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Happy 2021!! 2020 was a weird fucking year. It was already going to be hard due to being an adult straight outta college with a full time job.

The bio currently says 20, and as I write this I am now 23. I would like to think that throughout these years and this year especially, I did a lot of growing that younger me would be proud of.

Being kicked out of the house at 21 and leading up to now was the largest lesson. Sharing a space and establishing boundaries is the most challenging. I have a hard time dealing with the idea of taking up space. With anxieties stemming from my weight and size, I had to realize it was time to stop hating myself. It really inflicted a lot of self doubt that never let me enjoy ANYTHING.

Also, I walked out of a job so that was a moment I was very proud of.

With some weight gain this year, it felt like a test of that new self-love. As much as I don’t enjoy the weight gain, I have to be grateful my body has carried me throughout this lifetime. I was not made to fit into other spaces, clothes, or people... in this life, I have the opportunity to make those things work and accommodate WITH me.

So for my 23rd birthday, I bought a bunch of new clothes to celebrate myself. I didnt purchase a cap & gown for graduation afraid of the pictures, but if I dont celebrate myself who will? (I mean, he threw me parties for both situations)

With all of this being said and compared to my last post, I’m excited to see what my life will be like in another 3 years.

i feel like this part of my as a person died.

when i was on tumblr i lowkey hated myself and i tried to surround myself by following people who i wanted to be. so i ended up putting all of this pressure on myself to be as pretty as those people and didn’t enjoy the fun of figuring out who i was.

the same thing happened with twitter and fuck that. the best time of my life began once i logged off this shit fest and began to freely express myself because i’m worth knowing.

anyway, hi my name is carolyn, i kick ass at my job, my laugh is hearty, and i fucking cry. LOL WASSUP.

my roommate said "you're growing out your hair.... you're starting to look like a straight girl" rip

#me

my roommate said "you're growing out your hair.... you're starting to look like a straight girl" rip

#me

kurapiki

In this world it’s yeet or be yeeted

firebirdscratches

yeeten?

thisiswhymomworries

YOOT

femkitti

Happy International Women’s Day to my lgbt women, to woc, to disabled women, to women trapped in abusive relationships, to women struggling with mental illness, to women living every day in fear, I see you, I love you, and I support the fuck out of you. Stay strong.

hidethesorrow

blessthepho

Basement - Spoiled (x)

best-life-wisdom

life gets a whooooole lot more beautiful once you start living for yourself and accept the fact that you can’t please everyone

mcavoy

There’s literally a tweet for everything.

e-wifey-deactivated20201128

GIMME U FACKIN MANEY

dude i'm totally just trying to see if i can find those screenshots where i ripped him up

#me #tylar

kuntsy-blog

stopwhitepeopleforever

Iconic

tempestpaige

this was the pinnacle of television

faninacan

Net Neutrality is Dead and You Can Expect Your Internet to Change on April 23rd

Yeah, no, I’m cross-tagging because the lack of attention this is getting overall is pissing me off.

Ajit Pai killed Net Neutrality. You’ll start seeing the effects you were warned about on April 23rd. Oh, and he apparently got an award for Courage from the NRA gun nuts, too.

You can still help by calling your senators and representatives. We just need ONE MORE PERSON on our side to get the senate portion of Congress to overrule the FCC’s decision to kill net neutrality. The battle for the net won’t end there, but it’s a start. Go to battleforthenet to find out who your reps are and where they stand, and CONTACT THEM.

Twenty-three states are also suing the FCC for this. I haven’t looked into it yet, but I assume big businesses like Google and Amazon are as well. Nevertheless, we can’t rely on lengthy lawsuits alone. The changes to your internet start in less than two months. We don’t have a whole lot of time.

Blow this up. Contact your reps. Please, do something! We HAVE to get the decision overruled!