my body's made of crushed little stars

and i'm not posting anything 29yo • feeder • spain 𝐚 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐝𝐢𝐬𝐦 𝐛𝐥𝐨𝐠 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐨𝐫𝐲, 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐩𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐜𝐞

[chungkingxexpress]

Taking a whiff of a faded strip tester of Toskovat's "Things We Never Shared" and thinking about my underdeveloped Shield dropping muscle memory in Super Smash Bros. Melee. "yeah, i do get what you mean by this"

[chungkingxexpress]

"skin as an accessory is very underestimated. [...] in the 50s the marilyn monroe era, it was very popular to have a backless dress that revealed the buttcrack. [...] it tipically has not been worn with any jewelry. the butt crack is the jewelry. the butt crack is an accessory."

[evilnicegirl]

this would have got 100k notes as a tumblr post in 2018

[chungkingxexpress]

Like a rat I want to be beautiful

Because there's a beauty that can't be photographed

[chungkingxexpress]

What should be your physical prime age is being spent pinned to the couch, giving yourself no choice but to drift into another food coma.  One that skips past the unbearable tautness straight into the parts of the day where you’re forcing thousands of calories past your lips. Skinny for you now only exists in pictures. Side by side. You used to be the "after" anyone would wish for, and now you're the "before" everyone is terrified of becoming.

This is not your peak, just part of the upward slope, even if you'd ever found the willpower you used to wield, you wouldn't even begin to know how to be skinny anymore. Even if you cheated the system more than you'd cheat on your diet, joined your friends, shed off all the pounds in a rare but prolonged moment of clarity. You have no shot of returning to normalcy, as your deflated body would become a reminder of how much you crossed the point of no return.

[chungkingxexpress]

when i got to feabie i did not expect to have to debate french guys why i'm not interested in them

[chungkingxexpress]

what is it about me and the french???? literally the first day i was traveling, while i was tired af, two french guys came to to flirt while i was with a friend (???). they were giving me the "my friend thinks youre cute," i rejected him/them (??) outright (again, with a friend (and not my type)) but acted all coquettish just to give a lil show for me and them because my ego was stroked

highlight: in the middle of the conversation asked if i spoke french and softly replied: "je ne parle pas français"

[chungkingxexpress]

ive been using jouissance for feedism texts subconsciously but if i ever name it, axe me

[chungkingxexpress]

i was sleepy on the bed scrolling twitter (bad) and opened the laptop to download asoiaf to read instead of yeah, realized i only cared about it because video essays were good and i do not care anymore. remembered dune exist but the page where i pirate books have limited downloads per hour so im stuck

[chungkingxexpress]

ive come to realise that ive been reading political stuff because i have genres that i dislike, but none that i actually like. im illiterate so i dont know many books, and the ones i do know are from genres i dislike

[chungkingxexpress]

i was sleepy on the bed scrolling twitter (bad) and opened the laptop to download asoiaf to read instead of yeah, realized i only cared about it because video essays were good and i do not care anymore. remembered dune exist but the page where i pirate books have limited downloads per hour so im stuck

[chungkingxexpress]

btw went to a museum of cinema and found some slipping slide about a guy getting inflated by an imp. and i knew immediately what they were.

might be a "joke" thing but i know someone has cranked one out to this in the 19th century

[chungkingxexpress]

oh my fucking god, ive just realized that if we win this. the vibes on the street tomorrow might be fucking crazy lmao

[chungkingxexpress]

WGHdhsAT

[chungkingxexpress]

oh my fucking god, ive just realized that if we win this. the vibes on the street tomorrow might be fucking crazy lmao

[chungkingxexpress]

i feel like i know how to wrap a present until i make the first two folds........

its a local spreadable cheese and two blind bags, one for each and swap if shed like to!! so the fucked up one is mine and the post wikihow how to its hers lmao

[chungkingxexpress]

i felt my heart beating faster during a spanish attack, okay body, maybe i do care

[chungkingxexpress]

im bringing an aeropress and nice coffee to make some yummy coffee for friends and searched "how to clean all metal hand grinder" and no, man, not that kind of all metal hand grinder

[chungkingxexpress]

im traveling places tomorrow so i bought two portuguese empanadas to eat on the train, did a lil of small talk and got asked if im from there instead of.... here.... my hometown......... at least she didnt speak to me in english

[chungkingxexpress]

im so happy that i found a cheap af and pretty good l'eau d'issey dupe that's available basically everywhere in spain omfg

[chungkingxexpress]

fuck it. i wanna talk about a drop dissey (the blue one). thanks to [BESTIE], who told me id like it because. holy shit. i fucking love that smells like lilac and water and skin, it's fresh yet has a warmth that i love because it smells not like... sexy/sex.... but intimacy?????????

[chungkingxexpress]

im so happy that i found a cheap af and pretty good l'eau d'issey dupe that's available basically everywhere in spain omfg