Throat Goat Sanin @chvnpaiii - Tumblr Blog

The BPD urge to constantly try to explain to them my pain to make them understand. But they never do. So I explain again and again in so many ways I think they might get it. But they just don't. And I continue feeling alone in my mental illness.

str4wberricake-deactivated20240

bpd is not just bursting out in anger because you can’t control your emotions, it’s complaining, crying in front of your lover because of all the things that hurt you and the things you expect from him and later feeling guilty, hating yourself so much that you’re thinking you don’t even have the right to complain and the only thing you deserve is to be treated like shit

str4wberricake-deactivated20240

i just wish i could explain how fucking low this low feels

bpd-culture-is

bpd culture is forgetting what happened so you have to put it down in your notes or its gone forever

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chvnpaiii

Then you read it like who and when tf I write this

bpdohwhatajoy

A life of being the “good one” only to get abused and mistreated and abandoned is enough to drive you insane and make you have a deep well of anger that will never go away no matter how hard you try