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terminally-unlikable

My thoughts scream:

“Need me”

“Love me”

“Tell me you can’t live without me”

bpdcrybaby213

Money and being thin would solve all my problems.

wxlking-dexd

There is no point in fucking anything anymore. No point in eating. No point in taking care of myself. No point in watching my favourite movies. No point in reading my favourite books. No point in spending time with my friends. There‘s absolutely no point to me being here. I don‘t wanna be here anymore.

2021-now

January 26, 2022

Day 2 (200cals.)

5 meringue-50cal.

5 strawberries-20cal.

10 blueberries-8cal.

2 light babybel-100cal.

4 Gum-20cal.

198 :cals. total

humanvoreture

I want someone to obsess over me too. Stalk my social medias check my likes and replies. Secretly try to get close to me. It’s so romantic

reveries0ul

drowningin-sadnessx

i don’t have the strength to keep myself alive

dkpsyhog

You know how canaries were historically brought into coal mines, because if the mine was full of carbon monoxide the canary would die first and the miners would be able to escape before they died too?

I just found the greatest thing.

This is a canary resuscitator.

When the miners notice the canary getting sick with carbon monoxide poisoning, they can close that circular hatch so no more gas gets into the canary cage, and open the valve on that oxygen tank to keep the canary breathing. In other words, they made a spacesuit for birds.

By immediately giving the canary access to clean air, the miners can save it from the poison. The bird lives. To be clear, this is not for economic purposes, this was specifically created because the miners felt bad and wanted to save the bird.

Isn’t that just the perfect demonstration of what humans are like? We started sacrificing small creatures to save ourselves, and then felt bad and spent our valuable resources on saving the critters too. Because yeah the canary was the only way to test for CO, but it’s a living creature too, dammit!