ride home I got an in-depth update on all the hometown gossip I could possibly want.Â
I couldnât help but feel relaxed and happy listening to my mom prattle on about her church friends and their drama. It was so familiar. Iâd missed my parents more than I realized.Â
Once we pulled into my garage, my parents started an excited commentary about how nice my house was. They wanted a tour so I walked them around the place. Nerves hit when they went in my bedroom since I knew Yuki had a drawer and section of my closet filled with her things, but my parents thankfully didnât go through anything. That wouldâve been difficult to explain.
I got my parentâs bags all set up in the guest room and then we ordered in some Thai food. It was weird not having Yukiâs cooking for dinner. Iâd gotten so used to being spoiled by her. I tried to keep the frown off of my face as we ate.
While we picked at our food, I talked about my job and how I was liking the new place. I ended up excusing myself at nine since that was when I usually started getting ready for bed. My parents werenât used to the one hour time difference, so it only felt like eight to them and they decided to stay up for a bit longer.
I headed upstairs to shower and get ready for bed. Once again, I found myself missing Yukiâs presence. I wondered how she was doing. I felt like a parent whoâd sent their kid to daycare for the first time. Which was ridiculous. She was a perfectly capable grown woman (demon). I shouldnât have to worry.Â
But I was. I was worrying.
When I slipped under the covers of my bed, I stared at the ceiling until my eyes got heavy. I was dozing a bit when Yuki literally appeared out of thin air at the foot of my bed.
âWhat the,â I said, startled.Â
Yuki hushed me.Â
âSorry, I just. I missed Peter,â Yuki said through a pathetic sniffle.
God, I was like putty in her hands when she did that.Â
âYukiâŚâ I glanced at the closed bedroom door. âCome here,â I said, opening my arms for her. She immediately scuttled onto the bed next to me and cuddled up to my side. She fussed, nuzzling me and hugging me all over. She chirped a few times, happy as a clam now that I was giving her attention.
âI know you said to stay downstairs but,â Yuki said apologetically, âI thought of something.â Yuki looked up at me. âYou said no one could see me because I donât look human.â
I nodded sadly.
âSo what if I looked human, then I could be here with you and your parents wouldnât know Iâm a demon!â Yuki said excitedly.Â
I frowned. âHow exactly would you do that?â I asked.
Yuki sat up out of my arms and got on her knees on the bed.Â
âLike this!â And then suddenly Yukiâs horns receded into nothing and her eyes turned dark brown and her tail literally vanished into nothing.
I was staring at a beautiful human woman.Â
âWhat? How?!â I stammered in a whisper-yell. She looked so different. It was almost wrong to see her without her distinct demon features, which was ironic since when I first saw her those things freaked me out. Now she looked naked without the horns framing her face like a crown. Her eyes looked so mundane.
âI tried it when you were working to see if I could do it and I can! Itâs transformation magic. Itâs all thanks to you for making me so strong, Peter,â she said, and then she launched herself back into my arms for a hug.
I laughed into her fluffy black hair.Â
âYouâre brilliant, Yuki. Absolutely amazing,â I whispered.
Yuki shuddered and made a funny excited growl sort of noise.
âThank you,â she whispered back.
*
In the morning, my mom made pancakes. She served me four, which I doused in syrup and inhaled in an embarrassingly short amount of time. I tried to pretend like I wasnât still hungry, but my stomach rumbled audibly.
âOh, someoneâs hungry,â my mom commented, and put a single extra pancake on my plate. Like that was going to sate my hunger.
âUh, yeah,â I said before stuffing the pancake in my mouth. My parents finished eating and I offered to clean up since it was my house, and also because my mom cooked. They reluctantly agreed and went upstairs to get dressed for the day. Instead of putting the leftover pancakes away, I shoved two in my mouth dry. Chewed. Swallowed. Shoved more in.
It was absolutely humiliating that I had to stuff my face in secret just as to not be embarrassed in front of my own parents. Yuki had been spoiling me too much, it seemed, if my belly couldnât even go one morning without being jammed full of calories.
I ate all five leftover pancakes and then had a pop tart for good measure. Once I loaded everything in the dishwasher, I went up to get myself dressed.
Yuki and I had stayed up way too late last night planning, and so I had to stifle some yawns as I put on some stretchy athletic shorts and a t-shirt. The shirt clung to my stuffed belly a little too much for my liking, so I spent a minute pulling on the fabric with my fists from the inside of the shirt until it was stretched out enough to hang a little looser over my body.
My parents were already downstairs when I made my way down.Â
âDo you mind if I invite my friend with us on the hike today?â I asked.Â
My parents looked surprised for a second before my dad was smiling and my mom was gasping excitedly.
âOf course! Is this a friend from work?â she asked.Â
I smiled. âNo, sheâs just someone I met when I was at the grocery store but she also just moved here so we connected through that,â I said, rehashing the story Yuki and I had agreed on last night.Â
My mom unsubtly mouthed âshe?â at my dad. I rolled my eyes fondly. My mom couldnât help herself.Â
âIâd love to meet her!â my mom said.
âThe more the merrier,â my dad agreed.Â
Here came the more difficult part. I had to really sell thisâŚ
âBut, uh I should warn you guys,â I said, furrowing my brow to make it more believable. It worked, as my parents both swiveled to give me their undivided attention. âShe was raised in a cult apparently. I donât know all the details, but you know⌠She doesnât know a lot of things about like normal life. So be cool, okay. Donât embarrass her. She might be shy and stuff too,â I said seriously.Â
My parents both had matching sympathetic looks on their faces.
âA cult?â my dad repeated, âHow horrible.â
âThat poor thing,â my mom said sadly. My dad nodded along.
Well, they bought it. So far so good.
Truthfully, the part of this plan I was most nervous about was how Yuki was going to act. Iâd had to give her tons of rules and instructions last night on how to act human. Hopefully it would be alright and if she acted odd I could just say that she was eccentric because of her traumatic upbringing.
I pretended to text my âfriendâ and then announced a few minutes later that sheâd agreed to come along.
When eleven A.M. rolled around, Yuki materialized in the backyard in her human disguise and I watched her walk around the house to knock on the front door. Luckily the houses in my neighborhood were a bit spread out and separated further by trees, making it unlikely that anyone could see Yuki appearing out of thin air. My parents were too busy packing bug spray and sunscreen to be looking out the windows too, thankfully.
Yuki knocked on the door. I grinned, excited to see her even though weâd talked through half the night.
âMy friendâs here,â I called as I walked to the door.
âOh how wonderful!â my mom murmured.
I swung open the door and there Yuki was. Only she looked so weird as a human. It was even more disorienting in the daylight. Her fluffy black hair was the same, but her skin no longer looked ashen and grayish, but rather a realistic pale, milky-white. She smiled at me with normal straight teeth.
She looked incredibly nervous.
âUm,â she cleared her throat. âH-Hi Peter!â
My chest fluttered. She was just soâŚ
âWhat are you doing, Pete? Invite her in,â my dad said from behind me. I rolled my eyes.
âCome on in Yuki,â I said. âThis is my dad Ken, and my mom Wendy.â
Yuki hovered near my side but dutifully put her hand out to shake just like we practiced.
âHello,â she mumbled. âIâm Yuki. Nice to meet you.âÂ
Her voice wavered but my heart was bursting with pride anyway. She was amazing. My parents were easily charmed by her shyness as well.
âItâs great to meet you, honey. Look how sweet you are. Oh good lord, Peter, where did you find her?â my mother gushed.Â
Yuki looked slightly overwhelmed, so I put a hand on my momâs shoulder.
âMom, stop freaking her out. I told you, we met at the store,â I scolded.
My mother tsk-ed with her tongue but let it go.
âReady to head out?â my dad asked.
So we all loaded into my car, my parents insisting that Yuki take the passenger seat, and we drove off to a nearby nature park.
I tried to focus on the road but Yuki was staring out the window in awe which was very distracting. Sheâd never been in a car before. My parents didnât seem to notice, thankfully, keeping up a steady conversation about the weather amongst themselves in the backseat.
Eventually, I parked by the entrance to the hiking trails and we all got out and put on sunscreen and bug spray.Â
âTicks are no joke!â as my dad pointed out.
We got started at a relatively slow pace. My parents were both in their 60s after all. I found myself feeling grateful for the easy pace because I hadnât been doing much exercising lately. My job sort of demanded I be sedentary for at least eight hours a day and with Yuki doting on me all the time whenever I was home⌠Well itâs safe to say my fitness was pretty much neglected as of late.
Yuki on the other hand was absolutely thriving out here.Â
âThe sun feels so good,â she said quietly to me as we wandered through the trail. It was a beautiful day. I hadnât realized that sheâd enjoy the feeling of sun on her skin. I felt retroactively bad for depriving her all this time even though neither of us had known she could look human until yesterday.Â
âLook Peter!â Yuki exclaimed loudly, grabbing onto my forearm. âYou can see the mountains over there! And, oh my gosh, look at that bird! Itâs so pretty!â she gushed.Â
I couldnât keep a smile off my face as I watched her excitement. It was contagious.Â
âVery cool,â I agreed and Yuki looked so pleased that Iâd validated her observations.
My parents also noticed and glanced at me with some very suggestive expressions on their faces, mainly my mother.
âYuki,â my mom said, watching with interest as Yuki dropped her hand from my arm with uncharacteristic shyness. It was probably because Yuki was nervous about blowing her cover as a human.
âY-Yes?â Yuki replied shyly.
âWhere are you from? Peter mentioned that you just moved to Denver,â my mom said with a reassuring smile. It seemed to work since Yuki relaxed a bit.
âUm, Montana,â she said, just like Iâd told her to.Â
My dad hummed. âYou liking it here?â
Yuki nodded, an easy smile lighting up her face.
âI like it here too, in case anyone was wondering,â I chimed in, and my parents laughed.Â
âWe didnât forget about you, honey. But your new friend is just so sweet. What do you do for work, Yuki?â my mom asked.
I knew my mother would be like this. She was nosy by nature. But hopefully Yuki would be alright since weâd talked over her supposed backstory.
âI work for a cleaning agency,â Yuki said slowly.Â
âOh, thatâs nice! Cleaning can be very therapeutic,â my mom said sagely. I huffed at her attempts at prying.Â
Yuki didnât seem to notice that my mom was hungrily digging for information, as she just said, âI love being useful!â with a cheery smile.Â
My dad raised an eyebrow.Â
âYeah,â I said with a tiny laugh. âYuki is always helping anyone who needs it, arenât you?â
Yuki started purring from my praise so I coughed loudly before anyone could catch on to what she was doing.Â
âYou alright, Pete?â my dad asked, thumping me on the back.
âFine,â I said, clearing my throat. âJust swallowed my spit wrong.â
âDonât you hate when that happens?â my mom said with a shake of her head.Â
Crisis adverted.Â
*
When we got to the lookout over a deep canyon, we stayed and admired the view for a few minutes. My mom took about 100 pictures with all of us in various combinations and poses. Yuki seemed to be having a blast, grinning from ear to ear in every one.Â
By the time we hiked back to our car, everyone was starving.Â
My dad suggested we go out to lunch, and my mom readily agreed. Yuki didnât say anything and I couldnât think of a reason to decline the request, so we all started googling restaurants nearby.
The issue was that Yuki couldnât eat. Or she could but she didnât like to. For some reason, Iâd failed to consider the possibility that my parents would want to take my new friend out to eat with us. I felt so dumb. I tried to come up with an excuse for why Yuki couldnât eat but aside from disclosing some kind of anxiety or eating disorder, I had nothing.
âHow about this one? Itâs a local bistro, that sounds nice,â my dad suggested.
âYuki? That sound good to you?â my mom asked.
Yuki looked at me and then back at my parents. âWhatever Peter wants, thatâs what I want.â
I could feel my parentsâ eyes on me but I just looked at Yuki. My cheeks were probably red but I could blame that on the sun.
âIâm good with that,â I said.
We piled into the car.
The bistro was very quaint. Yuki sat pressed against my side in the booth. While my parents had menus in their faces, she whispered, âMy tail really itches but I canât itch it because itâs gone,â with a sad little pout
I grimaced. âJust hold on a little longer, okay?â
Yuki nodded.
A middle aged lady walked up to our table to take our orders.
My parents got soup and salads, but I wasnât a big fan of most soups and salads were probably my least favorite food type.Â
âIâll have the cheeseburger with no lettuce or tomato and can I make the fries steak fries?â I asked.
âSure thing, hon,â the waitress said. âAnd you?â she asked Yuki.
I braced, waiting to see what sheâd say. Iâm not hungry, I have severe allergies so I donât eat out, Iâm in the middle of a cleanse and I canât have anything but juice for two weeksâŚ
Yuki said none of those things.Â
âIâll have the same as him,â Yuki told the waitress, looking at me.
Well, alright. Weâd just have to make enough of her food disappear so that my parents didnât notice that she didnât eat. I brainstormed. Maybe we could hide it in napkins or somethingâŚ
After the waitress disappeared with our menus, my parents got right back to their conversation.Â
âSo Yuki,â my mom started. âDo you have any plans for the holidays? Thanksgiving is only a few months away,â she said.
Yuki shifted her gaze to look at me. âUh, I-I donât think so.â
âNo?â My momâs expression turned sightly pitiful. âYou should come to Wisconsin with Pete! We always have extra room at our house. Weâd love to have you.â
My dad nodded along.
I rolled my eyes. Real subtle, Wendy. My parents were absolutely shameless in trying to get me a girlfriend. It was kind of endearing but ultimately annoying.
âUm, can I?â Yuki asked me, looking up pleadingly. Even though her eyes were an average shade of brown, the puppy dog effect still worked its usual magic on me.
âOf course. If you want to,â I said with a reassuring smile.Â
âOkay!â Yukiâs face lit up into a breathtaking smile and I swear my heart grew three sizes like in The Grinch.
My mom threw me a knowing look that I ignored.
Luckily the waitress saved me by bringing our food out.
âThat was fast!â my dad said.
âIt looks great, thank you,â my mom told the waitress.
âAwesome, let me know if you need anything,â the waitress said and then walked off.Â
My burger looked amazing. I was hungry enough that I dug in without really thinking about anything else, even though Yuki had the same huge portion in front of her that I knew sheâd rather not eat. It wasnât until Iâd taken a few bites of juicy burger that I realized Yukiâs ingenious plan.
I watched her just to make sure my mind wasnât playing tricks on me, but no. Yuki picked up her fork, stabbed her steak fries and brought them to her mouth. Only when they were about to breach her lips, they disappeared and she mimed chewing. In the same instant, my pile of fries grew on my plate. With each bite, she magicked her food onto my own plate. The same thing happened when she took a âbiteâ of her burger. I stared at my own plate and saw the missing bites Iâd already taken of my burger reappear whilst her own burger disappeared with each fake bite she took.
Yuki was an evil genius. Because now I had to eat two burgers and heaping portions of fries.Â
I figured I needed to eat fast in order to keep up the charade before anyone noticed my food was refilling. It was easy enough at first since I was hungry, but by the time Iâd eaten my entire portion and still had a half of a burger on my plate, I was getting full. Not to mention a large pile of steak fries. I shouldnât have stuffed myself full of extra pancakes this morning.
My parents didnât seem to notice anything amiss, thankfully. They continued on talking about how nice of an area my new house was in and how pretty the scenery was. Yuki and I nodded along, not contributing much.
I shifted, spreading my legs to give my belly more room because yes somehow my gut started filling up into my lap and hanging a tiny bit between my legs recently whereas before it would only barely brush against my lap. I was getting fatter everyday it seemed. And eating two entire entrees wasnât going to help. Yukiâs plate was pretty much empty, and mine was still half full. Ugh.
I felt a tiny hand brush over my thigh and give it a supportive squeeze. Yuki. It gave me a little encouragement to keep going.Â
While I probably had enough room to eat all of this, I knew I had to be able to get out of this booth and drive everyone home.Â
Again, ugh.
I burped into my fist and then picked up the burger. Ate a few forkfuls of fries. More burger. I was getting pretty full, but it felt sort of good in a weird way. Like a nice stretch from the inside. It made me squirm in my seat a bit. I pressed on the side of my belly to relieve some pressure. More burger, more fries. Everyone else was finished eating and that made me feel strangely embarrassed to be the only person still stuffing their face.Â
âThe portion sizes are big here, huh?â My mom commented, watching me eat. My cheeks were surely on fire. âJust because Yuki ate it all doesnât mean you have to dear,â she said. âHonestly, I donât know where you put it, Yuki.â
Yuki smiled innocently. âDunno either maâam,â she replied.
âOh sweetie, please call me Wendy!â
As they talked, I finally finished my final bite and leaned back into the booth with a groan.Â
The waitress dropped off the bill and I had to fight my parents to let me pay for everyone. Once I got my receipt, I sighed and started shuffling out of the booth, wincing as my tender stuffed belly was jostled.
I really needed to quit this habit of overeating.
The whole ride home, I was stifling burps, belly bouncing at any bump in the road. I could feel Yukiâs gaze on me but I focused on the road instead.Â
When we got back to my house, I offered to walk Yuki to her âcar.â
My parents each gave her a hug goodbye, which again had my heart thumping way too hard in my chest. Yuki seemed to like the affection too, if her ear to ear grin was anything to go by.Â
I walked Yuki to the end of the block where the woods got a little thicker. We hovered near the tree line and hopefully out of sight from our neighbors.
âAlright, you can, um, disappear back to the basement from here, right?â I asked.
Yuki hummed and nodded. âCan I go back to our room to sleep again tonight?â she asked.
My stomach filled with butterflies when she said âour roomâ instead of âyour room.â
âOf course,â I said and then Yuki stepped up to give me a hug, careful of my bloated tummy, and then promptly disappeared.Â
My brain didnât quite understand what I was seeing, Yuki there one second and gone the next, dissolving into thin air, but maybe that was a good thing. Itâd probably break my mind if I attempted to comprehend it.Â
When I walked back to my house, my parents were giving me this annoying look that basically said Iâve known you your whole life, you canât pull one over on me!
âWhat?â I asked tiredly.
My mom seemed to visibly contemplate her answer before saying, âYour girlfriend is adorable.â
I eye-rolled hard enough to give myself a headache. My dad burst out laughing at me.
âMom, Yuki is just a friend,â I said in the patient tone of voice that I often used at work.
âMhmm,â she hummed, unconvinced. âDid you try telling her that? She looks like a lovestruck puppy every time you look at her.â
Yeah, that did sound like Yuki. Iâd thought sheâd toned it down today though⌠Did that mean her adoring looks were usually more intense than a lovestruck puppy?Â
âWellâ,â I started, but then I didnât know what to say. âIâm going to shower off all this gross bug spray and sunscreen,â I announced and then practically ran upstairs, which was particularly impressive on such a full stomach.
âYouâre not fooling anyone, Pete!â my mother called.Â
âIâm going to put you in a nursing home if you donât cut it out!â I called back.
*
That night, Yuki appeared in my bedroom after Iâd gone to bed. I was so relieved to see her in her true form that I pretty much tackled her in a hug, which was usually the opposite of how it went with us.
âOof,â Yuki huffed in surprise as I tugged her body into mine. She started purring immediately though.
âI missed seeing you like this,â I mumbled into her fluffy black hair.Â
Yuki chirped. âDid I do good today?â
I hummed, rocking us both from side to side while we embraced. âYou did perfect. Absolutely perfect.â
Yuki nuzzled me, careful of her horns. My heart felt so light I feared it would break through my chest and fly away.Â
âMy eyes got kind of dry and itchy after a while, and not having a tail made me feel a little off balance, but I will work on it! Iâll just get better every time!â she announced optimistically.Â
âOf course you will. Youâre incredible, Yuki.â
I pulled back just enough to look at her face. I wanted to see her eyes, her natural eyes.
She blinked owlishly at me, a watery smile on her face. Iâd even missed seeing those shark teeth today.
âYour eyes are gorgeous, you know that?â I whispered. Looking at her now after seeing her in a human form all day, I finally noticed what it was about her eyes that enraptured me so. It wasnât even the color, though that was the most noticeable thing. Nor was it the size, since her eyeball was fairly normal in size.
No, it was that the iris of her eye was far bigger than a normal personâs. The whites of her eyes were mere slivers on each side. That purple iris and huge black pupil were endearingly big, cartoonish even. It was just another thing that added to her beauty.
I yawned, still holding tight to Yukiâs waist.
âBedtime?â Yuki whispered tiredly.
I loathed letting her go, but I knew we should both get some sleep. So I reluctantly opened my arms and watched her slither under my bed like she did every night.Â
âNight, Peter,â said the quiet demon under my bed.
âGoodnight, Yuki.â
Even though Yuki was right below me, I felt lonely.
*
My parents flew out Sunday morning, leaving Yuki and I the entire rest of the day to recover from the stress of the weekend. Yuki was cuddly as usual, but a bit more clingy. Almost like sheâd been when she first manifested here. I was clinging right back, to be honest. I didnât want to examine why that was.
Either way, I decided that since Yukiâs human disguise had worked so well this weekend, that I could start integrating her into the human world a little bit. After all, I wanted Yuki to have some independence.Â
So Yuki accompanied me to the grocery store that evening. She had on some sweatpants and a t-shirt, and by all means should have looked fairly average. But Yuki was still very beautiful without her demon features, and I became slightly worried as the humans in the grocery store seemed to notice this as well. It probably didnât help that she was clinging onto me with no shame nor concept of PDA.
âDo humans always stare like this?â Yuki whispered once weâd gotten a cart.
âSometimes,â I said, âwhen the person theyâre looking at is very pretty.â
Yuki blushed adorably. She was basically glued to my side, hugging my arm and occasionally putting her face into my shoulder to hide from wandering eyes.
âLots of impure thoughts going on here,â she said with a scrunched nose, glancing at fellow shoppers. I laughed.Â
âHumans are a bit rotten, arenât we?â
Yukiâs arms migrated to my middle to give me a tight squeeze. âNot Peter! Peter is a nice person. Never felt anything vile coming from you, never,â she said with a smile.
Ah, well, I guessed I should take that as a compliment.
âYou can sense what theyâre thinking just by being near them?â I asked while I examined the meat section. Chicken thighs were on sale.Â
âMhm! I can only tell when itâs a deviant thought. Pure thoughts are safe from me,â she said, than added, âI donât really know how it works.â
I put my arm around her shoulder. âThatâs alright. Thanks for telling me.â
Once we had all of the fresh ingredients from our list, I led Yuki to the bakery isle. I loved having bread with my meals.Â
âGet this one!â Yuki picked up the biggest baguette and held it up to me with a grin.Â
âOkay, fine,â I relented. We went through isle after isle and Yuki convinced me to add more food to my cart than I normally would. It was too hard to say no when she was just so excited over the most mundane things.
When we passed a little display that had glittery snow globes, Yuki basically lost her mind. She shook the thing and watched little reflective pieces float around with an awestruck look on her face.
âItâs soooo cool, can we get it? Please?â
Of course we got that snow globe. And then she smelled some candles that we just had to get!Â
I never said no to anything she held up to me. Purple oven mitts, a sparkly keychain, a birthday card that sang a stupid song when it was opened⌠All things that Yuki didnât need, necessarily. But Yuki wanted them, so she was going to get them. It was possible that I was spoiling her a bit. I reasoned that Yuki spoiled me too, so it all evened out in the end.Â
By the time we were in the check out line, Yuki pretty much declared that she loved the supermarket.Â
After the success of that first trip, I was happy to have Yuki tag along with me on other errands. She seemed to love being outside. When Iâd come home from work, Yuki would sometimes tell me about how sheâd taken to sitting on the patio in the afternoons, basking in the sun. So long as she was in her human form, she was welcome to do that.Â
And so we settled into a new routine where Yuki had more freedom. She could go with me on errands and potentially in the future once she understood human customs a little better, she would be able to go places on her own.Â
Just the thought of it made me feel a lot less guilty. Yuki was actually able to exist in the world without being held prisoner in my house now. It was a weight off my chest.
Ironically, the extra weight on my body hadnât gone anywhere. Instead, I was just getting even fatter. It was out of control, really. Iâd only had Yuki back in my life for four months, but Iâd gained about 35 lbs. Every dinner was elaborate and delicious, and I typically ate every last bit. And these recipes made enough food for four people!!
It didnât help that Yuki had begun dabbling in baking too. Now there were pies or cakes or pastries made every few days, and Iâd of course eat multiple helpings of those every night after Iâd digested enough from my dinner feast.Â
As a result of all of this overindulgence, I started to be hungrier. In the mornings, a few pieces of toast or frozen waffles used to be enough to fill me up. Now after eating that, I was hungry by mid morning and would snack on vending machine food to tide me over until lunch.
My lunch order was growing along with my waist. It wasnât intentional, but when I was hungry I had a propensity to over-order. And then when there was food in front of me wellâŚÂ
I couldnât blame this on Yuki, per se. She wasnât making me hungrier. But she was encouraging this side of me. Any time I mentioned that my clothes were getting tight or that I should cut back, sheâd tell me that she wanted me to be happy. That she could sense that I wanted to eat more. It wasnât necessarily untrue; I enjoyed letting myself go, eating whatever I wanted, but it was a headache to have to buy new work clothes for the second time in just a few months. It wasnât like I couldnât get my clothes on or anything, but I didnât want to torture myself by having my my pants digging into me all day while I was working, nor did I want to risk looking unprofessional in button downs that were loose enough to fit around me, but were tight enough that my flesh puckered around each button.
My gains were pretty obvious with or without new clothes. My belly, which before looked like a ball belly, or a beer gut, was now drooping a little over my waistband and forming rolls on my sides. My chest had puffed up too, forming two mounds of fat where before had been just hints of softness. Even my fingers looked puffy lately. My face wasnât showing much, maybe some softness around my chin but, my belly was definitely taking the brunt of the gain, for sure.Â
I wasnât particularly bothered by it, which was probably weird. Most people would freak out if they gained so much weight so fast. But for some reason, I only felt like I should be upset, rather than actually feeling that way. It was embarrassing, sure, but not in a bad way. I shrugged it off pretty easily.Â
As time went on, I began to consider that Yuki had been right about me and my so-called desires.
Eating whatever I wanted was fun. I grew used to being constantly full, and I found that having a full stomach was soothing in a way. Whereas before I would push these feelings away, shame and guilt eating at me, I now tried to embrace them. Yuki wanted me happy. Seeing me happy made her happy. Ergo⌠I should eat as much as my heart desires. For me. For her.Â
The mental gymnastics necessary for me to reach this conclusion were irrelevant.Â
What was relevant was that in a matter of weeks, I was up another 10 lbs. It wasnât super noticeable, at least to me. Yeah so what if my gut was sitting more in my lap everyday? Or if my upper arms were getting puffier, and that my face and neck were getting thicker? That was normal for a man entering his 30âs!
Anytime I mentioned these changes to Yuki she would coo at me, saying how handsome I looked with a little softness added on. And she said everything so earnestly! I was pretty sure she wasnât even capable of lying, so I believed her.Â
Anyway.Â
As one would suspect, Iâd gotten a few lighthearted comments from other execs. My secretary at work, Denise, was too polite to make a comment, but she had been taking lingering looks at my belly, particularly if sheâd just seen me eat a huge spread for lunch.
Overall, it wasnât too bad. Most of the other men I worked with were overweight. The CEO was pretty portly himself, so most of the teasing was self-deprecating, and it never bothered me.
There was one issue, however, that needed to be resolved.Â
I needed to get Yuki an identity. A real one. One that would let her get on a plane to Wisconsin come November because Iâd promised Yuki that she could have Thanksgiving with my family.Â
And yes, I was willing to commit a crime to make that happen.Â
In order to get Yuki an enhanced ID good enough to go through airport security, I had to delve back into my old habits as a young teenager with way too much unsupervised internet access.Â
I reintroduced myself to the dark web.Â
It was a testament to how close Iâd grown to Yuki that I was even willing to go to such lengths for her.Â
Going on the dark web was my last resort. I had tried asking Yuki if she could make an ID for herself using demon magic, but she said that she had no power like that. She couldnât conjure things from nothing, nor could she transform anything but herself, and even that only lasted a short period of time. Her ability to dissolve into shadows was also exclusive to only herself. Yuki explained that she couldnât take anyone or anything with her when she did so.
So I got my VPN going and searched my way through darknets I hadnât visited since I was in college. It took the better part of an afternoon before I found what I was looking for: someone who made and sold birth certificate and state ID forgeries. The personâs services supposedly included forging military IDâs and security badges good enough to get into the pentagon, so I hoped it was as legit as it seemed. It was insanely expensive (I only gave partial payment upfront, Iâm not an idiot) and I had to send in several photos of Yukiâs human face so that the person could complete my order. It was supposedly going to arrive in my P.O. Box next month.Â
Several thousands of dollars poorer, I would finally have a genuine identity for my strange, little lurking demon. I hoped she wouldnât mind that Iâd put my last name as hers as well. I just figured it would be easier that way.Â
*
Soon, it was Halloween. We passed out candy all night, which Yuki found fascinating.
She probably made every kidâs night by sharing enthusiastic praise about every childâs costumes as they came up our walkway. I couldnât help but grin at seeing her interact with humans. She was a bit childlike herself, especially when she got excited. She would gush over every cool mask or pretty dress. She squealed in delight at the one boy dressed as a superhero.Â
And then at the end of the night, Yuki hand-fed me all of the leftover candies, looking all sweet and doting.Â
No matter what she did, Yuki was always gentle, and kind, and caring, and beautiful, andâŚ
Stop, I mentally slapped myself.Â
Yukiâs (forged) ID came in in the mail with only a week to spare before our Thanksgiving trip to Milwaukee. I was a mess of nerves all week, worried about whether or not Yuki would be able to get through TSA with her forged license. I ate my stress a bit, munching on snacks all throughout my workday and eating my now-typical dinner feast.
The day of the flight, Yuki was a bundle of nerves, so I pushed my own worries down deep. I had to be strong for her.Â
As we stood in line, I ran a hand over Yukiâs back. She was biting her lip and I knew that if she hadnât been in her human form, her tail would have been nervously flicking from side to side. This had to work. Weâd taken an Uber to the airport since it was cheaper than paying for parking, so if this forgery caused even the slightest of problems, weâd be stranded here with no real escape plan.
Think positively, I admonished myself.
Eventually, it was our turn to approach. I showed them our tickets on my phone, and then the man scanned my ID. The scanner light was all green.Â
Yukiâs hand shook as she handed him her ID.
I tried not to look suspicious but I was sweating in places I didnât even know I could sweat.
It turned green.
âHere you go, have a nice flight,â the man said in a monotone voice. I nodded and we hurried into the next line.
âSee, itâs fine,â I told Yuki.
Yuki purred quietly.
âPeterâs amazing,â she said softly.Â
The rest of the security check was uneventful, if you didnât mind the casual verbal harassment from airport security as we loaded up our belongings to get x-rayed. That always seemed to happen whenever I traveled. I wondered why airport security was so grouchy.Â
They did pat down Yukiâs back because apparently, her hair was too fluffy for the body scanner or something, but Yuki was her usual good sport about it as a woman ran her hand over Yukiâs shoulders and upper back.Â
We made it through. I smiled to myself as we put our shoes back on.Â
*
âAH! Itâs so good to see you! How was the flight?!â My mom gushed. Yuki smiled sweetly, but she looked tired. Keeping her human form up for so many hours was draining, though I knew she wouldnât complain.
âNot bad,â I said, hugging my mom and dad before putting mine and Yukiâs bags in the SUV.
âDidnât like it,â Yuki said quietly. My mom cooed and pulled Yuki in for a motherly hug.
âOh, was this your first time flying?â
Yuki nodded into my momâs shoulder.
âI donât like flying either,â my dad said. âHumanâs arenât supposed to be so high in the air.â He said it with a âtskâ and a shake of his head.
Yuki met my eye and smiled like we had some kind of private joke. Because Yuki wasnât human. And yet, she wasnât meant to be up in the air either. She was meant to be very much below.
It was true that Yuki wasnât a fan of flying. She hugged my arm and hid her face into it for the whole flight, shaking and whining whenever there was turbulence. I wished I couldâve given her something to relax but I honestly wasnât sure if human medicine would even have an effect on her.
My parents, predictably, talked Yukiâs ear off for the whole drive. My childhood home wasnât too far from the airport, so it only took about 20 minutes.
When we arrived, Yuki leaned very close to me.Â
âI remember being here,â she said in a quiet voice. âHere is where I met Peter.â
I felt my cheeks heat. âYeah,â I said, throat tight with⌠something.
But then my dad was getting bags from the trunk so I went over to help him. He had a bad back, so really he shouldnât be lifting all that, but he never listens.
âIâve set up Peterâs old room for you two,â my mom was telling Yuki.
âO-Oh,â Yuki said. She had to be exhausted. I needed to get her alone so she could transform back. She was pushing her limits.
âWait, what?â I asked once my momâs words registered.
My mother sent me an absolutely devious smile. âWe made the guest room dadâs office so sheâll have to share with you. Donât worry,â she said to Yuki, âthe bedâs big enough for two.â
Yuki smiled and nodded. I looked at my dad pleadingly, but he just shrugged. He knew better than to interfere with Wendy when she was playing match-maker.
âHappy wife happy life,â he mumbled to me.Â
My father probably deserved to be sainted for being married to my mom for all these years.Â
Once we got the bags put away, Yuki and I had a second alone when my parents were downstairs ordering a pizza.
âDid I do⌠good?â Yuki asked, nuzzling my chest with her forehead. Her human form melted away, revealing the gray-tinted skin, horns, and tail, which was currently poking its way out of the waistband of her pants.
âYou did amazing, Yuki,â I said, holding her close. She was pressed right against my belly, and she seemed to like how it felt, squeezing the rolls on my sides with her tiny hands.Â
âMmm, so tired,â she mumbled into my plush chest.Â
âGo to sleep,â I whispered. âIâll tell them you arenât feeling well from the flight, okay?â
Yuki groaned lightly which I took as an affirmative.Â
âGet some rest,â I said, leaning back to look at her face. I cupped her chin in my hand. She blinked her owlish purple eyes at me sleepily. âIâll be back up later.â
Yuki grinned and her predatory teeth dazzled. âPeterâs the best,â she said as she slithered under the sheets. We hadnât discussed her sleeping on the bed rather than under like she did at home, but Yuki was so exhausted that I didnât correct it. âPeter always takes such good care of me,â she mumbled into the pillow. She dissolved into a fit of boneless, relaxed purring.
Oh no.Â
Yukiâs words hit like bullets to the chest.Â
Peter always takes such good care of me.
Iâm not supposed to feel this way. I had promised myself.
Yuki was docile. Worshipful. That was just how Yuki was. It wasnât a reflection of how she truly felt about me, was it? Sheâd say this to anyone in my position.
It didnât mean she⌠wanted me.Â
I went downstairs.Â
âWhereâs Yuki?â My mom immediately asked.
âShe wasnât feeling great from the flight still,â I said. âDecided to turn in early.â
âOh, thatâs too bad. Well, we ordered extra pizza since we thought sheâd be eating butâŚâ my dad looked me up and down. âMaybe that was a blessing in disguise.â
âKen!â My mom smacked him with a kitchen towel.Â
âNo, heâs right. I guess Iâve let myself go recently. Job stress,â I said with a shrug.Â
âThatâs perfectly normal,â my mom chimed in. âEat as much as you want.â
I did. Probably a whole pizza and a few slices extra. I ate until I felt vaguely sick, which was turning into my default setting as of late.Â
I crawled into bed next to Yuki with a sore stomach, bloated from all the carbonated pop and cheesy-meaty pizza. I burped into my fist a few times as I got settled. Yuki didnât stir, but she shifted closer to me once I got settled.
âHick, ugh,â I groaned quietly. My poor stomach was gurgling, struggling to digest.
Yuki turned, and her hand landed on the crest of my gut. I stared at her to see if she was awake. She looked asleep. Steady breathing, eyes closed.Â
Her fingers slid under the hem of my t-shirt.
I felt myself slipping to sleep as well. The last thing I remember was feeling her hand softly rubbing my belly in soothing circles.
*
Thanksgiving was a parade of gluttony. It was one of my favorite holidays.
Even as a kid, I loved watching football with my dad, eating until I was groaning, and then getting multiple helpings of dessert after.Â
Waking up in the middle of the night to have leftovers.
It was comforting in a way.
Yuki seemed to have recovered well overnight. She took her time getting ready before she left the bedroom, only donning her human form at the last second.Â
âSure youâll be okay all day today?â I asked, slightly worried. Yes, sheâd done well at the airport in her disguise, but today would be more hours. I didnât want her to be uncomfortable.
âMhm!â Yuki said cheerily. She latched onto me like a leech, wrapping me in her arms. I knew if her tail was out, it wouldâve been wound around my leg. âToday will be different! Can feed off of Peter today, yes, your aura should be so very filling for me today,â she said. I yelped when her little teeth bit my upper arm where it was most flabby.Â
âYuki,â I scolded.
The little demon knew she had me wrapped around her finger, as she just giggled and kissed the sore spot. I was grateful she didnât do that with her normal teeth.
Although, under a certain circumstance, those teeth could feelâŚ
Danger. Stop. This train of thought is prohibited.
We made our way downstairs where my dad had already gotten the turkey in the oven and my mom was making eggs and bacon to tide us over until dinner.
We took seats at the kitchen barstools.
I watched my mom plate Yuki up some breakfast and licked my own lips in anticipation.
This time, I was excited at the prospect of secretly eating double. I donât know what exactly changed since the last time sheâd done this, but now I wanted it. I wanted to eat as much as I could. I knew it would feel good. I felt warmth spreading through me, pooling in my gut, just thinking about it.
So when Yuki took a big heaping bite of bacon, I stuffed some of my own bacon in my mouth. Sure enough, Yuki magicked her food into my mouth and I smiled as I chewed through a doubled mouthful.
I felt immense satisfaction as I scarfed down two giant platefuls. I also felt very full.
Yuki blinked at me with her typical adoring gaze. I put a hand on her leg under the bar, thinking she was feeling as satisfied as I felt.
âMore please!â Yuki said innocently.
I bit the inside of my cheek.Â
âYouâre feeling very devious today, arenât you?â I murmured quietly to Yuki as my mom eagerly refilled her dish.
Yuki giggled. âI can sense it.â
I frowned at her. âSense what?â
âCan sense the impure thoughts youâre having about being a glutton. Itâs making me feel oh so floaty!â she whispered with a slightly crazed smile.Â
Impure thoughts. About being a what?
But I didnât get to ask because my mom was walking up to the kitchen island and handing Yuki a plate.Â
Now to awkwardly chew without being noticed since I was supposed to be done eating⌠I hid my mouth behind my napkin as Yuki scarfed down âherâ second helping.
I sat down on the couch to watch the game. Yuki had offered to help my mom, unsurprisingly. I watched out of the corner of my eye as Yuki dutifully sliced potatoes.Â
I had hoped to digest more of my breakfast, but it seemed like no time at all had passed before it the turkey was done and I was setting the dining room table.Â
I didnâtâ know what was wrong with me, but I was feeling that same perverted sort of excitement Iâd felt earlier. Even though I wasnât at all hungry, I just. Wanted food anyway.
âLetâs say grace,â my mom said once all of her side dishes had been plated around the big golden-brown bird in the center of the table.
âBless us, oh Lord, for these thy giftsâŚ.â We recited.
Yuki went ridged before she started to squirm uncomfortably in her chair next to me.Â
âAmen!âÂ
Yuki melted back into her seat.
âWho wants white meat, who wants dark?â My dad asked, getting up to start carving.
The next hour or so was a blur of flavors. Every bite I took, I was getting a surprise second bite from Yuki. Sometimes the combinations were better than others. Mashed potatoes and turkey? Great.Â
Green bean casserole and cranberry sauce? Not so great.
But. I kept eating beyond all common sense, because that was what Thanksgiving was about as far as I was concerned.Â
Everyone was groaning appreciatively at the flavors, paying compliments to my dad (for the turkey) and to my mom (for everything else). Long after everyone else claimed themselves to be stuffed, leaned back in their chairs and wishing they had worn stretchy pants, I kept eating. My stomach was aching by then, but I didnât care. Iâd unbuttoned my pants in preparation before weâd even started eating so I wasnât phased. And it all tasted so good. Yuki seemed to know it too, as she kept eating as well, secretly feeding me every bit.
I lost count of how many rolls, how many helpings of turkey, potatoes, casseroles, corn Iâd eaten. It was an excess, that was all I knew. And when I truly felt like I couldnât eat even one more bite, absolutely stuffed, painful stretching and shooting pains from my absolute tank of a gut filling my lap, Yuki pushed one more bite of buttery bread down.
I couldnât help but moan around it.
âWe really did a number on that bird, didnât we?â My mom was boxing up leftovers and yes, there was only about a quarter of the turkey left. The rest of the dishes were either gone or nearly.Â
It was easily enough food for six people, but three had almost wiped the table clear.
I felt a sick sense of pride, even though my gut ached something fierce and all I wanted to do was lay down.
âAte too much?â My dad asked. I was in a major food coma, watching Yukiâs fluffy black hair fall over one shoulder as she helped pick up plates.
âYou could say that,â I wheezed.
*
After our trip to Wisconsin, something between Yuki and I changed. It was like some kind of wall had crumbled. Neither of us were acting differently per se, but there was an energy there that hadnât been there before. Knowing glances replaced innocent ones. I replaced my favorite belt with a larger one.
Whatever was going on with us, this feeding thing, it was no longer ignorable. Before, I could write it off. Yuki was simply engrossed in her new hobby, cooking, and of course my waistband was suffering because of it. That made sense. And Yuki used to have to push me to overeat, back when I was still in denial about how much I liked it.Â
Then, over time, it became more natural to let myself indulge. I didnât need prompting to eat enough food for four people at meals anymore. But lately⌠It was more than indulgence. I was falling into a cycle of gluttony. And I knew that Yuki was pleased at herself for thoroughly corrupting my self-control.Â
I wished I didnât find it incredibly attractive.
I did.
Soon the first snowfall of the season was upon us. Denver didnât get as cold as the midwest winters I was used to, but the storm that came in early December was substantial. We stayed inside, bundled up in blankets cuddling on the couch as we watched it fall. Yuki made me a hot chocolate.
âThe snow looks so fluffy,â Yuki commented, and a contented chirp rumbled from her chest.Â
âWe can go out there if you want. But itâs cold,â I warned her.
Yukiâs cheeks flushed with her excitement. âReally?!â
Just that look on her face made me inhale shakily. This was so dangerous. I had been ignoring this feeling for months.Â
I couldnât ignore it right then. Not with Yukiâs purple eyes glittering, staring at me like I was her entire universe.
I was falling in love with my demon.Â
We went outside. Yuki didnât like being cold as a general rule. She much preferred the heat, as evidenced by her scalding hot baths. But still, she excitedly tromped all around our backyard, even sticking her tongue out to catch some snow flakes.
âLetâs make snow angels,â I said.Â
âOkay!â Yuki nodded, happy to go along with any suggestion of mine. Then, âWhat are those?â
After a short explanation, I lowered myself onto the wet, snowy ground. This was a lot more fun when I was a kid, I realized. Yuki followed along until we were both settled in the white snow.Â
âNow you just move your arms and legs like this,â I said, demonstrating.Â
âOh my!â
Yuki giggled happily as we made snow angels.Â
âNow, hereâs the most important part,â I said. âYou have to try to get up without messing up your angel.â
Yukiâs brow furrowed. I couldnât help but smile, thinking Iâd never seen such a look of serious concentration on her face.
I tried getting up, noting that it was more difficult since Iâd last done this. I didnât generally get on the floor often, and I definitely hadnât done it since about 30 lbs ago.Â
I felt my belly awkwardly pushing into my leg as I got myself into a kneel. I had to take a second to catch my breath.
âOkay, letâs see how we did.â I pushed myself up and then jumped out of my angel. I didnât do a great job; there was a big boot print in my angelâs wing.
Yuki did much better. Hers was pristine.Â
âSO COOL!â she gushed. I quickly had an armful of a squirming Yuki. She nuzzled me, even licked my neck, which I thought was a rather strange thing to do, but well. That was Yuki for you.
Yuki purred against me. We risked her coming outside in her true form since her horns were covered by a hat and her tail was tucked somewhere in her snow pants. Her ashen cheeks were pink from the cold and her eyes reflected the white that was falling around us. I found myself looking at her lips.Â
They were turning a bit blue.
I wondered if she was really purring that hard or if she was trembling from the cold.
âWe should go inside and warm up,â I said.
âO-O-ka-ka-ka-y,â she said through a frozen tremble. Her smile didnât dim at all even as we shuffled inside.Â
We shed our wet outer garments and thawed on the couch covered in blankets. It was perfect. I couldnât ever remember a day when Iâd been more at peace.Â
Especially when Yuki decided to warm up the house by baking cookies. I may have eaten 10 in one sitting.Â
 I got up to go to the bathroom later that day and was shocked at how fat I looked in my reflection. Sure, I had decided to just embrace my climbing weight since it seemed to make Yuki and Iboth happy. But seeing myself was still jarring sometimes.Â
I had a proper double chin these days. My arms, which used to be toned and muscled, now looked swollen with fat. Even my wrists and hands were pudgy. My legs werenât really that big; I was decidedly top-heavy, but even so, my thighs had started to rub together. My gut was surely the biggest thing about me, but my love handles had swelled to the point where I had an exaggerated muffin top at all times now. I could see that my belly was drooping too. I could barely see my pants-button. And of course when I turned to the side to look at my profile, it was even more obvious how fat I was. My stomach stuck out far enough that it was a little hard to hold my belly button with both hands. I lifted my belly up and watched it jiggle as I let it go.
âPeter! Dinner!â Yuki called.
I sighed and patted my stomach.Â
âBe right there!â
*Â
December was flying by. In what seemed like no time at all, I woke up one morning realizing it was nearly Christmas. I shuffled out of bed rubbing my tired eyes. I could hear Yukiâs heavy sighs and occasional purrs from under my bed and I couldnât help but smile fondly.Â
Yuki was not a morning person. She only got up when I was about tot leave to say goodbye to me before I went to work, and even then she always looked sleepy and soft. With swollen eyes and a wrinkles from her pillowcase on her cheeks.
God. Ever since I admitted to myself that I had feelings for Yuki it was like I couldnât help but thinking of her all the time anymore. My love for her was spilling over into my every waking thought. I was turning into such a sap.Â
I didnât act on my feelings. For one, I wasnât sure if Yuki could even feel romantic love. She wasnât human. It was easy to forget because she was so kind, compassionate, caring, all attributes that I associated with humanity. But she was a demon and I wasnât sure if she was capable of human love. I knew Yuki cared about me in her way, but caring about someone and loving them were different. I didnât know if I could handle it if I confessed only to have her say she couldnât reciprocate.
For two, I recalled all of the workplace harassment training Iâd taken for my job. Hours of my life sitting through modules where relationships with power imbalances were discussed, along with the potential legal ramifications for engaging in such a relationship. Of course, these were geared toward workplace relationships. Itâd be unethical for me to date someone in my company, particularly someone who I was a direct supervisor to.Â
But after everything that happened when Yuki reappeared in my life, I was certain that Yuki and I were in a similar situation. After all, she was beholden to me. She was my demon. That was an uneven power dynamic if Iâd ever heard one. And Iâd repressed my own growing feelings for her because, on some level, I thought that I would be taking advantage of her if I ever acted on my feelings. And Yukiâs docile nature didnât dispel that illusion for me. It felt wrong to force my affections on her, even though it was usually Yuki who initiated physical affection. Cuddling could be platonic, after all, so I still felt weird about aiming for more than that.Â
But I wasnât so sure anymore. Yuki had the ability to have her own life outside of me now. Sheâd met my parents, gone out in public with me several times, and we were working on her becoming even more independent. So maybe it could work. Maybe it wouldnât be wrong to love her.Â
Assuming Yuki returned my feelings, of course.Â
I splashed cold water on my face to wake me up before I went downstairs to eat some breakfast. Iâd always started my day with a hearty breakfast, but lately Iâd been waking up ravenous. My stomach would rumble like I hadnât eaten in weeks like I hadnât in fact eaten a meal for four only ten hours earlier.Â
I threw four frozen waffles into the toaster and started the coffee machine. I picked at some cookies while I waited. It seemed like only a short while ago, two waffles would be more than enough to hold me over until lunch. But of course, I now needed at least five. I could probably eat eight if I really put my mind to it.
I loaded up my coffee with flavored creamer and sat down with my syrup and waffles. As I stuffed my face, I thought about the upcoming holiday. I had my last week of work and then my parents would be flying in for Christmas.Â
I also had the annual Christmas party for work to attend. It wasnât mandatory, but it would look bad if I didnât show up, seeing as it was my first year working as an exec.
It was black tie, and so Iâd had to order a new tux for the occasion. I was debating asking Yuki to accompany me. My secretary, Denise, said that most people bring a date. A spouse, a fiancĂŠ, a flingâŚ
I had none of the above, but I did have a Yuki.Â
Would that be weird? Would Yuki even want to go? Moreover, Yuki didnât have any formal clothes. Iâd have to take her shopping. It sounded like a chore, but then the more I thought about it, I realized seeing Yuki try on clothes might be sort of fun. Sheâd surely look stunning in anything she woreâŚ
I put away my dishes and got dressed. Yuki slithered out from under my bed while I was tying my tie.Â
âLeaving?â She asked. I nodded. âIâll miss you!â Yuki clung to my middle and nuzzled my chest. I could feel myself blushing.Â
âIâll miss you too. Be good,â I said, petting her hair. She purred lethargically.Â
âAlways good,â she mumbled.
âI know you are.â
*
I didnât bring up the Christmas party until I got home that night. Yuki was finishing off a big pan of shrimp Alfredo that smelled absolutely delicious. She put the fettuccine into a pot of boiling water, tail swaying from side to side as she did. She always cooked barefoot, tiny gray-ish feet padding around the kitchen tiles as she stirred and chopped.Â
âHey Yuki,â I said.
âMmm?â
âHow would you feel about going somewhere with me? For my work.â
Yuki tilted her head, considering. âGo somewhere?â she echoed. âIâve never been to Peterâs work.â
I smiled. âI know. Ah, well, itâs a work party. So it isnât actually the place I really work at. But most of the people there will bring someone. I thought, maybe, if you wanted to, I could bringâŚyou,â I said lamely. I felt like a goddamn middle schooler, stuttering trying to ask out some girl.Â
But Yuki just lit right up. Her face brightened into a pleased and slightly surprised smile, and she hopped a little in place, clapping her hands together.
âPeter wants me to go with him! Of course Iâll go! Any place with Peter there will be the best place for Yuki to be,â she said with a feverish smile. She even ran over to where I was sitting at the kitchen bar to hug my arm to her chest.
âIâm glad,â I said, putting my arm around her instead and pulling her into a proper hug. âWeâll have to get you a nice dress to wear. Itâs kind of fancy,â I said.Â
Yuki lifted her head super fast at that, and I dodged blindness by horn-point.Â
âI get to wear a dress?!â she whisper-yelled.
âYou sure do,â I said.Â
âEEEE!â
It turned out that getting Yuki a dress wasnât actually too hard. I recalled how Yuki used to be scared at when we went out in public at first, as she was naturally a bit flighty and nervous, but over time, she began to love being around other people.Â
The sales attendant that helped Yuki pick out her dress (she ended up choosing a gorgeous midnight blue number, floor-length with silver accents) chatted Yuki up and I could tell, Yuki liked the attention. It helped that everything she tried on looked gorgeous on her. Even without her demon features, she was a knockout.Â
Apparently Yuki was a winter undertone so cool colors will compliment best⌠I didnât know what any of that meant, so I just nodded along and swiped my card to pay for it and carried the garment bag to the car.Â
 The day of the party, I decided to step on the scale for the first time in a while. It wasnât like I was avoiding it, but I had been sort of enjoying the mystery of not having my weight gain confirmed. It was nice to think I might still be somewhere around 280.Â
When the scale said 303, I bit my lip. Well, I supposed Iâd maybe been underestimating just how many extra calories Iâd been eating every day. How could I have put on another 20 pounds without hardly noticing? Sure it was the holiday season so everyone was gaining a bit of winter fluff, but this was putting my gain at over 50 lbs in just 6 months. That seemed⌠substantial.Â
I decided not to think too hard about it, and just started getting dressed instead. My new was loose actually, which was good. With the way I was going, it probably wouldnât be loose on me for long.
Meanwhile, Yuki was nearly bouncing off the walls with excitement as she got ready.Â
She looked stunning. Sheâd even curled her hair with the new curling iron weâd picked up, so her black hair fell in silky spirals on her back.Â
The saleswoman at the dress shop mustâve been onto something because Yukiâs pale skin looked fantastic against the deep blue tones of her dress. And even though I missed her purple eyes, she was still a sight to behold in her human guise.Â
âWhat do you think?â Yuki asked, giving me a little twirl. And was I imagining it, or were her cheeks looking a little pink?
âYou look absolutely beautiful, Yuki,â I said.Â
Yukiâs face lit up and she swayed on her feet a little from the compliment. It was so cute how flustered she got sometimes.
âI think Peter looks the most beautiful,â Yuki muttered. She was definitely blushing now, but so was I.
So I just held out my arm. âLetâs go.â
*
Everyone at the party thought Yuki was my girlfriend. Maybe I shouldâve foreseen this and prepared for it, but for some reason it hadnât even occurred to me. Stupid.
âOh my, I didnât realize Peter had a partner, itâs so nice to meet you.â
âAnd who might you be? Peter never mentioned having such a beautiful girlfriend.â
It just went on and on like that with every acquaintance I came across. I didnât correct anyone, because me having Yuki as a girlfriend was much more believable than the truth.
Yuki, for her part, did extremely well. She didnât talk much, but that was mostly because she was still pretty shy around big groups. She only replied to direct questions, or said âNice to meet you as well,â and she didnât let go of my hand the whole time.Â
Meanwhile, everyone we passed couldnât seem to keep their eyes off of her. I didnât blame them, she was radiant. If only they knew how much more beautiful she was in her true form⌠Still, the attention was a bit much. Menâs eyes followed her around the room. I imagined them wondering to themselves how I was able to find someone as gorgeous as Yuki looking how I did. For some reason, their jealousy was turning me on. I felt sort of like an asshole for thinking it, but I was oddly pleased at the amount of attention Yuki was receiving. There was something so hot about having the most attractive person in a room, when they only have eyes for you.
If only Yuki really felt that way about me.Â
âHow are you feeling? So far so good?â I whispered to Yuki as we finally made our way to our table for dinner.Â
âMhm!â Yuki nodded her head enthusiastically. âEverybody is so nice. I feel so energized from all of the envy and greed here. Very lush,â she said with a tiny giggle.Â
âEnvy and greed huh⌠I suppose that is the world of business,â I acknowledged with a laugh.Â
We found our table pretty easily; we were sitting with a few executives I liked and their spouses. I was relieved that Carl wasnât sitting near me. That man was insufferable.Â
We got our champagne and listened to our CEO give a brief speak before we cheers-ed. Yuki had never tried alcohol before, so I told her to just take a tiny sip or not drink it at all.Â
I watched out of the corner of my eye as she sniffed the glass, made a face, and then pushed it into my hand.
One of my colleagueâs wives noticed and said, âDonât like it?â When Yuki shook her head, she said, âI never used to either. Itâs an acquired taste.â
âI donât think that is a taste I will be acquiring, maâam,â Yuki said with a worried expression. The woman laughed.
âOh my, youâre such a sweetie!âÂ
I was inclined to agree.Â
After a few minutes, they started bringing food out, and I was relieved. Even though Iâd hit the appetizer tables a little hard, that fancy finger food hadnât done much to stave off my hunger. I was starving.Â
As had become our routine, I ate my food while Yuki covertly magicked her own food on my plate. Over the course of the dinner, I ate two helpings of salad, soup, porterhouse steak, mashed potatoes and gravy, and finished off with two big slices of cake. I was feeling pretty stuffed and drowsy after so much rich food. Yuki seemed worn out as well, since I knew that keeping up her human appearance was tiring, and socializing with so many people was out of her comfort zone. We decided we would have a photo taken of us in front of the gorgeous holiday display and then leave early. The photographer had a short line, so we made our way over there to get that done before we planned to slip out of the party.Â
Yuki slipped her small arm around my middle and squeezed at the flesh there.Â
âThank you for bringing me,â she purred, tucking herself into my side.
âOf course, Yuki. I wouldnât want to be here with anyone else.â
Her hands rubbed my swollen sides.Â
âI love Peter. Peterâs the best. Always⌠always so nice to me,â Yuki murmured sleepily. I instantly froze. Yuki⌠Yuki said what? She⌠loved me?
âNext!â the photographer called, and oh my god that was us. Of course it would be. Of course I wouldnât be able to talk to her about what sheâd just said.Â
Yuki pulled away and we positioned ourselves where we were directed.Â
âNow smile on three. One, two, three!â
Flash.Â
I started walking in a daze. It felt like time had stopped the minute Iâd heard Yuki say she loved me. Did she actually say that? Was I projecting? Memory is fallible so it was hard to sayâŚÂ
âAnd then, when the picture comes in, can we put it on the fireplace? In a nice frame. Because we have so many nice pictures on there already, but none of them have me in them, so I was thinking, maybe you would like it if there was one of us on there. Do you think we can do that? Please?â Yuki rambled as we walked towards the doors.Â
I tried to focus back on what she was saying. âSure, Iâd like that,â I said quickly.
âYay! Iâm so excited to see it,â she chirped.Â
*
We were almost to the exit of the venue when I heard someone call my name.
âPeter, leaving so soon?â
Carl Wellington, the man Iâd successfully avoided all night (until now, that is) was walking towards us.
I was instantly irritated. Yuki stiffened next to me. I glanced over at her, and the look on her face⌠it was like nothing Iâd ever seen before. Even without the horns or anything, she looked⌠menacing.
A low, rumbly growl started emanating from her chest as Carl walked closer.Â
âWhat..?â I began to say, but then Carl started speaking.
âOh my.â He genuinely looked surprised as he glanced between Yuki and myself. After a moment, a look of realization dawned on his face. âOlâ Saint Pete has himself a demon? Now that is unexpected,â Carl said, and I could see something far more evil showing in his face than I ever had before. His eyes looked⌠void of any humanity altogether. His pupils were dilated and cruel.Â
âA d-demon?â I echoed dumbly.
Yuki growled louder, even going so far as to put her arm in front of me and taking a step forward. The shadows in the room suddenly seemed darker. I swear I saw Yukiâs human guise flickering in and out, but any time I noticed purple eyes or horns or shark teeth, they were gone in the next moment.Â
âStay away from him,â Yuki snarled, and her voice sounded horrible. Her growl had turned into more of a hiss. The sound made me feel a chill down my spine. I felt goosebumps rising on my arms. I glanced around, all the sudden nervous about someone witnessing this altercation, but luckily the hall was empty aside from us.Â
âI didnât realized another of us had already claimed you, Peter.âÂ
Wait, had he said another one of us?
Carlâs eyes lingered on Yuki. âShe is lovely. And very attached, I see.â His gaze bounced between Yuki and I with an intelligent glint that I absolutely hated. âWell, that does explain your good fortune. But my, how interesting. Iâm oh so glad I was able to run into you both. This has been very informative. Have a pleasant night you two,â Carl said with thick condescension, and then he turned on his heel and walked away.Â
I watched, shocked and bewildered by the entire conversation, as Carl disappeared back into the main banquet room.
Beside me, Yuki was no longer growling. In fact, she was shaking. I watched as her eyes welled with tears.
âYuki, itâs okay. Come on, heâs gone. We need to get out of here, letâs go,â I said.Â
Yuki slumped like a deflated ballon and let herself be led outside and to the parking lot.Â
My mind was reeling as I buckled her into the front seat of my car. Iâd never seen Yuki so hostile before. And what in the world was my colleague? Was he a demon too?Â
Yuki made a pitiful, whining sort of sound, like a wounded dog, as I put the car into gear and started driving.
I reached over and put my free hand on her thigh, rubbing soothing circles into her skin with my thumb.
âItâs alright, youâre okay,â I said gently. I had to keep it together, since clearly whatever Carl was, Yuki was afraid of it.Â
âS-Sorry,â Yuki mumbled after a few minutes of silence. I looked at her before quickly shifting my gaze back to the road.
âFor what?â
âWas sâposed to protect Peter, but I got scared,â she sniffled. âBad Yuki.â
âHuh?!â My face twisted in confusion. âYuki, you did protect me. You were marvelous. A bit scary, honestly, but amazing nonetheless. I was the one who was helpless back there.â
Yuki pursed her lips like she didnât agree.Â
âWhat was that anyway? Is Carl⌠a demon too?â I asked hesitantly. I mean, it wouldnât be so hard to believe. Carl certainly acted devilish at times.Â
Yuki shook her head before leaning over the console to put her forehead against my bicep.
âNot a demon. But heâs being possessed by one,â she mumbled.
My eyebrows shot up. That sounded worse for some reason.
âHeâs⌠possessed?âÂ
âMhm,â Yuki mumbled. âNot by a very strong demon, though. Just a demon of greed. Itâs clinging to the manâs soul, using his body,â Yuki said quietly.
I tried to pretend that this wasnât the most horrifying thing Iâd ever heard.Â
Jesus. How many people in the world had demons attached to them right now? How many do I see everyday without ever knowing? How many were as good as Yuki? Probably not many.Â
That wasnât terrifying or anything.Â
âIf heâs possessed,â I considered for a second, âis there something we can do to get the real Carl back?â I asked.Â
Yuki hummed, thinking. âDemons like that canât possess just anyone. The person has to let them in,â Yuki said. âItâs not like in the movies. It was probably able to take over because Carl wanted whatever it is that the demon was offering.â
âA deal,â I said, remembering a very young Yuki in my basement, desperate for one hair off of my head in exchange for her protection. I wondered what Carl had wanted badly enough to make a deal like that, but then I didnât really want to think about Carlâs possession anymore.
When Yuki changed the subject, I was grateful.Â
âThose kinds of us arenât usually very strong. I guess I froze up back there becauseâŚâ Yuki sighed heavily. âI was still scared like how I used to be b-before. Before I met Peter. I forgot that Iâm stronger now.â
I pondered that for a second before speaking. âYou thought itâd be like it was when you were with your siblings?â I guessed.
Yuki whined in confirmation.Â
âIt wonât ever be like that again, do you hear me?â I told her. âBecause I have the best demon, donât I?â Warmth bled into my tone as I spoke. âI have the smartest, sweetest, most incredible demon in the world. And no one is better than you, Yuki. No one.â
Yuki sniffled before smiling a little. âYou mean it?â she asked.
âOf course I do.â
Yuki didnât say anything for a while, so I risked a glance over at her and oh god, she was giving me that look. The one that melted my heart like candle wax. The devoted, worshiping, loving, look. Damnit.Â
The car felt too stuffy all off the sudden, but we were nearly home already, so I only had to bear it for a few more minutes before we were pulling into the garage.Â
Except that tight feeling in my chest didnât ease once we got inside the house. No, it was getting strong and stronger every second.
It was like my body couldât contain all of the emotions I felt for Yuki. They were spilling out, bubbling over like a pot left unattended.Â
I made myself act normal despite the storm brewing in my head.Â
Yuki and I were both tired from the party, and worn out from the confrontation with another demon (I had yet to fully process that to be honest) and our conversation in the car.Â
We headed up to our bedroom to get ready for bed. I started to untie my tie, but I kept messing it up with my shaky hands.
âHere, let me,â Yuki said quietly. Her hands gently pushed mine aside and she started to slowly undo the knot. Then she started unbuttoning my shirt. She was looking at me demurely, shyly, peeking up at me from beneath her lashes, slowly undoing each button one at a time.Â
We were standing very close to each other. I looked down at her since she was shorter.Â
Then, and all at once I blurted out what Iâd been wanting to ask all night, âLet me see your real face.âÂ
Yuki looked up at me in surprise. But whatever expression she saw in my face seemed to reassure her, and after a second, her human disguise melted away.Â
I was looking down at my beautiful demon, my scary gorgeous, sweet demon. Her purple eyes glittered in the soft light from the bedside lamp. Her razor-sharp teeth shone as she smiled up at me. Her glossy black horns framed her face, and her tail poked its way out of her dress to caress my ankle.Â
I loved her so much it ached.Â
I was about to do something I might later regret. But, in that moment, there was nothing I could do about it. It felt like if I let that moment pass, I was sure that I would miss my chance forever.Â
So I leaned down.Â
Yuki caught on to what I was doing and met me halfway. Our lips met in the middle, and it was everything I had wanted for so long. I was instantly groaning and grabbing at her shoulders to mesh our lips together more deeply.Â
Yuki purred, and I could feel it in my own chest, since she was pressed against me. Her hands wound around my waist, fondling and squeezing at the rolls on my sides. It felt so good, so incredibly good.Â
I opened my mouth for more, and Yuki did the same, our tongues swirling together. I felt the edge of one of her teeth brush lightly against my tongue, and I swear something about the threat of getting nicked by one of those sharp things was just making me burn even hotter.
Eventually, I moved to kissing Yukiâs neck. She was moaning softly and chanting my name as I kissed every part of her I could reach.
âPeter Peter Peter PeterâŚâ
Yukiâs tail was moving up my right leg, squeezing and un-squeezing around my calf. It should have been weird, but it was just another sensation adding to my arousal.Â
I pulled back, loving how wrecked Yuki looked. Eyes glassy, cheeks flushed even through her natural ashen skin.Â
âYuki, about earlier,â I started to say, but then I felt nervous. She was still clinging to me, looking up at me like I was her world. âYou said something. Back when we were about to have our photo takenâŚ.Uhm, you said you loved me,â I said, voice a little uneven. âWhat-what did you mean by that?â
Yuki blinked slowly. Her purr came back in full force and she leaned her head into my chubby chest to nuzzle at me.
âI said I love Peter! And I do, I love you Peter. Peter finally kissed Yuki!â she muttered excitedly, the words still clear though slightly muffled by my chest. âIâm so happy,â she sighed.
I felt like I was on cloud nine.Â
âYou really do?â I asked, slightly amazed.Â
âMmmm, yes!â She sprang her head back up with a slightly feral grin on her face. âDoes this mean Peter wants to be with me?â
I swear my heart nearly burst with how much I loved her just then. She was so freaking cute I could just squeeze her to death.Â
But my logical head chimed in to dim my high before I got too carried away.Â
âOnly if you wantthat Yuki. Remember, you get to choose now. You always have a choice with me. If you donât want to be with me like that, thatâs fine. Iâll still be your Peter. You donât have to be mine in that way if you donât want to.âÂ
I tried to make myself sound objective, like Yuki wouldnât be crushing my hopes and dreams by saying no. If that was what she wanted, that would be what sheâd get. I would just have to bear it. She needed to choose me.Â
No matter my own feelings, I didnât want her that way if it wasnât by her own choice.
Yuki pouted adorably. âBut thatâs all I want! Yuki wants to be Peterâs in every way,â she said, sounding petulant.
God, she really was precious, wasnât she?
âYou do? You want to be my partner? Romantically?â I needed clarification like I needed oxygen. Yuki looked a little fed up, rolling her eyes like I was just being stupid on purpose.
âYes! Yuki already belongs to Peter. I want Peter to belong to me too!â she said, and her voice shaky with excitement. Her eyes were a little teary, but her smile could light up the darkest of rooms.
Overcome with emotion, I kissed her again, softly this time.
âIâm yours,â I whispered against her mouth.Â
*
Yuki and I slept together (literallyâwe just slept, nothing else! Get your head out of the gutter) that night and I woke up to her sleeping half on top of me. Her tail had wrapped its way around my ankle and her hair was in my mouth and her chest was rumbling with a contented purr that made my own heart pitter patter.Â
Typically, I didnât linger in bed. I liked to get up, take a nice long morning shower, and then eat breakfast, since I usually woke up ravenous these days. But today, I let myself laze around in bed, enjoying the feeling of holding Yuki close.Â
When Yuki woke up, she lifted her head and blinked dazedly for a few seconds before hugging me in a crushing grip.Â
âAh,â I gasped, âgood⌠morning,â I huffed, getting the words out as best I could with a demon clinging onto my midsection. Her little arms dug into the ample flesh around my waist, and after a second, she relented her grip in order to kneed my softness. It felt so nice.Â
âMmmm, waking up next to Peter⌠It is a good morning,â Yuki said cheekily.Â
I blushed, flustered at Yukiâs flirty tone.
Before I could reply, my stomach growled audibly.
Yuki popped up immediately at that, and I admired her morning face, puffy from sleep with lines from her pillowcase on her cheek.
âPeterâs hungry!â she exclaimed, wide-eyed. âIâll go make something!â Yuki hopped off the bed, tail wagging behind her as she hurried out of the room and down the stairs. I blinked at the empty space in the bed.
Well, I supposed I should get into the shower. Yuki would probably have something cooked up by the time I got out. I shuffled to the bathroom with more of a kick in my step than usual.Â
When I got in and soaped up my body, I found myself whistling to myself.Â
I wasnât put off by how jiggly I felt as I washed my belly, still riding high from my confession last night and Yukiâs eager reciprocation.Â
After I got dressed, I followed the tantalizing smell of vanilla and cinnamon and went downstairs. Yuki was frying up some French toast and god did it smell amazing.Â
âHere!â She shoved a plate stacked high with about for pieces of thick, brioche bread, which I then smothered in syrup and powdered sugar.Â
I groaned at the taste. It was perfect, not overly sweet, gooey but not soggy. I inhaled my first plate and Yuki quickly served me up another. I sipped coffee with lots of creamer in between bites. Per usual, I overate. After possibly 12 slices, I felt full. My stomach was bloated up, and I rested a hand on the top where it jutted out from under my chest. But I kept going past common sense. It was getting easier and easier to eat past my limits every day, and Yuki was only making it easier by cooking up so much tempting food.Â
I sighed heavily past my fullness and tucked into another helping. It was getting harder to swallow, each bite weighing heavily, like a cement block in my stomach.
Yuki took her usual place on my lap and started rubbing on my swollen, aching stomach. Only today, she started kissing and licking on my neck as I ate. If it was meant as a distraction, it surely worked, since I absentmindedly shoved more food into my mouth, focusing only on the hot lips and tongue loving on my neck.Â
By the time I cleared that plate I felt sweaty and vaguely sick. Even Yukiâs hands werenât soothing the stretched out skin on my belly. Even my loose cotton t-shirt felt too constricting, so I pulled it up over my belly, letting the cool air hit my poor skin.Â
âPoor Peter, you ate too much,â Yuki cooed, and I watched, breathing harder than an athlete, and she slid down to her knees in front of me. I spread my legs and she glanced up at me from beneath her lashes. Her purple eyes were shining with a different sort of look than I was used to. It was a devious look, surely, but also tender.Â
She watched me and kissed my poor abused belly before reaching underneath it to fiddle with the waistband of my sweatpants.
âYuki,â I tried to say, not wanting her to feel obligated to go any further than kissing, but she didnât listen.Â
She kissed my belly again, open mouthed. âNeed you,â she breathed.
I swear, my eyes probably rolled back at that comment, with how needy and sweet and sexy she was being. So I let her shimmy my waistband down and tuck me into her mouth.Â
Oh god.Â
Yuki⌠Her mouth was so hot, and her hands kept rubbing on the sides of my belly, and her tail was rubbing up against my shin, up and down.
I reached down over my swollen gut, carefully as to not jostle it too much, and ran my hands through her hair. It was so soft.Â
Jesus. Somehow my hands found themselves using her horns like handlebars, and holy god was that doing something to me.Â
Yuki hummed her encouragement as I started tugging her mouth to and fro.Â
I came with a grunt, and Yuki just swallowed me down. I swear I saw white. Iâd never come that hard in my life.
âYukiâŚâ I muttered once my breathing returned to normal.Â
âLove Peter,â she said, nuzzling her face into my belly. She was purring again, loudly.Â
âI love Yuki,â I said, giving her head another loving pat.Â
*
As it turns out, dating your own personal demon was very different than just living with your demon. It was so much better.
Yuki didnât sleep under my bed anymore. I got to cuddle her all night. Or actually, Yuki usually cuddled me. She would wrap herself around me from behind, clinging from head to tail, all night long. It was a little strange at first to shift in the night and feel a tail groping you, but as most things about Yuki were strange, I loved it anyway.Â
Iâd had girlfriends before, but Iâd never had a serious relationship. Most of my experience with dating were superficial college flings. Being with Yuki was drastically different. It made me feel like a novice to relationships. Yuki brought out feelings in me I didnât even know I could have. Yuki was it for me.Â
There was a part of me that wondered if this was wrong. Yuki wasnât human, so was this some kind of cross-species relationship?Â
But Yuki reassured me that humans and demons have had relationships for as long as humans have been around, and it wasnât and odd as it maybe seemed.
The timing of this new relationship development was⌠unfortunate.Â
We had only a few days of bliss exploring this new romantic side to our relationship, until it was Christmas Eveâs Eve.
 My parents decided to come to me for Christmas this year, so they came in early that morning and I picked them up from the airport.Â
But the upside was that I could finally tell my parents that me and Yuki were together. Officially.Â
âOh thank GOD!â my mom said with a dramatic sigh when I broke the news. âWhat took so long?â
Yuki giggled and put her arms around me.Â
âPeter didnât wanna take advantage of me,â Yuki said, giving me a soft look. I felt myself blush.
âOh, I really did raise such a sweet boy, didnât I?â My mom pinched my cheeks like I was five.
âGet off,â I demanded half-heartedly, "and dad donât laugh, youâre egging her on!â I said, affronted.
Everyone laughed.Â
It was safe to say my parents were supportive. They loved Yuki. Who wouldnât? She was perfect.Â
My mom had even surprised Yuki with her very own stocking. It was family tradition that everyone has handmade stocking with their name on it. Weâd even made them for our pets growing up. My mom had written Yukiâs name out with a silver glitter pen on a red stocking. My mom even went all out and drew some cute little snowflakes on it.
Yuki started tearing up when she saw it hanging on the mantle along side everyone elseâs.Â
âWhatâs wrong?â I asked, even though I knew they were happy tears.
âI f-feel so happy!â she said tentatively.
I hugged her close. âIâm happy too,â I said, and I kissed the top of her head.Â
*
Opening presents on Christmas morning didnât take long since my parents and I had a rule of only one gift per person. This meant that gifts were typically more sentimental or based on experiences rather than purely materialistic.Â
I liked this better anyway, since I really didnât need more junk around my house.Â
But a part of me felt bad since it was Yukiâs first human Christmas. I knew she would be happy opening a few small gifts, but it was difficult not to go all out and spoil her rotten. I justified it by promising myself that. I would just spoil her the rest of the year to make up for it.Â
My parents got Yuki and I tickets to go on an Alaskan cruise next summer, which was very generous of them. Yuki looked curious, but when I explained what a cruise was, she got excited.Â
I got my dad a voucher for golfing lessons and I enrolled my mom in an advanced French cooking class.
I was surprised when Yuki handed me a poorly wrapped lump. For some reason I hadnât been expecting her to get me anything. Iâd signed both of our names of my gifts for my parents, knowing that she wouldnât know what to buy someone as a present. But the fact that sheâd somehow gotten me something without my even knowing was so⌠sweet.Â
I loved her so much, it was ridiculous.
I opened the wrapping paper and instantly let out a pleased laugh.
It was the picture of us from my work party, placed in an elegant wooden picture frame. How had she even gotten this printed so fast? I wondered briefly if sheâd used her magic on it, but then decided it didnât even matter. The photo had turned out beautifully. It was us standing in front of a gorgeous staircase, decorated with garland and lights. Yuki looked so stunning, with a big beaming smile on her face. I stood slightly behind her with one arm around her waist. You could tell how happy I looked in the picture. I didnât even look particularly handsome, not when standing next to someone like Yuki anyway, but there was something radiant about my expression that made the photo so special.Â
âOkay, this is going on the fireplace right now,â I said, throat thick with emotion, and Yuki squealed with excitement. When I had it set where I wanted it, the picture looked like it belonged there.
âLast one,â my mom said, reaching for one last tiny box from under the tree.Â
She handed it to Yuki.
âTo Yuki from Peter,â Yuki said aloud. She looked up at me and smiled.Â
I hoped she liked it.
âOh my!â she said when she opened the box. The amethyst necklace was very pretty, a big sparkly gem on a silver chain. It was almost the exact color of her eyes, her real ones.Â
âDo you like it?â I asked.
Yukiâs eyes teared up, and I wished they were her eyes right now, but they were just mundane brown ones. âI love it!â And she tackled me in a huge hug.Â
With the holiday came a lot more eating. Well, more eating than normal, I should say. I had gotten used to Yuki over feeding me, but of course, she went above and beyond for Christmas. She and my mom cooked up a storm in my kitchen (which was for all intents and purposes, Yukiâs kitchen). I had to eat double meals of course, and Yuki didnât go easy on me. She loaded up her plate with massive amounts of food and got seconds.
âWhere does she put it?â my dad asked as he watched Yuki refill her dinner plate. She knew what I liked, so her dish mostly consisted of potatoes and meat, as I didnât really like veggies or casserole as much.Â
I looked at my own swollen stomach, which was brushing up against the table even though I was leaning back and stifled a groan. I knew exactly where she was putting it.Â
I was relieved my parents decided not to mention my eating habits or climbing weight. I overheard my mom mention to Yuki that she must have been âtreating me well.â If only she knew the half of it.Â
My parents had to fly home a few days after the holiday, so I had the rest of my break from work to relax alone with Yuki.
I swear during the days between Christmas and New Yearâs, I donât think there was a moment where I didnât have some kind of food in front of me that Yuki expected me to eat. Except maybe when I was asleep. I felt hugely swollen and lazy, barely getting up from the couch the whole time. I could tell I had put on weight just by the way my back started to hurt when I stood up, and by how many new stretch marks appeared on my belly.Â
And with this time off, Yuki and I took advantage of our empty house.Â
I hadnât exactly known what to expect when it came to our sexual relationship. I mean, my girlfriend had a tail for godâs sake.Â
But it was mostly sweet and romantic, if a little weird. That was just Yukiâs personality though. Sheâd kiss me and tell me she loved me and chant my name, but also sheâd bite me with her shark teeth and tie my hands together with her tail.
I donât know if all demons were insatiable when it comes to sex, or if that was just Yuki, but she seemed to be able to go on and on with no refractory period whatsoever. Iâd have to tap out from pure exhaustion and she would still be rearing to go.Â
And Yukiâs general submissive personality manifested in a very interesting way in the bedroom. I got used to Yuki on her knees begging for me, catering to my every whim, sometimes before I could even think to ask. Sheâd always be offering whatever I wanted. At first I was hesitant, thinking maybe she just wanted to please me for some demon/master-related reason or something. But as it turned out, Yuki just loved giving pleasure.Â
Part of the pleasure was food. Yuki kept me even more well fed after we got together than she had been before. I quickly got used to eating a big meal, getting absolutely stuffed full until my belly ached, only for Yuki to slide down onto the floor to suck me off while I digested. I loved it so much.Â
I would sometimes grab her horns in my hands and sheâd just open her mouth for me and I could just buck right into her mouthâ And when she started purring when I was inside⌠oh good god.
Ahem. Anyway.Â
I was so so spoiled. Yuki ruined me for anyone else.Â
*
I had to go back to work eventually, but even then our relationship continued to strengthen. I avoided Carl at work, which seemed to suit him fine. Iâd noticed that he looked rather sickly lately, which hit me with a strange pang of pity. But there wasnât anything I could do about it anyhow.Â
Iâd been spending more time with our CEO Seth, which made it easier to avoid Carl anyhow. Seth seemed to have taken a liking to me, which was flattering. I hoped that meant good things for my future in the company.Â
Time passed. Winter turned to spring and Yuki and I fell deeper and deeper in love.
In May, Yuki was getting bored around the house, and I suggested she should try out a hobby since sheâd gotten very good at blending in with humans. After a few days of researching (Googling), we ended up signing her up for adult-only beginners dance class.
The first day, Yuki was visibly nervous. She was holding the little dance bag which contained her leather dance shoes close to her chest the whole drive over, bouncing her knees, all jitters. I found a place to park and decided she probably needed a pep talk. This would be her first time around other people without me.
âYuki,â I said, pivoting in my seat to look at her. My gut was pushing up into the steering wheel from that angle, but I ignored it.Â
Yuki looked at me with puppy eyes.Â
âThis is for fun, remember? If you decide you donât like it, you can always pick something else,â I said. Yuki nodded. Sheâd been deciding between dance and pottery, but she thought dancing would be more fun since she wanted to get better at balance when she was in her human form. (The missing tail did tend to make her little wobbly). Â
âOkay,â Yuki said, giving a brave smile though her anxiety was still showing in her face.
âAnd you know,â I said, reaching over to grab Yukiâs hand in mine, âtheyâre going to absolutely love you. And if they donât then they must be idiots.â I relished in how Yukiâs pale face blushed furiously at my praise. âKnock âem dead, baby.â
âMhm!âÂ
I walked her inside, where Yuki was greeted with several women of varying ages. They all seemed pleasant and welcoming, so I left feeling pretty good about the whole thing.Â
I had an hour to kill before her class finished up, so I decided to take a walk. I probably could use some exercise, I thought to myself. I still wasnât really used to my recent weight gain, and I was sure that the amount I weighed now was surely higher than it had been even just a few months ago. I started down the block, but I only got about 12 feet away when I saw what was next to the dance studio.Â
A casual restaurant that sold street tacos. Well, I had to check that out, obviously.Â
After Yukiâs first day at dance class, I was was always full of tacos by the time Yuki got out. As it turned out, Yuki really liked to dance, and she loved the friends she made from the class. Sheâd barrel out of the studio every week with a big grin on her face, looking sweaty and flustered from all of the dancing. But even on those nights, Yuki still insisted on making dinner for me when we got home. So apparently I was eating two dinners these days, if you counted the six or so tacos I ate while Yuki twirled aroundâŚÂ
This trend also continued at work. Iâd stay late working on some project or another and realize that lunch was a pretty long time ago and really, Iâd be much more productive if my stomach wasnât growling, and Iâd end up ordering more takeout to eat. Only then to come home to Yukiâs homemade spread. It was like my body had gotten accustomed to eating between 4:30 and 5:00 PM from all of the dance-class-taco-eating, so when I didnât have something to snack on, my stomach would start rumbling like mad.
And yes this was probably gluttonous or greedy of me, but I sort of enjoyed the excess of it all. I wasnât eating because I was hungry at that point. Oftentimes, Iâd eat myself into a stomach ache.Â
But it was addicting to eat so much. For the past year and a half Iâd been overeating past fullness, but having four large meals a day felt like a different level. And my body was showing it.Â
By the time summer rolled around, I was up a few more clothes sizes, and my gains werenât slowing at all. I had gotten used to the two dinners now, and it was becoming easier to eat more all the time. I supposed the stomach was a muscle, wasnât it? By that logic, I must have been some kind of athlete, stretching it out so I could eat even more.
One day, I decided to figure out how much ârelationship weightâ Iâd put on since the new year. I got out of the shower, feeling fatter than usual. Iâd spent a good while scrubbing my body, feeling it jiggle in places it never used to, since there seemed to be more and more flesh to clean these days.Â
I glanced at the bathroom scale when I stepped out and started toweling off.Â
Didnât people say to weigh yourself in the morning, before you eat, to get a more accurate result? It was only 7 am, and I hadnât yet had breakfast. I shrugged and stepped on the scale.Â
Except, I couldnât actually see the number over my belly. I leaned forward.
Still nothing.Â
âYuki!â I called from the bathroom. She was probably still in bed, but I knew she was awake.
âHmm?â Yuki shuffled into the bathroom, eyes still puffy from sleep. Her hair was all tangled up around her horns and her tail was making her pajama shorts slide down awkwardly on her hip.Â
She looked perfect.
âCan you see what the number says?â I asked, looking down. âIâm too fat,â I said with a self-deprecating laugh.
Yukiâs purple eyes lit up.Â
âOh my!â She ran over and glanced down at the scale. âIt saysâŚâ she bit her lips, holding in a grin, â377!â
My mouth dropped open. âWhat?â
Yuki giggled gleefully and then pulled my flabby body into a crushing hug.
âPeterâs so handsome! So big and soft! Perfect,â she purred, tail caressing my legs.
I sighed and petted her head a little.Â
âYou like this, you little perv? You like me being all big and fat?â I accused her mockingly. But Yuki just nodded her head emphatically.
âPeterâs giving into his desires, it makes me so pleased,â she said with a crazed smile, and then she started nibbling at my double chin with her teeth.Â
âOw, YukiâŚâ But I couldnât really scold her when she looked so sweet, could I?
âGod, Iâm almost 400 pounds,â I realized aloud.
âAlmost,â Yuki said, but the way she said it, it sounded like she was looking forward to that numberâŚÂ
We went on our cruise in June. Yuki had never seen the ocean before, so I was pretty excited to see her reaction once we got on the ship. Yuki was like a kid at Disney Land when she saw the darn thing. Once we boarded, we made our way to one of the high decks to see the view.Â
âItâs⌠amazing!â Yuki squealed. When she turned her head to look at me, her eyes were wet with happy tears.
I put my arm around her waist and kissed the side of her head.Â
The best part about cruises is that drinks and food are included. And well. Yuki and I took advantage of that.
For five days, I pretty much ate at a never ending buffet of junk. I was tipsy pretty much all day, only alternating beers and cocktails with soda or water when I was feeling a little too close to drunk. Yuki fed me insane amounts of food with her magic, and I did pretty well stuffing my face on my own too. I felt huge at the end of every day, waddling back to our room, groaning and stumbling from excess.
âPeterâs looks so pretty,â Yuki would mumble at night as she helped me get undressed. I was usually too full to help much by that point.
âPretty, huh?â That wasnât an adjective that Iâd say really fit how I looked just then. âSwollen like a tickâ seemed more apt.
But Yuki insisted that I looked good stuffed to the gills, and who was I to disagree?Â
Nighttime was my favorite part of the cruise because in the privacy of our room, Yuki could drop her human guise. I got to look at the real Yuki as she rode me or cuddled me or kissed me.
I really was one lucky bastard.Â
I gained 10 pounds on the cruise.Â
It seemed impossible to put on two pounds a day. Part of it had to be water weight, right? But the pounds stuck. When I looked back at the amount of food Iâd been consuming, it seemed very possible that I really had stuffed my face enough to accomplish that.
But it wasnât until September that I actually hit 400. It was a small accumulation of events, eating breakfast at home followed by âmid-morning snacksâ at the office, huge spreads of takeout for lunch, quick dinner before I went home for the day, followed by what I was now referring to as âbig dinnerâ when I got home, followed by Yukiâs baked goods and ice cream for dessert. I was eating like a fiend.
And I really enjoyed it.
Being so hugely fat was kind of hot, if I was honest. I liked feeling so big, always having a big olâ gut in my lap, always feeling comforted by all the weight. And Yuki clearly enjoyed it. She was constantly pushing me to eat even more, and always gave my body such loving attention and affection.Â
There were downsides as well. It was getting really hard to fit into my office chair at work. My sides sort of swallowed up the arms of the chair, and my stomach pushed into the desk, which wasnât really very comfortable. I knew other people in the office were close to my size, but these days, I was one of the biggest, if not the biggest. It felt embarrassing to ask my secretary to put in an order for a new chair, but I figured this one might actually break under my weight one of these days, which would be infinitely more embarrassing. Plus, it was really hard to un-stick myself from the chair after a long dayâs work.
I was putting off mentioning it, hoping magically that the chair would expand or something. The CEO, Seth, was always a bit of a portly man himself, so I didnât feel overly ashamed when he suggested we all get newer chairs after one awkward incident when heâd stopped by my office and it had taken me several seconds of vigorous wiggling and shimmying to stand up from the stupid chair. And I was out of breath from all that moving, too.Â
Seth phrased the newer chairs as being âdecorative, a new modern design to fit the culture of the officeâ, but when I saw the design (retractable armrests and extra-wide seats) I knew I was probably the cause for the change.Â
But boy did I love how the new chair didnât groan when I sat, that I could push the armrests out of the way so my love handles could spread out in peace, and that my butt wasnât squished so much. It didnât change the fact that my gut pushed up against my desk when I typed at my computer but maybe Iâd had my expectations too high on that front.
Yuki and I flew to Wisconsin again for Thanksgiving with my folks, and I realized with dismay that the seats on the plane were becoming a tight fit as well⌠Iâd had to ask for a seatbelt extender. Luckily the flight attendant had been very nice about the whole thing, so I wasnât too embarrassed. I wondered if Iâd have to buy two tickets next year. Right as I thought that, Yuki started smiling and nuzzling up at my fat neck.
I knew she couldnât actually read my mind, but at times like these, I wondered if her ability to feel my âdesiresâ almost worked just as good.Â
My parents didnât bring up my weight anymore, though I was sure they noticed it. Maybe because I was with Yuki they stopped caring about how fat I was getting. Iâd already found a nice girl and settled down, so who cared if I was obese, right? As long as I was happy.Â
And I was. Obese, that is.
Yeah, sometimes it sucked getting out of breath just walking to and from the bathroom. And going up and down the stairs at home was getting to be a pain, but I only did that twice a day. But it was worth it to be able to eat as much as I wanted. To be able to live with no abandon, without restriction.Â
While Yuki and I were in my hometown for the holiday, I decided to meet up with some of my old high school friends at a local bar. Yuki was a little nervous, but she perked up once the waitress dropped off the food menu.Â
Honestly, I was probably more nervous than her. My friends hadnât seen me since Iâd been around 150 pounds slimmer.
âOh my god, is that you Pete?â
I lifted my head to see my old buddy Taylor absolutely gaping at me. I scooted my chair back and then hefted myself up to give him a hug. Taylor hugged me back, pressing his flat stomach against my beach ball sized one.Â
âYeah, I know Iâve put on a few,â I said, blushing a little.
Taylor scoffed. âA few?â
âAhem.â That would be Yuki, who had gotten up and was standing beside me.Â
Taylor glanced at her and then back at me.
âTaylor, this is my girlfriend, Yuki.â
Yuki pushed herself into my side and I wrapped my big arm over her shoulders. She put one hand on my gut, almost daring Taylor to say something about it.
âAh, oh. Hello. Nice to meet you,â Taylor muttered.Â
I relished in his surprise. I almost wanted to say See? Fat guys deserve love too. And from beautiful women, no less. But seeing as Taylor just went through a nasty divorce, that might be in poor taste.
It wasnât long before our other friend Allen showed up. The three of us caught up on current events in our lives, while Yuki kept ordering appetizers. Boneless wings, onion rings, jalapeĂąo poppersâŚÂ
Yuki and I ate most of them, which is to say, I ate most of them.Â
âIâm glad youâre doing so well in Colorado, man,â Allen said as I licked buffalo sauce off my fingers.
âYeah, we were sad that you were moving, but Iâm happy it all worked out for you,â Taylor added, sparing Yuki a lingering glance.Â
âMe too,â I said. âHowâs it going with your partner, Allen?â I asked.
âOh, heâs terrible,â Allen said with a conspiring smile. âNever marry your yoga instructor!â
After a while, I had to go to the bathroom, so I excused myself, leaving Yuki at the table with Taylor and Allen.
Bar bathrooms were never the cleanest, but I did my business as quickly as I could and then started to wash my hands. I looked up as someone entered the bathroom behind me. I could see them in the mirror. A person I hadnât seen in at least 12 years.
Mike.
He locked eyes with my reflection but didnât seem to recognize me at all. He walked passed the sinks like I was a stranger.Â
I looked at myself in the dirty mirror. Sure I had a big double chin, and maybe I was getting some wrinkles around my eyes. But I looked mostly the same, didnât I? I glanced down and saw my huge stomach, which was not very well disguised in my almost-toot-tight black t-shirt and flannel.Â
I didnât look chubby or big. I looked fat, but not even just normal fat. I looked fat fat. 400+ lbs fat.Â
Damn. I dried my hands and then stood to the side in the mirror, taking in just how far my belly jutted out. I reached to touch the front of my belly where it hung the lowest and found myself struggling to even reach it all. I knew logically that this wasnât new. I wasnât even particularly shocked or upset by the discovery of how shockingly fat Iâd gotten, how Iâd totally let myself go. But for some reason becoming fat enough that my old friend from middle school didnât even recognize me? That was ⌠surprising.Â
I mustâve lingered there staring at myself for a while because Mike was leaving when I turned to go. He did a double take then, staring at my eyes for a second too long before I saw him put two and two together.
âHi Mike,â I sighed. This wouldnât have been as embarrassing if he wouldâve just recognized me from the get go. But now we both had to acknowledge awkwardly why he didnât.
âOh, wow Pete! Itâs been⌠so long,â Mike said delicately, glancing at my belly. Mike looked a little out of shape himself, but it was a modest beer gut. I was in another league of fatness.Â
I didnât really want to deal with awkward small talk where we avoided how much weâd changed after graduation, so I said âYeah, Iâm here with Taylor and Allen, come say hi.â I quickly ushered us both out of the menâs room and towards the table.
Mike followed me and I wondered if he was staring at my gait as I walked. I had to take wide steps since my thighs rubbed together.Â
âLook who I found in the bathroom!â I said as we approached the table. Yuki looked pleased to see me back, and I felt a little guilty to have left her sitting with people she hardly knew for longer than Iâd intended.Â
âMike! Whatâs up buddy, howâve you been?â Taylor said, pulling him into a side hug. I sat back in my seat with a thud. Yuki quickly clung to me, hugging my arm like a teddy bear. I glanced up to see Mike eyeing Yuki sharply.Â
There was no way heâd⌠would he?
âYou met Peteâs girlfriend yet?â Allen asked, noticing Mike staring.
âN-No,â Mike stuttered.
I swallowed a lump. âAh, this is Yuki, Yuki this is Mike,â I said calmly. Mike wouldnât recognize Yuki from that night. That was so long ago. And she looked so different now! Plus she was in her human form, anyhow.
But then why was I so nervous?
âHello,â Yuki said shyly, hiding into my side a little bit.Â
Mikeâs eyes widened a fraction. âHi,â he said stiffly. He shook his head and then backed up. âIâd better,â he gestured to where his friends were gathered by the pool table.Â
âNice seeing you,â Taylor said. Mike nodded, looked at Yuki once more, and then wandered back.
We didnât stay long after that.Â
In the car, I asked Yuki what she thought of the encounter.Â
âI couldnât tell much about him since he wasnât having impure thoughts,â she mused, tapping her chin with one finger. âI remembered him though,â she said with a little grin. âHis energy wasnât as good or strong as Peterâs, even now!â And then she leaned over to place a big juicy kiss on my cheek.Â
I stopped worrying. Maybe Mikeâs reaction could be chalked up to some deja vu from seeing her? If so, that was relatively harmless. And even if he did make the leap that she was the demon from the basement, who would believe him?
No one.Â
I put the whole thing out of my mind. I should probably be thankful for Mike, actually, because if I hadnât been trying to impress him all those years ago, I wouldâve never met my Yuki.Â
And Yuki was my everything.Â
Now itâs been about 5 years since Yuki reappeared in my life and I couldnât be happier.Â
Eventually, as I gained more and more weight, I had to make some adjustments to my life. I moved our bedroom downstairs where the office used to be. It just wasnât safe for me to be climbing those things anymore. Iâm almost 500 lbs nowadays.Â
Yuki likes how big I am, and how much space I take up. She even likes it when I lay on her and squish her under my blubber. She says it feels better than soaking in a hot bathtub even! It isnât even dangerous since Yuki doesnât need to breathe.
Sometimes I think we should slow down on my gaining, but Iâm pretty much addicted to food. If I go a few hours without a meal I get serious hunger pains. It probably sounds very spoiled, but itâs true!Â
I ended up asking if I could work from home sometime last year, which was approved. As I said, I think my CEO Seth has a soft spot for me. He even ended up promoting me again, as the his right hand man. He says I can work from home whenever I want so long as I still get work done.Â
So for the past year, my lifestyle has started to become more and more sedentary. Iâm either sitting on the couch (which is feeling a little small these days. Or maybe thatâs because Iâm wearing a crater-sized dent in the middle of itâŚ) or Iâm working at my desk, doing meetings and reports. Yuki makes sure I have everything I need.Â
At night, she still purrs in happy rumbles, holding any part of me she can latch on to.
âPeter is happy,â Yuki sighed into my chest. She was leaning over my belly, fitting into whatever amount of lap I still had. I scooped another spoonful of ice cream into my mouth. I was still pretty full from dinner, but I had room. And it tasted good.
âI am. Very happy,â I sighed, taking another bite. Yukiâs tail caressed my sides, slipping between rolls.
âHey Yuki,â I said.
âHmm?â
âYour power⌠youâve made me fortunate, right?â I asked.
Yuki licked my double chin sensuously. âMhmm.â Â
I sucked on my cold spoon. âBut me being so, erm, wanting excessâŚâ I mumbled through another scoop of rocky road. I didnât really want to say a gluttonous, fat greedy pig out loud. âThat wasnât you, was it?â
Yuki sat up, her purple eyes gleaming in the low light from the TV. I loved how her black horns reflected light, like obsidian.Â
âNope,â she popped the P. âThatâs all Peter. Yuki only wanted Peter to get what he wants,â Yuki said, running a hand through my swollen chest (I loathed admitting I had moobs).Â
âDoes it matter either way?â Yuki asked after a second.
I thought about it. Took another bite.
âNo, I guess it doesnât.âÂ
I used to wonder if I wouldâve ended up this way without someone like Yuki to encourage me to live authentically, but I supposed that wasnât important. I had my perfect demon Yuki to love and care for, so it only made sense for Yuki to want to love and care for me too.
I scraped the bottom of the carton.
âMore?â I asked. Yuki sprang up to fetch another ice cream. I smiled to myself as she raced back over to the couch.Â
âHere! I got you your favorite, cookie dough!â Yuki smiled at me, her big eyes warm and loving and doting. The kind of look that made my heart melt like candle wax. The look that I loved more than anything else in the world.
âYouâre the best, baby,â I said, and Yuki settled back on my lap and started purring. Her tail swished back and forth in a lazy rhythm. I really did have the best demon, didnât I?
THE END
Epilogue
Mike gathered all of his supplies. Oil, wine, water, a candle⌠Mike couldnât remember the exact ritual heâd done with Pete. That was like 20 years ago, after all. But he found one online that seemed legit enough. He recited the latin words as best he could.Â
Mike knew that whatever had happened way back when was real. Heâd had nightmares for weeks following that horrible sleep over. It ended up driving a wedge between them, since Mike unconsciously associated Pete with that terrible night.
But somehow the thing theyâd done⌠itâd worked. The summoning or whatever. Mike saw her, that girl, the girl from the basement, she was at the bar with Pete just a few years ago. She was real. And they were⌠together.
Mike wanted that. Heâd never felt such envy. After all, Mike had been there that night too. Shouldât he get an equal cut of whatever benefits Pete got from the demon?Â
Wy was Mike working as a science teacher struggling to pay bills while Pete was living the corporate American dream? It just wasnât fair.Â
So heâd started researching. It took a while for him to build up the nerve, and even longer to recall the exact things theyâd done way back when. But now heâd finally done it. He would finally get his own demon. Maybe his would be a hot girl too, and he could date her like Pete was doing with his. Thatâd be nice. But Mike supposed he could settle for something a little less attractive.Â
For a few minutes after Mike finished the ritual, nothing happened. The silence went on and on. How annoying. He hadnât really thought itâd work, but it still sucked that his hard work was wasted. Mike sighed, getting up from the floor and beginning to clean up.Â
The Life of a True Fatty - Part Two â The College Years
(2021â2025)
The world slowly exhaled after a year and a half of lockdowns, masks, and Zoom classes. By fall 2021, UNLVâs campus buzzed back to lifeâfrat parties thumping again, tailgates firing up, people hugging without hesitation (mostly). Everything felt almost normal. Almost.
Tyler, though, was anything but the same. The pandemic had been kind to his appetite and cruel to his waistline. Isolated in his off-campus housing, DoorDash became his lifeline: endless waves of burgers, wings, tacos, and milkshakes delivered straight to his couch. He lifted sporadicallyâmaybe once a week if the mood struckâbut mostly he lounged, ate, scrolled feeder forums, and jerked off to the slow, delicious swell of his own body. By the time in-person classes resumed, heâd packed on another fifteen pounds, tipping the scale at 230. The once-chiseled abs were long buried under a plush layer of pudge that spread across his chest, belly, and love handles. His arms still carried some muscle, but everything felt softer, heavier, more inviting to touch. He caught his reflection in lecture hall windows and grinned. He looked goodâsturdy, thick, unmistakably bigger.
He returned to campus that fall determined to reclaim the social life the virus had stolen. Freshman year had ended abruptly, sophomore year had been a lonely haze of solo feasts and FaceTime hookups that fizzled when guys saw the full extent of his gains. Now, as a junior (finally switching to a business major after kinesiology proved too math-heavy), he had time, freedom, and a ravenous hunger for both food and fun.
The problem? His old crew had scattered. Chris had moved back to Bulgaria to train for some amateur strongman competitions. Most of his party friends were buried in pre-med or engineering workloads. Tyler found himself wandering campus alone, belly jiggling slightly under his stretched-out hoodie, wondering where he fit.
Then, one crisp September afternoon, he walked past a row of recruitment booths outside the student union. A short, slim guy with a megawatt smile and a clipboard waved him over. âWhatâs up, big dawg? You look like exactly the type we need in our chapter.â
Tyler glanced at the banner: Delta Chi. Heâd always been curious about Greek lifeâ the brotherhood, the endless partiesâbut figured he was too much of a lone wolf. The recruiter, Thad, leaned in conspiratorially. âJust come to our rush event tonight. I promise youâll have a blast. Free beer, free food, good vibes.â
Tyler showed up. He stayed all night.
Two months later, he was a pledged Delta Chi brother, and by winter he was initiated. Rush week had sealed it: Tyler was the undisputed life of the party. The dumb, lovable ex-jock whoâd shotgun a beer, then sled down the staircase on a trash-can lid mid-rager. Whoâd out-eat and out-drink anyone dumb enough to challenge him. The brothers invented a team game they called âThe Feastââsplit into squads, each had to demolish a thirty-rack of beer, a fifth of cheap vodka, and a massive Costco pizza while racing to finish first. No vomiting allowed; that disqualified your whole team. Tyler was always the first pick. âPut the big man on our side,â theyâd say. âHeâll eat the pizza alone if we need him to.â
He belonged. For the first time, he felt like he had a pack.
Frat life was a dreamâuntil it wasnât. Classes slipped. Assignments piled up. Midterms loomed like threats. Stress crept in, and Tyler had only one reliable cure: more food, more parties, more everything. Late-night Whataburger runs after bar close. All-you-can-eat buffets before tailgates. By spring 2022, another fifteen pounds had settled in. His face rounded out further, cheeks fuller, a proper double chin emerging when he laughed. His belly pushed insistently against every shirt, hanging just a little over his belt. The brothers noticed.
âYouâre looking a little chubby there, bro.â
âCareful, manâall that beerâs starting to show.â
âBig Tylerâs turning into Huge Tyler.â
They teased, but it was affectionate, ribbing from guys who loved him. And Tyler? He soaked it up. Every comment sent a thrill straight to his groin. He embraced the role: the goofy, slightly dim, increasingly chubby brother whoâd do anything for a laugh and a second helping.
The years blurred. He changed majors againâto communication studies, something vague enough to coast through. Failed classes got retaken. Hangovers became routine. The gains kept coming, steady and unstoppable.
By spring 2025, graduation loomed. Tyler crossed the stage at 330 poundsâan obese, unmistakable spectacle. His moobs had fully developed, soft and heavy, jiggling under his too-tight gown. His belly, a genuine apron now, hung low over his waistband, swaying with each step. He waddled more than walked, thighs rubbing, arms swinging out from his sides to accommodate the width.
He was far and away the fattest in the chapter. The brothers never let him forget it.
âYo, Tubby, you need help up the stairs?â
âSave some cake for the rest of us, porker.â
âJesus, Tyler, how much pizza did you eat this week?â
The teasing had evolved from playful to relentless, but Tyler loved every word. It made him hard. It made him feel seen. Heâd become exactly what heâd fantasized about back in high school: a true fat man, lazy and indulgent, a walking monument to appetite.
His days revolved around comfort. Gym? Forgotten years ago. He spent afternoons sprawled on the frat-house couch in stretched-out sweatpants, belly spilling out, shirt riding up as he binged sitcoms and whatever feeders overnighted himâwhole cheesecakes, family-sized bags of chips, liters of soda. His room was a glorious disaster: towers of empty pizza boxes, crumpled fast-food bags, soda cans forming precarious sculptures on the floor. Clothes in piles, most too small now anyway.
Dating had shifted. The muscular guys he used to chase lasted a few weeks of flirty texts, maybe a hookup if they didnât mind the size at first. Then excuses: âBusy with work,â âNot sure about long-distance,â âJust not feeling it.â Tyler knew the truth. Heâd gotten too fat for them. The rejection stung, but it also ignited himâproof of how far heâd come, how undeniable his transformation was. Heâd stroke himself afterward, replaying their fading interest, the way their eyes had lingered on his belly before they ghosted.
Graduation day arrived. He squeezed into the robe, the fabric pulling taut across his gut as he shuffled across the stage. Diploma in hand, he grinned for the photos, belly proudly protruding. No one from high school would recognize the 190-pound muscle twunk heâd been. He barely recognized himselfâand that thrilled him more than anything.
Heâd done it. Lazy, not the sharpest, perpetually hungry, but heâd graduated. As he posed with his brothers, their arms slung around his wide back, he felt a swell of pure happiness.
The future stretched ahead, wide open and uncertain. He had no job lined up, no real plan. But for the first time, that didnât scare him.
He was huge. He was happy. And he was just getting startedâŚ