howdy, don't eat my chocolate eclair.

i'm today years old, self-esteem is a bitch, and I've lost all faith in humanity.

[cinnabunbear]

Quick portrait.... #traditionalart #graphitesketch #micron #sketchbook #portraitdrawing https://www.instagram.com/p/B2sHfgegjnP/?igshid=10dle8aumzlyb

[cinnabunbear]

Ok. Ima start here. I’ve known that I have an attraction to both gorls and bois for almost three years. Still young. But enough for me to be happy with my surety. Anyways, my brother left for college last Friday. My gift to him was a vERY VERY obviously bi painting. And a note attached to him explaining everything to him. I told him not to open it till we left. (My parents don’t know yet) basically I came out to my brother. And I cannot explain to you how terrified I was of his reaction. It took me two days to finally ask him if he opened it. I asked him. And I was scared as soon as I sent the message. I thought he was going to disown me. Hate me. Lecture me. Not want to talk to me. Tell my mom. Tell my dad. I was TERRIFIED. The message I got back was a simple: “your secret is safe with me ;)” I WAS HIT WITH THE MOST CRAZY AMOUNT OF RELIEF. I STARTED CRYING. I WAS DANCING AROUND MY ROOM. AND I CANNOT EXPLAIN TO YOU HOW MUCH I LOVE MY BROTHER. AND HOW MUCH HE MEANS TO ME. SUPPORTIVE SIBLINGS IN THE LGBTQ+ COMMUNITY ARE WHOLESOME AND MAKE ME HAVE MORE FAITH IN HUMANITY.

[cinnabunbear]

A painting I did for friend. I might actually keep it. 😂🌻#traditionalart #painting #sunflowers #acrylicpaintingoncanvas #liquitexpaint https://www.instagram.com/p/B1Eu_3vABNM/?igshid=1qwqkthjoce7x

[cinnabunbear]

A small sketch tryna stay more active. #pencilsketch #bonnock #eatknifedirtbag #originalcharacter #doodle https://www.instagram.com/p/B0zbYxBgSEe/?igshid=1ulk4soxmk11z

[cinnabunbear]

Drew fridaaaaa after volleyball 👌🏻👌🏻👌🏻💛🧡#semirealism #ballpointpen #quicksketch #badlinedpaper #portrait @wtf.frida https://www.instagram.com/p/B0muFdig3kG/?igshid=1mz9dqjadog0d

[cinnabunbear]

My brother:why does everyone think you and dad are gay

My dad: homophobic but chill*

Me:.....

My brother: like does it run in the family????

Me: idk man. Maybe the universe is talking.

[cinnabunbear]

Help I’m a curious child of the female and male gender in the relationship department while living with a very homophobic,racist,sociopathic,egotistical step father. Who’s actions are slowly depleting my mothers mental health. I don’t normally talk about this stuff on here because my prefers for me to keep it a secret how I feel about the people I fall into relationshipwith.

[cinnabunbear]

I uh..... I don’t know where this came from. I just started coloring my sketch with an eyeshadow palette. Don’t know if anyone’s done this yet. But I’m calling it a challenge. I challenge @unclebirb to do this. Bet steeb. #traditionalsketch #makeupsketchchallenge #beautyconceptspallet #nudepallet #bonnock #hopethisspreads #artistofinsta https://www.instagram.com/p/B0RS-KMgkn1/?igshid=3pcb5g55n3m0

[cinnabunbear]

i remember seeing this online somewhere i changed it up a tiny bit but either wAY this is a fanart/redraw thing. 

[cinnabunbear]

Stayed up till 3am. Making this by accident. Oop. I love Billie :) #billieeilishfanart #whenthepartysoverbillieeillish sover #watercolor https://www.instagram.com/p/Bz1b36QAypj/?igshid=8v1dnnz56mkx

[cinnabunbear]

I redrew something from I think a year ago? I realized how much I’ve actually improved especially at a time where I feel I had hit such a wall. It feel nice to know things do get better. :) #redraw #improvement #copicmarkers https://www.instagram.com/p/BygXR6HADUX/?igshid=u0gpot3htg74

[cinnabunbear]

this is beny vix! You may remember him from the group photo of the harper bane gang. im still working on his charachter and i have the idea in my head as well. so were ready kids. 

[cinnabunbear]

Decided to draw the outfit I wore today. :) (Sorry for not posting in forever) #ootddrawing #traditionalart #copicmarkers https://www.instagram.com/p/BwSQyb7AvES/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1a1ly45qht23y

[cinnabunbear]

a little comic that has resided an inside joke between me and my circle of friends. until now......

LADIES AND GENTLEMEN GIVE A WARM WELCOME TOOOOO......

I’m a depressed triangle.

[cinnabunbear]

[cinnabunbear]

a commision i did for someone on instagram 

[cinnabunbear]

this is Harper Bane, Tyler Drew, Sarah Drew, and Beny Vix

another character will come in to the scene soon. and i will start working on the story behind all of this. i’ve kind of been working backwards. and i know how this is going to go i’m just not good with words so i’m really sorry. i know the background is a bit messy but i felt rushed and i was eager to get this done. BTW it took me all day :’)  i need to form everyone's backstory. basically i have a lot of work to do. i hope you like this piece. it took me a while but i’m really proud of it. i had to do a lot of thinking about color with this.