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god damn it cartman. — hi im will btw

[numbbface]

Yes, Tweek 🥱🧍

genuinely thinking of starting to do lil comics for like the older aus i did but how... I've mostly made the comics i did so far impulsively like in the moment ideas. embarassing to admit that i dont even do storyboarding thats why it looks so messy most of the time🫣

i drew this half awake... props to myself ig because this shit could've turned out so ass. lol only noticed it since i kept shading over craig's hand and for a moment i didn't know what i was doing or where i was🧍

edit 6hrs l8tr: i just noticed that there's a stray eraser shaving on tweek's hair lol

[milfhunter272727]

🧛🏻‍♂️🦇

[mangapeach]

a road trip between "friends"

[shuicoke]

"CAN'T YOU DO *ANYTHING* RIGHT?! YOU'RE A PEST!"

" ah... "

" ... "

" I ... "

i hate them

[cideo]

i posted this on tt here’s it on tumblr . i rarely use tumblr

[skelestonkss]

humble folks without temptation

[squidsqwag]

do NOT let me do a screenshot redraw i WILL spend three days on it and explode

[coldiru]

Round 2 are the two beans

[demonicblu3]

I forgot to upload this drawing here lol

Valentine's Day drawing

Kenny worked hard to buy his friends a little gift

[redracerfridays]

Nightmare

[hazedxg0]

It really does say a lot about how romanticized and theatricized alters are online when people go into denial or feel isolated for displaying the most textbook DID/OSDD symptoms.

Not knowing who's fronting, not knowing how many alters you have, not knowing when you switch, not knowing alters' names or why they formed, alters not having names, having no internal world or a very vague one, having no internal communication, struggling with external communication, experiencing alters as different overlapping states of self instead of separate people, hell even just experiencing amnesia.

These are all extremely common symptoms of DID/OSDD, especially when you're untreated or early in treatment. And yet they're all common reasons for why people feel like they don't belong in this community, because the reality of this disorder somehow doesn't conform to the online expectation.

How bad is the state of CDD awareness, even among those who proclaim to have it, that the most common manifestations of DID/OSDD are so underdiscussed that the majority of people with these conditions cannot find understanding even in a community meant for their disorder? When anything that doesn't play into the "alters are separate people and friends in your head" narrative is ignored and erased?

[cideo]

across the last day there were a few times i thought what i said in my head was so funny and smart and inspirational that i decided i had to write it in my notes app and every single time i forgot the last sentence was almost exactly the same as the new one. here they are

[uradouchebag]

[negative--seven]

never remind a kyman shipper of the south park fandom in 2023

[lemonykleonella]

BLOW YOUR BRAINS OUT

[bloodlette]

Final piece before the storm.

Let's see if this holds up in 12 hours. ~

[smallpwbbles]

The audacity to have it be called beach episode with a ominous thumbnail like that