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a teenage girls diary ⋆˙⟡

[cinnamonspicexxx]

welcome to my blog ⋆⭒˚.⋆

teenage angel she/her fav movies/tv shows: 10 things i hate about you, empire records, coraline, how to lose a guy in 10 days, anastasia, gossip girl, the rookie, percy jackson, the mentalist fav artists: lana del rey, sza, olivia rodrigo, sabrina carpenter, tame impala, the neighbourhood, arctic monkeys, sophie woodhouse fav books: the last hours trilogy, the do-over, five survive, pjo & hoo, caraval and once upon a broken heart subjects im doing: chemistry, biology, physics, math and english (im a hs student and any study motivation, tips or website/app recs r welcome) thanks for reading this far ilysm ✧˖°.

[cinnamonspicexxx]

pt 3 of little snippets of my life!!

this is a dream i had a few nights ago and it was.. intesting

ok so for context i do not know my next door neighbours at all but in my dream they're called the smiths. irl i made a fort in the corner of my room next to a window and it gets rlly cold at night so if u move the curtains u can feel like cold radiating i promise this is relevant later.

so in my dream its like 3 am and im outside my house and theres loud music playing from my house and i cant turn it off (idk what im doing outside my house if im trying to switch the music off but anyway i digress) and this car pulls up in front of my house and this 20 30 smt yr old woman walks out and in my mind im like let me js apologise to her for the noise yk let her know so i go up to her and im like im so sry abt the music im trying to switch it off like its not working im so sry and this woman js smiles at me and shes like oh no thats alg u hv great music taste yk it was a great soundtrack to me eating the smiths. IM SRY? and in my head my thoughts r like i am going to survive this horror movie, js act like u didnt hear her and maybe she wont eat me too bc she js admitted to a crime. so im like tysm ur so sweet once again im so sry hv a great night and as i leave to go back inside she once again makes like another joke on how SHE ATE THE SMITHS. so im like super polite and i go back inside and i wake up. my alarm was going off and it was 418 am bc i forgot to switch this one alarm and theres like music playing too in my room bc i sleep with music and im genuinely so scared bc what if the cold emanating from my window isn't the cold but her trying to break in and eat me. anyway it was rlly scary and the funny thing was that i was eating smith chips before i went to bed. anyway that was my funky dream

anyway till next time!! byeeee!!

[cinnamonspicexxx]

pt 2 of little snippets of my life!!

this is lk gonna be rlly negative and a rant but I hv to get this out

for background info I hv a 5 person friend group (including me) and we're all kinda paired up like I hv my bff (d) and n and w r bffs and theres y too.

y is rlly different to all of us and im not rlly sure how we're all friends but.. I rllllllllllllllllly hate her. her familys rich and shes an only child and shes pretty spoiled not only with like material wealth but like she always has to get her way and its so annoying like I feel bad for her parents in the ways she interacts with them. but the problem is im pretty sure everybody in my friend group likes her (or they're rlly good at faking) so if I say anything the dynamic would be kinda ruined and there'd be tension but at the same time what if everybody hates her too? likeeeee idk. shes rlly hard to work with academically as well (our skl is FULL of academic sweats including me) she constantly suggests bad ideas and when the group refuses she makes this face and constantly interrupts and belittles the persons idea we all agree on. its so tiring and so frustrating but I dont think anybody rlly sees that side of her bc im the only one who shares a core subject with her and actually has to work with her when theres group projects. she always has to be right and talks down on herself for attention and always tries to copy me and members of our group. not like in a in take inspiration from u but like since ur doing this and im jealous of u im gonna do it too. shes super unhygienic and she always complains abt her problems but when we suggest solutions she's like no but I like my problems. anyway the term like js started and she was gone for the first week since she was in europe and now shes back and I genuinely forgot how annoying and frustrating and AGHAGAHGAH she was. but anyway shes rlly getting on my nerves and the next time she does smt like that im genuinely gonna talk to d like casually bring it up ill tell u if it works out or not!

anyway till next time !! byeee!!

[cinnamonspicexxx]

I dont think it rlly clicked in my head that I can use my blog for a blog and write stuff on it so welcome to pt1 of little snippets of my life!!

anyway so I love science js to preface and im finishing one of my yr 12 subjects early and thats bio my science teacher knows that, im also naturally doing all 3 sciences that my skl offers. so I go up to my science teacher after class to maybe ask for extra worksheets or qs to help me w my yr level and next yr so I can be more prepared and she tells me that once I start bio I get access to this site which has allll the slides, all the test papers all the notes everythingggg. and I was shellshocked I was like oh my god that is such a dream (ik im such a nerd) but she was like I cant share it with u bc then thats like an equity issue right..? and she asks me again what I acc want and I tell her js like extra content, qs, notes anything. and guess what SHE GIVES ME ACCESS to the site "to use at my discretion". I hv genuinely never been happier and im acc so grateful!! anyway lysm miss!! until next time!! byeeee!!

[lotuslover4553]

if you genuinely think adapting a horrific book like haunting adeline into a movie is acceptable and u support the production of it ur anti feminist

[girl-rotting-xoxo]

[xoxycodonex]

[cinnamonspicexxx]

i yearn for the friendship shown in f.r.i.e.n.d.s

[stqrdxst-xx]

[pixiecorn]

No brown girl, don't forgive that white boy for being racist just because you're lonely

[porcelainfairysstuff]

so youre telling me that i replaced all of my hobbies and liveliness into the entertainment provided by a glowing brick???

oh okay

cool, cool, cool

...cool.

[angelbysouls111]

I feel like im definitely going to punch some people in the face if they assume I’m dumb one more time

[kissedfawns]

[kissedfawns]

[angel3479]

Im so excited to grow up but I’m also so scared

I wanna be young forever

[loosergirlilyou]

𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒾𝓈 𝓂𝓎 𝓅𝒽ℴ𝓉ℴ 🤍

[littlemisslacey]