Ex-periences

This page is dedicated to my sexual experiences with my ex girlfriends

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i like to give small smooches to my exes pussies before actually eating them, it makes them teased and more aroused

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Minhee, one of my korean ex, she likes my lips a lot, she likes to touch it if we're like cuddling in the sofa, and i would suck her fingers like lolipops

her lips are so puffy, she does quite many plastic surgery for them, once she kissed my neck, i would tremble, and lose my control

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My gay panic story

When i was studying in China, i was so amazed by how open people do their kisses, lips kiss, french kiss, or my favourite, neck kiss, some of them even sucking tits

they did it in the school gates, hallways, hidden shelter, dorms, and even classes

i was so shocked, when one of my friend who i thought she wouldnt do because she's like one of the most kind hearted person ive met, even she did that

so, i was so horny when i see the red moaning face of a girl that i liked getting her neck kissed by her boyfriend on the dorm's hallway, that i masturbated while keep picturing her getting neck kissed by me with that face all the time

the good news is the girl is in the same room with me, theres 4 of us but they were all out, so when she got into our dorm, i saw her neck all red, and i was masturbating under the blanket, so i stopped, while my fingers was so wet, she just smiled to me and goes to the bathroom

my hair was tied up that day, and i was soo horny, so i dared myself to open my buttons on my shirt, and revealing my neck and some of my chest area, i put my head up pretending i was looking at the ceiling

but suddenly she quickly ran and kissed my neck, i was shocked, im panicking but she told me to stay like that with her hand signal, so i just stay and just closed my eyes

she kissed my neck really passionately, she licks every single corner, she even kiss my chest and some of my boobs, she sucks me hard, it gives me a red mark on the center of the neck

she licks my neck like she likes popsicles, i can tell she likes it very much

my pussy were so wet, but i think she didnt want to have sex, since she likes guys, she just wants to satisfy me, she picked up my signal, and i fell in love with her more

but afterwards she was kinda just laughing it off and just joke around, it doesnt matter to her, but it is to me

i miss her now, i always sent her a picture of me showing stuff on my head like new hair, contact lenses, lip cosmetics, but i always include my neck when i take the pics, may make her want to satisfy me again

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How we end up with each other

It was Friday, in our highschool we have an event where we goes out to the nearest buildings to gather trashes and just basically clean up the whole place, and every month we got picked randomly, we got like 4-5 people per class, and she was there

I was always a shy kid, and never really talk to anyone, especially we were just like the first month of highschool, pretty much still being strangers to each others (or at least i think), and i see that sophie was pretty playful with each other, she talk with everyone else there, and she always talk with everyone who has positions in the class so i thought shes kind of unreachable

But, surprisingly, she came towards me and probably think about talking to me since nobody was, and she did, she talked to me, i remember her first question was, 'do you think that today is hot ?' i never get that kind of question before, she's doing pep talk ? with me ? i wasnt really falling in love with her, i still got a crush on a girl in my Junior Highschool Classmate that time, which of course i couldnt never tell because she would freak out by the fact that im a lesbian

and i think we got along pretty much, she likes talking with me, we have so much things in common, like how we ended up in that highschool because we didnt get accepted in our first choice, how we hate hot days, that we think the clothes our school made was terrible and other things

we talked and talked until we got back to our class, we have separated seats, so we had to stop talking, and i think after that happened, i saw her talking with the other kids, in the same fashion that she talked with me, so what i thought that we had something special was maybe wrong, she is a person who do that to anyone.

BUT at the same time, she suddenly Adds me on Facebook, i didnt tell her that i had facebook, well maybe, anybody has facebook back then so i thought 'well she might be just list every student in the class and adds them one by one, but then she chats me 'Hey, berna, its me, sophie'

and i was really shocked 'Hi, did you adds me just by sudden ?' and yeah she added me not because of the reason i thought, she adds me because she wants to talk with me more, she said im fun to talk with.

i was really happy that day, i thought, she is my first friend, and we are friends.

so closer to mid semester, we became really close, me and sophie have our own circle of friend, but most of the time, its just me and her, some classmates even teases us that we look like a pair of balls (as in penis), always stick together, and yeah, the more i knew her, the i realized that i fell in love with her.

and then, one day, i ask her something that might sounds unsual, but looking back at how close we were, we pretty much talk about unsual stuff all the time, and its pretty safe to ask ; what she thought about lesbians.

surprisingly, she said 'i used to have a friend, who was lesbian, had a crush on me and ask me to be her gf' and of course i asked 'who was it ? whats your reaction ? did you get disgusted by it ?', and she said 'shes a girl from a different class, but we were close, honestly, i think the reason she asked me to become her gf is because i kind of flirted with her and give her confidence to open herself, she was cute and i think if i was a guy, i would fall in love with her'

and i said 'does that mean that you had a girl crush on her at least a little too ?', and she started to become shy and said 'well, dont tell anyone.. yes, i think i did' and then i got shocked, i think that was unreal, so she really try so hard for me to keep it as a secret, and so i asked 'did you go out with her then ?' and she said 'no, i was running away, i wasnt ready for that, i thought lesbians was pretty bizzare to me at that age, and i also was having a big crush on a guy'

but i think, over the years, she might learn that it wasnt really that bizzare anymore, i think she's more open minded about it, which in itself, is a pretty great achievement to have that mindset on such young age in this country.

so i said 'do you have a crush on me ?' jokingly and she said 'stop haha im embarassed', maybe i was using a bit too much joking tone that she didnt answer them seriously

and because of that conversation, i started to open up myself too, a week or so after, i said to her 'what if im a lesbian ?' and she said 'what ? really ?? youre a lesbian ??' and i said 'yeah, i am, since i was little' and then she was shocked, but she didnt ran away, or making distance with me, instead she asks 'you must be keeping it silence your whole life, arent you ?' and i said 'yeah, this is the first time i open myself' and she replies 'why ?' and i answer 'because youre the closest friend i've ever had'

so she ask embarassing questions like do i have crush on any girls on the class, do i always gets bothered when boys flirted with me, do i tell my parents about it

well after that reveal, she didnt change, she still look at me as her best friend

and, there i was, saying to myself 'she is perfect' and i am determined to ask her out

so, almost at the end of the semester, i made a video, which is a way to express my feelings to her, i said everything on that video, and i sent her the video through her e-mail which afterward i think i made the worst mistake, and after a while, she replied 'are you sure that you felt those ? meet me at (the mall beside our school) and say it to me directly'

and i was panicking, i have to ask her out directly ?! i didnt know that it would turned out like that, i think i have ruined our friendship

so, the day after, we meet at the food court, and i started talking to her, and just basically said 'i like you, do you want to be my girlfriend ?' and then even that i have given up on what answer she will give me, i still want it to be a yes, and the answer was... 'can i just 'try' ?'

i was confused and asked her for explanation, what she meant by that was she want to just try being my girlfriend, since she never did it before with a woman, and if it didnt worked out, she can abort it anytime

i was kind of bummed out, but i guess if i wanted her, i have to give her the best thing i could give, and so i accept that and yeah, we became lovers.

since then, we act like besfriends, but i became her 'boyfriend' figure for her, i am her girlfriend after all, and at first she was really not into it, and by that i meant, she didnt look like she liked me, she cheats on me, she ignores me and everything, and i will tell the story of my struggle of being her GF, in the next post.

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First time sucking her finger

alright, i know what youre thinking.. why ? right ? well, i tell you why, because this is the moment where she went from 'i think sexual stuff is prohibited' into 'please, make me your toy'

we were highschoolers, it was wednesday, after school, we went to eat at a supermall, in the highest floor they have a food court, and theres a big rock made as a welcome sign or something, and behind it, a long desk, and we chose to sit there because its pretty comfy but it means that nobody behind the rock can see us.

and we sit there to eat her home made lunch that she didnt eat for some reason, so i ate it, and it was good

after i ate, we started chatting, i move my seat closer to her, i mean, nobody was going to suspect us anything, haha

so i start placing my head on the desk since im tired, and started holding her left hand, she holds my hand back, and then i dont know what came over me, i got so horny, i started looking at her index finger, and putting it in my mouth, sucking it.

sophie was surprised, but she if you knew her, you can see that she tried to keep it calm, she was looking around to look for any passerby, and she looks at me with a good sight.

i lick and sucked it, even putting her middle finger too, i know, nothing too sexually special, but the fact that its the first time i tasted her, and that we do it in a public place surrounded by hundreds of people, it was pretty hot, i remember i wet myself because of it.

so afterwards, we went home, and i ask her how was that felt, and it was actually the first time she said something sexual back at me which is ; 'i love it, especially your tongue who cant stop moving, it feels like youre really loving it, when its just fingers, i cant imagine what happen if you do it on my other body parts'

and i was like really happy by that answer, i had to touch myself for that haha

and the tomorrow morning, in school, we have a different class, so we have to make an arrangement to meet after school, but at that day, she had to do group task with her friends, i was bummed because i wanna do what we're doing yesterday again

so i waited, and eventually im just approaching her group and greet them, a girl was like sitting really close to her and, she was leaning her head on her waist, i was jealous but its normal thing to do between girls, the different between her and me, i actually lean to her head because i want to keep her as my GF

so i started chatting her friends, they asks why am i waiting for sophie, and i was like 'she's my candy'.. i said to myself, but i answers to them that our houses are one way, and we always go home together.

and suddenly her group of friends leaving her to grab things for the group task, and i was like suddenly 'hey, lets do it', and she said 'wait.. here ?', and at first she was in doubt, be eventually she put her index finger up, letting me suck it, im happily doing it, the classroom was empty, it was perfect

and all of the sudden one of them came back, she forgot to bring her powerbank or something, and we were shocked, but she saw how close i am sitting to her and she said 'you guys are cute' and we were happy

and then i suck her fingers again, and this time i grabbed her back, making her close to me

and one by one, they came and grabbed their things, and we were just smiling embarassedly afterwards

nobody knew how crazy it was when they left, and their missing out to see her cute little moaning face.

[methargicismm]

Beginners guide for wlw mangas/manhwas

1. Tamen De Gushi (Ongoing)

Okay. Listen. This manhwa is for yall out there who just want a chill, innocent, non complicated, 50/50 fluff-to-humor ratio story. Blonde and Brunette. And listen, listen, listen… This is DIABETES worth sugar. The art style is really good too. It’s simple but somewhat sophisticated. So far it has 139 short chapters (about 12 pages per chapter). There’s a linear story to it, but it sometimes drifts to a completely different timeline. It updates about once a month, or sometimes once every two months. 11/12

2. Fluttering/Exciting Feelings (Ongoing/Currently in Hiatus due to Author’s health)

Before I even start with this, I got major Korrasami vibes out of it ho ly shit. Anyway, this manhwa is currently at chapter 68, and sad to say that the author may never continue the story again due to cancer and several other reasons. But I am still adding this manhwa to the list because it’s sooo good. It’s not as fluffy and humorous as Tamen De Gushi because later in the story, No-rae (brown hair) brings in some drama while Seol-a has drama of her own kind. The art is simple but it’s great enough to look amazing. Still though, the manhwa is great, but sadly… it might be discontinued :(. 10/12

3. Citrus [Saburouta] (Ongoing)

I like this manga. I like it a lot. The art is good anatomy wise, but sometimes it gets too…. much….. Here’s a note, though: These two are step sisters. Yes. You heard me right. There are a lot of love triangles, a lot of drama, a lot of “Im-gonna-kiss-her-wait-no-nvm” moments, but there are a lot of WELL-DRAWN kiss scenes and semi-sexual things. There is almost no story line? Well, there is, but it’s your typical high school plot. It barely updates, and it currently has 30 chapters. Probably updates once every two months. 8.5/12

4.  Yagate Kimi Ni Naru (Ongoing)

Yo, listen. This one is ……. VERY complicated. If you are planning on reading this story, I need you to know that this is as basic as I can put it: Nanami hates herself and doesn’t want her partner Yuu to fall in love with her, while Yuu is someone who can’t fall in love with someone. The art is simple but good god it’s really good *o*. It has fluff, but for every fluff there will always be some sort of angst right after or before it. There is certainly a plot line on this but it doesn’t focus too much on the plot. Characters are great and they have a personality of their own. Despite the “Im not in love” thing that is going on in this manga, there are many, many, cute parts. It updates about once every month or every two months. 10.5/12

5. The Love Doctor (Ongoing)

(PS: this image is misleading btw but it was too fucking cute) I. freaking. love. this. manhwa. so. much. Now, this has many, many fluff moments but it also has its bulk of angst and drama. Love(ish) triangles, dark past from both parties, and there IS an age gap between the two but I forgot how many years. Still though!!! It is worth a read! The art style is cute and light and adorable, but sometimes the emotions can start looking the same in each panel (especially for one of the characters). Updates, I believe, every month. 11/12

6. Pulse [Ratana Satis] (Ongoing)

Look at this art. Look at it. Isn’t it cute? Well, if you’re here for cute shit turn the fuck away cus this IS indeed cute, buuuuuut it also has sex scenes. There is also fluff and drama, and as you can see, one of them is a doctor. The art style is pretty well done and really sophisticated. I can’t remember if there’s an age gap? I’m pretty sure there is? Anyway!!! There’s a story, yes, and also a shitty ex that no one should like but everyone feels sorry for (for good reasons of course). 12/12

7. Magan & Danai / Magan he Danai (Ongoing)

This one reminds me of Tamen De Gushi a lot, BUT…. This one is directed to the life of two women who love each other and what happens in their daily life. The art is much more detailed that TDG, and the characters have very different personalities. Danai, the shorter one, is the more mature one but also the more feminine one while Magan, the taller one, is definitely a fucking cry baby. To be honest, idk how frequently it updates? But!!! Still!! Go watch!!! 11/12

8. What Does the Fox Say? (Ongoing, 2 chapters left)

Ho ly shit whe re to be gin…? Definitely not light. It is not full of fun or fluffy or innocent. This manhwa is dark, sexy, angsty, drama-filled, teeth gritting, and very complicated. VERY, VERY, VERY, Adult. A story with a beautiful young blonde who loves a much older boss, and the much older boss has a shitty ex that everyone loves who fucked up a lot but she has her reasons. This is one of those manhwas that you need to ANALYZE every. single. fucking. scene. It is one of those where each scene MEANS something and you have to keep a sharp eye even at the sex scenes. The art style is good. Not amazing, but decent enough. As I said, it ends in two chapters. It updates twice a month (from my observations). 12/12

*Note: These are all based on my observations

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Sucking Her Boobs

As i mentioned in the previous post, i've never seen her breasts at first, i am not really interested in it, we both have small breasts, mine was bigger, almost a medium size, but i always wanted to suck nipples and enjoy it as a candy.

of course, in order to suck them you gotta see them first, but she always refuses, she's shy, she had a big anxiety issue, despite her good looks.

one time, however, she gets so horny, that i suddenly take her t-shirt's neck down, and reveal her black bra, and of course after it, her breast, she didnt refused. which was one of the most amazing time of my life, ive always seen boobs in my entire live, but it really felt different to actually look it right in front of your eye, its like a wet dream comes true.

so my initial reaction was to look at her face, and i remember how horny she was, she doesnt show her usual shy or refusing face, she wanted me to see them, touch them better, her mouth was opening a little with her red cheeks, and her eyes sight that just faints me, she's waiting for me.

so i started grabbing them, and it felt really comfy, its the most squishy things ive ever grasp, and i can see how she couldnt hold but closed her eyes and enjoy it

her skin, again, was flawless, and her nipples was the best part, i never knew how she likes it on the nipple, but i know that she loves to do it slow, so i pinch them carefully, and i can see her lifting her head up while moaning, revealing her sexy neck, and i cant help but kissed them, and i can feel that she was surprised, but she moans harder when i kiss her neck.

and after that, im going low, she was surprised, and i started kissing her boobs, not even the nipples first, those meat filled buns, should be tasted all over them, even the gap between her boobs, i licked them, and i BITE them, which she makes a good moaning sound while i did it, fortunately nobody heard it, except maybe her sister in the room beside us

and lastly, i went for the nipples, the essence of life, i licked it, making her hard and wet, and then i sucked it, and i grabed her back, and just act like a little baby, while her hands was holding my head, almost like pushing me forward, wanting me to suck them harder, and of course, a little bit here and then to keep her neck lifted

unfortunately, her mother came in, and we stopped suddenly, i cant believe she never saw us did sexual stuffs

and until now, im still craving for her sexy boobs, wish i can just sneak into her house and rape her, HARD, but im too afraid of being a criminal, and i think no matter how big, or sexy the breasts im going to get in the future, hers will always remains the best.

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First Kiss

it was a hot day, and we were just got to her house after taking a walk, and her mother was so nice to me, she thinks we're just bestfriends, in fact, everyone thinks so, because being gay is not really a good thing in here, so we always act like a friend on the outside, but after i got inside her house, sitting beside a wall facing the opposite of the doorway, where nobody can see, we start being a couple, and started making out whenever as we see fit.

the thing about sophie is, she's a sweet girl, not a naughty type, that would be me, i always seduced her, convinced her that our making out sessions are important, i mean, its not always about the lust, right ? its to put a mark, a sign, that she is mine

so, sophie never really touched me, I touched her, all the time, which is pretty bumming sometimes, but she always shows by her gestures and expressions that she wanted it, but she just likes it better to be the object instead of the dominator

once we took of our hijabs, we always chat a little, but i cant help but keep staring at her smooth dark skin, especially her neck, and the way her neckbones fill it whenever she moves her head, i guess its weird to have a neck fetish, but im grateful for it because i dont have to took any of her clothes off to enjoy the best part of her body.

and the moment i started kissing her neck, she lifts her head, opens her mouth, and started moaning, but she kept it silenced, almost like a whisper, eventhough, i can still hear her genuine voice of enjoyment

i will never forgot how good her skin textures are on her neck, my mouth just cant get enough of it, if i licked to fast she always lean her head and making it difficult for me to continue so i always keep it slow

and the best part is, her middle neck, i always kissed it instead of licking it, but once i licked it from the bottom to her chin, she moans hard, maybe it feels amazing, i always want to leave kissmark on the middle, but she doesnt want anyone to see it, so i did it on the side.

what does her hands do when i eat her neck ? well, she did something sexy, she grabs my long hair, and squeeze them out, something about it just feels right, sometimes she just grabs my hands, she likes to do it, it made her feel warm

at first, i never seen her boobs, i will tell you the story later, but i do gets to grab them, and she LIKES it. one time she thinks nobody is seeing, and she grabs my left hand to get it to her left boob, wanting me to grab them, but her sister was there and she accidentally sees it, she's surprised and just laughing silently at us, which is weird, because she is like the most talkative person ever, but maybe she thought that we were just joking

so after i grabbed her boobs, she was exhausting that her face was red, it was cute, maybe so do mine, so i lean at her and put my cheek on her cheek, it feels warm, and then i rub my face on her, we were like little kittens, but then all of the sudden our Lips meet each other, and immidiately, we were shocked, and move our heads away from each other, we both closed our mouths because how surprised we are.

on that day, the promise we made about having a first kiss on a great moment was broken, but none of us were mad at it, we knew it would be broken sooner or later

it was awkward afterwards, and then her mother came in, and we were like really embarassed of a thing that she didnt even know, but it was great, i still remember how soft her lips are the first time, and its getting better afterwards.