Sam&Dex.

My name is Samantha, call me Sam. I am an eighteen year old mother. I gave birth to Dexten on July 15th, 2012. Logan is Dex's dad, and we are happily together. My life did not turn out the way I expected.. but everything happens for a reason, right?

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My son's father kicked me out, broke up with me.

My son's father wants him every other weekend.  I do not think my 6 month son should go a whole weekend without me. I don't think he is old enough. He needs me still. What do you guys feel about this? 

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Your family is so adorable! But im curious, do you know why alexis rose deleted her tumblr?

She just doesn't wanna do it anymore. 

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why hasn't alexis been on her tumblr?

She deleted it. 

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how is everything going with logan? you havent updated in a while

We broke up. He kicked me out. I'm back at my mother's house. 

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famfam

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Daddy and baby <3

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Halloween <3

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yeahh..

I pretty much quit tumblr.

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hey.

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i cry when ugly people hold me

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my monkey butt <3

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are you still in high school?

no. I graduated last year.

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Im sorry, but give it a week. Someone doesn't say that they have no feelings for you then suddenly it's perfect. You're setting yourself up for heartbreak

I know. I completely agree with you.  Honestly, the reason we are good now.. is because I used to sleep all day, never do anything, not clean or cook or anything. I started getting in the routine of doing that and now we are okay.It's hard to love someone when they don't do a damn thing. So I understand where he was coming from.  

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Logan and I are absolutely perfect now. <3

Have a good weekend, everyone. 

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Dexten's first pumpkin.! :)

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Confused.

I went over to "our" house. He like wanted nothing to do with me. We then talked. Well he kinda yelled while I talked. He was telling me everything he hates about me. I then realized my depression came back.. It's been back for a while. I can never get away from it. It always comes back. Anyways, Logan decided to give me a week to change back to the person I once was. The person whom I wanted to be. 

I mean. Isn't he supposed to help me through it. He shouldn't give me a deadline, right? I don't know. Anyways this whole experience jump started me into the right direction that I need to be on..  

I love him but I wish he showed me he loves me too. If he even does anymore..