Chun's Dreams

MamaChun's dream journal. Some are so weird, I remember them in detail and have to write them down.

[chunsdreams]

062726

It’s been a while since my last dream. Some of the dreams I dreamed before wouldn’t stick that I would remember. Here’s the one I dreamt during the night.

I had a weird dream of me and my friend D. We were in a kind of dystopia where I came to visit her in a cave-like maze. She was sent to kill these weird creatures that could turn you to stone. They were small like crabs but they had a circular flat top. They can be killed when they are on their back but when they’re on their feet and walking you had to keep still or else you’d turn to stone.

For some reason, D was sent on this mission on her own (which I found amazing and ridiculous), and I came to visit to see how she was. She stayed in a little burrow in the cave where she could regroup and rest but there is still some danger of these creatures coming inside. In fact, when I visited her, there were 2 of these creatures and one of them crawled on my arm (D told me to stop moving or it would be startled and turn me to stone). The way it clung to me with its feet (claws?) really hurt. Eventually the creature got off of my arm and D nonchalantly turned it over its back and killed it.

Then at one point I left on my own to see if I could also help D by killing some. The one thing I remember before I woke up was in another part of the cave and I had one of these creatures by my hand and I was trying to figure out a way to kill it without me turning to stone first.

Then I woke up.

[chunsdreams]

103122

So I had a dream this morning that Daddy came home early, then another dream where L2 and some of her friends (new ones I haven’t met) skipped some class periods and L3 also came home and I was angry at them for being home and I also realized I was running late for work - it was 9am-ish.

(I had dreams before this and told my husband but now I don’t remember it. :( )

[chunsdreams]

022822

This dream was probably brought on by my NyQuil stupor. I was so groggy when I woke up.

I met a bestie (female) I haven’t seen since freshman year of high school. We got to hang out and she showed me pictures of her children all grown up. There were times we had a moment or two where I thought she was leaning in to kiss me (not platonic-like kiss-on-the-head but more intimate). I thought of actually doing the same, but never got the courage.

Another scene. I was trying to get some paperwork from my asshole of a maternal grandfather. He had it cinched at the side of his thigh, where I would have to touch him. I took it out gingerly, but I thought to myself, “screw it”, stood up and told him I’d come back another day. I was that upset and angry, I came home late that night and tried to snuggle with my bestie (still no kissing, just snuggling).

Another scene. I kept coming to this type of countryside eatery and I see my paternal grandparents’ pictures hanging up on the wall behind the cash register. I would wonder about them but glad they are being remembered.

Next thing I remember, I’m lying on my back sleeping (still in my NyQuil groggy state), my blanket is cocooning me, covering me from head to toe, but not my mouth or nose so I could breathe. Someone lies slightly half on top of me, and half on my side. I thought it was my bestie (who couldn’t take the sexual tension) and started kissing me. I started kissing back because it was nice. I couldn’t open my eyes because I was so sleepy and groggy, but we kept on kissing.

I don’t remember waking up to one but next scene I was with a good friend of mine (male), and we went to that same countryside eatery and was talking to the locals on how my grandparents’ pictures came to be hanging on their walls. Turns out that my grandparents helped the town build up to what they were today. 

After that meeting, my good friend was talking about how great it was that we were taking our relationship to the next level, and how the kisses the night before confirmed that. I realized it was him kissing me that night and not my bestie. I then told him I made a mistake, and I liked someone else. He became upset and was arguing with me about the kiss. All I felt was regret and remorse of what happened, and why didn’t that happen with my bestie instead.

That’s when I woke up. 

[chunsdreams]

021122

I woke up to a jumble of memories of my dream last night, but the only one that is sticking out is me hanging out with Elyse Myers and another guy (not her hubby but a friend - either mine or hers).  We were hanging out at a living room of some house (most likely Elyse’s house where she works and does her content creations), and I think I was taking a nap  on the sofa and Elyse and the guy were talking and in a virtual conference meeting of some sort. I woke up to them having set up 4 cams of each corner of the living room, with cables and wires all over the floor. And I said, “Oh, looks great, is this Logi Rally?” (Conference PTZ camera that I remember seeing somewhere)

Elyse says, “No, it’s National Geographic.”

Me: “Oh wow, I didn’t know Nat Geo created these cams...” as I walked to a cam and looked at it.

Don’t ask me why or how Nat Geo came up, but it did.  Also, Elyse mentioned that she was in the meeting for 5 hours. Poor her.

End dream, because my alarm went off.

I think what triggered the dream about cams was that before I went to sleep last night, I was looking at my security cam footage last night, looking for who was making a ruckus in the living room. I knew it was my very energetic kitten, but I was looking for a good angle of her on the cam. And if you think about it, maybe Nat Geo does make some cams. I mean they should, because they do so much field work for whatever they do. Just saying.

[chunsdreams]

012822

I had a dream about bugs.  Not just any kind of bugs. The huge, venomous, die-if-you-get-stung type of bugs. They looked more like a two-horned beetle. Seems harmless, but in my dream, they are deadly.

I remember being in this room full of them. Their chittering was so loud, I could barely hear myself breathe. Do you see those memes on the Internet where you would get a million dollars if you stayed in a roomful of cockroaches for a day? It was that kind of room. It makes my skin crawl just thinking about it.

I was with a team of exterminators getting rid of an infestation. It was hard to get rid of these kinds of bugs because they multiplied like rabbits, and the bigger species were largely the more aggressive and the more intelligent ones. Thankfully, the bigger ones are rare to find compared to the smaller ones. But if you find a big one, watch out.

Our team had finally developed a pesticide formula that would eliminate the bugs, but it took a while to make and it wouldn't take effect on the bugs until the room has been fully covered with it. We were protected by hazmat suits, and we started spraying the room. It took a second or so, but the bugs started moving in a frenzy as if they smelled and felt (they don't have sensory abilities) the pesticide covering their body. A couple of them jumped on the leg of my suit and I could feel them creeping and crawling and I remember trying to brush them off from my leg.

Then silence. The bugs were dead.

Some other random scenes. Maybe somewhere in the future or flashbacks.

Seeing a nest of the bugs in one house, a certain type of vine-like structure constructed by their saliva from the ceiling to the floor. Each nest had a hundred thousand of the bugs. End scene.

A mailbox infested with them, where I was trying to 'test' the pesticide (no hazmat suit, mind you) from a distance. End scene.

Finding an old abandoned house with an open wall that had these nests. I'm on lying on my back on the ground when I discovered them. Realizing these bugs could infest a whole town if I didn't warn my team. End scene.

Yes, I had a dream about bugs. It's been a couple of hours since I woke up, but I still vividly remember it like it was a movie.

[chunsdreams]

082321

Another dream that I don't remember now. But I woke up in the middle of it and tried to go back to sleep and lucid dream. It was that good of a dream, because it was movie-like. The girl (me) needed to do something that was life-changing and there was a boy with me in this adventure. I wish I remembered more. 

[chunsdreams]

062421

I barely remember now, but I know I was feeling dejected like was in trouble for something. I think it was related to the kids’ sleepover last night. I wish I remembered more!

[chunsdreams]

062221

I had a very vivid dream, but I only remember the last part.

I’m a guy in this dream again. (I swear I was male in my past life.) For context, I was visiting some sort of town and I met a girl and her family: a brother, and an adult but not sure which relation - either the dad or an uncle. 

The last part I remember was that I was planning some sort of situation to help out the girl and her family, but I was about to leave town. I had about 2 hours before my flight. I remember going into the shower before leaving for the airport and thinking that I had done all I could (the plan). I also remember looking at a picture of the girl and her family. I think I liked the girl, as my felt affection while looking at the picture.

[chunsdreams]

020721

Bits and pieces here.  

In a bus of students going on a field trip where I followed my teenage daughter in. I became sort of a chaperone. I was standing mostly, but found a seat nearby. There was a boy that kept making trouble but I managed to keep him in check.

Superheroes. A missing one named Druidess.  Someone in a knight’s armor kept looking for her, maybe a love interest. We stayed at a lair but it looked like just a regular mansion.  A scene where I was looking down from a bannister seeing them all: 2 children and a teenager on a couch (doing homework?), a young adult woman hugging her body pillow while lying on her bed in her room north of the living room, another lady in a room east of the living room, the knight’s armor guy walking away from Druidess’ closed bedroom door in the same east corridor.

A singer (opera?) in her 20s and her piano accompanist. She’s been practicing without a piano for a while but at the dress rehearsals was finally able to sing with a piano. The accompanist was a famous composer, around his 70s. A few false starts of the rehearsal, since the singer couldn’t get the timing right with the pianist. Then finally got the timings right but almost forgot the lyrics. After the song was done, pianist praised her. Apparently he also composed this song piece.  

End.  

[chunsdreams]

013021

Ok, so I can’t remember much now - everything’s in bits and pieces. So I’ll give you some details but not a lot.

I was at this novelty store where I heard the owner is a mysogynist but the store is filled with cute things for girls. I then saw the store full of girls of all ages browsing but never buying anything. I was thinking, “This is probably how they’re doing revenge against the owner - fill up the store where no one else can enter, browse, but not buying anything.” I asked one of the browsers this, but she just looked at me for a moment and then went back to browsing.  

The next thing I remember was I was walking out of a building. Maybe my friend’s house. I vaguely remember helping someone out. As I was walking, I was going to text my sisters as they had apparently gone ahead without me. I was going to text them, then I realized I didn’t have my cell phone with me nor did I have my wallet. I decided to walk home since it wasn’t far away, and I saw a big gathering up ahead - it look like a reunion party of some sort at a restaurant. Some people saw me and told me to come beckoning me over as they were about to take a group picture. I saw my youngest kid and wondered why she was there. We did pose for the picture and I saw next to me was my dad, and I wondered about that, too.  

The party turned out to be a sort of reunion for a children’s choir my older siblings were a part of but I was never a member. Also, all this time, I was wondering “where are their face masks?!”. I also didn’t have one on.

I went further in the restaurant with my kid to the back, and some guy with his family stopped me on the way in. He asked what “batch” I was from. (Side note: batch is when they mean what year you joined the group.) I mentioned I never was part of their choir but my siblings were, so I said I was sort of an “honorary” member.

Then I woke up.

[chunsdreams]

011821

I dreamt that I was on a cruise ship and I was kind of an action star (think Keanu Reeves in Speed). We saw - I saw we, because it's a cruise ship, and there's lots of people on deck  - some red-orange blobs coming up to the surface of the water. I was about to jump off the ship for some reason - to check out the blobs, I guess - but decided against it, as the blobs started multiplying.

They turned out to be lava coming up from below the ocean. (A volcano erupted under the water, perhaps?) And these blobs started 'chasing' after our ship. I silently urged the crew to hurry as the lava slowly kept coming closer and closer to the ship. We even saw a yacht in flames from a distance and it slowly sank. As the lava kept coming after us - it just felt like it had a mind of its own - the ship kept running from it as fast as it could. The lava even took a shape of a knight on a horse with a big lance like it was at a jousting tournament.

When I thought we were almost done for - the lava was inches away from the stern - the cruise ship turned towards the shore like it was drifting towards a parking spot. The 'knight' lava and his 'army' got sucked into an inlet of some sort, and the inlet shot it back towards the ocean like a bullet. As it shot out to the other side, the lava cooled down to nothing and sank to the sea. I could imagine it screaming its last

As I was thinking the ship captain did some great maneuvering, the alarm went off.

[chunsdreams]

121320

So I had another weird sensual dream. For context, I was watching this anime called March Comes In Like A Lion about 3 sisters. There's nothing sexual in the anime, just that it was partially about the 3 sisters. The oldest is around her 20s, the middle is in her teens, the youngest is a toddler. I dreamt more about the middle child. I'm thinking I was the main character's age (a professional shogi (a Japanese chess game) player that's in high school) but I still had my gender and somewhat still married. yes, it's confusing, lol. anyway, the story went that there was some issue with the sisters' home and me and my family (dad, stepmom, and siblings, maybe) were helping them out. we even took a group picture, but middle sister wasn't there.

I met middle sister outside of the household and we started getting to like each other where we were more than friends. However, she didn't know I am female (I have a pixie cut and do not wear makeup or jewelry). I needed to tell her so before she got the wrong idea.

We were spooning on a bed somewhere where she was hugging me from behind. We were talking and hanging out, and then I guess she couldn't resist me, because she turned me on my back and she went on top of me and started kissing me. Even tried to go deeper into the kiss by making my mouth open more so she could put her tongue inside. We did kiss deeper after that but I made her stop by pushing her back. I told her that before we could go further I had to tell her a secret about me. I finally told her that I am female but I still liked her. She was surprised and got off of me and laid beside me. She just stared at me while I explained and how we had a group picture, and didn't she notice I was there?

I woke up after that. I wish there was more to it than that. I hate interrupted dreams. :( If you were wondering what she looked like, she looked like the animated character in the anime. ;)

[chunsdreams]

112020

I dreamt that I had an arranged marriage to a woman who is probably in her 20s to 30s. We met at a sort of a party and got along very well. She stated that we were supposed to go somewhere in a few minutes (like a trip) and I wanted to go. However, I was supposed to do something in this party we were in. She left first, and said she'll meet up with me (at the airport, I'm assuming). She was also texting random stuff on her phone where she was just moving her fingers on the screen but it was showing some sort of comic book art of random things, people, places. I was fascinated.

So she left. We had already exchanged numbers so I knew how to contact her. I got caught up in the party - I forgot what I was doing but it was some sort of performance I was obligated to do. I had my phone on silent so I wouldn't get distracted. Hours later, I looked at my phone and I saw her walls of texts. I could tell she was angry and I saw her comic book art as well. I didn't get to read them all because I had to tell her sorry right away. I don't remember if I got a hold of her through text or calling, but I ran outside to get to her.

I was going to take a car I borrowed, but then the owner of the car said he had to use it. So I took my stuff out of the car, and I saw her come back with her car. She looked pissed, and I said since we were going the same direction, could I go with her? She didn't say anything but eventually we traveled together. Her front seats didn't have any back support for some reason, so we were driving like that with no back support.

I was trying to find a way to apologize to her, but then I woke up. :(

[chunsdreams]

111820

My demons came to haunt me in my dreams (nightmare?);

Feeling disgust, anger, mesmerism, fascination --

Tempted, yet not tempted

That pull of gravity that reality can't comprehend.

The struggle of waking and unwaking.

Pull me up from the depths of darkness.

:: My grandfather came to me in my sleep, drawing me into another form of nightmare. He was his usual self, trying to molest me, this time showing his penis, dangling it in front of me, trying to touch me. And whilst here I am, trying to cover my eyes, pushing him away, yelling at him for being wrong and this is not right....and yet, curious on what it looked like. In this weirded, messed up dream world, I was drawn in disgust, anger, and yet, was mesmerized and fascinated...and tempted. I was on the brink of craziness imagining that penis penetrate me from behind and just drown in bliss.

WRONG WRONG WRONG WRONG WRONG!!

I woke up disturbed. And aroused. :(

[chunsdreams]

072820

I had a dream about JessicaJayne and Tankbillock.

We were part of a school - maybe high school? Or college? We were doing some kind of play homework, but for some reason, I wasn't really a part of it (or even part of the class), but it seemed like I was, I was just more of a loner. Anyway, I was sitting in the corner of the stage and I somehow got involved in on Jess and Tank's play. Jess was playing a Sherlock Holmes-type detective (his costume and all) slash some kind of supernaturalist that uses a cup (the prop was plastic and clear but looked like a Solo cup) with symbols in it that has supposedly a spirit in it to determine where she would go next. I forgot what Tank was playing. Tank and I were more like the supporting cast (I just kept sitting in that corner not doing anything) - Jess was the main part of our play.

So the play was done, and I went to the balcony of the theatre. Apparently, we had a 3-part homework, the 1st part was the play. I forgot what the 2nd part of it, but I was wondering who I would be teaming up with, and I was looking back at the stage, and I saw Jess and Tank coming up, and I was relieved that they wanted to be part of my group to do the homework (remember I had no friends, and a loner). 

So we got the 2nd part done, and the 3rd part was to do some kind of evidence of the play using props again or something. We were in some kind of classroom this time and other kids were around making their own props. And Jess was like, "Well, we still have the cup and we can use that." Meaning we just didn't want to put more effort in this homework, lol. So we were done with that. Jess and Tank went somewhere separately (to their friends, maybe) while I waited for our turn for the last presentation. 

Then I woke up. 

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022420

I was watching a Twitch Sings stream and they were in a party. I saw N was there and she was also streaming, so I went to take a look at where she is streaming from, and I saw her at a some kind of mall but there were mattresses there, and I saw she was lying down there with a few friends, and I noticed a couple of the people she was hanging out with was 2 people I knew - now that I remember one was a high school classmate and the other was a college classmate, don't ask me why, my dreams are weird - and then I started sending those people a message about N and not to have them be taken advantage of. The next thing I knew I was at this simple room, just a door, walls and maybe a couch and a bed. The light was dim, kinda reddish in hue. N walked in, and saw me, and started leaving and I stopped her. I was blocking the door to prevent her from leaving. and I was telling her we gotta talk. So while I was talking her down, she was making excuses here and there, and then I woke up to the alarm.

[chunsdreams]

010620

This was a dream with JessicaJayne.

"It was kind of sci fi. I was on a weird moon/planet and trying to find some life out there. I was in a type of No Man's Sky suit. and I found this facility that seemed abandoned. I finally found the door into it and I found you inside. It's a bit vague now, but you were telling me you were somewhat on a mission and there were aliens in there wanting to know about life on earth and the things that were there (animals, plants, people). 

And you were pretty happy I was there, because you were needed back on Earth and I could entertain the alien leader. For some reason, I was sitting on a type of toilet but didn't look like a toilet (lol) and I couldn't get off of it until you left (I was doing number 2 in it, lol). And then you left, and then I started getting up and flushing what was in there, hahaha. And then shortly after I cleaned up, the alien leader came by. He was some sort of mutated boar, but had other looks about him (like 1/4 boar, and 1/4 other animals). And he hinted that he needed something that looked like his nose (which was a pig nose) and wanted to bring it back to his planet. 

So I went on a mission back to Earth to get him some sort of pig. When I got back, I started listening to the radio, and then I started hearing the beginnings of one of your original music. I started trying to text you something like, "Go to 97.3, your song is on!!" but I couldn't send it out for some reason. Then you appeared suddenly, and I just told you. 

Then we went to some apartment and you had to take a shower. It was some futuristic apartment where all the walls were smooth and some where see-through. I let you have your shower, and for some reason, there were people in the apartment and trying to peek into what you were doing, and I was telling them to back off and leave you to your privacy, lol. Anyway, that was it."