cilly's scribblys

cilly, she/her // born-raised-n-practicing balt trash, all welcome so long as manners are minded // if i see your art i will leave a gay little comment on it

[cillyscribbles]

hi! i'm cilly, or cheese, she/her.

i'm a writer. AO3: littlekaracan // dai_des_day tag: #my fic stuff

i'm also an artist. (taking requests for cats the musical!) portfolio // inprnt // redbubble // ko-fi // instagram tag: #my art stuff

all you need to know about me: • adult • will not participate in flame wars • always open to chat! you can send me a dm or an ask (anon is on!)

end note: currently really really into cats the musical. really. i'm writing a translation. if you're looking for cats fandom friends, i'm always open.

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saw a burlesque show. felt very gay throughout. thought about demelurina. nuff said.

putting full images and some rambling under the cut; suggestive by nature of burlesque. :)

they deserve to dance together, i think. i've got another burlesque number i really want to draw them in. costumes are based on my loose memory and blurry pictures i took of marie devilreux's double performance; she started with the whole peacock getup and absolutely gorgeous fans, and then later stripped down for the fire number. i'm not exaggerating the fire in the slightest btw, if anything i'm underselling it. she set her PASTIES on FIRE. she was actively swallowing fire and then spitting it back onto a torch. she ran the torch over her arms and legs and whatnot. she'd like, extinguish the fire by running the torch on her arm, and then she'd relight it by running it over her leg in a different spot? i was clenching so hard i forgot how violently attractive it was. my jaw was on the floor for a solid 5 minutes. i genuinely think she's a firebender. that couldn't have been real.

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vomits

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Tis pride! Let's enjoy it with a simple comic of my friend's @cillyscribbles demelurina fic! Everyone should go read it, like now, it's great and amazing (and my Christmas gift)

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

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Second chapter of the baby Munkustrap 'fic is up! (illustration by @justdreamer22 ) (Part 1 is here)

In which Munkustrap learns that growing up is hard. Sorry, kid. :(

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heaven forfend i end a sentence

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would y'all be in the market for some sims 4 cats poses

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I do not think there is a "better way" of doing the things I describe in artistic media. Much contemporary artistic practice is predicated on the idea that there is a better way of doing things, with an attendant aura of chic that puts down other attempts as less sophisticated.

Timothy Morton, Ecology Without Nature: Rethinking Environmental Aesthetics (2007)

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never sad when a hyperfixation leaves me because the dormant breaks at random. i wrapped up my pendragon ao3 spam in 2023 and moved to furry musical theater land yet a few days ago i pulled up an outdated word doc and typed out maybe my favourite paragraph of all hnoc fanfiction i've written

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ya

He dug his nails into the gentle darkened mark of long-dead lips and he pressed and scratched and tore until the edges of his jagged nails cut the skin open, and he dug and dug and dug until it burned more nauseatingly than the bullet hole in his side. He dug more with his nails like spades sunk into the sand to reach stale water until he couldn’t see the tips of his fingers through the blood. He smeared it onto his hand and raised it to his mouth, smeared it on his lips and lapped at it like a dog with his tongue and swallowed as much of it as he could bear, swallowed as much of it as could fill his mouth when he lifted his arm to it, as he drank and drank it down in hopes he took in some traces of the dead, some flaking skin off the mouth of his lovers, something he could carry stuck to the lining of his throat and lungs and in the space under his blackened nails. He swallowed and swallowed the blood until it welled back up in his throat and he breathed in shudderingly for ages until he was sure he’d not throw it up as soon as he turned on his side.

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User Cilly and user Slim told me share 🫡

I forgot his belt but it's whatever.. I was thinking glam rock but like. Idk. smth smth David Lee Roth smth smth Hanoi Rocks smth smth Poison

[cillyscribbles]

never sad when a hyperfixation leaves me because the dormant breaks at random. i wrapped up my pendragon ao3 spam in 2023 and moved to furry musical theater land yet a few days ago i pulled up an outdated word doc and typed out maybe my favourite paragraph of all hnoc fanfiction i've written

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indeed i have begun to verbally out loud wish death upon the bikers outside

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if youre on a bike that genuinely looks more like a bicycle than a motor vehicle and your shit is crying for help louder than a bus it's genuinely just embarrassing lmao

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indeed i have begun to verbally out loud wish death upon the bikers outside

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my take on human Rum Tum Tugger and Munkustrap.. can you tell they lead very different lives..

all i know is that tugger is hitting the tanning beds like crazy...

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focus your eyes, protector

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genuinely my state of mind after scouring every maxima & iki within my reach for some fucking strawberries

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your life ain't gonna be nothing like my life

you're gonna grow and have a good life