Pain changed me in many ways and almost broke me yesterday when I experienced the worst pain in my life. But I dealt with it the best way I can with the support of family and friends, especially my private nurse, @chadzm This time around, I pledge not to hide my pain struggle anymore. Doesn't do me good and I hate who I am when I bottle it all in. Some think I'm strong but I'm not! I break down all the time! And yes, it makes me mad! I'm sick and tired of this never-ending pain!!! I hate how it affected my mental health as well! This recent surgery better effin work cause I see no other options but to accept to be in chronic pain the rest of my life.. thank you mami @eleiminator for this inspirational quote and @tah_kun for keeping me sane #rantover